its fucked up how being unloved by a parental figure in your childhood makes you unlovable for the rest of your life

I feel like a rotting corpse that’s still breathing.

im not anyone's first choice. im not anyone's favorite. people may tell me i mean a lot to them and that im special to them but i know there's someone they'll always choose over me

The most I will ever contribute is through sacrifice. Sacrificing myself so I can be a stepping stone, a precautionary tale for others. The most I can ever do, is give people what I never had. I can always help the people that are dear to me, but there will never be someone who can help me.

Its only a matter of time before you'll find someone far more interesting than me, and forget that I ever existed.

i have love flowing through my veins. it’s my purpose on earth to spread love. but i’m tired of giving love as easy as breathing. when is it my turn for it to be reciprocated? when is it time to stop forcing me to love myself in absence of someone loving me?

You know, no one is ever going to love me for being me.

feel like i barely exist at all

i’m so sorry for being me

All I see when I look around is all the ways I fail as a person