its filthy, disgusting, and ugly, for sure.

identifying a maladaptive coping mechanism is so bitter sweet like that’s great now i know what i need to stop doing. but that’s literally my something

I never got over anything. I miss everyone and everything. nostalgia and grief kill me every day. oh and I also love going on walks.

i miss you and miss you and miss you. it hasn't gotten easier yet- will it ever?

there is something within me that i would like removed

hey can you come over and surgically remove this heavy, aching rot from my heart? we can watch a movie afterwards

In hindsight being a “gifted kid” is so funny. You have substantial difficulties with socializing and fine motor skills, but we’re going to ignore that because you’re really good at reading chapter books

Has anyone figured out how to be a real person yet