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Kiana Khansmith
Sade Olutola
Acquired Stardust
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Sweet Seals For You, Always
trying on a metaphor
Love Begins
"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"
i don't do bad sauce passes
DEAR READER
Keni
Three Goblin Art
hello vonnie
Stranger Things
❣ Chile in a Photography ❣
occasionally subtle
Misplaced Lens Cap
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
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@losingwins
I was told I was boring today.
Boring.
If I cared that much about this persons opinion I would say something but you know what? They can call me boring all they want. That’s definitely a them problem.
I’m so tired of feeling like I’m too much or too little for people. All my life I’ve wanted to be authentically me. I finally feel like I am and I’m tired of having to explain myself away.
I’m just enough for the right people and that’s all that matters.
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Why the fuck is it so hard to make friends after 40? I attract all the people that need to seek therapy. I know I’m nowhere near perfect but why is everyone so emotionally immature? I think I’m going to give up and stop taking friend applications.
Nope, sorry.
I’m going to focus all my energy on the friendships that have stood the test of time. If it’s not broken, why fix it?
I get that it’s hard to pick sides when two people in the friends group stop speaking to each other. But some people are real shady sneaking around. I think that hurts my feelings more than if they were upfront about it. I know I’m not invited. The group hangs out without me. I know.
Unmute !
Masterclass in darning
This is quantum physics in theory (incomprehensible unless you're a hardore math simp) but in practice it is Black Magic (you have to sell your soul and sabity in order to perform it).
btw @ everyone who can't wrap their heads around this, here's a longer video going into more detail about prepping the damaged area and mending/darning technique with actual explanations!
rb with this more detailed method which will make a more lasting mend.
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You win some, you lose some.
When you see the red flags and ignore them… yup, that’s my own damn fault. I forgot for awhile there who I actually was. I bent my boundaries for people that ran right over them. Being told I’m too sensitive when I called out the behavior that was hurtful. Yes, I’m a sensitive person. Yes, I’m empathetic. Yes, I have triggers.
What is it about letting people in on the vulnerable side of me to only have them use those vulnerabilities against me?
This is why it’s difficult to make friends at this age. You want to feel a part of something that you’ve never quite had in your life only to realize it was all a sham.
One day I’ll relax my jaw.
Not today.
But one day.
Get yourself a fabric store that will light your fabric on fire for you
No but legit I asked what the fiber content of something was and the guy didn’t know so he cut a chunk off and lit it on fire and felt the ashes and was like. Yeah this is mostly cotton with a lil bit of silk. And that was the moment I knew. This is it. This is the fabric store for me. Also that guy is marriage material. Not for me but damn some person is gonna be so happy with him.
Ok but this is actually one of the easiest ways to tell what something is made of! I did a textiles degree and one day as part of a class we all went outside with a pile of scrap fabric and set fire to the little pieces and recorded how they burned. We were given a chart that looked something like this to tell what each fabric was (it gets a little tricky is it’s a mix of fabrics though). Why did we do this? There is very little regulation in the textiles industry so a lot of materials are mislabelled as something they aren’t and sold for more than they should be, also sometimes people buy fabric second hand or discounted which doesn’t have any label at all. If you have a fabric you are having doubts about, cut a tiny piece off and do the burn test and you should know pretty fast what you are dealing with. Anyways your fabric store should be lighting things on fire because this means that they are actually checking what the fabrics are and aren’t trying to pass cheap stuff off as more expensive than it is.
Ooh! I knew it was a standard test but I hadn’t seen a chart as detailed as this thank you!
Well, it’s official now. TikTok has been banned in the United States. The one thing our government could unanimously agree on was to shut us up. I fucking hate it here.
In over my head
Does anyone else feel like everything happening here in the US is just too much to handle? I want to organize and continue to shout out about the fascism that is continuing to grow before our very eyes. I want to tell everyone to open their eyes to see what is really going on. The country is being run by out of touch billionaires while we sit around and let it happen. I'm so overwhelmed by it all.
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December 1, 2016
I can't believe it's already December. This month is bittersweet for me.
happy new year, y’all
MESSAGE TO ALL BITCHES: WE ARE SURVIVING THIS YEAR NO MATTER WHAT.
CAUSE PROBLEMS ON PURPOSE.
Journaling
I wanted to start journaling again since finding my old high school journals. Then I remembered I had this place. And well, there’s nothing like writing into the abyss of the internet where no one really knows you and you can say whatever you want.
So yeah… I guess here we go.
There’s nothing more delulu than having a friendship that you put your everything into and expecting reciprocation and not getting the same back.
Are my expectations just ridiculous and I’m being the true definition of delulu?
A friendship where they act so interested in your life when it’s just the two of you and the addition of another person makes you feel completely ignored.
I’ve been told in the past that I make myself too available. The FOMO makes me too available. I need to play hard to get. Why do I have to be anything other than myself?
This might be a friendship I have to let go of. It does feel sad when there is so much in common and you have an amazing connection with someone. Or at least I thought so but I guess that’s just me being delulu.
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It's my 15 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳
hahaha who the hell made this
