dr benton… im pregnant

i was thinking about john and kem giving another shot at things in chicago post-series……… and they get pregnant again and john is a fucking nervous wreck through the entire pregnancy and he doesn’t know where to put all that manic energy, certainly doesn’t want to put it on kem, and peter becomes his outlet for it. more specifically, peter fucks him calm. it’s so fucked up but peter is truly the only thing that gets him through it—the thoughts that their baby might not make it, he’s not strong enough to go through it again. and the distance grows and grows and kem carries the baby to term, their beautiful baby boy, and john LOVES HIM loves him so fucking much but he’s not in love with his son’s mother anymore and everything is fucked

just saw the wonderful joe hisaishi and orchestra. oh my god i love live music i love HUMAN CREATION

robby’s affinity for personal space going out the window with certain people is one of the sexiest things eeverrrrrr ghhhhhh

so…… do i need to write benge x ewing rpf………

i love robby being a pervert about dennis but not even coming close to matching dennis’ level of freak. like that boy tries to ride it in the viewing room. gets on his knees behind an only semi-private curtain. tells robby he wishes he had a son so he could date him and cheat on him with robby. spreads his thighs and rubs at his clit in the middle of the er floor when only robby’s looking. draining the old man dryyyy

RONNY’S PICK TO CLICK AGHHHHHHHHHH LETSSSSS GOOOOO

“gary not so loud” I CANT