Nostalgie.

“heavy hearts don’t have to drown.”

“Your deep blue eyes are deeper than any sea, than any ocean could ever be.”

“She was the whole ocean, and I was a single drop.”

“You’re an ocean I’d love to drown in”

“I can’t think of any greater happiness than to be with you all the time.”

“Did you say it? ‘I love you. I don’t ever wanna live without you. You changed my life.’ Did you say it? Make a plan. Set a goal. Work toward it. But every now and then look around. Drink it in. 'Cause this is it. It might all be gone tomorrow.”

Losing you wasn’t just a bad breakup, it was a heartache I would never get over. It wasn’t going out with friends to forget you, it was waking up at 3 am crying your name out. It wasn’t eating my heart out with ice cream and watching sad movies, it was getting physically sick every time I ate something it was eating crackers for days because that was the only thing I could keep down. It wasn’t going out to parties and kissing random boys to forget you, it was laying in bed for days staring at the ceiling and having no motivation to get up. It was taking the long way to class so I wouldn’t accidentally bump into you. It was sitting in class and trying my hardest not to break down crying. It was looking at our pictures and reading our old texts breaking down crying because I thought we were meant to last. It was constantly blaming myself for the way things ended.

“your heart is an ocean and i want to drown”

“I think about you a lot, more than I probably should.”

Wenn ich mal nicht mehr da bin, erinnere Dich an mein Herz. Und daran, dass ich alles für Dich getan hätte. Alles. Immer.

“I feel like all I talk about is you to my friends. But I can’t help it, people just like to talk about the things that make them happy. And you just so happen to make me extremely happy. So, of course, I love talking about you but I would love it more if you and I talked.”

“Sag den anderen, du willst nur noch mit mir sein.”

“I couldn’t make you love me”

“Doch alles gut, ich find’s okay, denn Wolke 7 war auch nur Nebel.”