lipe elephant

once posted my art here but i'm too lazy for that now ... maybe occasionally next time, who knows ! now, i just reblog and reblog ! if i post something, i'll most likely give it a tag but if i reblog something, i won't tag it !! so this is to say that my blog can be kinda messy yup.

fandoms: tgcf, svsss, mdzs, qianqiu, hxh, dcst ships: hualian, beefleaf, fengqing, quanyin ✧ bingyuan, liuyuan, qijiu ✧ wangxian ✧ yanqiao ✧ killugon, hisoillu ✧ sengen, stanxeno mostly interacts with my ships but i don't mind looking at different ships !!

i thought that ryusui would somehow end up on the rocket trip. and when kohaku was wearing her suit and saying goodbye to ruri, I was confused. they were really leaving? so soon? how could that be !!! I really thought that there would be more, more to watch and savour, more to cry about !!!!!! but no ! I could not believe that they were really flying, I kept thinking that this was some sort of test run. it was only when I saw the Medusa being hung over their heads that I finally really accepted that the end has come.

and as for ryusui, I still could not believe that they really weren't letting him on board ! it's a shame, he really wanted it so bad and I would've loved for everyone to get what they want but it's so well written and ultimately satisfying that he didn't get what he want. he desires everything and I like that ultimately, he may not have fulfilled his desire to visit space but his larger, overarching (?) desire to save the world would be fulfilled.

god I love it. I love that he who desires every thing is the one who gives it up. thank you for being such a wonderful character. I cried along with you and Francois. I love it. I love that you cried. thank you for crying, it felt so painful and real.

ohmygod I just love it, I just love when the dcst characters cry. I need them all to cry more. like gen. today when he was trying to assure everyone while simultaneously failing to convince himself OHHHMYGOD please. I love love LOVE the whole hiding your face. so cool that at the start he was talking about how xeno and senku hide their faces when they get emotional but like bb that's you too isit not !