solipsistic siren song

everyone's mom knows about me

if u like cinnamon gum u are evil but that's okay i am also evil

it smells like formaldehyde again

what's really weird is only six people know

oh right i can mail things to my friends. that helps a little

part of me really doesn't believe bpd is as treatable as it's said to be. i can get proper mania it just lasts hours to days instead of weeks. what coping skills stop mania

i met a trans girl from a major city when i was 15, one of my first experiences with anyone outside of rural hell, and something she casually described to me was how if you get temporary plate tags you should slice them with a razor after putting them on so they can't be taken off in one piece if someone wanted to steal them

she is tired but she still looks ahead

they don't tell you this but being paranoid feels good as fuck

issbrokie raps like hopsin but that's okay

some part of me still feels spoiled when people casually correctly gender me

survival instincts being able to attach to modern and long term problems is fascinating. you can wake up hours earlier than usual and full of adrenaline the day of an exam or etc and this is caused by hardware thousands of years old

sunrise bedtime again

gained a cup size in a week which is a sign of good fortune

i havw a cute and kindof cool naming scheme for all my passwords but i can't tell anyone