A Mommy & Vlogger Beauty & All

Yep, nurse called me and let me know that due to out of the country travels. It set us back 6 months of treatment. So we will be going back in May 2018 for round 2. I️ just wish they would have warned us not to travel. 😭

TTC Round 1 (November2017) Positive OPK CD 18 Mom of a toddler boy // Angel babies // TTC #2

- Day 2. (2/16/17) I am beyond proud of us. We have made it another day as a better day. Seeing all of your excitement for the outdoors reminds me of my childhood. Never being scared of what's ahead. I want that and more for you my little one. The world is yours... I hope to help you explore it as you grow.

My heart truly aches. My world is my son. Anxiety is affecting my world. I am no longer his 100% loving caring mom. Now I am becoming a scary person to be around. I promise to take control. I promise to love you and show it. Today is the day I become your mama again ❤

Life is insane. But I worked hard to have this insane #momlife and I wouldn't have it any other way. Now to wind down, only to repeat all over again tomorrow ❤

Almost 2 July Update: I just can't believe my miracle baby is going to be 2. He is officially potty trained for a few weeks now. He has also learned to count to 10 and knows almost all of his ABCs. I wonder what he will know when he gets to PreK?! (nvm lets not get ahead of ourselves) lol He can communicate so well, his answers and facial expressions are PRICELESS. Im truly a mom in love with her baby boy. I am so proud of him. This does not take away from the bad days. Since he is very expressive, he tends to throw more tantrums than usual. He is also very stubborn on his ways. Now that I have become a WAHM, he doesn't like sharing his time with mommy. I love my boy!

Ive been diagnosed for 3+ years now and after having my son, my PCOS was a bit more controlled due to BREASTFEEDING. Now that my periods have completely disappeared again... My symptoms have worsened. My hair is falling out more and more every day. My mood is uncontrollable at times, and to top it off my ovaries have been hurting for weeks. I need to take control of my body again!!!

It's official! We have started all our prep work for infertility treatment & TTC. My first doctors appointment is on the 21st of this month (excited but scared). Also ordering all my testing strips online this week. We have also decided to vlog our journey!. * To top it all off, I started a clean eating challenge today. I have to prepare my body all over again.

My new video is up... My morning mommy routine ❤