New Year’s Eve🤍

I haven’t posted in forever! Life is CRAZY. I was not prepared for life with four kids😂 but gosh I love this little surprise baby😭😍💛

Kill me🙃🥳

This is the worst picture of me ever and the worst angle ever but I literally don’t even care because I am so in love with him! I feel so bonded to Easton. The way he snuggles his head under my chin or the way his body totally relaxes when I pick him up. I was very open about how badly I wanted a girl during my pregnancy. To the point that I had a break down in the car with Adam literally crying (about some other things) but also how this baby HAS to be a girl. I already felt bonded to a girl. My whole pregnancy I only looked at girl names and girl clothes. I just wanted a girl soooo bad! But THE SECOND I heard “it’s a boy!” Literally all of that changed!! Even tho I do feel bad how I felt during my pregnancy, I can honestly say there is NOT one drop of disappointment in my body over having a boy. Easton is exactly what I needed. I am so in love with him. Even tho I am so tired, I am soaking up all this newness with him! I just love him so much I can’t even put it into words!

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9 weeks to 39 weeks!

I love him🥰

I took this picture in the hospital. So crazy this was my body’s last time growing a baby and giving birth. I’m feeling no rush to lose the weight and start dieting. I’m just trying to stay so present in the moment and soak every little bit of this time in with my newborn baby boy💙

LIVIN THAT NEWBORN LIFE

So now I’ll need a dog one day so I can use one of them😂

Boy names we didn’t have much😂

I did not experience disappointment but I will say I did feel shock! I did want a girl veryyyy badly and I really did think it was a girl! So when I heard my husband say it’s a boy! I was SHOCKEDDDD! So I will admit the moment was different with ireland vs Easton. With ireland I wanted a girl so badly that when I head it’s a girl I just started bawling my eyes out. It was a very emotional moment! When I had Easton and heard it a boy I was shocked then immediately started laughing because I was wrong and then I felt SO much happiness! Everyone was laughing because everyone was wrong but everyone was happy that we now had a perfect boy!! So both moments were awesome! Irelands was more emotional and Easton’s was more just joyful! But disappointment did NOT cross my mind! Then today I was holding him and just started crying because I just love him SO MUCH. It’s only been a few days but I already could never picture my life without him and I’m SO happy I was wrong and I have him!!😭 #hormonal😂

Reagan asked me when is the next baby coming since my belly is so big and I’m still pregnant😅😅😅

Easton Hayes💙

Baby is COMING😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️

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