be kind ♡

Sorry that letters take more time again. My body knocked me out completely and I'd much to do the last few weeks. Nice things as well! Seeing friends and stuff ♡But my horrible night / sleep experiences take just so much energy from me, yieks.

Right now I'm focusing on writing a short story for the Secret Santa Haikyuu event I'm part of and because we've a time schedule for that I want to finish the piece for my secret santa kid before writing anything else first.

For Christmas cards: sadly this year I won't be able to sent as many Christmas cards as usual... Why? Because of the lack of money during December. I got my last payment in early November and will get my next one at the end of December. Why? Because the institution that pays me changes and so... yes... I don't have any income but have to pay my rent and anything else regularly. Noice.

I love you all

Oh My goodness, I’m so sorry?! I don’t know from when this ask is but I just found it now?

Immortality. When I was a teenager I wanted to be immortal yes. But not just immortal, I wanted to be a vampire. Have a vampire boyfriend [a badass one for sure] and all that stuff. Today I laugh my ass off about that. But I was young, right? I’m still young, but at another age. Another time.

I don’t want to be immortal, no.

Gosh, thank you so so much! Thanks to you I now have a smile on my lips before going to sleep ♥♥♥♥♥♥

Hello darlings, As you may have noticed, it continues to be very quiet around me. Last week I thought I'd get it done and write some letters, which are then "simply" not decorated. Good, I should be able to manage. No chance. Psychotherapy. Occupational therapy. Meeting with my social worker. Yesterday, next to my cats on the sofa, I really realised how much it hurts inside me and how I can't do it any more, actually I haven't been able to for a long time.  So now I'm going to try to take the time I need. I don't know yet when I'll answer your letters - everyone will be answered and I want to stay in touch with each of you! [I'm just not well at the moment] - and how decorated they will be. I love you and will get back to you as soon as I feel able.