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This NEET thing is giving me PTSD, and I’m in my final year. I’ve seen the stress families go through during the 2 years of preparation up until the day of the very exam. I’ve seen my father take the stress twice once for me and until last year for my brother (he is in First year now🧿).

The constant need to perform good, score more than 650, bcuz we’re from general category and don’t have any reservation to fall back on, and get a seat even if they get 250 (lol how fucked up is that 🤯🔫).

I can’t imagine the plight of the family where the kid really scored well and the family is confident he will get the seat and is finally relaxed, and they wake up this morning to see it get cancelled, I can almost see how stressed and heartbroken my father would get and it hurts to think that’s how so many families would be feeling today. 💔, not to mention how quick that Post Exam Amnesia kicks in the very day after 5 pm.

I really pray for the students out there who worked night and day to get a decent rank and have no backup to fall on and though this would be their ticket out. I really hope u do well again when we that’s organised and no leaks anymore and cheated ranks to climb above u.

As for the govt, like I love that they are very nationalistic and respect them for that and did a lot for its benefit but is wrong to just forsake ur student, I really hope this is sorted out soon and stop making these fuck ups I guess? U can deploy so much central force in Bengal to ensure fair election, it’ll take a minuscule percentage to keep the question paper from being stolen.

And not to be such a gloomy gus, ik there are some students jumping up and down on the bed bcuz they have been given another chance and instead of taking a drop year they get another chance this year after their exam didn’t go as good as they expected,

My tough-love pragmatic advice to all the NEET aspirants is there is no point in trying to fight against the system, u can bitch and moan and cry about this but remember u r in the clock again here, ik its sad and unfair but u have to pick up ur books and timers again and get back in the study table. My father always tells me this whole NEET-MBBS journey is not a test of knowledge but of resilience, so try and make the most of it. I really hope u all do well.

Uzair x Noor(oc)

Prologue

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Ps. I still can't find a name for this story...

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Will tag 🤔…. @98cherub, @borninthe80sandlovingtheladies, @daddyysparkles, @delicatelylivingloudly, @deliriumista, @dvndyl, @fading-in-to-you, @gaznulll, @gh0stbunnyy, @jenntonic, @killahwhale91, @kronic-panic, @lezpocalypse, @partsindifferntplaces, @pillowwprincesss, @rainbow-skittles, @rootedinwander, @swaddle, @throatofdarkness, @xemptyxasxmyxgravex, @xii-xxiv

🎧 ugh there’s so many good songs i’ve been playing on repeat, and even though i am a mostly skz blog, im coming in hot with b a n g t a n ! never fails, i always shake my booty and go crazy in the car to this, especially when j-hope comes on 🐿️🤎

🏷️ pls ignore me if you don’t want to do this 😅

thank you for tagging me juju, hehe i like these too🤭

Thanks bb 💜

Thank you for tagging me Gabby!!❣️

Thanks for the tag Iki love 🤍

I‘m tagging @smoljimjim @jksusawife @dim18 @darkamajinsstuff @yoongihan @kookthief

Thank you fir the tag runariya my love

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Currently obsessed with this song:

Tagging my girls: @marlena-marlena @seasonofthenerd @tere-naal-nachna @goldenharrysworld

As of right now, I am soo obsessed with this song!!

Tagging the sweetest souls: @misteriadare @twinblueflamee @gehra-hua @hum-suffer @raazeishq @between-smoke-and-roses

currently obsessed with this song~

tagging:~ @shadylovedhurandhar @geometric-circle @scentedwolfdragon @cherryyelixir

currently obsessed with this song~

tagging~ @mandaakiniii @mohinixoxo @baddiefication101 @scentedwolfdragon @budugu @mainyahaankyunhoon

tagging- @severusthings , @y0uneversawmehere , @rehmandakaitswife , @desi-daru , @euphorkive, @fellivra

thank you for tagging me, my love. I am currently so obsessed with this song like it has me vibing and forgetting shit. Reble and Shashwat Sachdev are so good like they did such a good job!

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I am tagging my few gorgeous girls- @shadylovedhurandhar @harrystyleskiwi9 @tojisloft @desigurlie @aaglagibastimainhumapnemastimein @thewintersbloom

Me when dhurandhar characters-

I do have very hard se zayada confidence in my music taste, that's what I bring to the table-

I've been obsessed with this Holi kawali thing (which ngl, I heard a restaurant playing when I was out with family a day before Holi) lol

So I have been listening to “rock the party” a lot just because of his main line “rock da party rock da party Ooye hoye ni kudiye teri jawani”

Yeah a bit weird maybe but that is what it is

@moonandstarshangoutinbars @mainyahaankyunhoon

Ye vapis kis chuhe ne nazar Lagadi thi bhai

Husn zyada pyaara hone se bhi nazar lag rahi

Form par bhi nazar lag rahi

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The Origin Of Your Username

This was supposed to be a burner acc tbh but then dhurandhar got me hyped up and i suddenly had so many friends and somehow they made me want to write fanfics? Crazyyy. So yeah thats the reason my username is so vague lol

I Will Always Order This Food

Kfc tandoori chicken burger the most goated burger from kfc🙏 argue with the wall.

Overused Emoji

😭🙏 <- these 2 and its becoming a problem 😮‍💨

Current Favorite Show/movie/book/music?

Show: abbott elementary, started watching bridgerton S4 but exams hai toh i thought lets just binge watch it later.

Movie: Frankenstein uuff i have watched it 5 times already 😭🙏

Book: not reading anything atm but if you count my beautiful @between-smoke-and-roses 's uzair series thennnn 👀

Music: been listening to naal nachna on loop 24/7

Last Thing You Hyper Fixated On?

Call of duty 😔 (i still dream about john price 🤤)

oddly specific thing that brings you joy?

This is gonna sound cringe but i seriously feel the happiest when y'all comment cute things under my writings, it really motivates me 🥹🫶

And when babies smile at me or anything baby related cuz my baby fever is always high

What Smell Makes You Happy?

The smell of my moisturizer cuz it reminds me of my mom

What’s Your Lock Screen?

Morning, Night, Or Other Type Of Person?

Im actually secretly an owl 🦉

What’s Your Work/profession?

12vi me hoon... unemployed hoon 😀

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The Origin of Your Name

Since childhood my favourite Disney princess has been rapunzel only and I still remember how I used to legit manifest to have the king of length that rapunzel had and now when I have a bit similar to the length I get the urge to cut them everyday (out of topic but okay I am a yapper sorry)

Plus, as a desi girl it’s like an unsaid liking and fondness towards Jhumkas. I literally feel like no amount of jhumkas are too much of jhumkas. So yeah it’s just my obsession towards rapunzel and jhumkas which lead to this username.

I Will Always Order This Food

The classic Mc aloo tikki burger with cheesy burrito from Taco Bell along with Nutella cheesecake. This is actually my food platter thing.

And yes mate no one can beat the classic of mc aloo tikki,not even your paneer spicy Mc aloo☝️.

Overused Emoji

🙄🥰😭-these three exactly shows my din ka roz ka mood

Current Favourite Show/Movie/Book/Music?

Show: I am not really binge watching anything right now (boards ne dimaag kharab kar rakha) but once my boards would get over,the first series I would be watching would be Bads of Bollywood idk why but yeah ok

Movies: Harry Potter for life and baaki are

ok Kanmani because of how cute dulquer and Nitya looks in it and how to make millions before grandma dies (you guys gotta see it, it’s hello emo😭)

Books: so yeah I am kind of an avid reader you can say but I am not really reading something right now. The last I read was the kite runner by Khaled Hosseini in December or November. And ofc meri Harr girly ki uzair and Derek fics fosho .

Music: kasoor by Prateek Kuhad

Delicate by Taylor swift

O sanam by lucky Ali

Last thing you hyper fixated on?

Prolly accountancy pro rata and cash flow shit

(I am sorry I am just a person who keeps on ranting on accounts and maths meanwhile I willingly chose those subjects but whatever)

Oddly specific that brings you joy?

Well this would be a tumblr specific thing so firstly making and interacting with new people like I really do feel included and happy whenever someone mentions me on in post or something so yeah hoping for making and developing new friendships here as well

And irl would be puppies

Like when I’ll be going out and then a whole trail of puppies and dogs walk along with me to get pat idk i think it’s cute 🥰🙆‍♀️

And also when I just casually mentions something I like and then someone would buy or make something related to that thing. That is just an AWWW moment for me 🥹.

What smell makes you happy?

I am really attracted towards Lilies so it’s their fragrance which makes me happy tbh.

Morning,Night or Other Type of Person?

Obviously a night owl

Mai 6 baje tak jaag sakti hu par 6 baje uth nahi sakti yaar!😴

What’s your work/profession

Actually, Mai 12th Mai hu🥰🥰

What’s your Lock Screen?

As I am a huge potterhead, my wallpaper obviously is:-

Tags- @baddiefication101 @giantfirefly @letheartsrace @mariaaysbusjs @mainyahaankyunhoon @raazeishq @ramayantika @hum-suffer

The Origin of Your Name

So, I'm a really big Formula 1 fan and an even bigger romantic. After playing around with words I just loved this name? And it stuck... Also it's the perfect description of me? Cause I'm a heart before heads kinda girl...

I Will Always Order This Food

Pasta and Paneer are lifeee, like chilly paneer and pink sauce pasta are my go to comfort foods. Can't live without them. Pizza hut red pasta and like thele ke paneer chops have me going crazy...

Overused Emoji

💖❤️😭 these were on the top and basically the ones I use the most. Along with these two✨🤦🏻‍♀️

Current Favourite Show/Movie/Book/Music?

Show: not watching anything right now, but Brooklyn nine nine is an all time hyper fixation of mine.

Movie: Uthama puthiran(south indian girlie here) and Munna Bhai MBBS (the ending makes me cry though..)

Book: Harry Potter (all time favourite) Classics like shakespeare (Julius Caesar and Hamlet) and Kim

Music: Anything from the past, Kishore Kumar, Lata Mangeshkar, Hemant Kumar

Right now loving Apna dil toh awara and Tu Tu Hai wahi..

Last thing you hyper fixated on?

Twilight, idk why those blood sucking vampires were very captivating. And the series The Rookie.

Oddly specific that brings you joy?

Meeting new people, talking with strangers and just forming a connection! There's nothing that brings me more joy than when people stop to talk to me for a bit cause I'm that crazy person who waves at literally everyone they see. Also night walks! Under the moonlight just chill weather, starry skies ✨. Night calls are also something I enjoy alot, just talking about basically everything going on in life 💖

What smell makes you happy?

Petrichure... Like night walks after it rains is my favourite thing on earth.

Morning,Night or Other Type of Person?

Both yet neither? I stay up till 2 Maxx and can get up at 4 but whatever I do I require atleast 6 hours minimum.

What’s your work/profession

12th grader here, so currently actively working on the exams...

What’s your Lock Screen?

A bit more cropped version of this picture that I took while I was travelling in the city...

@roses-and-iron @mainyahaankyunhoon