Clowntown Mayor

im not a white supremacist im not even white, i was just a really dumb shitass kid and my neopets username is a nazi dogwhistle. im also allergic to meth and my longest lasting hobby was going to job interviews with no actual intention of getting said jobs, ive never had an actual nemesis but an oddly large amount of people had had me as theirs. i spend too much time at public libraries, and genuinely dont understand how i made it to my mid 20’s. i still consider people i havent talked to in years as my best friends. i play neopets religiously. I mourned the loss of goatlings for longer than I would ever admit out loud. my fursona hasnt changed since i was thirteen years old. deviantart was an era i regret immensely. ive spent more birthdays in psych wards than i have in the outside world. im extremely bad at remembering to message people on a regular basis, and i’d blame my dissociative disorder but i think its genuinely just a flaw in my fundamentals with no actual excuse. my favourite color is orange, but a very specific shade that people always tell me is an eyesore, but im red/green colorblind and it doesnt look like that To Me. Three defining points of my life: the first time i saw a dead body as a child, the day i saw a three legged spider and decided life had meaning, and 1108. any / all pronouns.