jxdeblack𐚁

Fuck rushing

Fuck anxiety

You don't need to worry.

You got everything you want.

just because it didn’t happen last night doesn’t mean it won’t happen tonight!! i saw this video about using the 3d to justify why you DON’T trust yourself and why that’s not the way to manifest. in the video he mentions how you can eat some corn and then go to shit later and see the corn there. but seeing it there doesn’t automatically mean you’re eating corn again later, does it !?!:$:&: NO!!! it just means you had it before!! so the 3d is NOT proof of the future. only proof of your past consumptions or assumptions. what IS proof of the future is what you decide in the NOW. and if you decide to trust that you’ll shift now, your shift will have happened in the future. you see how that works?

I’ll get right to.

It isn’t, and never will be, your fault for living in a bad household. You did NOT manifest that and everything that happen/continues to happen is NOT your doing.

Just because you know about shifting and are aware of your living situation does not mean you manifested that. This also means what you are experiencing is not fake, it is real and im sorry you are going through this. Yes you can manifest it differently, and I encourage you to manifest or shift to places that make you happy. Just because you are experiencing this now does not mean you chose it.

As much as people say your environment doesn’t matter, it can make shifting a bit harder for some people. It doesn’t have to be that way, but the truth is sometimes it is. But you can still get out of there and you can still shift.

Your experiences are real and valid. You should never feel like it’s your fault for other people hurting you. Nor should you feel like it’s your fault for your body hurting, from disabilities, if that’s the case.

If anybody tells you different I suggest you block them or simply not interact. What they said to that person was harmful, rude, and downright Bull shit. Despite your situation you can still shift, it isn’t your fault you are there, and I believe in you wholeheartedly.

You can do this and i’m so so proud of you. I see you, you are valid.

why does shifting feel like an irregular/insane thing

Shifting feels like something insane, because you grow up in a society where being part of the herd is the entire reason we're still functioning.

If shifting, spirituality, being able to CHOOSE your own destiny would be normalised and believed by many, who would still want to work? Who would spend hours slowly killing themselves when they know that they can just leave?

These types of beliefs will likely never be accepted as normal, because you as humans get raised into believing that all you can and should be doing, is work your ass off until the day you die, and hope that you leave a legacy good enough for your kids or family to survive off.

When you're branded with a mindset like that, you barely can be blamed for hating the possibility that there are others out there choosing their own lives.

You're not crazy for wanting more than what you're given in this life. In fact, you were never destined for only this experience.

My name is Abdelmajed. I never imagined I’d be sharing my story like this, but life in Gaza has become unbearable. I am a survivor of the war here, and in the blink of an eye, everything I once knew—my home, my safety, my community—was ripped away from me.

The war has transformed Gaza into a graveyard of broken dreams. The buildings that once stood as symbols of life and resilience are now piles of rubble. Every corner is filled with the echoes of explosions. Every moment is shrouded in uncertainty. There is no security. There is no stability. There is no light at the end of the tunnel.

Basic needs have become luxuries. Food is scarce. Clean water is even scarcer. Hospitals are overwhelmed and under-resourced, and there is almost no medical care to be found. Every night, families go to bed hungry, praying they’ll wake up to see another day. The cost of basic necessities has skyrocketed, and it’s become a daily battle just to survive.

I’ve seen things I never thought possible—standing in long lines for a piece of bread, rationing every drop of water, and watching my people suffer in silence. I have lost everything—my home, my safety, my dignity.

Escape from Gaza is my only hope, but it’s almost impossible without financial help. The cost of evacuation is far beyond my means, and without support, I’m trapped in a warzone with no way out.

I’m reaching out to you now, in the hopes that someone, anyone, can help. I am not asking for luxury. I am asking for a chance—just a chance—to live. A chance to escape this never-ending cycle of fear, destruction, and loss. A chance to rebuild my life somewhere safe, where I can begin again, where I can find hope once more.

Any amount you can give will help me get closer to safety. Even the smallest donation will make a difference—it could be the lifeline I need to survive. If you are unable to donate, please share my story. The more people who hear it, the better the chance that I can find the support I desperately need.

Your kindness and support mean the world to me. You’re not just helping me escape a war; you’re giving me a chance to live, to rebuild, to breathe again.

Thank you for listening. Thank you for caring.