Some is better than none. Some is better than none. Some is better than none. Walking for three minutes, is better than nothing. Drinking a glass of water and eating a snack, is better than nothing. Wiping down the counter, is better than nothing. Small things are not nothing. Small things are not nothing. Small things are not nothing. You don’t have to achieve grand things if all you’re capable of right now is the smaller things. They are still achievements. Don’t do nothing just because you don’t think you’re capable of doing bigger things, just do something you’re capable of today. 
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ID: A youtube comment with 11 likes by Niceone, it says "I've lived 46 years without knowing this. How nice of life to save some of the best bites for later." End ID.
Normally, people tend to get frustrated, even jokingly, if they miss out on something. This comment was on a song from 1974 and it made me smile quite much. Simply appreciative. Like a dessert after dinner.
It is genuinely mind blowing to me just how many Tumblr posts have changed my life for the better and taught me to be happier. Not all of the thoughts originate on Tumblr, but the way people collect and frame them has literally changed my brain chemistry.
I want to remind everyone of something very important, it took the negative few a week of vandalism, harassment, death threats, and lies to the media to get government attention to get Valko cancelled.
In 48 short hours we have accomplished so much more. Before I list out accomplishments I want to explain why this is so huge. Across states, countries, continents, and language barriers we have done amazing things. In 48 hours.
We mobilize multiple petitions that have hundreds of thousands of signatures
In 48 hours
We mass unfollowed lads socials, tanking their 1 million milestone on Instagram alone
In 48 hours
Many global fans joined Rednote and XHS to better coordinate with the CN fans and have another place to communicate our frustrations to Infold
In 48 hours
We have mass commented on those same socials
In 48 hours
We have flooded the relevant emails with heartfelt respectful declarations of our hurt and displeasure
In 48 hours
We have taken their google store reviews from 4.0 stars to 1.2 (last I checked)
In 48 hours
We have allied both halves of the fandom, something that never seemed possible
In 48 hours
We have achieved official trailers, art, and music to multiple Google docs ( I saw one person say they were going to back their archive up on a physical thumb drive to ensure he doesn't become lost media)
In 48 hours
We have made websites with links to petitions, necessary email addresses, and templates (shout-out t to the Taiwan fans I've heard more then a couple of them have done this!)
In 48 hours
We have made Valko's theme the 3rd most listened to song on Spotify (as told to me in a comment hours ago)
In 48 hours
We have caught the attention of several news outlets
In 48 hours
We claimed his as ours (one person said it best, he's everyone's werewolf OC now)
Be proud of yourselves! Many of us have done this between work and family responsibilities. In 48 short hours we have made giant waves!
Rest, refuel, and refresh this weekend (to my fellow American players try to keep all your fingers lol). The fight isn't over but I don't want us to forget how very far we've already come.
a bit of a rant im sorry. but I can't believe valko antis are trying to guilt trip his supporters by accusing us of "not taking 731 seriously." u dumb hypocrite fuck it was YOUR ringleaders from the CN fandom who disrespected the suffering of so many people INCLUDING THEIR OWN ANCESTORS by using such horrifying events to CANCEL A VIDEO GAME CHARACTER.
without a shred of doubt the reason valko was immediately announced as "cancelled" by infold is because a bunch of toxic people (be it paid by a rival company or not, it doesn't matter, the damage is done) brought up the ISAIAH related world underneath where human experimentation is obviously shown NEGATIVELY, only now.
the fact that so many valko antis are bringing this up now and many even think it's related to him shows that a whole lot in this fandom lack reading comprehension or perhaps don't even know how to read. if you were invested in the lore instead of busy encouraging classist dick-measuring contests about which side spends more, you would've known better.
it's also the reason why majority of yall valko antis don't understand the myriad of consequences that come with scrapping a fully developed and perfected character and his lore. so you're telling us a literal male lead, the chairman of a tech company that deals with PROTOCORES has nothing to do with the story? can you not fathom how many senseless plotholes, how much unnecessary retconning of the other 5 love interests, the main story will end up with?
valko's team had been planning, designing, writing, acting, voicing him, etc etc for YEARS because it TAKES YEARS to do all that, especially for a game like love and deepspace which has such high quality graphics. and now you're trying to convince us they came up with him overnight and rushed him on a whim? you're only gaslighting yourself and it's just SAD ASF
and don't even get me started about the "why yall attached to him his trailer was released 5 days ago." do you not understand how stupid that sounds coming from anybody who actually plays or has played the game? specifically if you consider that the PRETTY MEN were marketed to us first, and then everything else? because it is an OTOME game?
i literally saw one meme. one MEME. of rafayel on pinterest and immediately began digging for more, here I am now. because that's how it's supposed to work. do you not remember the frenzy caused by sylus and caleb trailers? imagine if infold decided to scrap sylus entirely after posting his official teaser because of the leaks. or better yet if infold confirmed caleb wouldn't be returning from the explosion as a love interest like a week after posting his teaser in jan2025. IMAGINE😂🙏
tl;dr : infold's lack of communication dominoed all the way to this mess and valko is being dragged because a bunch of jaahil chudettes can't read.
gonna end this rant by saying keep boycotting. ignore all the rumors begging yall not to boycott, they're just doing that because what we're doing IS making a difference. the game won't be deleted by ccp just cause we're boycotting or because it's got like 1 star reviews btw so keep boycotting and making noise, don't be guilt tripped by anybody
step one: be extremely depressed during covid-19 quarantine
step two: in your diffidence, leave many half-drunk glasses of water around your apartment
step three: your cat, who is stupider than any other mammal on earth, living or dead, starts drinking from your many abandoned water cups
step four: the cat now believes these are for her
step five: years later, you keep a glass of water on your bed side stand. not such a strange sight. however, it is the cat's glass of water. she loves it. she drinks from it, she sleeps beside it on the bed next to your pillow to jealously guard it from harm, she cries when the level gets too low and she can't cram her little head in far enough to reach the water. when overnight guests are there you have to explain that even if they are parched in the night, they don't wanna drink the glass of water, because that is the cat's glass of water.
you know how easy it was to get this picture? i picked her up, smooched her on her little head, put her down on the bed facing it, and she went "!!!! ooomye glase ofwater🥰" and started slurpin
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I know this isn't the main purpose of this blog since this is Rafayel-centered blog, but I feel it's important to support this cause for archival purposes, so I want to have at least couple different backups listed in case there's some kind of takedown.
Remember to download the videos and everything to your devices to keep them truly safe, the GDrive size was around 1,8 GBs.
Huge thanks to the people who have collected these! 🙌♥️
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As for if I'll keep uploading Rafayel videos, I'll wait around with the situation and see how this situation develops. I'll keep all my previous videos up either case.
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his voice comes out soft, the light from your phone screen the only thing illuminating the dark room. the timestamp on top of his contact photo— the photo you took of him all curled up against your lap— reads almost 6 hours. Six hours of idle chatter, comfortable silence, and gentle reassurance.
"mmm.. 'm here, valko", you mumble out, half asleep and barely present.
valko's been out for a while. it was suppose to be a 2 day work thing, but his project got extended indefinitely. he's apologized over and over again. that's how you've found yourself, calling him during the late night when the thoughts are too much and the night is too long.
at the sound of your voice, you can hear his breathing steady out, and a small ruffle. a sound that's all to familiar for you.
"I can hear your tail thumping, val", you murmur into the phone. on his the rhythmic swishing seems to speed up, and you can't help but giggle out.
"there you are", valko's words are nothing short of love and adoration, "my favorite sound in the world. I could pick up on your laugh anywhere."
the phone starts to ring, the screen glowing with a 'puppy💚 is requesting to facetime'. you waste to time, clicking accept and seeing his face fill the screen.
"hi"
"hi", you say back. it's always like this with him. being with valko means existing in a space where silence is as warm as his embrace. but it's easier when he's there, given that his love language is physical touch.
you're breath comes out shakier than you intended, "...I miss you, Val". his ears, the same fluffy wolf ears that you help him brush every morning, flatten against his skull.
"I know love, I know", he coos gently. its overwhelming in the best ways, the way he's still so present despite the distance. he knows your tells better than anyone else, the little stutter in your breath, the way you wrap yourself deeper in your hoodie— his hoodie— to try and regulate yourself. the way you're fighting back the tears because he's not there to wipe them away.
he lefts out a soft whine, akin to a puppy's cry. "hey, hey, it's okay. I'm right here. I'm here. I'm not going anywhere." He keeps talking, telling you about the new project he's working on, a book that he's in the middle of, how he took over an hour brushing his tail out since you usually help him with it.
his melodic voice calms you down, enough where the pit on your stomach is filled only with the love you have for him, and he has for you.
"...and I've got your blanket with me, just in case you were wondering where it went. sorry not sorry, but I needed my fix of your scent somehow, and-"
valko's ramble dies down when his ears hear how your breathing has steadied, how your eyes are fighting back sleep. he smiles, laying down and facing the phone to his face.
"sleep, love. I'll be right here. I'll be back to hold you soon."
and for a moment, everything seems like it's going to be okay.
i cried while writing this. several times. i miss our wolf.
🚨 URGENT CALL TO ACTION! THE SITUATION IS CRITICAL, BUT THERE IS STILL HOPE!
Everyone, the situation surrounding Love and Deepspace and Valko has reportedly escalated to the governmental level in China.
What's happening right now:
1. Valko's cancellation appears to have been a panic decision.
According to current reports, Infold intended to keep Valko in the game as recently as three days ago. However, after anti-fans flooded government agencies with complaints and even brought manure and funeral wreaths to the company's office, the studio allegedly panicked and decided to sacrifice the character in an attempt to protect the project.
2. The issue has reportedly reached Beijing.
The game has allegedly received an official warning. At the same time, Shanghai's local authorities—where the developers are based—are reportedly trying to defend the studio because Love and Deepspace contributes significant tax revenue to the city. Reports claim the game generated nearly $380 million USD in 2025, making it an important economic asset. A final decision may come within the next few days.
3. The Chinese fandom is organizing in response.
High-spending VIP players (who have collectively spent more than 4 million yuan) are coordinating efforts to push the topic into Weibo's trending lists. They're also reportedly planning a peaceful gathering with flowers outside Infold's office to demonstrate that the number of supportive, paying players far exceeds the number of anti-fans.
4. Infold is reportedly holding emergency meetings.
The Japanese server has already begun postponing or canceling summer events, suggesting that the company is struggling to adapt after Valko's cancellation. Meanwhile, the official accounts are reportedly losing thousands of followers.
🛠️ HOW CAN WE HELP RIGHT NOW?
We want to support both the Chinese and global communities.
If you would like to help, you can respectfully contact Chinese media outlets and the developers' support teams to express your opinion that Love and Deepspace should not be judged based on harassment campaigns, and that Valko's cancellation has negatively affected many legitimate players worldwide.
I am writing to express my deep concern over the targeted cyber-harassment campaign against the game Love and Deepspace and its character, Valko.
As global players, we want to emphasize that Love and Deepspace strives to comply with applicable laws and international standards. We are concerned that the recent wave of accusations appears to have been amplified through coordinated online harassment.
The decision to cancel Valko has deeply disappointed many legitimate global players who have invested both financially and emotionally in the game. We respectfully ask that future decisions be made based on facts and the interests of the broader player community, rather than harassment campaigns.
I am so devastated and sad and crushed and all that. About a fictional character. Yes. He's not real. But my emotions towards him are. This is not okay. I'm not okay.
With that said, I will continue creating art. As if he never got cancelled at ALL.
I love him too much, and I know many of you are as well.
I explained the concept of "blorbo from my shows" to my 71 year old immigrant grandfather because I referenced it in passing and I thought nothing of it, until today when he said "I think I'll watch peaky blinders tonight and see my blorbo from my shows" referring, of course, to Cillian Murphy playing Tommy Shelby
English isn't his first language so he's not super in touch with modern slang, so I've been accidentally teaching him to talk like a tumblr user. His favorite thing to say lately is "me when I'm a little hater" when he's like talking shit about the neighbor's son
I explained the “x before gta6” meme to my immigrant father and he, in turn, explained to me how back in his day in Romania, they had the same type of joke, except instead of it being gta6, it was about the imminent death of a singer named Gică Petrescu, who everyone was continuously shocked by because he refused to die. Every time a momentous event happened people would say, in essence: “This happened and Gică Petrescu hasn’t even died yet?!?”
So. He understood the gta6 meme immediately because they apparently had the same thing in Romania when he was young, except way, way more morbid
okay i know this is a rafayel account but the hate valko is getting is RIDICULOUS. and especially caleb mains hating him when the same thing happened during his release is so ironic. I get it, gege's main story needs an update and his and sylus's content is lacking behind, but if anything release that frustration on infold instead of the new 6th LI. And saying things like "b-but he wasn't even mentioned in the main story!!" or "he wasn't even mentioned in the game anywhere!” and claiming that infold is plagirizing him because of silent whispers doesn't make any sense to me because valko has been mentioned and hinted in the world underneath anecdotes, and it just shows how much people don't read anything in this game 😭 so my final say is, the people who are happy for our wolf boy valko, don't feel discouraged to share your excitement just because he's getting so much hate, or if you're new to the fandom don't take it seriously because I'm like 99% sure people are gonna switch once they get to know him more and see his cards and companion. Other than that, if you don't like valko then it's fine. No need to comment on his looks, just ignore it. I'm seeing so many people upset because of how much hate he's been getting and it's honestly so sad. This is all because of infold's chaotic and messy schedule's consequences ofc, but direct the frustration at them, not the new LI.
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crazy how i find myself thinking i've got a handle on it all finally and then i see the ways that other people tangle their lives together so easily and live so easily together with their friends and i feel like that girl at the top of the stairs painting by norman rockwell
a/n: I’m bored and feeling very raf pilled … take this
“the bf of the shyest girl you know” and it’s rafayel who is never afraid to be loud when it comes to you.
rafayel who creates an entire exhibit dedicated to you and works inspired by you in every medium you can think of; the star of the show is a sculpture of you he’d somehow hid from you the entire time he worked on it.
rafayel who promotes his exhibit on billboards with the slogan “inspired by my only muse,” the theme is love and eternity.
rafayel who will send your food back if they give you the wrong order.
“oh, um thank you!” you smile softly, staring at the plate of food you definitely did not order. Rafayel notices your face immediately, watching the way you hesitate to even pick up the fork.
“what is it, cutie?” he watches the way you bite your bottom lip before looking at him with a small pout.
“this isn’t what i ordered,” you say, ready to admit defeat and picking up your fork, taking a piece and sniffing it. Rafayel frowns at your words, immediately looking around and waving over the waiter. “raf! it’s okay, it’s not that bad i don’t wanna bother–”
“how can i help, sir?” the waiter asks with a small smile, rafayel turns to look at you. you look like a deer in headlights.
“that’s not what she ordered,” he states simply.
“i-it’s okay!” you immediately laugh nervously, the waiters eyes widen as the waiter quickly apologizes, taking the plate from you and asking what you’d ordered originally. your face burns as you recite your order, muttering a small ‘sorry’ as the waiter scurries away to right the wrong.
rafayel who is always your voice when you’re too shy or nervous to speak up for yourself, telling people off when they bump into you and expect you to apologize.
“you bumped into her dumbass, apologize.” rafayel narrows his eyes at the man, they glow blue, pupils turning into slits for a split second. it’s enough to cause the man to practically beg for forgiveness, running the other way when rafayel tells him to get lost.
“raf…” your voice is soft but has the slightest edge to it. rafayel gives you a sheepish smile, then immediately pouts at you with gleaming eyes.
“cuutieeee cmon! he was a dick to you!” he frowns, practically hanging off your arm as the two of you continue to walk to the burger joint you’d planned on trying.
“he said excuse me,” you retort, fighting a smile off your face. rafayel sees the slightest twitch of your lips, he immediately stands a little straighter, placing a sloppy kiss to your cheek.
“he had a tone, no one gives my bride tone,” he hums, lacing his fingers with yours.
your face flushed at the term of endearment, simply squeezing his hand slightly.
“you give me tone all the time.”
“you beat my ass for it,” he giggles, sighing softly as he recalls the way you manhandle him when he frustrates you to no end.
“no one believes that by the way,” you scoff, rafayel grins brighter.
“‘course not, my shy cutie would never hurt a poor little fishie like me– ow!” he pouts as you pinch his arm slightly, you only smile up at him.
“can you tell them i want no onions, please?” your voice is soft as ever as you move closer to the cashier, turning and facing your lover.
“of course,” he smiles down at you, eyes soft and heart aflutter as you press yourself closer to him when you’re next in line.
