Jocavimo01

I’ll start first: I am actually married. Irl. I have a husband. I know it’s surprising considering the Tumblr spouses, but my husband thinks it’s funny.

@duckofmisfortuneoffical

@jakejavu

I have a PS3 that I have not touched in more than 6 years

Ummmmmm... I've used to train archery for a bit so I'm pretty much able to defend myself with bow and arrows :3

an for the tag game; well in real life, i tend to be very emotionless, while i try to be positive and friendly online, irl i tend to be very closeted and stay with my stablished friend group as well as barely reactive(heck, my friend be messing up all my hair and i be reading like nothing, my mom died and at the funeral i was waiting to go back home), i simply do not react and cannot feel strong emotions of any kind

also i'm very messy, don't tend to clean often

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@bardorsomethinglikethat

@st4ry3mi

Im currently writing...

6 books.

No publishers

Tags are gonna stay up here so you people can skip this if they want

@mackenziedaartist @sillyl1ttl3d0g and @ajolteonnamedsparky open tags

Ai use, and addictions, depression mentioned

I've told my sister about my suicide idealization, but numbed it down. Honestly I fantasize abt killing myself more than five times a day and often gets to points where I start using my own philosophical beliefs to justify if I were to commit. then I just feel guilty about it because one, I remember making a joke Abt it to my five year old brother (not venting to him AT ALL. just dramatically saying "I wanna DIEEEEE" when he was in the room) and he started genuinely crying and told me he didn't want me to die. and two, because its "just stress about school" usually. I find myself procrastinating the hell out of it and it ends up just piling up and I get in trouble. Like right now I am three weeks behind in school and counting.

I have really bad hygiene habits, and neglecting myself has became a way of self harm. also letting my cat play with my arm/leg/whatever also does the trick. And if I were to commit I wouldn't really write a note, if I did it'd probably say "Fuck this shit, I'm out" or smth even tho I feel like I'd owe my siblings an explanation. idk tho.

I actually have bf irl now so idk if it's smth yall dk but yeah I think that's another reason why imma deactivate

He could feel the dark matter eating away at him, suffocating his mind and consuming his soul. The darkness was impenetrable, blocking all awareness of the world beyond. He was drowning in his own mind, in the cold and the black, feeling his body and soul dissolving into that awful, crushing void--

He had broken off the handshake and backed away before he was fully aware of his actions.