like a judas in heat

I think the best unintended consequence of ai generated images posing as art is that it makes me appreciate imperfect real art so much more, and because of that makes me appreciate my own art so much more.

i'm so fr btw, like i can draw some trash garbage, or paint something terrible, because I do not know how to paint, and never has it been more powerful and affirming to just recognize that I made something. with my brain and my eyes and my hand. It exists because my heart is beating and my neurons are valiantly firing to some extent, and I overcame the human fear of a blank page or canvas, and I put an effort in, like I've done thousands of times before, and every time it's different and new and there's something else to figure out or try or get frustrated with or be surprised by.

love when i say "i think texting while driving is bad" and someone acts like im a reactionary conservative

#it should be a dui #under the influence of phone#and they make you go to rehab for phone addiction (via @qilins)

you know. not to get all conspiracy again. but i'm thinking about 15x18 (unsurprisingly) and thinking about jensen saying "i had an answer for that in the next camera setup—after castiel was taken, and dean’s on the floor and puts his—i put my head in my hands. at that moment, i did that not because i just lost, well because i lost cas, but also because i didn’t say anything, i didn’t give him anything. and what i had in my head was i should have said, "i love you, too," and hugged him" and thinking about jensen recording ADR in Sept/Oct for the crying (possibly to also cover an "i love you too"?) and thinking about this PA who liveblogged the episode and was surprised there was silence at the end cause that wasn't the case in the early cut. thinking about the latam dub and its translator saying he doesn't add stuff so it must've been in the script and in the video he saw. whether the dots are supposed to be connected here or not, dean tearfully or in a stunned manner whispering "i love you too" when he sat there on the floor in shock trying to process cas' words, is actually something that works so well in that scene and i will die on that hill

it all comes down to the fact that jensen just kinda gives off gay vibes