yikes

hey i know we don’t really talk about this or anything but it’s fine if you tell neil im gay and single. like if it comes up in conversation where hes wondering about my sexuality or relationship status its fine to tell him that i am gay and also single. and its even fine if you tell him that im gay and single when hes not asking about it its fine if you casually tell him that. you can tell him i like men and am currently not in a relationship. however you want to tell him is fine with me. really, it’s fine, renee, if you tell neil that im gay and single, i have no problem if you mention to neil that i am not only gay but i am also single. if he was wondering. or not wondering. or whatever. i don’t care. but if you wanted to tell him im gay and single it’s fine

Riko: 2nd son of the japanese mafia. Neil: son of the right hand man of the japanese mafia (and some british criminals). Jean: French criminal-son. Kevin: really unlucky person.

the intimacy in the line “thank you. you were amazing” is actually insane. neil is so genuinely appreciative of everything andrew gave him. he never even considers asking for more because what could possibly be better than the keys? or the trust? or the honesty? or the kisses? and andrew, who’s been told his entire life that he isn’t enough, that he’ll never be enough, is being earnestly told that he’s amazing. not satisfactory, not capable of great things but wasting his potential, but amazing just the way he is. amazing—strict boundaries, unconventional methods, rough edges, off-putting personality, and all. neil josten, you really are a pipe dream. i, too, would’ve attacked kevin day if my situationship said such a thing to me immediately before getting kidnapped

Andrew saying "I have knives" to threaten Kevin into a road trip because Neil wants to travel is one of the softest things he’s ever said

matt frantically trying his hardest to learn spanish so he can have a secret language of his own to share with neil

Funniest part about aftg to me is Neil being like “yeah Andrew barely tolerates my existence” even as they’re like actively making out he doesn’t think Andrew actually holds anything romantic towards him and meanwhile Andrew is down so bad he’s more than six feet under

lowkey the funniest thing about aftg is that the guy who wants absolutely nothing to do with love is the love interest and the guy who the story literally wouldn't exist without is not the main character and the last guy who would ever want to be the main character actually is

Kevin Day is out here haunting the narrative and he ain't even dead.