Bisexual Jay Mccarrol

Ninety percent sure someone has already done this, however it must be said (unlettered below the cut :] )

⚠️ dark stuff (gun violence/trauma/self-harm) i think jay is fully drawn to m&m!matt because he looks like dirties!matt (also same name makes it even more insane) i think jay is very fucked up in that way and is aware of it. some kind of practice in self-harm. he can't stop visitng dirties!matt's grave. he wants to punish himself/feels responsible. perhaps he failed to protect a student.

jay is also drawn to m&m!matt's flat apathy and emotionally stunted behavior. most people get uncomfortable or deeply troubled around jay when he talks about his trauma. matt is detached (perhaps in an unhealthy way), and it's a place to hide, to be vulnerable without worrying about projection.