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š Ā Ā Ā STALKER - ISHĀ Ā Ā SENTENCE Ā Ā PROMPTS Ā Ā !
triggering Ā / Ā nsfw Ā may Ā be Ā present , Ā changeĀ pronounsĀ asĀ needed .
āĀ are you following me?Ā ā
ā Ā i think iām being followed, like everyday.Ā Ā ā
ā Ā maybe iām crazy but i always feel like someone is watching me.Ā Ā ā
āĀ Ā i keep getting unknown texts and calls, itās getting scaryā¦Ā Ā Ā ā
ā Ā isnāt that, like, you know, stalking?Ā Ā ā
ā Ā you know you are stalking them right?Ā Ā ā
ā Ā iāve been hiding in the bushes, across the street, stalking you.Ā ā
ā Ā iām not stalking you, just keeping up with you, is all.Ā ā
ā Ā stop following me!Ā ā
ā Ā doesnāt that car follow you everyday?Ā Ā ā
ā Ā thatās like the fifth time iāve seen you, with that car trailing behind.Ā ā
ā Ā this is going to sound weird but i think someone is following me.Ā Ā ā
āĀ yup, iāve been watching you for a while now.Ā ā
āĀ look, i donāt know what your deal is, but quit it.Ā Ā ā
ā Ā itās kind of not normal to keep getting repeated texts and calls from strangers.Ā Ā ā
ā Ā i canāt tell if this is harassment or stalking or both? Ā ā
ā Ā i canāt help it, i just want to see you, talk to you, always.Ā Ā ā
ā Ā if you donāt stop trailing me, calling me, everything else, iām calling the cops. ā
ā Ā are we really hiding in the bushes, stalking this guy/girl?Ā Ā ā
ā Ā i canāt believe you followed her/him home. ā
ā Ā i actually do stalk you, i know itās not normal.Ā Ā ā
āĀ how long have you been stalking me? and donāt lie.Ā Ā ā
ā Ā i know youāve been stalking for sometime now but right now is not a good time. Ā ā
ā Ā instead of following me around, trying to be sneaky, why not just come talk to me?Ā ā
ā Ā listen to me, someone was in my house last night. Ā ā
ā Ā i know when someoneās been in my room, my things are missing. ā
ā Ā what is that guy/girl staring at me like that? feel like iām being murdered in their mind.Ā ā
ā Ā i canāt even sleep because when i wake up, stuff has been moved, my blankets. .Ā Ā ā
ā Ā i donāt feel very safe anymore, feel like iām being messed with.Ā ā
ā Ā i canāt help it, i find myself out front of your house very often.Ā Ā ā
ā Ā okay, how do you know my name? how do you know where i live?Ā Ā ā
ā Ā look, iām not up for playing whatever sick twisted game you want to play.Ā Ā ā
ā Ā are you the one that keeps calling me unknown? just breathingā¦Ā Ā ā
ā Ā the same breathing from the phone calls is what i hear at night in my room.Ā Ā ā
ā Ā if this keeps up, iām afraid i might end up kidnapped.Ā ā
ā Ā i went to the police, they canāt do anything without a description. .Ā Ā ā
ā Ā these little notes were cute at first now theyāre getting creepyā¦Ā Ā ā
ā Ā what the hell? who would a leave a note like that to someone?Ā ā
ā Ā the notes, phone calls, texts, something is going on here.Ā ā
ā Ā youāve been being stalked for months and youāre just now saying something?Ā ā
ā Ā look, i know you think this is some cute anonymous kid with a crush but itās not. Ā ā
ā Ā so, what are you going to do? are you going to the police?Ā Ā ā
āĀ i keep thinking that every person i know is this stalker. ā
ā Ā why am i being watched and stalked? i literally do nothing!Ā ā
ā Ā have you told anyone about this?Ā ā
ā Ā what should i do, if iām being stalked?Ā ā
ā Ā i know there is someone in the room, i just heard breathing. .Ā Ā ā
ā Ā whoever is stalking me, has been in my house, there are footprints in the closet.Ā ā
ā Ā i woke up with my window opened, in the middle of the night, someone is sneaking in.Ā Ā ā
ā Ā i am afraid to open my closet door now because iām afraid whoever the stalker is, is in there.Ā Ā ā
ā Ā can i stay at your place tonight? i donāt feel comfortable in my own house anymore.Ā Ā ā
āĀ Ā seriously? i figured this person wouldāve taken a hint and quit by now.Ā ā
āĀ you know, this is going to end with you murdered or kidnapped if you keep quiet about it.Ā ā
harmodia.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā softĀ Ā gazeĀ Ā takesĀ Ā noteĀ Ā ofĀ Ā hisĀ Ā nameĀ Ā tagĀ Ā andĀ Ā sheĀ Ā offersĀ Ā anotherĀ Ā laughĀ Ā likeĀ Ā windĀ Ā chimes,Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā ifĀ Ā weāreĀ Ā beingĀ Ā HONEST,Ā Ā misterĀ Ā joeāĀ Ā theĀ Ā lastĀ Ā novelĀ Ā ofĀ Ā VALUEĀ Ā iĀ Ā pickedĀ Ā upĀ Ā wasĀ Ā CANTERBURY TALES.Ā Ā iĀ Ā couldnātĀ Ā putĀ Ā itĀ Ā downĀ Ā asĀ Ā aĀ Ā kid.Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā whichĀ Ā wasĀ Ā semi-true.Ā Ā sheĀ Ā hadĀ Ā receivedĀ Ā itĀ Ā asĀ Ā aĀ Ā GIFTĀ Ā fromĀ Ā anĀ Ā ADMIRERĀ Ā whenĀ Ā sheĀ Ā residedĀ Ā inĀ Ā LONDONĀ Ā forĀ Ā aĀ Ā year.Ā Ā sheĀ Ā mayĀ Ā actuallyĀ Ā stillĀ Ā harborĀ Ā itĀ Ā onĀ Ā aĀ Ā shelfĀ Ā withinĀ Ā theĀ Ā confinesĀ Ā ofĀ Ā herĀ Ā HOLE-IN-THE-WALLĀ Ā apartment.Ā Ā butĀ Ā thatĀ Ā wasĀ Ā DECADESĀ Ā agoĀ Ā afterĀ Ā all.Ā Ā harmoniaĀ Ā hadĀ Ā longĀ Ā stoppedĀ Ā readingĀ Ā forĀ Ā PLEASURE.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā herĀ Ā fingernails,Ā Ā paintedĀ Ā aĀ Ā sparklyĀ Ā GOLD,Ā Ā thrumĀ Ā againstĀ Ā herĀ Ā purse,Ā Ā sheĀ Ā triesĀ Ā toĀ Ā THINK.Ā Ā greekĀ Ā mythologyĀ Ā wouldĀ Ā beĀ Ā PRETENTIOUS.Ā Ā theĀ Ā authorsĀ Ā heĀ Ā mentionedĀ Ā previously,Ā Ā despiteĀ Ā beingĀ Ā COVETEDĀ Ā byĀ Ā many,Ā Ā diedĀ Ā tragically.Ā Ā andĀ Ā thatĀ Ā aloneĀ Ā wasĀ Ā enoughĀ Ā toĀ Ā putĀ Ā aĀ Ā sourĀ Ā tasteĀ Ā inĀ Ā herĀ Ā mouth.Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā whatĀ Ā aboutĀ Ā thatĀ Ā oneĀ Ā ?Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā quick,Ā Ā silentĀ Ā footstepsĀ Ā makeĀ Ā wayĀ Ā toĀ Ā theĀ Ā cornerĀ Ā containingĀ Ā aĀ Ā mintyĀ Ā coloredĀ Ā coverĀ Ā withĀ Ā aĀ Ā STUNNINGĀ Ā girlĀ Ā onĀ Ā it.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā guinevere beck.Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā fingersĀ Ā traceĀ Ā theĀ Ā titleĀ Ā gently.Ā Ā sheĀ Ā canĀ Ā FEELĀ Ā aĀ Ā tensionĀ Ā now,Ā Ā soĀ Ā muchĀ Ā soĀ Ā thatĀ Ā herĀ Ā headĀ Ā whipsĀ Ā toĀ Ā hisĀ Ā direction,Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā isĀ Ā thisĀ Ā anyĀ Ā goodĀ Ā ?Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā theĀ Ā blondeĀ Ā isĀ Ā thatĀ Ā deadĀ Ā girlĀ Ā fromĀ Ā theĀ Ā papers,Ā Ā harmoniaĀ Ā realizes.Ā Ā angelicĀ Ā featuresĀ Ā resortĀ Ā toĀ Ā aĀ Ā frown,Ā Ā herĀ Ā eyesĀ Ā feelĀ Ā heavy.Ā Ā sheāllĀ Ā CRYĀ Ā later.Ā Ā mostĀ Ā likelyĀ Ā sendĀ Ā ms. beckĀ Ā aĀ Ā PRAYER.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā theĀ Ā brunetteĀ Ā clearsĀ Ā herĀ Ā throat,Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā iĀ Ā hopeĀ Ā sheĀ Ā wasnātĀ Ā inĀ Ā tooĀ Ā muchĀ Ā pain.Ā Ā Ā ā
šØš”,Ā Ā š°š¢š„š„Ā š²šØš®Ā š š¢šÆšĀ š¦šĀ šĀ šš®šš¤š¢š§š Ā šš«ššš¤?Ā there you are,Ā beck.Ā and here you are againĀ ---Ā stamp on my goddamn heart a little harder,Ā wonāt you?Ā thereās still an inch of it thatās not completely shattered.Ā (iām sorry.Ā iām a little distractedĀ ---Ā i guess you donāt get that yet,Ā but one day you will.Ā one day,Ā iāll tell you all about her.Ā youāve got my focus now,Ā i promise.Ā iām not like those other guys who go for more than one girl at the same time.)
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āwell,Ā chaucerās a good choice,Ā so.āĀ Ā chaucer!Ā oh,Ā thank fucking god.Ā for a second,Ā you scared me thereĀ ---Ā i thought you were into books that wouldnāt have any business in a sewer,Ā let alone a goddamn library.Ā maybe you are the one,Ā then.Ā maybe i need to start doing a bit of research.Ā (googleās a good place to startĀ ---Ā all i need is a name.Ā a name,Ā and we can go from there.Ā thatās straight - forward,Ā right? )Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā but god - fucking - dammit,Ā beck.Ā how the fuck am i supposed to play this?Ā ---Ā mournful ex?Ā just a friend?Ā bookstore joe?Ā god,Ā youāre a pain in the ass even in death.Ā guinevere beck.Ā student.Ā writer.Ā corpse.Ā good riddance,Ā if you ask meĀ ---Ā okay,Ā i know i sound bitter.Ā but the girlās left me with some baggage that iām trying to sort through.Ā iām hoping you can help me thereĀ ---Ā distract me.Ā give me something else i can look to.Ā because i have a feeling weād be great,Ā you and i.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āoh.Ā yeah.Ā she was my ex.āĀ Ā itās never good to bring up your ex when you first meet someone.Ā (would you even call it an ex,Ā if you were still technicallyĀ together when you brought the mallet down?Ā hey,Ā what can i say?Ā iām not the writer here.Ā iām not the wordsmith.)
Ā Ā Ā āthe owner,Ā he,Ā uhĀ ---Ā thought it would be good for business.Ā bring in the fans of the macabre.āĀ Ā letās get this straight:Ā money is a fucking asshole.Ā youāll learn that about him.Ā but me?Ā iām notĀ an assholeĀ ---Ā objectively.Ā iām a feminist,Ā and i read,Ā and iāll treat you the way you deserve to be treated.Ā enough with all this whining about beck bullshit.
lamourencage.
ššššššš Ā š šš Ā ššš Ā šššššš , Ā ššššššššš Ā šš Ā šš'š Ā šššš Ā šššš . Ā her Ā moment Ā of Ā escape , Ā that Ā is . Ā cold Ā metal Ā still Ā presses Ā against Ā the Ā underside Ā of Ā her Ā bra , Ā waiting Ā to Ā be Ā used Ā ā Ā hoping Ā that Ā it Ā wouldnāt Ā get Ā her Ā in Ā trouble . Ā there Ā had Ā to Ā be Ā some Ā moment Ā where Ā he Ā wasnāt Ā here , Ā restlessly Ā watching Ā over Ā her Ā as Ā if Ā she Ā had Ā any Ā means Ā to Ā escape . Ā at Ā least Ā she Ā can Ā outsmart Ā him Ā by Ā a Ā few Ā movements . Ā it Ā was Ā all Ā planned Ā out . Ā the Ā key , Ā anything Ā sharp Ā within Ā her Ā reach , Ā anything Ā that Ā could Ā get Ā her Ā free . Ā itād Ā take Ā some Ā time , Ā but Ā she Ā was Ā more Ā than Ā ready Ā to Ā get Ā out . Ā it Ā takes Ā only Ā a Ā second Ā of Ā thought Ā from Ā eyes Ā to Ā dash Ā to Ā the Ā old Ā hiding Ā place , Ā then Ā wandering Ā behind Ā him . Ā all Ā of Ā itās Ā a Ā quick Ā movement , Ā hoping Ā there Ā was Ā no Ā way Ā he Ā could Ā know . Ā he Ā couldnāt Ā unless Ā he Ā came Ā in Ā himself Ā to Ā search Ā for Ā the Ā key . Ā knowing Ā it Ā was Ā in Ā her Ā possession Ā was Ā a Ā breath Ā of Ā fresh Ā air , Ā waiting Ā until Ā the Ā moment Ā where Ā she Ā could Ā take Ā a Ā deep , Ā staggering Ā breath Ā of Ā actual Ā fresh Ā air Ā as Ā she Ā got Ā the Ā hell Ā away Ā from Ā the Ā bookstore . Ā it Ā seemed Ā all Ā too Ā good Ā to Ā be Ā true . Ā now Ā eyes Ā flash Ā back Ā to Ā him , Ā arms Ā crossing Ā as Ā she Ā stares Ā & Ā plays Ā along , Ā still Ā wanting Ā answers Ā as Ā badly Ā as Ā she Ā didnāt Ā want Ā to Ā be Ā here Ā & Ā hear Ā him Ā out .
ā Ā you Ā did Ā it Ā for Ā me . Ā ā Ā she Ā nods , Ā eyeline Ā no Ā longer Ā meeting Ā his , Ā instead Ā gazing Ā at Ā the Ā ground , Ā wondering Ā what Ā the Ā stains Ā were . Ā ā Ā i Ā did Ā not Ā ask Ā you Ā to Ā kill Ā for Ā me . Ā who Ā the Ā fuck Ā would Ā do Ā that ? Ā i Ā donāt Ā give Ā a Ā shit Ā how Ā much Ā you Ā hated Ā them , Ā at Ā least Ā have Ā some Ā decency Ā to Ā know Ā that Ā i Ā didnāt . Ā ā Ā peach Ā was Ā an Ā oddity Ā ; Ā someone Ā beck Ā took Ā care Ā of , Ā looked Ā after , Ā loved . Ā her Ā best Ā friend . Ā as Ā odd Ā & Ā horrible Ā as Ā peach Ā could Ā be , Ā she Ā still Ā adored Ā her . Ā as Ā for Ā benji Ā . Ā . Ā . Ā she Ā loved Ā him Ā as Ā well . Ā he Ā constantly Ā hurt Ā her , Ā always Ā jabbing Ā & Ā verbally Ā punching Ā right Ā where Ā it Ā hurt . Ā it Ā tore Ā her Ā up Ā inside , Ā but Ā that Ā didnāt Ā stop Ā the Ā feelings Ā that Ā were Ā sadly Ā there . Ā head Ā shakes Ā once Ā again , Ā this Ā time Ā keeping Ā a Ā slow Ā pace Ā as Ā she Ā tries Ā to Ā take Ā it Ā all Ā in . Ā joe Ā was Ā undeniably , Ā certifiably Ā insaneĀ Ā .Ā Ā none Ā of Ā what Ā he Ā was Ā saying Ā would Ā make Ā sense Ā to Ā any Ā sane Ā person . Ā it Ā didnāt Ā even Ā register Ā on Ā the Ā same Ā wavelength Ā of Ā normalcy . Ā ā Ā why Ā were Ā you Ā there ? Ā on Ā the Ā tracks . Ā how Ā did Ā you Ā know ? Ā that Ā wasnāt Ā some Ā fluke Ā or Ā fate Ā or Ā whatever Ā bullshit Ā you Ā wanna Ā blame Ā it Ā on . Ā ā Ā every Ā idiotic Ā circumstance , Ā every Ā time Ā she Ā wondered Ā if Ā he Ā was Ā following Ā her Ā . Ā . Ā . Ā well , Ā surely Ā he Ā was . Ā she Ā saw Ā her Ā old Ā phone Ā hidden Ā away Ā with Ā all Ā of Ā his Ā sick Ā keepsakes , Ā along Ā with Ā panties Ā thatād Ā gone Ā missing Ā long Ā before Ā she Ā even Ā knew Ā him . Ā ā Ā itās Ā murder . Ā no Ā matter Ā how Ā you Ā phrase Ā it . Ā i Ā donāt Ā care Ā how Ā badly Ā they Ā couldāve Ā hurt Ā me . Ā i Ā cared Ā for Ā them Ā & Ā you Ā ripped Ā them Ā away Ā for Ā me Ā for Ā your Ā own Ā selfish Ā needs , Ā so Ā you Ā could Ā trap Ā me Ā before Ā i Ā even Ā knew Ā it . Ā ā
a Ā moment Ā of Ā quiet Ā contemplation . Ā temper Ā soothing Ā over Ā for Ā the Ā time Ā being , Ā childlike Ā stance Ā getting Ā in Ā the Ā way Ā as Ā her Ā arms Ā remained Ā crossed , Ā all Ā while Ā taking Ā a Ā breather . Ā against Ā all Ā instincts , Ā she Ā listens . Ā she Ā takes Ā the Ā bait , Ā hand Ā extending Ā for Ā the Ā fork Ā to Ā cut Ā off Ā a Ā piece Ā of Ā the Ā waffle , Ā shoving Ā it Ā in Ā her Ā mouth Ā rapidly . Ā tastebuds Ā rejoicedĀ .Ā Ā her Ā mind Ā fighting Ā against Ā it , Ā needing Ā her Ā to Ā spit Ā it Ā out , Ā but Ā now Ā that Ā the Ā food Ā had Ā entered Ā her Ā system , Ā there Ā was Ā no Ā way Ā she Ā wanted Ā to Ā stop . Ā but Ā she Ā does . Ā she Ā does Ā just Ā so Ā he Ā can Ā be Ā satisfied Ā by Ā one Ā little Ā bite . Ā puffy , Ā dry Ā lips Ā press Ā against Ā the Ā lid Ā of Ā her Ā latte , Ā washing Ā it Ā down Ā before Ā taking Ā a Ā good Ā look Ā at Ā him . Ā words Ā come Ā out Ā quickly , Ā drier Ā than Ā ever . Ā no Ā longer Ā does Ā she Ā care Ā about Ā putting Ā any Ā kind Ā of Ā emotion Ā behind Ā it . Ā ā Ā alright . Ā who Ā fucked Ā you Ā up Ā this Ā badly , Ā joe ? Ā to Ā think Ā that Ā what Ā youāre Ā doing , Ā keeping Ā me Ā trapped Ā in Ā a Ā glass Ā cage , Ā is Ā some Ā delusional Ā version Ā of Ā love Ā & Ā caring . Ā ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā š šØšØš.Ā Ā š²šØš®'š«šĀ šš«š¢š§š¤š¢š§š Ā šš”šĀ ššØšššš.Ā Ā at least thatās a start.Ā see,Ā iāve spent weeks trying to understand youĀ ---Ā monthsĀ trying to get to know you better.Ā you somehow believed that a guy like benjiĀ is all you deserved.Ā you somehow believed that someone like peach,Ā with all her drama and all her perversions,Ā was the only best friend that you had.Ā god,Ā you lived such a sad lifeĀ ---Ā and then you let me.Ā when you let go of those things in your life,Ā look what happened.Ā youāre a writer.Ā you write.Ā you donāt sit there,Ā drinking you caramel fucking macchiato and dipping your toe in the proverbial river and staring out the window like a goddamn over - hyped,Ā over - watched music video.Ā because thatās not life.Ā we get that,Ā though,Ā right,Ā beck?Ā you and iĀ ---Ā we understand that.Ā
there are some things you need to know.Ā one,Ā iām not a killer.Ā passionate,Ā yes,Ā but i never set out to killĀ those peopleĀ ---Ā they were just obstacles that needed to get out the way. two,Ā i only took your panties as a keepsakeĀ ---Ā a little memoir,Ā if you will.Ā the first time i met you.Ā then the first time i was in your apartment.Ā ode to beck.Ā i didnāt do anything creepy with them,Ā okay?Ā i just wanted them.Ā nice guys donāt getĀ what they want,Ā unless they go and take it.Ā so i did what any other guy would do,Ā and took them.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ābut i didnāt set outĀ to kill them,Ā beckĀ ---Ā i didnāt do it on purpose.Ā you have to understand that,Ā right?āĀ you have to,Ā beck,Ā because franklyĀ ---Ā iām not sure how weāre supposed to get through this if you donāt.Ā i donāt know what iām going to do.Ā at least weāre making progressĀ ---Ā opening a dialogue.Ā doctor nicky would be proudĀ ---Ā weāre finally processing our feelings in a healthy,Ā constructive way.Ā but iām not sure if you ever listened to him,Ā when you were pressed up against his nice,Ā long,Ā hardĀ oak desk.Ā (but i donāt blame you for that.Ā he took advantage of you.Ā iāll deal with him soon.)
and now youāre eating.Ā i knew youād feel better once you got some food down you.Ā thatās why i got your favouriteĀ ---Ā i told you i was a good boyfriend.Ā you eat,Ā and iāll eat too.Ā thatās why i pull the chair upĀ ---Ā not because i particularly want this conversation to happen,Ā but at least weāre having breakfast together again.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ācandace brokeĀ my heart,Ā beck.Ā i had to make sure you were safeĀ ---Ā i had to make sure you wouldnāt do that to me too.āĀ Ā candace.Ā god,Ā i thought we were over this. the whole get to know my ex and how she hurt me spiel is really getting fucking oldĀ right about now.Ā weāve been through this.Ā weāve had the i would never hurt you that wayĀ talk over eggs and coffee.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āi doĀ care about you.Ā i doĀ love you.Ā please,Ā beckĀ ---Ā please,Ā understand that.Ā i wouldnāt do any of this if i didnāt.ā

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You and heathcliffd are perfect a good combination and a perfect Joe and Beck!!!! I can actually see this playing out from the show anfnsnxnsns I love it.
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lamourencage.
ššššš Ā ššš Ā ššš Ā ššššš Ā ššš Ā ššššš Ā šš Ā ššš Ā ššššš Ā ššš Ā ššš Ā šššš Ā šššš Ā šššš Ā šššš .Ā Ā thereĀ wereĀ aĀ millionĀ thingsĀ sheĀ couldāveĀ doneĀ differently ,Ā Ā startingĀ withĀ herĀ daddyĀ issuesĀ Ā &Ā Ā endingĀ withĀ lettingĀ joeĀ go .Ā Ā sheĀ shouldĀ haveĀ neverĀ takenĀ himĀ awayĀ fromĀ littleĀ karenĀ minty .Ā Ā ifĀ sheĀ couldĀ justĀ leaveĀ wellĀ enoughĀ aloneĀ thenĀ sheādĀ neverĀ beĀ hereĀ Ā āĀ Ā trapped ,Ā Ā heartbroken ,Ā Ā mourning ,Ā Ā waitingĀ forĀ himĀ toĀ endĀ itĀ all .Ā Ā asĀ tenseĀ asĀ herĀ bodyĀ wasĀ waitingĀ forĀ it ,Ā Ā sheĀ hadĀ toĀ wonderĀ ifĀ heĀ everĀ would .
āĀ Ā iĀ donātĀ wantĀ you .Ā Ā āĀ Ā well ,Ā Ā notĀ anymore .Ā Ā itĀ wasĀ trulyĀ fascinatingĀ toĀ knowĀ thatĀ sheĀ onceĀ did .Ā Ā thatĀ monthsĀ ofĀ mixedĀ feelingsĀ endedĀ withĀ loveĀ Ā &Ā Ā thisĀ sicklyĀ needĀ forĀ him .Ā Ā heĀ tookĀ careĀ ofĀ herĀ inĀ theĀ wayĀ sheĀ needed ,Ā Ā butĀ atĀ whatĀ cost ?Ā Ā āĀ Ā whyĀ wouldĀ iĀ wantĀ you ?Ā Ā aĀ killer ,Ā Ā aĀ stalker ,Ā Ā aĀ jealousĀ lunaticĀ who ,Ā Ā forĀ someĀ reason ,Ā Ā thinksĀ thatĀ thereāsĀ aĀ futureĀ here ,Ā Ā thatĀ iĀ canĀ getĀ pastĀ this .Ā Ā &Ā Ā youāreĀ lookingĀ atĀ meĀ likeĀ iāmĀ theĀ crazyĀ one .Ā Ā āĀ Ā bodyĀ shudders ,Ā Ā jawĀ tenses .Ā Ā thereĀ wereĀ aĀ millionĀ differentĀ terribleĀ wordsĀ toĀ beĀ spewedĀ inĀ hisĀ direction .Ā Ā aĀ coupleĀ daysĀ agoĀ sheĀ vowedĀ toĀ stop ,Ā Ā mainlyĀ anĀ experimentĀ toĀ getĀ thisĀ toĀ stop ,Ā Ā forĀ himĀ toĀ dishĀ outĀ theĀ keysĀ Ā &Ā Ā letĀ itĀ beĀ overĀ with .Ā Ā however ,Ā Ā thatĀ wasĀ provingĀ toĀ beĀ completelyĀ Ā &Ā Ā utterlyĀ impossibleĀ Ā ;Ā Ā aĀ daydreamĀ orĀ aĀ wishĀ onĀ aĀ fallenĀ eyelashĀ thatādĀ neverĀ comeĀ true .Ā Ā feetĀ thatādĀ previouslyĀ beenĀ gluedĀ toĀ theĀ groundĀ nowĀ slowlyĀ inchĀ towardsĀ him ,Ā Ā leavingĀ theĀ glassĀ asĀ theĀ onlyĀ spaceĀ betweenĀ theĀ two .Ā Ā āĀ Ā whoĀ fuckedĀ youĀ upĀ soĀ badlyĀ thatĀ youĀ thinkĀ lovingĀ someoneĀ meansĀ trappingĀ them ?Ā Ā isĀ thisĀ whereĀ candaceĀ died ,Ā Ā too ?Ā Ā āĀ Ā thoughĀ sheādĀ seenĀ herĀ newĀ instagram ,Ā Ā sheāsĀ startingĀ toĀ doubtĀ everything .Ā Ā whyĀ wouldĀ sheĀ upĀ Ā &Ā Ā leave ?Ā Ā didĀ joeĀ letĀ herĀ escape ?Ā Ā isĀ sheĀ asĀ deadĀ asĀ peach ?
clearlyĀ sheāsĀ exhausted .Ā Ā vacantĀ eyesĀ stareĀ downĀ atĀ theĀ food ,Ā Ā herĀ stomachĀ screamingĀ toĀ beĀ fed .Ā Ā againstĀ herĀ will ,Ā Ā herĀ mouthĀ beginsĀ toĀ waterĀ asĀ sheĀ fantasizesĀ aboutĀ indulgingĀ herself .Ā Ā givingĀ inĀ wouldĀ makeĀ themĀ bothĀ mildly happy .Ā Ā puttingĀ herĀ hungerĀ strikeĀ toĀ anĀ endĀ wasĀ notĀ anĀ actionĀ sheĀ plannedĀ on .Ā Ā whetherĀ sheĀ wantsĀ toĀ orĀ not ,Ā Ā aĀ handĀ extendsĀ forĀ theĀ latte ,Ā Ā herĀ tastebudsĀ overjoyedĀ theĀ secondĀ theĀ liquidĀ reachedĀ herĀ tongueĀ Ā &Ā Ā extendedĀ onwards .Ā Ā throughĀ listeningĀ toĀ theĀ emptinessĀ ofĀ herĀ ravenousĀ stomach ,Ā Ā sheĀ glidesĀ pastĀ hisĀ question ,Ā Ā overlookingĀ theĀ partĀ aboutĀ thisĀ notĀ beingĀ aĀ prison .Ā Ā itĀ was .Ā Ā heĀ hadĀ toĀ knowĀ that .Ā Ā itāsĀ somethingĀ sheĀ letsĀ go ,Ā Ā untilĀ Ā .Ā Ā .Ā Ā .
hisĀ wordsĀ causeĀ aĀ clearĀ Ā āĀ Ā albeitĀ dryĀ Ā āĀ Ā laughterĀ thatĀ escapesĀ fromĀ herĀ chest .Ā Ā eyesĀ wellĀ upĀ withĀ tearsĀ onceĀ again ,Ā Ā butĀ hell ,Ā Ā atĀ leastĀ sheāsĀ laughing .Ā Ā āĀ Ā notĀ aĀ killer ?Ā Ā fuckāsĀ sake .Ā Ā āĀ Ā sheĀ whispers ,Ā Ā handĀ reachingĀ upĀ forĀ herĀ foreheadĀ toĀ pushĀ herĀ hairĀ awayĀ fromĀ herĀ foreheadĀ asĀ sheĀ takesĀ itĀ allĀ in .Ā Ā āĀ Ā youĀ killedĀ peachĀ Ā &Ā Ā benjiĀ Ā & āĀ Ā godĀ knowsĀ whoĀ else .Ā Ā &Ā Ā forĀ us ?Ā Ā forĀ us ,Ā Ā joe ?!Ā Ā theyĀ werenātĀ theĀ greatestĀ people ,Ā Ā butĀ theyĀ didnātĀ deserveĀ toĀ beĀ murdered .Ā Ā āĀ Ā thoughĀ sheādĀ beenĀ tryingĀ toĀ preventĀ it ,Ā Ā herĀ palmĀ hitsĀ theĀ wallĀ harderĀ thanĀ before ,Ā Ā wishingĀ itĀ wasĀ himĀ thanĀ aĀ panel ofĀ glass .Ā Ā aĀ strayĀ tearĀ fallsĀ asĀ herĀ handĀ beginsĀ toĀ sting .Ā Ā āĀ Ā noĀ matterĀ howĀ youĀ wantĀ toĀ lookĀ atĀ it ,Ā Ā youāreĀ aĀ killer .Ā Ā ifĀ anyoneĀ deservesĀ toĀ beĀ lockedĀ upĀ ,Ā Ā itāsĀ you .Ā Ā ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā š¢'šÆšĀ ššØš§šĀ š¬šØš¦šĀ šš°šš®š„Ā šš”š¢š§š š¬.Ā i know.Ā i have.Ā iām human though,Ā beck!Ā i make mistakes,Ā and i do things i shouldnāt,Ā but at least i have a noble reason behind it,Ā right?Ā i do it for love.Ā benji?Ā well,Ā benji did it because he was a fucking heroin addict.Ā that wouldāve brokenĀ you,Ā beckĀ ---Ā to know that the guy you let inside your bed would hurt you the way your father did.Ā i protected you from that.Ā i knewĀ ---Ā he had to go.Ā does it not mean anythingĀ that i did these things for you?Ā for love?Ā iām not a monster.Ā iām not like the other guys who donāt even make you cumĀ before packing up their shit and moving on to the next one.Ā i mean,Ā god,Ā beck.Ā you really are fucking naĆÆve if you think iām the worst of them.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āno...Ā you donāt knowĀ ---Ā you donāt understand...āĀ Ā Ā and maybe thatās it.Ā i keep trying to make you understand,Ā but all thatās left of benji is a few molars i couldnāt get rid of,Ā and peachās phone is long tossed into the hudson.Ā theyāre just mementos.Ā trophies.Ā evidence of the kind of thing iād do for you,Ā beck.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āiām not a killer,Ā beck.Ā i did it for you.āĀ Ā i did everythingĀ for you!Ā i did your laundry!Ā i helped you build a fucking bed with swedish instructions and a goddamn screwdriver!Ā i made sure you were safe,Ā and happyĀ ---Ā because you wereĀ happy,Ā beck!Ā you were happy with me!Ā and you still could be!
Ā Ā Ā Ā āno...Ā you donāt mean that.Ā iāllĀ ---Ā iāll prove it to you,Ā okay?Ā that night.Ā on the tracks.Ā i saved your life,Ā right?Ā because i was there,Ā beck.Ā i was always thereĀ for you.āĀ Ā you canāt say i wasnāt.Ā then again,Ā you donāt know what i did for you,Ā beck.Ā for us.Ā iād move the goddamn ocean for you if you asked.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āpeachĀ ---Ā peach was obsessedĀ with you,Ā beckĀ ---Ā she watched you in the bath.Ā she kept photos.Ā and benjiĀ ---Ā benji wasnāt right for you.Ā he was a chipper.Ā and a fraud. āĀ Ā Ā i mean,Ā god,Ā come onĀ ---Ā youāre smarter than that.Ā you hadĀ to know he was fucking this leanna girl behind your back. l-e-a-n-n-aĀ ---Ā even his fucking password made him sound like a douche.Ā you really donāt see that?
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āhe wouldāve hurt you,Ā beck.Ā over and over again.Ā look,Ā i know iāve done some...Ā questionable things.Ā and you have every right to be mad.Ā butĀ ---Ā we can get through this.Ā we can get through anything.āĀ Ā and i doĀ believe that,Ā beck!Ā you just have to give this a chance!Ā you fight it,Ā and you thump against the glass,Ā but you know thereās no getting out without the key.Ā and iām the only one who knows where that is,Ā so please,Ā for the love of god,Ā stop fighting this.Ā Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āplease,Ā beck.Ā eat something.Ā you wanna know what iāve done?Ā ---Ā okay.Ā whatever you ask.Ā iāll tell you.Ā only if you eat.āĀ thatās a fair deal,Ā right?Ā you donāt have to know how fucking terrifiedĀ that makes me,Ā but iām trying to take care of you.Ā if this is the only way to do it,Ā iāve got to try.Ā iāll pull up a chair,Ā and weāll talk,Ā and you can eat,Ā and we can have breakfast again like we used to.Ā you smell so good in the morning,Ā beck.
iām not always like this. / from beckalish
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā š¢Ā š¤š§šØš°,Ā šššš¤.Ā Ā iāve seen you when youāre not.Ā weāve spent the day together,Ā you knowĀ āĀ you walk blindly through the streets of the village and you donāt even look back at who might be followingā¦Ā you really are too trusting sometimes.Ā but donāt worryĀ āĀ weāll work on that.Ā when weāre closer.Ā when weāre closer,Ā iāll buy you some blinds.Ā you shouldnāt be showcasing that stretch of skin under your shirt to just anyone,Ā i meanĀ āĀ jesus christ,Ā beck.Ā you think youād learn.Ā any kind of pervert could be watching you through your window.
why are you so sad,Ā beck?Ā youāre soĀ sad.Ā youāre syIvia goddamn pIath sad and i just want to know why.Ā because if i know why,Ā i can help you.Ā and if i can help you,Ā you wonāt look so goddamn wounded all the time.Ā i want to help,Ā beck.Ā let me stroke your hair while you cry into my shoulder,Ā because you know iām safe.Ā iām good,Ā old,Ā safe joe.Ā iām the one,Ā beck.Ā and i know weāre probably not there yet,Ā and itās okay not to admit it,Ā because in time,Ā you will.Ā and itāll be just that much sweeter when you do.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āhey.Ā itās okay.āĀ Ā youāre drunk.Ā and upset.Ā but you really should be more careful,Ā beckĀ āĀ you never know what kind of manās skulking around at night.Ā because itās definitely not the type you should be seeing.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āletās get you some water,Ā alright?āĀ Ā because your nose is running,Ā and your eyes are red and tired,Ā and your skin goes blotchy when you cryā¦Ā you still manage to look beautiful.Ā and one day iāll tell you that.Ā one day,Ā when we grow old and grey and you buy orthopaedic shoes because theyāre easier on your back,Ā and iām on some goddamn heart medication,Ā iāll do what i always do:Ā iāll stroke your hair,Ā and hold you,Ā and youāll laugh and cry and everythingāll be right.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā but first:Ā water.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā i make a great boyfriend.Ā sure,Ā iāve got my baggage.Ā but who doesnāt?Ā you take it from meĀ āĀ youāre welcome,Ā by the wayĀ āĀ and when you drink it, i shuffle closer.Ā iām here for you,Ā beck.Ā let me in.Ā let me help.
Ā Ā Ā āluckily for you,Ā i amĀ always like this.āĀ Ā Ā boyfriend of the fucking century.Ā youāll understand,Ā when you see the other kinds of guys that are into you.Ā god,Ā beck.Ā you had such bad taste in men before me.Ā iām glad youāve changed.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āyou wanna talk about it?ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā iām leaving it up to you.Ā because if candace taught me one thing,Ā itās that i canāt pushĀ it.Ā i canāt try and control our everythingshipĀ āĀ cute,Ā right?Ā using it in a real sentence.Ā iām leaving it open,Ā because even if you donāt tell me,Ā one day,Ā you will.
meme.
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You (2018), dir. Marcos Siega Season 1 Episode: Maybe

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Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā newĀ Ā yorkĀ Ā wasĀ Ā suchĀ Ā aĀ Ā SPLENDIDĀ Ā place.Ā Ā brightĀ Ā lights,Ā Ā tightĀ Ā streetsĀ Ā FLOODEDĀ Ā withĀ Ā allĀ Ā kindsĀ Ā ofĀ Ā differentĀ Ā people.Ā Ā itĀ Ā madeĀ Ā theĀ Ā goddessĀ Ā feelĀ Ā likeĀ Ā sheĀ Ā TRULYĀ Ā belongedĀ Ā somewhere.Ā Ā though,Ā Ā mortalsĀ Ā wereĀ Ā FICKLE.Ā Ā mostĀ Ā unkindĀ Ā andĀ Ā uncaring.Ā Ā theĀ Ā litterĀ Ā andĀ Ā smellsĀ Ā ofĀ Ā theĀ Ā stateĀ Ā madeĀ Ā herĀ Ā heartĀ Ā ache.Ā Ā herĀ Ā brothersĀ Ā wouldĀ Ā referĀ Ā toĀ Ā itĀ Ā asĀ Ā aĀ Ā CESSPOOL.Ā Ā theyādĀ Ā probablyĀ Ā LAUGHĀ Ā atĀ Ā herĀ Ā forĀ Ā seekingĀ Ā aĀ Ā lifeĀ Ā here.Ā Ā butĀ Ā itĀ Ā wasĀ Ā anĀ Ā enamoringĀ Ā area.Ā Ā soĀ Ā muchĀ Ā toĀ Ā seeĀ Ā andĀ Ā LEARNĀ Ā atĀ Ā that.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā theĀ Ā long-ishĀ Ā skirtĀ Ā ofĀ Ā herĀ Ā floralĀ Ā dressĀ Ā blowsĀ Ā hardilyĀ Ā againstĀ Ā theĀ Ā winterĀ Ā breeze.Ā Ā sheĀ Ā wearsĀ Ā itĀ Ā withĀ Ā aĀ Ā simpleĀ Ā cardiganĀ Ā andĀ Ā herĀ Ā hairĀ Ā flowsĀ Ā withĀ Ā unrulyĀ Ā GRACE.Ā Ā theĀ Ā coldĀ Ā ofĀ Ā theĀ Ā cityĀ doesĀ Ā notĀ Ā botherĀ Ā herĀ Ā andĀ Ā neitherĀ Ā didĀ Ā theĀ Ā hellishĀ Ā heatĀ Ā ofĀ Ā nevada.Ā couldĀ Ā sheĀ Ā passĀ Ā forĀ Ā aĀ Ā touristĀ Ā ?Ā Ā maybeĀ Ā aĀ Ā foreignĀ Ā exchangeĀ Ā studentĀ Ā ?Ā Ā soĀ Ā manyĀ Ā possibilitiesāĀ Ā sheĀ Ā neededĀ Ā toĀ Ā getĀ Ā herĀ Ā storyĀ Ā straightĀ Ā soon.Ā Ā honeyĀ Ā brownĀ Ā eyesĀ Ā widenĀ Ā atĀ Ā theĀ Ā bookshop.Ā Ā wanderingĀ Ā aroundĀ Ā forĀ Ā hours,Ā Ā sheĀ Ā canātĀ Ā helpĀ Ā butĀ Ā stopĀ Ā atĀ Ā everyĀ Ā colorfulĀ Ā andĀ Ā thoughtfullyĀ Ā designedĀ Ā storefront.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā steppingĀ Ā in,Ā Ā herĀ Ā lipsĀ Ā curlĀ Ā intoĀ Ā aĀ Ā smile.Ā Ā childlikeĀ Ā wonderĀ Ā guidingĀ Ā herĀ Ā overĀ Ā toĀ Ā theĀ Ā POPULARĀ Ā table.Ā Ā bookĀ Ā coversĀ Ā consistingĀ Ā ofĀ Ā prettyĀ Ā peopleĀ Ā embracingĀ Ā butĀ Ā itāsĀ Ā theĀ Ā oneĀ Ā withĀ Ā theĀ Ā GOLDEN RETRIEVERĀ Ā thatĀ Ā snagsĀ Ā herĀ Ā ATTENTION.Ā Ā fingerĀ Ā tipsĀ Ā hoverĀ Ā atopĀ Ā theĀ Ā novelĀ Ā asĀ Ā herĀ Ā eyesĀ Ā crinkleĀ Ā atĀ Ā theĀ Ā cornersĀ Ā whileĀ Ā sheĀ Ā readsĀ Ā theĀ Ā manyĀ Ā titlesĀ Ā thatĀ Ā surroundĀ Ā it.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā theĀ Ā voiceĀ Ā JOLTSĀ Ā theĀ Ā womanĀ Ā fromĀ Ā herĀ Ā moment.Ā Ā harmoniaĀ Ā jumps,Ā Ā onlyĀ Ā slightlyĀ Ā andĀ Ā STILLĀ Ā smilesĀ Ā upĀ Ā atĀ Ā theĀ Ā otherĀ Ā beforeĀ Ā her.Ā Ā heāsĀ Ā tall.Ā Ā prettyĀ Ā too.Ā Ā makesĀ Ā herĀ Ā cheeksĀ Ā heatĀ Ā upĀ Ā involuntarily.Ā Ā aĀ Ā nervousĀ Ā humĀ Ā ā¦Ā Ā aĀ Ā gentleĀ Ā chuckle,Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā howĀ Ā couldĀ Ā youĀ Ā tellĀ Ā ?Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā theĀ Ā deityĀ Ā stepsĀ Ā backĀ Ā fromĀ Ā him,Ā Ā headĀ Ā turningĀ Ā andĀ Ā gettingĀ Ā anotherĀ Ā wideĀ Ā lookĀ Ā atĀ Ā theĀ Ā shop,Ā Ā beforeĀ Ā allowingĀ Ā herĀ Ā gazeĀ Ā toĀ Ā returnĀ Ā toĀ Ā hisĀ Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā giveĀ Ā meĀ Ā yourĀ Ā bestĀ Ā recommendationsĀ Ā ?Ā Ā Ā ā
š¢'š¦Ā š¬š®š«š,Ā Ā šØš§šĀ ššš²Ā š°š'š„š„Ā š„šš®š š”Ā ššĀ šš”š¢š¬.Ā Ā you,Ā hanging around the books we put out to entice a crowd that only readsĀ because the movie goes at too fast a pace for them to truly get it.Ā me,Ā trying to steer you in the right direction toward some real literatureĀ ---Ā real,Ā aching,Ā and raw.Ā i hate to admit it,Ā but you should read beckās last piece.Ā moving stuff,Ā reallyĀ ---Ā but she always was that kind of girl.Ā broken.Ā hurt.Ā unable to string two goddamn words together without a metaphor of a dead puppy.Ā donāt worry,Ā youĀ ---Ā iām over her,Ā now.Ā or,Ā i would be,Ā if ethan stopped putting the fucking books out with her face plastered all over them.Ā i mean,Ā is that not gauche as shit?Ā while your boyfriendĀ is in mourning?Ā i mean,Ā come on,Ā beck.Ā itās like youāre goddamn haunting me.
right.Ā sorry.Ā i want to focus all my attention on youĀ ---Ā itās what you deserve.Ā and,Ā well,Ā at least youāre brave enough to admit you donāt know what the fuck youāre doing.Ā youāre in the wrong section of the store.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āgenerally,Ā when people find themselves around this area,Ā they donāt know what theyāre looking for.āĀ Ā Ā generally,Ā when people find themselves around this area,Ā they have fewer IQ points than teeth and think marley and me is the tragedy of the goddamn century.Ā maybe thatās the tragedy in itself.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āhemingway.Ā plath.Ā orwell.Ā all great,Ā butĀ ---Ā the best stuff can kind of make you want to jump off a bridge sometimes.Ā what kind of thing are you looking for?āĀ Ā Ā god,Ā if you say marley and me,Ā thereās a chance you might not be the one.Ā or,Ā it means iām supposed to fix youĀ ---Ā because thatās what you want,Ā right?Ā with your whole woodland - tree - nympho flowing dress,Ā and your doe eyes...Ā you look lost.Ā youāre a good girl.Ā you want someone to look after you,Ā right?Ā ---Ā i mean,Ā come on.Ā do you not think this is fate?
lamourencage.
ššššš Ā šššš Ā š Ā šššššš Ā ššššš , Ā ššššš Ā ššššš Ā šš , Ā ššššš Ā šššš Ā ššš Ā šššš Ā šššššš .Ā Ā howĀ theĀ hellĀ didĀ sheĀ fallĀ preyĀ toĀ thisĀ shit ?Ā Ā trulyĀ sheĀ wasĀ rippingĀ apartĀ atĀ theĀ seams ,Ā Ā mindĀ slowlyĀ maddeningĀ byĀ everyĀ hourĀ thatĀ passedĀ inĀ thisĀ godforsakenĀ cage ,Ā Ā wonderingĀ aboutĀ benjiāsĀ lastĀ momentsĀ Ā āĀ Ā peachāsĀ lastĀ moments .Ā Ā howĀ herĀ lastĀ fewĀ secondsĀ wouldĀ goĀ down .Ā Ā allĀ becauseĀ sheĀ fellĀ forĀ someoneĀ trulyĀ psychotic .Ā Ā protectingĀ her ,Ā Ā heĀ says .Ā thisĀ wasnātĀ protection .Ā Ā notĀ fromĀ others ,Ā Ā notĀ fromĀ theĀ world .Ā Ā itĀ wasĀ aĀ prisonĀ sheĀ wasĀ slowlyĀ suffocatingĀ in ,Ā Ā hisĀ tormentĀ ofĀ herĀ lovedĀ onesĀ dwellingĀ intoĀ herĀ brainĀ becomingĀ painstakinglyĀ hardĀ toĀ breatheĀ Ā &Ā Ā wrapĀ herĀ headĀ aroundĀ somethingĀ asĀ asinineĀ Ā &Ā Ā derangedĀ asĀ this .Ā Ā lungsĀ beginĀ toĀ expand ,Ā Ā wailingĀ theĀ momentĀ sheĀ hearsĀ theĀ doorĀ open .Ā Ā whereĀ theĀ fuckĀ wasĀ ethanĀ Ā &Ā Ā whyĀ couldnātĀ heĀ hearĀ her ?Ā Ā itĀ wasĀ falseĀ hopeĀ thatĀ sheĀ hungĀ onto .Ā Ā insteadĀ theĀ faceĀ sheĀ sawĀ wasĀ joeās ,Ā Ā leavingĀ herĀ faceĀ toĀ redden ,Ā Ā herĀ bodyĀ wantingĀ toĀ revolt .Ā Ā revoltingĀ isĀ aĀ no - go ,Ā Ā allĀ herĀ strengthĀ hadĀ leftĀ byĀ theĀ timeĀ sheĀ turnedĀ awayĀ sleepĀ Ā &Ā Ā food ,Ā Ā wonderingĀ whatĀ wouldĀ killĀ herĀ soonerĀ Ā :Ā Ā herĀ actionsĀ orĀ joe .Ā Ā
forĀ aĀ momentĀ sheĀ decidesĀ toĀ standĀ still ,Ā Ā insteadĀ ofĀ poundingĀ onĀ theĀ glassĀ likeĀ aĀ lunaticĀ Ā (Ā Ā againĀ Ā )Ā .Ā Ā thisĀ cageĀ wasĀ herĀ prison .Ā Ā escapingĀ wasĀ provingĀ toĀ beĀ impossible ,Ā Ā shatteringĀ herĀ heartĀ everyĀ timeĀ herĀ palmsĀ slappedĀ againstĀ theĀ unrelentingĀ glass ,Ā Ā hopingĀ forĀ aĀ crack .Ā Ā yet ,Ā Ā itĀ neverĀ worked .Ā Ā thoughtsĀ easeĀ up ,Ā Ā herĀ stomachĀ groansĀ Ā &Ā Ā growlsĀ atĀ theĀ smell .Ā Ā wafflesĀ Ā &Ā Ā aĀ latte ,Ā Ā justĀ theĀ wayĀ sheĀ likedĀ them .Ā Ā forĀ aĀ splitĀ secondĀ sheĀ envisionsĀ devouringĀ theĀ savoryĀ breakfast ,Ā Ā knowingĀ howĀ goodĀ itādĀ taste .Ā Ā headĀ shakesĀ once ,Ā Ā theĀ thoughtĀ pushingĀ outĀ ofĀ herĀ brain .Ā Ā āĀ Ā youĀ keepĀ sayingĀ thatāĀ Ā āĀ Ā beckĀ begins ,Ā Ā lethargyĀ takingĀ itsĀ holdĀ asĀ sheĀ triesĀ toĀ putĀ aĀ graspĀ onĀ wordsĀ thatādĀ comeĀ easilyĀ hadĀ sheĀ notĀ beenĀ stuckĀ inĀ aĀ fuckingĀ cage .Ā Ā āĀ Ā howĀ amĀ iĀ supposedĀ toĀ writeĀ downĀ here ?Ā Ā iĀ mean ,Ā Ā iāmāĀ Ā iāmĀ trappedĀ Ā &Ā Ā youĀ expectĀ Ā .Ā Ā .Ā Ā .Ā Ā what ,Ā Ā aĀ novelĀ fromĀ me ?Ā Ā āĀ Ā thisĀ isnātĀ aĀ stephenĀ kingĀ story ,Ā Ā isĀ whatĀ sheĀ wantsĀ toĀ scream .Ā Ā butĀ learningĀ fromĀ allĀ previousĀ attempts ,Ā Ā screamingĀ atĀ himĀ doesnātĀ makeĀ aĀ difference ,Ā Ā norĀ doĀ threatsĀ ,Ā Ā norĀ harshĀ wordsĀ orĀ promisesĀ toĀ beĀ goodĀ Ā &Ā Ā promisesĀ toĀ beĀ withĀ him ,Ā Ā toĀ loveĀ himĀ despiteĀ allĀ ofĀ thisĀ insaneĀ bullshitĀ .Ā Ā āĀ Ā whatĀ doĀ youĀ wantĀ fromĀ me ,Ā Ā joe ?Ā Ā āĀ Ā anĀ exasperatedĀ sighĀ falls ,Ā Ā handsĀ reachingĀ upĀ toĀ runĀ overĀ puffy ,Ā Ā redĀ cheeks .Ā Ā theĀ brokennessĀ insideĀ herĀ staysĀ prominent ,Ā Ā wonderingĀ ifĀ heĀ wasĀ evenĀ capableĀ ofĀ thingsĀ suchĀ asĀ guiltĀ forĀ theĀ sad ,Ā Ā patheticĀ creatureĀ inĀ frontĀ ofĀ him .
š¢Ā šš¦Ā šĀ š š«šššĀ ššØš²šš«š¢šš§š.Ā Ā i meanĀ ---Ā sure, weāve had our ups and downs,Ā but weāre only human,Ā beck. hasnāt every relationship?Ā they were teh types of things weād laugh about when we get old,Ā because youād realiseĀ that i did all this for you.Ā just for you.Ā because weāre the real deal,Ā beck.Ā you want someone to take care of you,Ā and i empty the bucket of piss in the corner and prove i can do just that.Ā you ever doubt iām the one?Ā try finding another guy whoās gonna clean your shit up for your like that,Ā because i can guarantee,Ā benji isnāt it.Ā (benji.Ā i wonder if you can tell he was in thereĀ Ā ---Ā Ā heād done enough damage to last a lifetime,Ā and after all that,Ā it was a splash of peanut oilĀ that took him down?Ā i mean,Ā come on,Ā beck.Ā thatās natural selection at work.)
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ādonāt you get it,Ā beck?Ā ---Ā Ā i want to take care of you.āĀ Ā i want you to be happy,Ā beck!Ā happy,Ā with me. and i know our situation isnāt ideal right now,Ā but you didnāt really give me a whole lot of choice.Ā how the hell you found my hideout,Ā i donāt know,Ā but maybeĀ ---Ā just maybeĀ ---Ā this will bring us closer together again.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ālook at it this way.Ā you need somewhere to write, right?Ā no distractions.Ā youāve got everything you could ever need,Ā and youāve got me.ā
youāve got me,Ā beck. honestly,Ā itās not that bad a situation.Ā couples have got through worse than thisĀ ---Ā i mean,Ā honestly,Ā beck?Ā you kind of brought this on yourself.Ā who goes rooting around in someoneās ceiling for their box of murder trinkets?Ā thatās just impolite.Ā so take the damn waffles,Ā because i know how much you love them,Ā and drink your fucking coffee.Ā itās not so difficult to be a functioning human being for once in your goddamn life.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā i mean,Ā look at me.Ā iāll slide them through the window,Ā whether you eat them or not, and perch on the edge of the desk with my own stack.Ā see?Ā weāre having breakfast together,Ā beck.Ā whether todayās the day you finally decide to eat or not.
Ā Ā Ā Ā ācan i get you anything?Ā fresh clothes?Ā toothbrush?Ā i know,Ā the cage can be...Ā a lot.Ā but itās not a prison.āĀ Ā Ā itās only a prison if you let it be.Ā and if you donāt know where the spare key is hidden.Ā (donāt worry,Ā beck.Ā you wonāt need the key.Ā iām looking after everything.)
Ā Ā Ā Ā āiām not a killer,Ā beck.Ā iām not some cold - blooded,Ā premeditated murderer.Ā why canāt you see that?Ā ---Ā everything i did was for us.Ā we were it,Ā beck.Ā the real thing.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā šŖ š¬šÆš°šø šµš©šŖš“ šŖš“ š¶šÆš¤š°šÆš·š¦šÆšµšŖš°šÆš¢šĀ āĀ theĀ picture,Ā Ā theĀ tags,Ā Ā theĀ unsubtleĀ begĀ forĀ followersĀ withĀ myĀ overly - brightened,Ā Ā too - zoomed - inĀ promo,Ā Ā butĀ iāmĀ notĀ likeĀ theĀ otherĀ blogs.Ā youĀ wantĀ passion.Ā iĀ getĀ that.Ā butĀ mostly?Ā mostly,Ā youĀ wantĀ toĀ beĀ takenĀ careĀ of.Ā Ā soĀ whatĀ canĀ iĀ doĀ toĀ showĀ youĀ iāmĀ notĀ aĀ maybe?Ā āĀ Ā š¢'š¦ šš”š šØš§š.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā šØš”,Ā šššš¤...Ā Ā š¢šĀ š°šš¬ š§ššÆšš«Ā š¦ššš§šĀ ššØĀ š”šš©š©šš§Ā š„š¢š¤šĀ šš”š¢š¬.Ā Ā you have to believe that it was never meant to happen like this.Ā wouldnāt you prefer to be back at mine,Ā enjoying pancakes and bacon while you try and write?Ā Ā ---Ā Ā but instead,Ā you look cold.Ā and sad.Ā god,Ā beck,Ā you look so sadĀ Ā ---Ā Ā and thereās nothing i can do.Ā i want to help.Ā i want to take careĀ of you.Ā thatās all iāve ever wanted,Ā beck.Ā you have to believe that.
but thisĀ ---Ā this is an opportunity for you,Ā beck.Ā you can write.Ā you can think.Ā you can talk it over with me,Ā and thereās no way you can freak out about itĀ ---Ā if you see the cage as a cage,Ā thatās all youāll get out of it.Ā mooneyās locked me in there so many times,Ā i know exactly how you feel.Ā but you need to use it as an opportunity.Ā then it doesnāt feel so bad.Ā i promise you,Ā beck.Ā i would never hurt you.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āiĀ ---Ā got waffles.āĀ Ā Ā Ā not that youāre going to eat them anyway.Ā this hunger strike kick youāre on right now is really starting to piss me off,Ā beck.Ā how am i supposed to take care of you if you wonāt let me?Ā take it.Ā i want you to.Ā iāll be honest with you,Ā i donāt know how this endsĀ ---Ā i havenāt thought that far ahead.Ā but you need to write.Ā because youāre a writer.Ā because i fell in love with a writer,Ā and thatās who you are.Ā a genuine article.
Ā Ā Ā Ā āextra whip.Ā and a latteĀ ---Ā thought you might need it.Ā for writing.ā
@lamourencage.
thereās something wrong with you. i see it in your eyes. : )
Ā Ā Ā š²šØš®Ā šš«šĀ š§šØšĀ š šØš¢š§š Ā ššØĀ ššĀ šš”šĀ š«ššš¬šØš§Ā š¢Ā š šØĀ ššØš°š§.Ā Ā but this?Ā this is a major headache waiting to happen.Ā this is something iām going to have to deal with.Ā sooner,Ā rather than later,Ā judging by the way youāre looking at me.Ā iām not a bad guy.Ā youāve got me all wrong,Ā detectiveĀ Ā āĀ Ā iām an upstanding,Ā straight - edge guy.Ā you run my name,Ā and you wonāt even find an unpaid parking ticket in my closet of skeletons.Ā
i guess that kind of thing takes precedent when there are quite real skeletons.Ā or,Ā in benjiās case,Ā a big,Ā come - to - jesus bonfire where all my problems went away with the scent of burning flesh.Ā gotta love the great woods in the city,Ā right?Ā now,Ā donāt get me wrongĀ āĀ i feel like youāve got a preconceived version of the moody,Ā possessive boyfriend you think i was to beck.Ā i donāt like killing people.Ā who the fuckĀ does?!Ā Ā āĀ Ā benji made me go vegetarian for a week,Ā until i stopped smelling putrid meat in the back of mooneyās buick.Ā and beckā¦Ā well,Ā you know i had to do it.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā but iāve seen enough rom - coms to know that this kind of thing happens to the protagonist all the time;Ā someone tries to get in the way of him and his love,Ā but thatās the thing about these stories.Ā love conquers all.Ā (but youā¦Ā you,Ā detective,Ā are going to be a pain in my fucking ass.Ā youāve got to go.Ā before you find something that ties me to any of this.)
iām sorry.Ā no,Ā really.Ā i am.Ā iām sorry itās going to come to this,Ā stella.Ā i am.Ā but iām not going down for the things i did for loveā¦Ā so iām going to have to go back to it.Ā old school.Ā iāll start with google,Ā as soon as i get the fuckĀ out of this one.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āāĀ iām sorry?āĀ Ā Ā the storeās too crowded to make any move right now.Ā the malletās downstairsĀ āĀ my head still throbs,Ā sometimes,Ā but iāve wiped the rest of her blood from it and iāve learned a whole bunchĀ since beck;Ā youād be amazed what bleach can do to biological evidence.
Ā Ā Ā āi wouldnāt hurt her.Ā i loved her.Ā how can i help?Ā āĀ dna,Ā evidence,Ā anything.Ā i want to help.ā
go downstairs,Ā detective.Ā youāll see what i meanĀ Ā āĀ Ā iāve always been a sucker for love,Ā but thereās really nothing to see except a controlled environment and a few dozen rare books.Ā my apartmentās swept cleanĀ āĀ benjiās teeth have long since been removed,Ā and beckās underwearĀ āĀ Ā well.Ā iāll be honest with you.Ā those were the hardest to part with.
meme.

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Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā š²šØš®'š«šĀ š§šØšĀ šš«šØš¦Ā šš«šØš®š§šĀ š”šš«š.Ā Ā at least,Ā i donāt think you are.Ā but hey,Ā iām the first to admit when i might be wrong,Ā and the city is such a big place...Ā youāll learn that about me,Ā someday.Ā when we get closer.Ā but you...Ā who areĀ you?Ā Ā iāll admit,Ā iāve been in love.Ā iāve loved,Ā and iāve loved,Ā and iāve done anythingĀ for love.Ā thatās just one of the things about me,Ā you know?Ā iām not like other guys.Ā youāll find that out too.Ā i make a great boyfriend.Ā but iāve also had my heart broken...Ā and i have to protect myself from that.Ā because,Ā boy,Ā i wonāt lie to you,Ā iād never lie to you,Ā but i was brokenĀ by that.Ā so maybe i have a little baggage.Ā but i have to be sure.Ā i have to know you.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā as the famous meatIoaf once said:Ā iād do anything for love.Ā but i wonāt do that.Ā but that just means youāre not trying enough.Ā see,Ā iāve learned some things from my exes.Ā iāve learned that i canāt pushĀ a relationship.Ā i have to let it work naturally.Ā thereās a grace period between textsĀ ---Ā did you know that?Ā that iām supposed to wait before i reply?Ā honestly,Ā the rules around dating really are ridiculous.Ā but we wonāt have to worry about that.
and i donāt blame you for wandering over to the popular garbage that mooney makes me string up like carcasses to try and entice people in,Ā because there are some people whoād prefer to read nichoIas sparks over orweII,Ā and thereās a huge fucking proportion of america that want their literature pressed down into easy, two-bite chunks that have the words now a major motion pictureĀ stamped at the bottom,Ā just for good measure.Ā thatās whatās wrong with america,Ā you know?Ā people have no patience these days.Ā thatās not me.Ā i wish i knew your nameĀ Ā ---Ā Ā it feels rude,Ā just calling you you.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āhi. you look a little lost. can i help?ā
@harmodia.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā š°šš„š„,Ā š”šš„š„šØĀ šš šš¢š§, Ā š²šØš®...Ā Ā we havenāt metĀ ---Ā not yet,Ā anyway.Ā iām still working on that.Ā but youāre dressed in leather,Ā with a sherpa lining.Ā youāre a bad girl,Ā but you know how bitter cold the city gets in winter.Ā so youāre not a hipster who just moved into their shoebox apartment that instagrams everything they touch,Ā from the hobo on the L - train to their overpriced kombucha tea at a renovated gastropub - slash - coffee emporium that was once better known by the locals as the old chop shop where some guy was stabbed once.Ā youāre wearing boots...Ā practical.Ā a real,Ā working,Ā busy woman. youāre not one to show off.Ā you donāt like the attentionĀ ---Ā they say that blondes have more fun.Ā you tell me.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā i donāt like coffeeĀ ---Ā not really. it wakes me up,Ā and considering the months iāve had...Ā you wouldnāt know,Ā but itās been tough...Ā six am mornings to see beck in the morning...Ā three am nights to try and figure out how the fuckĀ iām supposed to get rid of a human body...Ā but you donāt need to worry about that.Ā thatās all in the past.Ā hopefully,Ā i can start thinking to the future.Ā and hopefully,Ā that means ourĀ future.
Ā i donāt like coffee,Ā but ethanās taking more time off work to mourn,Ā and mooneyās in no state to talk,Ā let alone run his store.Ā so,Ā i guess you could say iām running on fumes.Ā for you,Ā iād do that.Ā i wanna show you that.Ā seeĀ ---Ā we havenāt met yet.Ā but iāve come here every day for the past week,Ā and youāre always there.Ā in my head,Ā i call youĀ Ā black coffee,Ā one sugarĀ Ā in my head when iām alone,Ā but iām just realising how weird that sounds.Ā i have to know your name.
mineās a flat whiteĀ ---Ā simple.Ā easy.Ā youāre by the sugar.Ā now,Ā i donāt take sugar in mineĀ ---Ā this shit is overpriced and gross enough as it is,Ā without a hot,Ā syrupy mess at the bottom.Ā and what can i say?Ā maybe i need to get creative.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā this is going to hurt.
yup,Ā thatās scalding hot coffee all over my handĀ ---Ā not yours,Ā i would never hurt youĀ --- and it burns,Ā but after aĀ less - than - unintentionalĀ Ā shoulder knock into you,Ā iāve at least got your attention.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āah --- shitĀ ---Ā oh,Ā god,Ā iām sorryĀ ---Ā did i get you?Ā oh,Ā god,Ā iām sorry ---Ā here,Ā let meĀ ---ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā napkins.Ā play the good guy.Ā ignore the first degree burns.Ā donāt worry about me,Ā black - coffee - one - sugar.Ā iāve gone through a lot worse for love.
@divused.