#save.

(241028) seungkwan's instagram post

i'd like to bring these back - full cheese and all :) i love every single one of my mutuals but i want to shout out some people in the rpc that i love interacting with, i love seeing them in the tags, in groups, on indie, and who i fear i would crumble without<3 seriously, thank you all for making my years on here so much fun.

@madelyncilne: el, i don't even want to freak out but i genuinely don't know where i'd be without you. the stonk to my stink. the bucky to my steve. i love you dearly. you could tell me you murdered somebody for fun or you think chris evans is fugly (ouch) and i would still adore you. loving you forever, el-word!

@overstherainbow: the fact it took us about 37 years to finally text each other is killing me! drea you are one of the funniest people i know and i will never forget when you, tay (i'll talk about in a second so shutup), and i would stay up all night, talking, laughing, saying things that we probably shouldn't say. you're a real life friend and i genuinely want the best for you. i love you!

@laracroftz: taylor... that's it<3 NO BUT SERIOUSLY, i love that you always have my back (and drea's) and you always validate our concerns, no matter how actually insane they are. i love that you're always yourself, you're always taking those little walks to the store, and now you send us every wild hedgehog you see which is still actually insane to me. i just love you.

@girlhoods: now i know we don't talk every day (come home, the kids miss you) but i've never felt more in our community than when i talk with you. i've never disagreed with you on anything and maybe that's the cuzzin bond, maybe it's because we pass the same brain cell back and forth, maybe it's just because we were meant to be in each others lives. i think of you often, i love you<3

below are people who i love EXTREMELY but would take 3 years to discuss the ways. the only way these guys are listed is in who i've been following the longest according to my list! some new, some old (derogatory) but i genuinely wish the best for y'all<3

i needed a new piece featuring Aeshma and Valeriu since she got her design revamped, and woahh im sooooooooo queer rn im so gay

You're the very first anon I received post-hiatus, and I want to thank you very much for, one, immediately greeting me with open arms, and for two, being very sweet to me & patient with me responding. :,) I think I unfortunately wear it on my sleeve, but I'm not always too confident in the portrayals I hand out -- so, I thank you immensely for reassuring me, especially whenever I had just come back. Although my response is very late, I hope you know how much goodness this did me, and how often I had it in the back of my mind.