Pumpkin | ancient soul(30s but knees are 80) | Hunter ID: 83001295866 (EU) | be warned my hand my slip minors beware (MDNI) | AO3 |main: @asgardiancoffemaker
In the lair, deep in the mountain range above the red sea of flowers lies a beast. It’s heart, cold and unforgiving. In the stars above it looks for the memories of what was once its. Until a familiar melody sounds, it sleeps.
I am Pumpkin and this is my Love and Deepspace nest (evolving from dumpster) (´∀`•)
This lair of a fiend will very slooooowly fill up with whatever my head spawns.
So far you can find bits and pieces with most of my brain power going to Sylus and Rafayel. But there is space for all in my lil noggin <3
Will it be cute? Will it be sad?
I have no clue ┐(´∀`)┌
Sometimes I think and the I forget so if something peaks your interest pester me lol (ㆆ ᴗ ㆆ) Pls be patient with me...
Find full dragon's treasure list below :)
If you are feeling for some fun quiz there are few I made with @negatywka about our lovely boys! The next one will be probably on Halloween :)
☆Which LI would romance you, if you were an option from Love and Deepspace?
☆Who will be your Valentine’s date? — Love and Deepspace Edition
☆Double Trouble - Which Lads Threesome do you fit in?
If you are want to read about a specific Love Interest. Allow me to check the guys' schedule...
If you are looking for an appointment with the boss, I can squeeze you in sweetie... Please take a number and go to the waiting room here:
☆Sylus Masterlist
If you are looking for a consultation with our inhouse artists, well aren't you lucky cutie! The artist will see you here:
☆Rafayel Masterlist
If you need a medical check up, our doctor is currently coming back from lunch... Please talk to him about sugar intake... You can wait here:
☆Zayne Masterlist
If you are in need of a nap, or your plants don't want to grow... Please visit our in house nap specialist, sure to cure any insomnia. Please make yourself comfy on the pillows in the waiting room here:
☆Xavier Masterlist
If you need a chef, 5/5 stars :) , or someone to fix things around... or maybe just a someone with a happy smile please check in here:
☆Caleb Masterlist
If you are here to spy on challenges no matter the LI, you can find them here:
Drabble Challenge May 2025
Flufftober 2025
Drabble Challenge November 2025
Fluffspring2026
Drabble Challenge May 2026
Xavier was cooking here, please be weary when you consume those, they are for those who are 18+
☆Warmth of a home - Fantasy AU vibe, Xavier comes back to you after a mission, a king of elves and a human / smut
☆Sleeping Beauty - Caleb needs only one thing to live, things change when an escape attempt happens and he looses it. / some warnings: rape/non-con / necrophilia / violence / character death /
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tumblrinas tumbros and tumblrpeeps don't have a single clue about canon and "Sylus's eye glows when he's horny" proves that. do you guys even like the game you're playing or do you just want characters to project onto?
Have you ever heard of a headcanon??? And if you're really up in your ass about it, you don't have to read it or interact with it. You can just roll your eyes and move along. Or block people. You're not better than everyone else in a fandom because you stick 100% to canon all the time. And of allll the things I've ever written about Sylus, his eye glowing when he's horny is the thing that sets you off?? Really??
you’re working a terrible job as a waitress, with an even worse boss but lucky for you, your knight in shining armor won’t just stand by and watch you work yourself to the bone!
warnings: comfort, super self-indulgent
[Xavier, Zayne, Rafayel, Sylus, Caleb]
XAVIER
The neon sign outside the restaurant flickered like it was on its last breath, same as you felt most nights. Six p.m. to whenever the boss decided the last drunk straggler had spent enough. Tonight it was pushing 4:12 a.m. and the place smelled like old fryer oil and regret. Your feet ached so badly you’d stopped feeling them hours ago. You just kept moving, tray balanced, smile stapled on, because arguing with your boss never ended well.
He was already red-faced behind the bar, barking at the line cook over a ticket that had been up for forty seconds. When you set down the last round for table seven, he snapped without looking at you.
“You’re slow tonight. Table five has been waiting on their check for ten minutes. What, you think tips grow on trees?”
You mumbled an apology and turned away before he could see the way your hands shook. Doormat. That’s what the other girls called you behind your back, but they at least had the sense to call out when he crossed lines. You just took it. Rent was due. Student loans didn’t care that your boss was a tyrant.
The bell above the door chimed softly. Even at this hour, someone was still coming in. You didn’t look up right away, too busy wiping down the sticky counter but you felt the shift in the room. The low murmur of the remaining customers quieted. When you finally glanced over, Xavier was sliding into a booth near the window like he owned the place. He had his signature white hoodie on, and his hair was messy, his eyes were already scanning until they landed on you. He gave you a small smile that always made your chest feel lighter.
You grabbed a menu and headed over, legs protesting every step.
“Hey,” you said softly, setting the menu down. “We’re technically closed, but… I can get you something quick if you want.”
Xavier tilted his head, studying the dark circles under your eyes. “You look exhausted. How long have you been here?”
“Since six.” You didn’t add the part about yesterday’s shift ending at 3:30. He’d only worry.
Before he could reply, your bosses voice cut across the room like a whip. “Hey! No loitering. If you’re not ordering, get out. We’re not a shelter.”
Xavier didn’t even flinch. He turned that serene expression toward your boss and stood up with the kind of graceful calm that made everything else in the room feel clumsy. “Actually, I’d like to speak with the manager on duty.”
“I am the manager,” he sneered. “And we’re closing.”
“Perfect timing then.” Xavier’s voice stayed gentle, almost friendly. “I noticed your signage outside says last call at 2 am. and kitchen closes at midnight. Yet it’s past four and your staff is still serving. Do you have special licensing for that? Or are you operating under an extension I should know about for my report?”
Your boss blinked. “What report?”
Xavier pulled out his phone like he was checking notes. “I used to work hospitality, a long time ago. Health code compliance, labor laws, overtime tracking. Fascinating stuff. For example, how do you calculate overtime for your servers when shifts regularly exceed twelve hours? Do you use the fluctuating workweek method? Or straight time-and-a-half? I’m just curious.”
You watched your boss’s face cycle through confusion, then irritation, then the first flicker of unease. He clearly wasn’t used to being questioned. He was used to yelling until people folded.
“I don’t have to explain my business to some kid-”
“Kid?” Xavier smiled, soft and disarming. “That’s flattering. Mind if I ask about your wage theft complaints? There were a few on the review sites. Former employees mentioned tips being pooled incorrectly. Also, forcing staff to stay past posted hours without compensation. Interesting pattern.”
He kept going, polite as ever, asking about break compliance, mandatory overtime notice, whether the restaurant had updated its emergency evacuation plan since the last inspection. Each question landed heavier. Your boss knew some answers. Most he didn’t. Every time he blustered, Xavier just nodded thoughtfully and followed up with another perfectly professional inquiry that made it clear exactly how little the man actually knew about running his own place.
You stood there frozen, tray clutched to your chest, watching the dynamic flip in real time. For once, someone was making him sweat instead of the other way around.
Eventually Xavier glanced back at you. “You’ve worked a double today, right? More than a double, actually. You should go home.”
“She’s not going anywhere until the last customer leaves,” he cut in.
Xavier’s eyes cooled, but his tone stayed even. “The last customer is me. And I’m leaving. With her. Unless you’d prefer I file that formal complaint tonight. I know people at the labor board. They’re old friends.”
The silence stretched. Your bosses jaw worked. Finally he jerked his chin toward the back. “Clock out. We’ll talk tomorrow.”
You didn’t argue. You just grabbed your bag, legs trembling with relief and exhaustion. Xavier waited by the door, holding it open like it was the most natural thing in the world. Outside, the cold air hit your face and you nearly cried from how good it felt to be done.
He walked you to his car, one hand lightly at your back. “You don’t have to go back there,” he said quietly once you were inside, engine humming.
“I need the money, Xavier.”
“I know. But there are other places. Better ones.” He reached over and brushed a stray hair from your face. “Why don’t you try helping Jeremiah out at Philo?”
You leaned your head against the seat, eyes already drifting shut. For the first time in months, you believed you might actually sleep through the night.
ZAYNE
Dr. Zayne Li did not belong in a dive like bar you worked at 3:47 a.m. Yet there he was, sitting at the counter in his dark coat, looking like he’d stepped out of an otome game and into your personal hell. You poured his coffee with hands that wouldn’t stop trembling after your bosses latest screaming match in the kitchen. Something about a wrong order. Something about how you were costing him money.
Zayne watched you the whole time, green eyes sharp behind his glasses.
“You’re pale,” he said when you set the mug down. “Have you eaten?”
“Not since lunch.” Your voice came out smaller than you wanted.
Before you could elaborate, your boss stormed out from the back. “What the hell is this? You chatting up customers now? Get back to work, table nine wants another round.”
“They’ve had six,” you murmured. “And we’re supposed to be closed.”
“I decide when we close!” his voice rose. “Not some waitress who can’t handle a rush.”
Zayne set his coffee down quietly. “Excuse me. You’re the owner?”
Your boss sized him up. “Yeah. Problem?”
“Several.” Zayne’s tone was calm. The same voice he used when telling Pie to quit doing something. “First, your employee has mentioned she’s a university student. Forcing her to stay until nearly four am. on a weeknight violates both labor regulations for students and basic duty of care. Second, the posted hours on your door and website do not match your actual operations. That’s misleading advertising at best, potential licensing issues at worst.”
Your boss laughed, but it sounded forced. “Who the hell are you, her lawyer?”
“Her partner. And a physician who understands fatigue related health risks. She’s exhibiting clear signs of chronic sleep deprivation and stress. Continuing this way will lead to medical consequences I will document if necessary.”
You wanted to sink into the floor. Part of you was mortified. The other part, the exhausted, beaten down part, felt something dangerously close to hope.
Zayne continued, voice never rising. “I’ve already taken photos of the time. I’ve noted the lack of proper breaks. If you insist on keeping her here tonight, I’ll be contacting the labor department first thing in the morning, followed by the health inspector. It’s your choice.”
Your boss stared at him. Zayne stared back, unflinching. The doctor who performed delicate cardiac surgeries versus a man who yelled at waitstaff for sport. It wasn’t even close.
“Fine,” he spat. “Get your stuff and get out. But don’t think you’re getting any shifts next week.”
Zayne stood, towering over your boss without trying. “She won’t need them. There are campus positions that respect student schedules. Or hospital admin roles. Places that don’t treat people like disposable labor.”
He guided you out with a hand at the small of your back, steady and warm. In the car he cranked the heat and handed you a protein bar from his glove compartment like he’d planned for this.
“You didn’t have to do that,” you whispered.
“Yes, I did.” He reached over and squeezed your hand. “No one gets to exploit you. Not while I’m here. Let’s get you home and to sleep. Tomorrow we’ll look at better options together. And if he tries anything, you have my number. Actually, you have my lawyer’s number, too.”
You laughed weakly, the sound cracking. For the first time in ages, the weight on your chest felt a little lighter.
RAFAYEL
The door had barely closed behind the last customer when Rafayel walked in. The few remaining staff did double takes. Your boss nearly tripped over himself rushing forward.
“Mr. Qi! What an honor. We’re technically closed, but for you, anything. Sit wherever you like. Best table in the house.”
Rafayel smiled that charming, slightly threatening smile and scanned the room until he found you wiping down a high top with heavy, exhausted arms. “I’ll sit wherever she’s serving.”
Your bosses expression faltered for half a second before the salesman mask snapped back on. He actually shoved you lightly toward the table. “You heard him. Move it. And smile, for God’s sake. This is Rafayel Qi.”
You forced the smile and approached, notepad trembling in your fingers. Rafayel’s eyes softened when they met yours, but the smile he gave your boss was pure performance.
“Water for me, cutie,” he said to you, voice honeyed. Then, louder, to your boss: “And whatever she wants. She looks like she hasn’t sat down in hours. Rough night?”
Your boss laughed too loud. “She’s fine. These kids today can’t handle real work. Always complaining. But she’s one of my best, right? Real team player. Even when she screws up the orders, she stays late to fix it.”
Rafayel’s eyebrow arched. “Screws up? I’ve seen her artwork. Her attention to detail is impeccable. Strange that she’d be incompetent here.”
You wanted the floor to swallow you. Your boss kept digging his own grave, oblivious. “Ah, you know how it is with pretty girls. They get distracted. Especially when important people come in.” He winked at Rafayel like they were sharing a joke at your expense.
That was the moment something in you cracked.
Rafayel noticed. Of course he did. His smile never wavered, but his eyes went sharp.
He leaned back, crossing one leg over the other. “You know, I’ve been thinking about doing a series on modern exploitation. The quiet violence of minimum wage service work. Overworked bodies, stolen wages, bosses who mistake fear for loyalty. It’s very… visceral. I might need a consultant. Someone who’s lived it.”
Your boss preened. “I could give you the inside scoop-“
“No, I think she’d be perfect,” Rafayel cut in smoothly. “She has the soul for it. You, on the other hand… well. Your establishment has such a charming reputation online. All those one star reviews about verbal abuse. Very authentic for the piece.”
The color drained from his face as the implication landed. Rafayel kept talking, light and pleasant, about how he could make or break a small business with a single post. About how his fans loved a good scandal. About how he’d hate for this place to become a case study in toxic management.
By the end, your boss was practically bowing, promising you the week off with pay, offering comped meals, anything. Rafayel waved it all away.
“She quits. Effective immediately. And I suggest you treat the rest of your staff with a little more respect. Or I might get inspired to paint something very specific about this charming little hellhole.”
He stood, offered you his arm like a prince in a storybook, and walked you out. Outside, he pulled you into a hug that smelled like expensive cologne and safety.
“You’re done there,” he murmured against your hair. “I’ll help you find something better. Something that doesn’t crush your spirit. My studio always needs assistants who actually understand beauty.”
You clung to him, tears finally spilling. He let you cry, rubbing slow circles on your back until the shaking stopped.
SYLUS
Sylus took one look at you balancing three trays at once while your boss screamed about a spilled drink and decided the night was over.
He sat down at the worst table in the place, the one with the wobbly leg no one wanted and crooked a finger at you. When you approached, he simply pulled out the chair beside him.
“Sit.”
“I can’t. I’m working-”
“Sit, kitten.” His voice was low, commanding in that way that made your knees weak. “Now.”
You sat. The relief in your feet was almost painful. Sylus flagged down another server, ordered food and drinks, and told them to put it on his tab. When your boss came storming over, Sylus didn’t even look up at first.
“She’s on break,” he said calmly.
“She doesn’t get breaks right now-“
Sylus finally lifted his gaze. Red eyes, sharp as knives. “She does tonight. In fact, she’s done working while I’m here. Bring her water. And something to eat that isn’t from your sad little kitchen.”
Your boss opened his mouth. Sylus smiled the kind of smile that made smart people reconsider their life choices. “Unless you’d like me to have a conversation with the people who own this building. I know the landlord. Be a shame if rent suddenly tripled.”
You ate while Sylus watched, making sure you finished every bite. He kept the conversation light, teasing you about your stubborn independence, telling you stories that made you laugh despite everything. When you were done, he stood and walked straight over to your boss.
The conversation was short. You couldn’t hear most of it, but you saw your boss go pale. Sylus returned, jacket in hand, and draped it over your shoulders.
“Time to go home.”
In the car, the city lights blurred past. You leaned your head against the window.
“I can’t just quit, Sylus. I need-“
“You need a job that doesn’t treat you like garbage. Elysium has openings. Or any of my legitimate businesses. You want to make your own money? Fine. But not at the cost of your health. Find something better, or I’ll find it for you. And before you argue about money, they won’t be handouts. Just better opportunities. Deal?”
You looked at him and something warm spread through your chest. The crime lord who could’ve burned the place down but chose to do things your way instead.
“Deal,” you whispered.
He took your hand and didn’t let go the whole drive home.
CALEB
The girls at the bar noticed Caleb the second he walked in. Tall, easy grin, that boy-next-door charm wrapped around something sharper. They flirted shamelessly, batting lashes, leaning over the counter. Caleb smiled politely, but his eyes tracked only you. Every time you passed his table, he found a way to make your job lighter. Passing you clean silverware before you asked. Quietly clearing plates when your boss wasn’t looking. Slipping extra tips under his glass with a wink.
But when your boss started in on you again, loud, public, accusing you of “disrespect” for not refilling a water fast enough, Caleb’s easy demeanor vanished.
He stood up, sizing your boss up.
“Got a problem with how she’s doing her job?” Caleb asked, voice deceptively calm.
Your boss puffed up. “This doesn’t concern you, buddy.”
“See, that’s where you’re wrong.” Caleb stepped closer. he carried himself like someone who’d faced worse than a shitty bar owner. “It concerns me a lot when someone talks to my girl like that. Especially when she’s been on her feet for ten hours straight while you sit in the back doing nothing.”
You could feel the eyes of the other patrons zoning in on the scene. Conversations quieted down. Even the drunk customers were paying attention.
Caleb kept going, low and steady. “You’ve got cameras, right? Good. Wouldn’t want any misunderstandings when I file that complaint tomorrow. Verbal abuse, wage theft, unsafe hours. Health inspectors love tips from military folks.”
Your boss tried to come up with something to say. Caleb just smiled, the kind that didn’t reach his eyes.
“Or we can handle this like adults. You treat her and the rest of your staff with respect for the remainder of her time here. She quits when she’s ready, not when you force her out. And if I hear one more raised voice at her tonight, we’re going to have a different kind of conversation outside.”
Your boss backed down. Grudgingly. But he backed down.
For the rest of the night, something shifted. Caleb stayed until close, actual close, not your bosses version. He helped you clean your section when the boss wasn’t looking. Walked you to your car. Leaned against the door while you unlocked it.
“You don’t have to keep doing this,” he said softly. “There are better jobs. You’re smart, capable, kind. Don’t let him convince you that you deserve this shit.”
You looked up at him, exhausted but seen. Really seen.
“I know,” you admitted. “I’m just… scared to leave.”
Caleb pulled you into a hug, chin resting on your head. “Then be scared with me standing next to you. We’ll find something new together.”
For the first time in a long time, the future didn’t feel quite so heavy.
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Inspired by this post by @mwphisto I saw it and immediately thought of Snowcrow lmao
Warnings: silly, spicy, medical procedures, medical inaccuracies, polyamory
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Zayne, well-versed in protocore syndrome and the effects of an aether core, has concerns for the latest edition to your relationship. It took him longer to notice, granted, but now he can't stop noticing.
Sylus's aether core seems to glow all the time.
While he isn't knowledgable on how an aether core can affect anything other than a heart, he can come to some reasonable conclusion that having it active for such great lengths of time has to be detrimental to one's health in the long term. Not that Sylus would admit it openly if it was, given his other ability to heal even the gravest of wounds, but that isn't enough to satisfy Zayne's concern.
"Sit."
Sylus quirks a brow at the stool. "I don't remember scheduling an appointment, doc," he says, crossing his arms, still in his spot by the door.
Zayne taps at his keyboard, bringing up a new chart. While it won't go in the hospital's data, due to the risks of Sylus's criminal status, he wants to do this by the book. It's best to know a patient's natural baselines first. "You didn't. However, if we are to be partners, I believe it is important to understand any health concerns that may come up."
Sylus scoffs. "You're supposed to be my romantic partner, not my doctor."
"Then give me the contact information of your primary care physician and I'll discuss any concerns with them." Zayne shoots him a look.
Sylus meets his stare. Then, he relents. He sighs as he crosses the distance and settles on the stool. "You don't always play fair, snowflake."
"I analyze my patients to ensure the best approach," he says back dryly. He settles the earpieces of his stethoscope in place and wheels his own chair close. "I'm going to listen to your heart and lungs first."
He places the bell overtop Sylus's clothes, where his heart is. As he listens to the rapid beats, irregular and concerning, he stares at a spot beside his shoulder. "Does your heart beat this fast normally?"
"Mhm."
"Hm."
He shifts the bell to one side of his chest. He listens to his lungs as Sylus breathes in and out. Moves it to the other side and listens again. Then he pulls away and slings his stethoscope back over his shoulders as he pushes his chair behind his desk. He types this data into the chart.
"Your lungs sound healthy, but you have extreme arrhythmia. Do you have any health conditions that could be causing this, as far as you know of?"
"None. My heart's always been like this."
Zayne frowns. That's not the reassuring statement it was presented as.
He turns to the drawers behind his desk. Out of one, he removes a large arm cuff and begins undoing the velcro. "Lift your sleeve, please."
Sylus shakes his head slightly, almost amused watching Zayne at work, and rolls up one of his sleeves. Zayne attaches the cuff around his arm and puts his stethoscope back on. He tucks the bell at the crook of his elbow, holding it in place as his other hand begins pumping air into the cuff.
Ever since Sylus stepped through the door, his eye has been glowing. It was dim at first, but then became bright after mere moments in his presence. Even now, as Sylus watches his face, only a couple feet away, it shines brightly.
The cuff deflates after a few moments and he rips the velcro apart, folding it up nearly before putting it back in its place. He types it into the chart. "Your blood pressure is 110 over 70."
"That good?"
"It's within the ideal range."
He checks his ears, nose and throat. All normal and healthy. When he gets to checking his eyes, however, his right eye is glowing so much it's throwing off his readings. He backs his chair away and puts the ophthalmoscope back in its place. "Tell me about your aether core."
Sylus smirks. "What do you want to know?"
"You seem to have some level of control over it. What does it do, exactly?" He wheels himself over to his computer to make notes.
Sylus wheels forward to lean his arms against the edge of the desk. He glances at the screen. From this angle, he can't see much. He watches Zayne's hands instead. They glide so smoothly over the keyboard. Type with such efficiency.
"It allows me to look into the hearts of people," he says, lowly. Zayne's typing pauses, his interest caught. "I can see their deepest, darkest desires. All the things they want most."
He turns to look at him. "And it glows when it's active?"
"Mhm."
"Then, why do you have it activated right now?"
Sylus blinks. He straightens out as he turns to see his reflection in the glass cabinet and huffs a chuckle to himself.
"I don't appreciate you using it on me, Mr. Qin."
"Relax, snowflake, I'm not using it right now." He meets Zayne's eyes again, earnest as he assures, "I don't use it on those I'm close to unless they ask me to."
Zayne frowns. By all accounts, that doesn't make any sense. His aether core only glows when it's in use, but it hasn't been used this whole time? Certainly, with the control he has over it, he would know if it was in use in the first place, but he was just as confused to learn it was glowing.
Sylus stands slowly. He nudges his rolling stool away with his foot, and calmly rounds the desk. Zayne watches him, confused, as he approaches.
Sylus grabs the back of Zayne's chair and turns him so Zayne is facing him head on. Zayne grabs onto the arm rests. His chair is pressed back against the side-desk. Sylus cages him in, hands holding him up against the desk behind him.
"And here I thought I was good at hiding it..." His eyes skim down Zayne's body, catching onto the bob of his Adam's apple and the space between his open legs. It seems to glow even brighter now, somehow, when he meets Zayne's eyes again.
He leans down closer. The space between them is narrowed down to a couple inches. Zayne feels his own breath get heavier with the electrifying proximity, lips parting around them. Sylus's eyes, half-lidded, flicker down to his mouth, and back up.
"It seems... it shows what my heart's deepest desire is, as well... doctor..."
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From fun facts when doing the poll on this part of Erased :D
There is a lot of options coming :) some are bad, chapter 11 is the end, one good, one bad :) so next chapter and chapter after will be fun :D (for me anyway to see where it goes)
Oh and 10.2 - is only achievable when moving to good part... and it's reader lore heavy :)
Look at this kitty cat 🤭🤭🤭this plushie is extra cuuuute! I am mad I can only add 3 accessories like, but his hands could be paws as weeeeel infooold!!!
Enjoy a story of goddess falling for someone who is out of reach until their paths cross again. All she ever wanted is to help and defy the puppeteer behind it all just to meet an end... But what is death for a goddess if another start?
Music choice from this part: Do I wanna know - Arctic Monkeys
Or open a full playlist that I was listening to on Spotify - here
Warnings: bad humor, mentions of death, violence, a bit of Raf myths (I am not sure if all of them got in or not)
We have a choice at the end here :)
The unheard words seemed to latch into his brain. Resting in between the subconscious and conscious, like an itch that you cannot fully reach. It was irritating, but more than that, it lulled him into a state of calm, contentment, acceptance.
The picture that greeted him from the floor after he smashed most of his studio's space didn’t faze him, did not fuel his desperation like it did when he came back yesterday after falling apart.
He could now gather the pieces. Get the glass out of the way, not cutting his feet like the day before. It was weird — in the same way that overgrown ruins in the middle of nowhere are peculiar. The helplessness of the morning seemed distant. He was still sad; it’s not like the calmness stripped him of his feelings, but it didn’t make him collapse on the sofa, staring at the ceiling for hours without end.
Next morning, just like the storm, this feeling was gone. His heart aching once again for something, someone he will not have — not in this life. He started to believe that not in any of them.
It was a week later that he saw the woman who did something. He just did not, yet, know what.
“Miss Writer, how nice to see you!” he smiled, standing behind her the moment she stepped into the small bohemian café. Yes, he knew, and yes, he was waiting.
“Mister Painter,” she turned, not expecting him; she almost jumped hearing his voice. No wonder really — this place was well hidden in an alleyway that was far from main streets, far away from what he would seek out. “What a surprise to see you.” A hint of distress didn’t escape him — her hand tightening on an old book she had.
“Fate must have pulled some strings! This place was recommended to me,” — he would play it casually — “so here I am.” He pointed with an open hand to the counter. “And you are my savior. I was stuck, but you walked in with the confidence of a regular. Any recommendations? My treat.” His gaze shifted to the menu board with various drinks, but when her gaze followed, he focused on her.
Her guard was back up.
“They have a mean dirty chai if you want a mix of both worlds.” The book went back to her bag, her face not turning from the board. Posture relaxing, like the book had secrets and hiding it made it safe.
He paid for their drinks and led her to a table where he made himself comfortable before she came in. The drink was surprisingly good, and he allowed the silence to stretch.
“What was Miss Writer reading?” he smiled, resting his head on his hand, leaning just enough to close the short distance provided by the table.
“Just some research material,” her gaze weaved to the side before leaning back, putting a bigger gap between them. A push for a pull like waves. The expectant silence made her laugh — a small sound. “Lemurian stories, or really scraps that I could find,” she didn’t look at him playing with a cup in her hands. There was hesitation in her voice, a flicker that told him much more than the answer. He had done his homework already. Last week was a hunt for information, after all.
“Did my dramatic revelation inspire you to look into the Lemurians' heart predicament?”
She tilted her head from side to side, not fully confirming. Just like that, he swapped the topic, mentioning thousands of shells after the storm. The atmosphere was slowly relaxing.
Next time they met was during an author’s meet-and-greet, hosted by one of the smaller branches of popular bookstores. She was, once again, surprised to see him — her ears turning pinkish when he walked over, making quite the stir just by appearing at the event. He only realized because of her reaction; maybe it was the hushed voices, maybe it was the way he held her book. Who cares about the reactions of the landbreathers!
“I cannot wait to read this one. I must say, I am impressed — writing multiple stories at the same time? Quite a chaotic mind,” he mused, handing her the book. This time, a story of a seer and a herbalist.
“Tsunami,” she started taking her own work, hesitating before signing it with a few lines resembling a dragon’s head.
“I remember,“ he was watching her movement carefully, leaning close when she was giving him the book back. Eyes locked on her. “Cannot wait for the Lemurian,” he started, watching as she wanted to make an excuse, just to back off a bit. Like he would allow it, his hand holding her wrist in place. “And the sacrifice to the sea god.” He let her go, watching as her eyes rounded, a momentary panic setting in them.
Now he was sure she saw her face before.
He waved almost sweetly walking away.
Sometimes to catch a fish you have to stir the surface.
You fully understood the meaning of getting a heart attack from something unexpected. The pounding in your chest did not get lighter when Mika pulled you aside. This was too specific. The flash in his eyes told you that he knew. But how much did he know?
You were in a bar — N109 zone at its finest. Information was not easy to find, if you wanted to dig into Ever and potentially Astra. You were sure he was one of the main players at this stage. A small deal was closing your late-evening endeavours: a file to be collected at a later stage.
What else could a girl want?
She would not want to see the person she was trying to avoid. Oh no, that was certain. But here you were — heading to the exit, only to stop like a deer. Not in headlights, maybe, but in dimmed lights.
A glass in his hand raised to you, and a smile. This was not the usual one, either.
You nodded and tried your best to choose a different route out — only for him to smoothly, like swimming between the crowd, block your way.
“(Y/N)”, a quick movement and his hand was on the small of your back, guiding you. “You look stunning today, but I would never take you for a person visiting this place.” His voice was singsongy, on the verge of something you heard before — trouble.
Your mind spinned, ideas emerging one after another on how to slip away.
“The duality of a woman,” you said, trying to match his smile. You could not lose your face now — the seller was still eyeing you from the seat near the bar.
A low chuckle answered.
“A dangerous one. What gave you the idea you could really buy something from that person? Do you have a secret death wish?” He looked back, his eyes locking with the seller — just to drop his smile. A warning was sent.
“Looking where I am… there is a high chance,” you answered, inching away — only for his hand to grab your waist and pull you closer.
“Well then, maybe a walk will help with such a wish.”
You had a feeling it might actually make it true. You nodded. All things considered, you still had options.
Said options presented themselves when Rafayel was stopped by someone — a distraction — and you were able to slip, if you could call it a slipping. He knew; it was hard not to. He looked over at you as you were walking out of the bar.
You spotted him getting out of the building as you were reaching your car. His eyes flashed a warning: Don’t.
What do you do?
You could obey and stay. He will find you one way or another.
You could drive away, you will deal with him at some point.
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You should've known you wouldn't be able to hide it.
"Why are you limping?"
Zayne has been home from his two week business trip all of 4 minutes, and you've already been found out. You do your best to smile reassuringly, but you know he can sense the guilt. Curse him and his incredible ability to read you.
"Before you freak out, I'm fine. It's just...a minor sprain. No big deal!" Your words apparently mean nothing, because you blink and he's lifting you into the air, carrying you to the couch.
"Wh-come on Zayne I'm fine! I can still walk!" You complain, but you go quiet seeing the look on his face. Almost shell-shocked, the concern so clearly etched as he gently sets you down and kneels to inspect your ankle.
"You shouldn't walk on it." He moves your foot, murmuring an apology when you wince in pain.
"Greyson said I-I could after a week." Zayne pauses, glancing up at you in confusion. You press your lips together, cursing yourself for speaking without thinking. Poor Greyson. You'll send him an apology for how rough his Monday is going to be.
"When exactly did this happen?" He's clearly upset, but it's outweighed by his concern as he forms an ice pack with his evol and holds it to your skin.
"Oh! Um about two days after you left? I didn't want to worry you! I knew it'd be a while before you got back. The last thing I wanted was for you to be distracted thinking of me." He clenches his jaw, setting the ice aside and moving to sit next to you.
Zayne has never been good at hiding his worry from you. Even now, despite his disappointment that you'd spent the past two weeks lying to him, it's clear he's more concerned with you than anything.
"I am always distracted thinking about you. I'm quite adjusted to the feeling. Please...don't hide these things from me."
"Okay. I won't, I promise. Will you lay down with me now? We have two weeks of cuddling to catch up on."
For some reason, reading it (again) just made me think like.. what if Sylus wanted you to be a little more bratty. Push back against the feeling of being "bad" and feel comfortable being more than the submissive, "I must behave Or Else" mindset you've grown into
Like, it starts slow. Simple and easy. He's been cheating at a game and you're pouting, naturally upset, and he wants you to keep it up. Don't apologize, don't try to cater to him - be upset. Tell him you're pissed off. Keep being mad at him for as long as you can while he worships you, smirking like a bastard and tutting when you start to slip into trying to be "good". He praises you after, of course, he knows you're a sucker for it
When he ties you down, he wants you to struggle and writhe and try kicking him away. He's not insulted, he assures you. He loves it. He loves harnessing all the pent up anger and emotion inside of you and giving it an outlet. You kick him in the stomach hard enough to knock the wind out of him. Before you can apologize, he's covering your mouth and letting out a guttural, shaky moan, still a little winded. Eye aglow as he growls for you to do it again
But like, imagine it all coming to a head one day. You've had a shitty week, you're so fucking angry, overwhelmed, tired, and it's during one of these "lessons" that you just break. You're hitting him, becoming weaker and weaker as tears start breaking free. There's no coordination left to the attack. Your breaths get choked up, gasping out all the things that upset you lately, until you're hyperventilating around sobs
And Sylus just knows he really did push it too far this time
So he shushes you gently. Lifts you into his arms to cradle you until you feel small and safe, encouraging you to breathe with him, "You're doing so good for me, sweetie." Rocking you steadily back and forth until you can finally start catching your breath. Rubbing your back and kissing your forehead until your sobs have simmered down to sniffles
"You don't have to be angry anymore," he murmurs assuringly. "Good boy. Just keep breathing with me. Let's get you some water, hm?"