Hello, Sweetie.

There is music and the faint buzzing of the motorcycles on the road. Now, there are two of them in the frame. Racing to get ahead and tossing the camera back and forth despite the speed they're going.

The backdrop changes drastically from dark and dreary red skies to a clear cerulean as they travel from the N109 zone to Linkon.

Kieran wins with his motorcycle with blue accents, overtaking Luke's yellow-lined one just before the turn to the daycare.

The point of view shifts to Luke's. Two boys with cat stickers over their faces (to conceal their identity) run at him hand in hand with their lunch boxes behind them, happily yipping and yapping about their day.

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"And then... and then— woah! are we going on the motie-cycle?" the louder one asks as Kieran helps him put a leather suit on and some pads. "Mama say we can ride?"

"Uhh..." Kieran clears his throat, and glances at the camera. "Mama said to pick you up."

"Cool!" he says, squeezing his eyes shut as Kieran pops the tiny helmet over his head.

"Wookie, can play music?" asks the other one, closer to the camera. His voice littler and raspy from underuse.

Luke hums. Tightens the pads over the little one's shins. "Mhm. We can go slower too."

"No," the boy grabs his arm. "No, want fast too. Just not loud."

Luke places the helmet over his head and the camera gives the shiny small visor a kiss. "Okay. Wookies got it, Roro."

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The littles are backpacked on them and mic'd up. The upbeat music is replaced with a hardcore version of the wheels on the bus and—who we learn is Lucian's— rambling in the comms.

"And if— if you mix yellow and blue—"

Unfortunately, the music in the other—Kyros's— helmet cuts out when he speaks. "Woosian, qui-eet."

"Is turn orange!"

"Oh, yeah?" Kieran smiles. "And what about yellow and red?"

Lucian falters. "Poo-pool?"

"Qui-eet, pease!"

"Kee-wo, what your favorite color?"

The horn on the bus goes beep, beep, beep for a while, before Kyros answers. "I wike red and white."

The daddy on the bus says shh, shh, shh. Lucian nods. "Ah, peek."

"Yes." Kyros nuzzles against Luke's back. "Qui-eet now, pease?"

"Okay, Kee-wo." Lucian says kindly. Kieran chuckles.

Luke reaches around to tap his helmet fondly. The mommy on the bus says I love you, all through the town.

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The scene is them sitting on the park bench. Legs swinging in synchronized harmony as they wait for Kieran to race over to them with a handful of sundaes.

The cat stickers are back on the babies' faces as they cheer for the ice creams placed in their hands.

"Mama say we can have ice cream too?" Lucian asks excitedly, grabbing the little cup from Kieran and taking a spoonful of his immediately. As if delaying would give them time to answer no and take it back.

Kieran simply hums, avoiding the question.

“Mm! Yay!” Kyros takes a spoonful of his too, and makes a chocolate mustache over his mouth.

Lo-fi plays in the backdrop of a timelapse that catches Lucian sneaking licks from Kieran’s cup, and Kyros going “aa” for additional scoops from Luke’s.

Back on the motorcycle, they speed along a different road into the outskirts of the N109 zone, onto a secluded property.

Luke shows off by hooking his leg around Kyros and doing a spin to get him down. Behind them, Lucian smacks Kieran’s arm repeatedly, asking to be done the same to.

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“Well… that’s our afternoon.” Luke tells the camera, positioned now again to his helmet just by the door. Littles and his own twin gone. “This isn’t like any of my usual ones, but a change of pace is good every once in a while, huh? Let me know in the comments what you…”

He trails off, looking up at the figure that has just walked up the porch steps. There is a flash of white on his visor before the camera pans down to his neck. “Luke.”

“Hey,” Luke’s voice shifts into something deeper. More conscious and leveled, but comfortable, even if he doesn’t intend to. “You’re home early.”

“It’s pasta night.” Says the man simply. His voice battling the purr of a bike’s engine behind the camera’s lens. “And we’re watching Toy Story.”

“Oh, cool.”

“Are you staying?”

“Yeah, yeah. We can stay.” The camera is crowded closer to Luke’s chest, like he’s trying to keep it from capturing the man’s reflection.

“Great. No shoes in the house, okay?”

“Yep, yup. Got it.”

The door shuts, and Luke gets back to vlogging. Voice pitching upwards again like it used to. “You heard it here folks, pasta night and Toy Story. Gotta blast. See you in the next one!”

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The word caught Sylus like a spell.

He froze, heart stumbling as if he’d never heard the title before—and in truth, he hadn’t, not like this. Not with such vulnerable trust. Something unfamiliar bloomed inside him, sharp and tender all at once, like the first breath of spring in a world that had known only winter.

“…Alright,” Sylus whispered, his voice softer than the hum of the air vents. He sat back down, folding Kieran’s small hand gently in his own. “I’ll stay.”

Kieran sighed, his fevered restlessness ebbing as sleep reclaimed him, calmer now. His hand slackened but did not release Sylus’s, as though anchoring himself to a safety he believed would not move.

Sylus, for once, remained still. He leaned back just enough to glance at his phone and typed a message for her:

Bring food. Don’t ask questions. I can’t leave them.

Then he set it aside, letting the silence return. He did not shift, did not think of time passing. The only thing that mattered was the warmth of a child’s hand curled into his own, and the strange, fragile wonder stirring in him—like discovering a door he had never dared to open was, all this time, waiting to be unlocked.

The night was painted in muted hues, the balcony bathed in the soft glow of the N109 zone. The lights below were artificial, nothing but projections against the steel bones of the city—but Sylus found himself watching them all the same. Fake or not, they flickered like stars, and that was enough.

He sat in his chair, one arm resting on the railing, the other draped loosely at his side. The twins were asleep behind him, breaths steady now, their fevers lulled into calmer tides. The quiet was unfamiliar, yet not unwelcome.

Footsteps approached, measured and light. He didn’t turn. He didn’t need to. He knew it was her. Without looking, he lifted his arm, wordless, and she slipped her hand into his as though it had always belonged there. Her other hand rested gently on his shoulder, grounding him. He pressed her knuckles to his lips, a kiss placed with an affection he didn’t bother hiding, even without lifting his eyes.

Her fingers brushed into his hair, weaving through the strands. She stepped closer until she was there with him, her warmth filling the narrow balcony space. Then, without hesitation, she settled on his lap. Only then did Sylus finally look at her. His eyes held that pensive weight, the one he rarely allowed anyone to see. She smiled, unshaken, as if the heaviness of his thoughts didn’t frighten her at all.

“They’re alright,” she told him softly, her voice a quiet balm. “Just a fever. It’ll pass.”

Sylus exhaled, a sound more like a sigh than a breath. He hesitated, his thumb tracing circles over the back of her hand as though it helped him sort through the words. Finally, he spoke, his voice low and almost uncertain.

“They called me ‘Dad.’”

He watched her face, expecting her surprise, bracing for it even—but she only nodded, her expression warm, understanding, as though she had been waiting for this moment longer than he had.

“And how did that feel?” she asked.

He leaned his head back against the chair, his gaze drifting back out toward the sea of fake lights. His words came slowly, careful. “Heavy,” he admitted at last. “Like… like I suddenly have this weight I never thought about before. A responsibility I didn’t even realize I’d been carrying. I’ve always taken care of them, but—” He paused, lips pressing together. “—hearing it said out loud… it changes everything.”

Her fingers curled more firmly in his hair, her other hand tightening around his own. “Then let it change everything,” she whispered, not as an order, but as permission.

Sylus closed his eyes briefly, resting his forehead against the back of her hand. And for the first time in a long while, the weight he spoke of didn’t feel like a burden. It felt like belonging.

His hand lingered in hers, his thumb tracing her skin absentmindedly as though reluctant to let the moment slip into silence. Then, quietly, he asked,

“And what about you? …How would you feel if they called you ‘Mom’?”

Her breath caught for a moment, then she let out a soft chuckle, the sound gentle against the hum of the night. “I think,” she said, eyes dipping toward the lights below, “that might not happen so soon. It hasn’t been that long since they’ve known me.”

Sylus shook his head, a small, certain motion. His gaze found hers again, unwavering. “You’re wrong,” he said simply. “The way they look at you—the way their eyes search for you when I come home—it isn’t how you look at just a friend. They’ve already chosen you.”

Her smile bloomed slowly, like dawn easing its way over the horizon. She tilted her head, fingers brushing along his temple as she answered, “Well then… I suppose we’ve found ourselves in new roles, haven’t we?” Her tone was teasing, but there was warmth in it, a quiet acceptance. “Do you like it?”

Sylus’s eyes softened, though his answer came after a pause. “I don’t know,” he admitted honestly, voice low, “if I would’ve been this ready if you weren’t with me.”

She leaned in at that, pressing her frehead lightly against his. “Then it’s good we’re here now,” she murmured, and for a long while they stayed that way—two people caught in a stillness that felt less like hesitation and more like home.

The night had long settled over the house by the time Mr. Harroway entered their chamber, bringing with him the quiet weight of the outside world that always seemed to fall away the moment he crossed its threshold. Only a few candles remained lit upon the dressing table and beside the bed, their softened glow spilling across the room and turning every polished surface amber-gold, while beyond the windows the gardens lay still beneath the late hour, the curtains shifting faintly whenever a thin breath of wind found its way through the cracks.

His wife sat before the mirror in her dressing robe while her maid carefully loosened the final pins from her hair. At the sound of the door, the maid glanced up, smiled politely, curtsied, and excused herself with quiet efficiency, leaving behind that familiar stillness which seemed to belong only to husbands and wives at the end of the day, when the world no longer required them to perform anything but themselves.

“You are late tonight,” she said softly, gathering the heavy curtain of her hair over one shoulder as she watched him approach through the mirror.

“I was detained by numbers and men determined to make them more complicated than God intended.”

“That sounds dreadful indeed.”

“It was. I suffered greatly.”

A soft laugh escaped her at that, and he crossed the room at once, already loosening the cuffs at his wrists as though shedding the last remnants of the day along with them. She watched him through the mirror with a fondness she no longer attempted to conceal, for there was something deeply dear to her in this version of him, when the world had been stripped away piece by piece and what remained belonged only to home.

To her.

He stood behind her chair and gently lifted her hair away from the nape of her neck, beginning to undo the ties of her gown. His fingers moved with practiced familiarity, careful and warm against her skin, as though even after all this time he still treated the simple act of caring for her as something deserving of attention.

“My sister seems happy these days,” she murmured after a while, her eyes still resting on his reflection.

“Yes, I suppose she is.” His mouth curved faintly as he loosened another ribbon. “The blueprint for the academy is finally complete, and she has at last become satisfied with every addition she demanded.”

She smiled softly at that.

“Oh, my dear, I hope she is not troubling you too terribly. She is very fond of you, and I think it makes her speak far too freely around you. Though you do spoil her.”

“She is my sister if not by blood,” he replied easily, his tone unbothered as he continued his work. “And my love for you is so large that I find myself incapable of withholding affection from those you cherish. If I kept it all to myself, I believe I should burst from it.”

Her expression softened at once, the fondness in her gaze deepening as though such words still surprised her no matter how often she heard them.

“Then do not contain it,” she whispered with a small smile. “Love me all you can, and I promise you all my love and adoration in return. Even if I lack in certain things, I shall make up for them elsewhere.”

His hands stopped entirely.

“Do not dare speak of my wife that way,” he said quietly, the certainty in his voice immediate and unwavering, as though the thought itself offended him. “Have I ever given you the impression that you lack?”

She shook her head at once, flustered by the sudden intensity of his response, and turned away slightly, pressing her face toward the pillow when they finally settled into bed.

He would not allow it to remain there.

With gentle insistence, he turned her back toward him, one arm settling around her waist while the other lifted to cradle her cheek, his thumb brushing just beneath her eye as though correcting something unseen that had unsettled her.

“How could perfection ever be found wanting?” he murmured, pressing a kiss to her cheek. “You are the very breath in my lungs and the light by which I see the world.”

Another kiss followed on the opposite cheek, slower this time, lingering as though he wished the words to settle more deeply than speech alone could manage.

“To me, you are not a collection of parts to be measured by what they can or cannot provide. You are whole exactly as you are. Entirely beloved.”

His forehead rested lightly against hers, their breaths mingling in the dim warmth of the candlelight.

“If you truly believe you lack in anything, then it is only because the stars themselves have grown jealous of your glow and attempted to convince you of a darkness that does not exist. Look at me instead. Look into my eyes and see yourself there.”

He kissed her lips softly.

“You are my sanctuary.”

Another kiss lingered there, warmer and slower.

“My peace. My greatest blessing. There is no version of this life in which you are not everything I have ever wanted.”

Her eyes burned with tears she did not allow to fall, her chest tightening at the sheer certainty of his love, as though it left no room for doubt to survive.

He drew her closer then, settling her securely against his chest beneath the blankets. His hand moved easily around her waist, his breath steady as he pressed a final kiss to the top of her head.

For a long while, neither of them spoke.

Then she felt it.

His hand, resting absentmindedly at her side, drifted slightly lower for the briefest moment before he seemed to notice and withdrew at once, replacing it with slow, absent circles along her arm as though nothing had happened.

She noticed the hesitation. The unspoken absence that lingered between them now, no longer cruel, but persistent in the way grief sometimes remained long after it had lost its voice.

She turned toward him slowly.

His expression already carried the quiet guilt she expected, though neither of them gave it shape in words.

Her fingers rose instinctively to his cheek, brushing against the roughness of his beard. She loved him most like this—tired, softened, human in ways the world was never permitted to see.

His eyes closed briefly beneath her touch. They stayed like that for a moment, neither speaking, allowing silence to hold what words could not safely carry. He exhaled softly and pressed a kiss to her temple.

“Speaking of your sister,” he murmured at last, gentler now, “perhaps her happiness is not entirely related to architectural triumphs.”

She lifted her head slightly.

“Are you speaking of her friendship with your friend?”

His brows rose faintly. “You noticed it too?”

“Everyone noticed it.”

A low laugh rumbled through his chest. “Poor girl. She has developed a rather serious attachment.”

Her fingers traced idly along his shirtfront. “You think it is not returned?”

“I cannot say. Sylus remains difficult to read. Quiet. Reserved. Eternally burdened by his own thoughts.”

“He shall break her heart then.”

“Would you like me to speak with him?”

She lifted herself at once, turning toward him.

“And expose her feelings?” she asked quickly, then softened. “If he does not return them, she would be mortified. That is far too cruel for a young girl with little experience in these matters.”

“Then I shall not,” he assured her gently. “Though do not think of her as inexperienced anymore. She is braver than most people I know. She has ambition, opinion, and enough stubbornness to terrify architects twice her age.”

That earned a small laugh from her, easing the moment slightly.

“Our duty is not to shield her from every feeling she may encounter,” he continued more softly, brushing a strand of hair behind her ear. “Only to support her dreams, and steady her when life becomes too heavy to carry alone.”

She hesitated again, as though something else had almost been said, but in the end she only settled back against him.

He held her there firmly as the candlelight waned, both of them unaware of how close their gentle assumptions had drifted to a truth already quietly unfolding elsewhere.

The horses had been prepared long before the ladies descended from the house and by the time the stable servants adjusted the final straps and reins, both gentlemen were already waiting near the front of the yard.

The afternoon carried the pleasant warmth of summer without the suffocating heaviness that often arrived later in the season. The open grounds surrounding the estate stretched wide beneath a pale golden light, the grass moving gently beneath the wind in soft rolling waves. Somewhere farther into the property, the faint sound of water from the lower stream could be heard whenever conversation quieted.

Silvia emerged first from the front steps dressed in a pale blue riding habit trimmed carefully with cream embroidery at the cuffs. Her gloves matched the ribbons beneath her hat, and the sight of her was enough to make Mr. Gillingham straighten immediately where he stood.

The transformation love had caused upon him remained almost alarming.

There had once been something uncertain in his manner, something boyish in the way he approached conversation or lingered too long before speaking his thoughts aloud. Now his happiness sat upon him with remarkable ease. He smiled more freely, laughed without restraint, and carried himself with the simple confidence of a man entirely certain he had found the center of his world.

“You are late,” he announced warmly.

Silvia laughed the moment she reached him. “I have kept you waiting no longer than a few minutes.”

“A few devastating minutes.”

Sophie groaned at once while descending the steps behind them in a dark green riding dress.

“Heavens preserve us,” she said. “Marriage has transformed him into a poet.”

Nessie followed close after in lavender, carefully adjusting her gloves. “It is far worse than poetry. He looks sincere while saying it.”

Mr. Gillingham pressed one hand dramatically against his chest.

“You wound me deeply, ladies.”

“You shall survive,” Sophie replied. “You are far too pleased with life to perish now.”

Their laughter filled the yard easily.

She came last.

Her riding dress carried a soft shade between ivory and rose, simple in comparison to the brighter colors worn by the others, though simplicity suited her in a manner Sylus found impossible to ignore. A small flower had been pinned carefully to the side of her hat, and the moment he noticed it, his thoughts betrayed him entirely.

He wondered whether she had placed it there deliberately. Then immediately felt foolish for wondering at all.

She descended the final steps with one gloved hand gathered lightly at the side of her skirts, her expression calm until her eyes found him standing near the stable fence. The smallest smile appeared upon her lips then, quiet and instinctive, and he felt his chest tighten with such absurd warmth that he nearly looked away.

He had changed the frames of his spectacles that very morning.

The realization suddenly seemed humiliating.

The servants assisted the ladies toward the horses while the gentlemen remained nearby. Sylus approached only once, kneeling briefly beside her stirrup after noticing the leather sat too loosely.

“Your foot will slip while turning,” he said quietly.

She looked down at him, warmth already appearing in her cheeks before he had even finished speaking.

“I did not notice.”

“That is because you trust the servants too much.”

“And you trust them too little?”

“I trust everyone too little.”

The answer caused her laughter to soften immediately into something fond.

He adjusted the strap carefully before standing once more. When he stepped back, her eyes remained upon him another moment longer than propriety likely encouraged.

They both slightly jumped when Sophie groaned.

“Oh dear,” she sighed dramatically while mounting her horse. “There they are again.”

“There who are?” Nessie asked innocently.

“The pair who behave as though staring contests are a respectable form of courtship.”She stared at her sister and her fiancée. Silvia giggled while she nearly lost hold of her reins.

She looked away quickly, heat blooming into her face.

Sylus cleared his throat and fixed the cuff of his sleeve with far more concentration than necessary.

Mr. Gillingham, meanwhile, looked delighted. “I find it very endearing, you never know whom will it encourage to confess their own love” he said.

“You encourage everything,” Sophie informed him.

“Correctly.”

At last the ladies departed together across the open grounds, their horses moving at an easy pace beneath the long stretch of afternoon light. For a while neither gentleman spoke.

They watched the ladies disappear farther into the property, their laughter occasionally carrying back upon the wind.

Mr. Gillingham folded his arms comfortably.

“She looks very happy.”

Sylus knew immediately whom he meant.

“Yes,” he answered after a moment.

“I believe you are responsible for most of it.”

Sylus glanced toward him briefly. “You speak with great confidence.”

“My dear fellow, I am engaged. Love has sharpened my observational abilities beyond all reasonable measure.”

Despite himself, Sylus smiled faintly.

Mr. Gillingham noticed at once.

“There it is again.”

“What?”

“That expression.”

Sylus looked away toward the distant riding path. “I do not know what you mean.”

“You smile now.”

“That is hardly a remarkable achievement.”

“For you it is.”

The honesty behind the statement prevented offense from taking root.

Mr. Gillingham stepped closer beside him, both men now watching the distant figures moving through the far side of the property.

“I hope you understand,” he began more quietly, “that I never wished to stand in the way of whatever existed between the two of you.”

Sylus remained still.

“I know.”

“At first I thought perhaps there might be something encouraging between myself and her. She is impossible not to admire.” He laughed softly to himself. “Then every time your name was mentioned she looked prepared either to melt entirely or set something on fire.”

Sylus lowered his head briefly, hiding the smile threatening his composure.

“She speaks of you differently now,” Mr. Gillingham continued. “There is peace in it.”

That struck him far more deeply than expected.

Peace.

There had been months during which he feared he had destroyed forever any possibility of gentleness between them.

“I intend to speak with her family soon,” Sylus admitted after some silence. Although, it was surprising for him to say such a thing out loud to someone he once considered a rival, what a ridiculous feeling it is, to have a ‘rival’ for someone you love, and how absurd it is, to tell one’s rival on one’s romantic endeavors. He was embarrassed and wanted to hide his face in the bushes.

Mr. Gillingham brightened immediately. “At last.”

“It is not at last. It is merely appropriate.”

“It is romantic.”

Stylus opened his mouth then closed it again. Mr. Gillingham grinned from ear to ear.

“It is terrifying and you know it.”

By the time the ladies returned, the sunlight had softened toward evening. Their horses slowed naturally upon approaching the stable yard again, and the servants hurried forward to assist them.

Silvia spoke immediately of wedding fabrics the moment she dismounted.

“I have decided the dining room must have fresh flowers every morning during the first month after the wedding.”

“You are beginning married life with impossible standards,” Sophie declared.

“No,” Nessie corrected solemnly. “She is beginning married life sweetly.”

Mr. Gillingham approached Silvia at once, entirely incapable of disguising his affection for her.

“You were gone forever,” he said.

“It was one hour.”

“The longest hour of my life.”

Sophie groaned again.

“Please marry quickly before he becomes any worse.”

The girls burst into laughter together while the servants guided the horses away.

Conversation drifted naturally toward wedding preparations once more as they slowly crossed the yard.

Silvia explained that she and Mr. Gillingham had finally decided upon the residence they would occupy after marriage.

“The house behind our street,” she said while holding onto her man’s arm. “The smaller estate with the rose garden.”

Nessie gasped. “Then you shall still be close enough for daily visits.”

“Precisely,” Silvia answered happily.

Sophie looked thoughtful. “How large is the library in it?”

“It already contains many books.” Mr Gillingham answered.

“It requires dramatic books.”

“Why is that, dear sister in law.”

“It is marriage,” Sophie replied wisely. “Drama is unavoidable.”

Mr. Gillingham looked personally offended.

“Our marriage shall be peaceful.”

Eventually the carriage arrived to collect the others.

Silvia lingered long enough to squeeze her hand warmly before departing beside her fiancé, while Sophie and Nessie continued arguing over whether wedding cakes should contain fruit.

The stable yard gradually quieted once they had gone.

She remained where she stood for a moment, watching the carriage disappear farther down the road before slowly turning back.

Sylus had not moved far.

One hand rested inside the pocket of his coat while the other adjusted absentmindedly at the cuff of his sleeve. The evening light softened the sharpness of his features, though nothing could truly lessen the effect he carried simply by looking at her with such careful attention.

She stepped closer shyly.

“Thank you for allowing us to use your horses today.”

His gaze lowered toward her immediately.

“Did you enjoy yourself?”

“Very much.”

The answer came with such sincere warmth that he could not stop the faint smile appearing upon his mouth.

“Then I am pleased as well.”

Silence settled briefly between them. It no longer frightened either of them.

She folded her gloves carefully between her fingers before speaking again.

“I was thinking…” She hesitated only a little. “Perhaps we ought to tell our families soon.”

His expression shifted thoughtfully.

“Are you feeling rushed?”

Her brows lifted slightly. “What do you mean?”

“You are surrounded by wedding preparations and happiness from every direction,” he explained gently. “I wondered whether perhaps it made you feel obligated to move quickly yourself.”

She stepped closer almost immediately.

“No. Not at all.”

The certainty in her voice softened him instantly.

“I simply…” She smiled faintly while lowering her gaze for a moment. “Seeing them so openly happy made me realize how lovely it must feel not to hide one's affections from the world.”

His chest tightened quietly.

“I have thought carefully,” she continued. “There is nothing shameful in this. Nothing improper. We have done nothing deserving secrecy.”

He looked at her for a long moment before answering.

“Yes, you are right.”

She studied him carefully as he reached for her hands then, careful and reverent in the gesture, taking both into his own before lifting them one at a time toward his lips.

The kisses were brief. Tender.

Entirely enough to leave her heart fluttering wildly beneath her ribs while the evening wind wandered softly through the stable yard around them.

The ride back from Sylus’s estate had been offered to her twice before she finally escaped it entirely.

First by Silvia, who insisted with great seriousness that the afternoon sun would certainly melt her into dust before she reached home. Then by Mr. Gillingham, who declared himself morally incapable of allowing a lady to walk alone while carrying such a delicate parasol. Sophie had claimed this was less concern for her safety and more an unfortunate consequence of his sudden transformation into a man incapable of existing peacefully whenever women walked farther than ten feet from his line of sight.

She had laughed at all of them and insisted she wished to walk.

In truth, she required the solitude desperately.

The afternoon remained bright above the quiet roads stretching between the neighboring estates. Long trees lined portions of the path where the shadows fell pleasantly across the ground in moving shapes beneath the wind. The air smelled faintly of grass warmed beneath sunlight and distant roses from gardens hidden behind stone walls.

Her skirts moved softly around her ankles with every step while the ribbons beneath her hat stirred gently against her neck. The pale cream muslin she wore that afternoon had seemed entirely sensible while dressing earlier in the day. Now she could not stop wondering whether it had been too plain.

Then she immediately felt foolish.

The foolishness lasted no longer than several moments before she began worrying instead over what precisely she intended to say once she reached Mr. Harroway’s office.

She adjusted her parasol with sudden determination.

"Mr. Harroway," she whispered quietly to herself while walking, "I wished to speak with you regarding a matter of importance."

No.

That sounded dreadfully serious.

She pressed her lips together thoughtfully.

"Brother, I—"

Worse.

Far worse.

She sighed softly into the empty road.

The difficulty rested not in her affection for Sylus. That part had become alarmingly easy. Thinking of him arrived naturally now, almost constantly, with very little consideration for propriety or personal dignity. The difficulty lay in transforming feelings into spoken declarations before another human being without immediately wishing for the earth to swallow her whole.

A bird landed suddenly along the edge of the road nearby, drawing her attention entirely away from her thoughts.

She slowed almost immediately.

Its feathers carried a lovely brown shade near the wings, lighter toward the neck, and it hopped twice through the grass before tilting its head toward her with such suspicious judgment that she nearly laughed aloud.

"You stare very rudely," she informed it.

The bird flew away.

She watched it disappear toward the trees before remembering with horror that she had entirely lost her previous train of thought.

"Oh heavens," she murmured. "What was I saying?"

Something regarding importance. Or sincerity. Or perhaps emotional devastation.

No, surely she could not open the conversation with emotional devastation. She continued down the road once more while reorganizing her thoughts with the concentration of a woman preparing for legal trial.

"I wished to inform you that Mr. Sylus and I have grown exceedingly fond of one another."

She made a face immediately afterward.

Good Lord.

She lowered her parasol briefly to hide her expression from absolutely no one.

Perhaps she ought to sound, more mature. Less like a heroine from one of Sophie’s dreadful novels.

A passing breeze stirred the branches overhead, scattering sunlight across the path in trembling patterns. Somewhere nearby she heard the distant sound of carriage wheels moving along another road hidden behind the trees.

Her thoughts drifted helplessly once more. Sylus had smiled at her before she left. Not one of his small polite smiles meant for society. Not the faint restrained expressions he offered business associates or acquaintances at gatherings.No.

It had been warm, quiet, and entirely hers. She felt her face grow warm again simply remembering it. And then, mortifyingly, her mind returned to his hands. She did not know when precisely she had begun noticing his hands so often. Perhaps during the carriage rides.

Or perhaps during the afternoon beneath the folly while rainwater had dripped from his sleeves and he had held her fingers with such desperation she thought her heart might never recover. Either way, the memory now proved catastrophically distracting.

"Compose yourself," she whispered firmly.

A gardener passing near one of the neighboring gates glanced toward her briefly before looking away again with admirable politeness.

She immediately pretended she had not been speaking aloud. The remaining walk toward home passed beneath the strange floating sensation that had followed her constantly these past days. Happiness had altered the world in small unbearable ways. The trees appeared greener. The air softer. Even the familiar roads between the estates carried a sweetness she had never properly noticed before.

And worst of all, every thought returned eventually to him.

Whether she looked toward the clouds or flowers or distant rooftops beyond the trees, her mind wandered helplessly back toward Sylus. She wondered whether he suffered similarly. The possibility pleased her immensely.

By the time the Harroway estate appeared fully through the gates ahead, she had rehearsed at least twelve different versions of the conversation and lost confidence in all twelve.

The servants greeted her warmly upon entry while she handed off her gloves and parasol with distracted gratitude before making her way through the familiar halls.

As she approached the office corridor, her steps slowed.

The large door stood closed and behind it waited Mr. Harroway. Behind it waited the terrifying reality that speaking aloud of her affection would transform it into something undeniable.

She stopped outside the door entirely.

Then sighed, adjusted her sleeves, and sighed again.

"Good heavens," she muttered softly to herself. "I have survived rainstorms and emotional catastrophes. Surely one gentleman in an office cannot be more frightening than that."

Now, standing before the door, she could scarcely remember her own name and with what remained of her courage gathered carefully together, she finally lifted her hand and knocked.

"Come in."

The familiar voice immediately made her wish she had prepared another dozen speeches.

She stepped inside.

The office was warm with the gentle light of late afternoon. Sunlight streamed through the tall windows overlooking the gardens, painting long golden rectangles across the carpet. Shelves lined the walls from floor to ceiling, crowded with books, correspondence, account ledgers, rolled academy plans, and countless stacks of papers that seemed perpetually on the verge of toppling over. The room carried the faint scent of ink and old paper, a smell she had always associated with her brother.

Mr. Harroway sat behind his desk with his sleeves rolled neatly to his forearms, a pen poised in one hand while several documents lay spread before him. His brow was furrowed in concentration, though the severity vanished the instant he looked up and saw her.

A smile immediately appeared.

There was something deeply reassuring about his smiles. They possessed the remarkable ability to make every difficulty seem manageable.

"There you are, my dear," he said. "Have you come to argue about the academy windows again?"

A nervous laugh escaped her. "Oh no, not entirely. Though I did discover several additional corrections."

"Several?"

"A handful."

His expression became suspicious.

"How large a handful?"

She looked away.

"I sent them with Mr. Sylus."

The name slipped out before she could stop herself. Heat instantly crept into her cheeks.

Mr. Harroway noticed. Of course he noticed.The corners of his mouth twitched.

"I believe," she said with great dignity, "that if I visit the architect again, he may resign."

"He appeared close to doing so during your previous visit."

"I merely wished him to improve the proportions."

"You wished him to relocate three entire walls."

"They were poorly placed."

“Of course they were." He nodded in agreement.

She folded her hands together, attempting to appear calm.

Mr. Harroway returned to his paperwork yet she remained there, standing.

At first she told herself she would speak as soon as he finished the sentence he was writing. Then she decided she would wait until he completed the page. Then perhaps until he finished the entire document. By the time she realized she was actively inventing excuses not to begin the conversation, nearly a full minute had passed. 

The scratching of his pen filled the room.

Eventually he finished the line he had been writing, dusted the page with sand, set the pen aside, and looked up once more.

She was still standing exactly where she had been.

Waiting.

Looking increasingly distressed.

His eyebrows rose.

"Is there something else?"

"Yes."

"Very well."

The invitation should have helped yet she found herself staring at him in complete silence.

Mr. Harroway waited patiently. Years of managing employees, instructors, trustees, and government officials and his darling of a wife had blessed him with remarkable patience, but even he appeared slightly puzzled as the silence stretched longer and longer.

She opened her mouth.

Closed it.

Opened it again.

"I wished to speak with you regarding..." She swallowed. "A matter of personal importance."

His expression softened immediately.

"Of course."

"A matter concerning future circumstances."

"I see."

"And sentiments."

One eyebrow lifted.

"Sentiments?"

She nodded.

"Strong sentiments."

Mr. Harroway leaned back slightly in his chair. To her immense relief, understanding appeared to dawn upon him. The concern in his expression faded, replaced by the gentle patience of someone who believed he had already identified the problem."I understand entirely."

Her shoulders relaxed.

"You do?"

"Certainly."

For the first time since entering the room, she felt hopeful.

That hope lasted approximately three seconds.

"My dear," he said gently, "feelings such as these are perfectly natural."

She blinked.

"Sylus is an admirable man. He is intelligent, respectable, dependable, and has always carried himself exceedingly well. It is hardly surprising that a young lady might become somewhat attached."

Her confusion deepened.

"Attached?"

"Admiration can feel overwhelming at first."

His voice held the calm certainty of a man absolutely convinced he had solved the problem.

"It happens frequently after a first season. One becomes impressed by older gentlemen. One imagines deeper feelings. Then, in time, the intensity fades."

The room grew very quiet.

Mr. Harroway looked rather pleased with his wisdom.

She looked horrified.

"I do not think you understand."

His confidence faltered.

"No?"

"No."

She drew a long breath.

A very long breath.

"I do not have mere admiration for this older gentleman."

Mr. Harroway slowly straightened.

"I am in love with him."

The silence that followed seemed to expand until it filled the entire room.

The grandfather clock in the corridor ticked loudly. Somewhere outside, a bird landed upon the windowsill and immediately flew away again. The distant sounds of the household continued entirely unaware that a catastrophe had just occurred inside the office.

Then she added, because apparently one revelation was insufficient.

"And he is in love with me."

"...Oh."

Nothing followed.

Simply:

"Oh."

Mr. Harroway blinked.

Then blinked again.

The information appeared to strike him in stages.

First surprise. Then confusion. Then disbelief.

And finally understanding.

Good Lord.

She was serious.

Not a fleeting infatuation. Not the sort of romantic enthusiasm inspired by novels and rainy afternoons. Not admiration.

Love.

The realization settled over him with alarming force.

His little sister in law—his stubborn, endlessly curious, occasionally exasperating little sister—was sitting before him speaking about Sylus with the radiant certainty of a woman who had already reached the final chapter of her romance.

Meanwhile the gentleman in question was his oldest friend.

His oldest friend.

His quiet, dependable, painfully reasonable friend.

The same man whom he encouraged to tutor her. The same man who had encouraged her ideas, listened to her endless academy proposals, and somehow managed to discuss architecture for hours without losing consciousness. The man whom he practically pushed her to his arms without noticing what might have happened.

Looking back, the signs now seemed alarmingly obvious.

Mr. Harroway rubbed a hand slowly across his face.

This was rapidly becoming a problem.

She mistook his silence at once.

Her shoulders drooped.

"You disapprove?"

"What?"

"You look troubled."

"I am troubled."

Her expression immediately fell.

Seeing it made him sigh.

"My dear, I am attempting to determine whether I ought to react as your custodian or as Sylus's friend."

She blinked.

"I have not yet discovered which role is more alarming."

A reluctant laugh escaped her.

He pointed at her immediately.

"There. That. You are smiling."

"Should I not?"

"You have entered my office, informed me that you and my oldest friend are in love, and then smiled at me as though this is perfectly reasonable."

"It is perfectly reasonable."

"To you, perhaps."

She settled into the chair opposite his desk, clasping her hands in her lap.

"We wished to tell you properly because our intentions are honourable. He has treated me with nothing but kindness and consideration, and he has been patient with me even when I was impossible. He always listens when I speak. Truly listens. Not merely politely."

Mr. Harroway sensed danger.

Unfortunately, it was already too late.

The words began flowing.

And once they began, they showed no intention of stopping.

She spoke about Sylus's patience, his intelligence, and his quiet sense of humour. She spoke about the letters they had exchanged and how often she had looked forward to receiving them. She described the way he remembered details that everyone else forgot, how he always encouraged her curiosity and passions, and how he somehow managed to make her feel understood even when she could not properly explain herself.

As she spoke, her face seemed to brighten.

Every memory brought another smile.

Every smile brought another story.

Mr. Harroway listened in helpless silence.

At some point he found himself staring out the window toward the gardens.

The gardens seemed peaceful.

Simple.

Free from conversations about sisters in law falling in love with one's closest friends.

Perhaps a messenger would arrive with urgent business.

Perhaps the academy construction would experience a minor crisis.

Perhaps the building would catch fire.

Not a serious fire.

Just enough to interrupt the discussion.

When she finally paused for breath, he looked back at her and sighed heavily.

"You realize this places me in an extraordinarily awkward position."

She immediately looked alarmed.

"Why?"

"Because I am attempting to understand how my quietest friend and my most beloved sister managed to become the most romantic pair in the entire county without my noticing."

Her cheeks turned bright pink.

"We are not romantic."

He stared at her.

She stared back.

"My dear," he said carefully, "you are sitting before me glowing like a heroine at the conclusion of a novel."

The blush deepened.

"I am not glowing."

"You are absolutely glowing."

She covered her face with both hands.

Mr. Harroway shook his head.

Then, after a long moment, his expression softened completely. Reaching across the desk, he gently squeezed her hand.

"Are you happy?"

The simplicity of the question nearly undid her.

All the nervousness she had carried into the room seemed to melt away at once.

She nodded.

"Very."

For a moment he simply looked at her.

Then his smile returned.

A fond, resigned smile.

The sort worn by brothers who had lost an argument before it ever began.

He glanced toward the ceiling and sighed.

"God help me."

A laugh escaped her.

"What now?"

"Now," he said, rising from his chair, "I must somehow learn how to look Sylus in the eye while knowing he is hopelessly in love with you."

His expression darkened thoughtfully.

"On second thought, perhaps I shall avoid looking at him entirely."

The door of Mr. Harroway’s office clicked softly shut behind her.

For a moment she did not move.

The hallway outside was quieter than it had any right to be, lined with tall windows that let in the last warm spill of afternoon light. Dust motes drifted lazily through the golden air as if time itself had slowed down just enough to make her acutely aware of her own heartbeat.

She lowered her head slightly, pressing her lips together as a smile betrayed her before she could stop it. It was small, helpless, almost disbelieving. Her cheeks still burned from the conversation she had just escaped, and yet the warmth in her chest refused to settle. It lingered, soft and overwhelming, like something newly discovered that she did not yet know how to hold properly.

She exhaled once, quietly, as though that might ground her back into composure.

Then she lifted her gaze.

And stopped.

He was there.

Sylus stood not far down the corridor, half-leaning against the wall as if he had been waiting for longer than he cared to admit. The light from the window fell across him in pale bands, softening the usual severity of his presence, though it did nothing to ease the quiet intensity of his attention when his eyes met hers.

She had not expected him.

She knew he would come. Of course she knew that. He had said he would speak with Mr. Harroway, and she had agreed without hesitation, too overwhelmed by everything that had just been confessed to think beyond the moment she had stepped out of that office.

But she had not expected it to be now.

Not like this.

For a brief second neither of them moved. The corridor between them felt narrower than it was, as though the space itself had grown aware of what it was holding. Her hands, still clasped loosely at her front, tightened slightly. She became suddenly, painfully conscious of the fact that only moments ago her entire heart had been spoken aloud in another room.

And now he was here.

Looking at her.

Knowing.

Sylus pushed himself away from the wall and walked toward her.

Each step was unhurried, measured, as though he had all the time in the world and yet had chosen this exact moment with deliberate care. The sound of his boots against the wooden floor was soft, but in her ears it was impossibly loud.

He stopped directly in front of her.

Close enough that she had to tilt her head slightly to meet his eyes.

The silence between them was not empty. It was full in a way that made her breath catch, as though every word they had ever exchanged had gathered invisibly in the space between them and refused to be spoken all at once.

She did not look away.

Neither did he.

There was something in his expression she could not name. Something steadier than surprise, quieter than amusement, and far more dangerous than either. It made her chest tighten in a way she did not entirely understand.

Then, without breaking eye contact, he reached past her.

Her breath stalled.

The door behind her clicked open.

Sylus stepped around her and entered the office.

The moment he crossed the threshold, the faint sound of Mr. Harroway’s voice—or perhaps only a breath, a sigh of exhausted realization—reached her through the open doorway. She could not make out the words, only the tone. It sounded like a man who had just discovered that his day had taken a permanent turn for the worse and was trying to decide whether resignation or prayer was more appropriate.

Her face went instantly hot again.

Absolutely not.

She could not stay here.

She could not stand in this corridor while the two most important men in her life spoke about her. The thought alone made her want to dissolve into the floorboards. Without another glance toward the door, she turned sharply on her heel.

Her steps were quick, uneven at first, then faster as she moved down the corridor, gathering whatever dignity she still had left and holding it tightly as though it might otherwise slip away entirely.

Behind her, the office remained open.

Behind her, Sylus was inside.

And behind that door, her name was being spoken.

She did not want to hear it.

Not again. Not like this.

So she kept walking.

And for the first time since she had arrived, she was very certain of only one thing: If she stayed any longer, she would quite possibly be swallowed whole by the earth out of sheer embarrassment.

The evening possessed that rare ease which cannot be planned and cannot be purchased, but occasionally arrives of its own accord amongst people who are genuinely pleased with one another. The candles had long since been lit, though enough twilight still lingered beyond the tall windows to soften the room with shades of blue and gold. Crystal reflected the candlelight in a hundred small flashes across the table, silver gleamed beneath steady hands, and conversation flowed so freely that one topic scarcely had time to conclude before another rose eagerly to replace it.

At one end of the table, Lord Gillingham was behaving with all the dignity of a man who will soon marry for love and had not yet recovered from the experience.

The charge was first brought against him by Sophie, his soon to be sister in law.

"Lord Gillingham," said she, setting down her glass with an air of solemn accusation, "you have not heard a word I have said during the last quarter of an hour."

Lord Gillingham looked genuinely surprised.

"I assure you I have."

"You cannot. You have spent the entire evening staring at my sister"

"I beg that nobody listens to her."

"It is too late," said Nessie. "We have all noticed."

"I was merely listening."

"You were admiring."

"There is a distinction."

"No," said Sophie, "there truly is not."

The laughter which followed travelled around the entire table.

Even Mr. Whitecomb, who generally laughed with some degree of restraint, was obliged to lower his head for a moment.

Lord Gillingham, however, remained entirely untroubled.

"If the company insists upon making a crime of happiness," said he, reaching for his wine, "I shall confess immediately."

"You surrendered your dignity a long time ago," Nessie informed him.

"I was unaware I still possessed any."

"You did not."

"I suspected as much."

The matter might have continued indefinitely had Silvia not finally declared that every person present was behaving absurdly.

This statement carried very little authority considering the colour in her cheeks.

Meanwhile, Miss Penbury and Mr. Whitecomb occupied themselves with considerably quieter demonstrations of affection.

She noticed, not for the first time, how naturally they had settled into one another's company. Neither possessed Lord Gillingham's enthusiasm for public admiration, yet there was perhaps something even more telling in their ease. At one point Miss Penbury reached across the table to straighten a fold in Mr. Whitecomb's cuff. The gesture seemed so entirely unconscious that neither of them appeared aware of it.

Mr. Whitecomb glanced down.

"Was it untidy?"

"Slightly."

"You should have informed me."

"I have corrected it already."

"Then I remain indebted to you."

"You remain indebted to me for many things."

A smile passed between them.

Nothing more was required.

Beside her, Sylus had been observing the exchange with quiet amusement.

She had once believed him a man who smiled very little. Experience had since taught her that this was not true. Rather, he smiled often; he merely reserved those smiles for occasions he considered worthy of them.

The distinction, she had discovered, mattered very much.

Turning slightly toward him, she found him watching the conversation with an expression of such familiar fondness that her own smile arrived before she could prevent it.

He noticed immediately. Of course he noticed.

"You appear entertained."

"I was about to say the same of you."

"I have been accused of many faults."

"And smiling is not among them?"

"No one has ever considered it a defining characteristic."

"I begin to think they simply did not know where to look." he leaned just a breath closer to her face. The faintest colour touched his cheeks.

The sight pleased her more than she cared to admit.

Conversation had, by degrees, turned upon the subject of attachments, as it was perhaps inevitable in a gathering where half the company were either married, newly engaged, or dangerously near to it.

It was not, therefore, any great surprise when Sophie remarked, with a look that suggested she had been thinking of nothing else for some time, that there were attachments which seemed to exist so naturally that one almost forgot to ask when they had begun.

"Almost," said Nessie, "but not quite. There is always a beginning, however inconvenient it may be to determine."

"Some beginnings are more obvious than others," Miss Penbury observed, glancing with quiet amusement toward Mr Whitecomb.

"And some," said Mr Whitecomb, with the faintest smile, "are noticed by everyone except the persons involved."

This remark, though delivered gently, caused a ripple of laughter.

Sylus, who had been listening with that quiet attentiveness which made it difficult to tell when he was or was not amused, allowed a faint curve to his mouth.

Sophie noticed it.

Of course she did.

Her gaze shifted at once between him and her sister, narrowing ever so slightly in the manner of one who has arrived at a conclusion and now only requires confirmation.

"There is something I have long suspected," she said at last.

A small pause followed this declaration, as though the table collectively understood that resistance would be both unwise and unnecessary.

Silvia sighed faintly.

"I beg you do not turn this into an inquiry, Sophie."

"It is not an inquiry," Sophie replied. "It is an observation that has been waiting for acknowledgement."

Lord Gillingham leaned back in his chair with the ease of a man who had been expecting this moment for some time.

"I believe I know where this is going," he said pleasantly.

"I doubt anyone does," said Nessie.

"I assure you we do," he returned.

Mr Harroway, for his part, said nothing at all. He merely observed the table with the resigned air of a man who had already accepted the state of affairs and was now waiting for everyone else to catch up.

Sophie set down her fork.

"How long," she said, "have you two been engaged in behaving exactly as you are now?"

The question was not spoken loudly. Nor was it dramatic. It was delivered almost as one might remark upon the weather, though with significantly more satisfaction.

No one appeared surprised by it. Indeed, several expressions suggested mild relief that it had finally been spoken aloud.

Miss Penbury smiled into her glass.

"I thought we had already established this long ago," she said softly.

"So did I," murmured Mr Whitecomb.

Nessie nodded.

"It has been obvious for some time."

Lord Gillingham lifted his glass slightly.

"I would argue it has been obvious for longer than any of you are willing to admit."

Silvia, who had turned a shade warmer than usual, did not contradict him.

The attention at last settled upon Sylus and her, not with curiosity, but with quiet expectation, as though the question was already answered and only required formality.

She felt it immediately—the awareness of being observed by those who were not strangers to the truth, but rather participants in it.

Her gaze dropped briefly to her hands.

How long?

The question, in truth, was not easily answered in any simple way.

For there had been no single beginning that could be neatly named. Only a gradual awareness, unfolding quietly between letters and conversations, between absence and return, between understanding and something that had long since ceased to be merely understanding.

Beside her, Sylus moved his glass with unhurried ease.

The gesture drew her attention in spite of herself.

She watched the familiar steadiness of his hand, the quiet precision with which he set it down again. There was nothing performed in it, nothing intended for effect, and yet it unsettled her far more than anything said aloud.

"Two weeks," he said at last.

There was a pause—not of disbelief, but of amused acceptance.

"Officially?" Nessie repeated, raising an eyebrow.

"That is an interesting distinction," murmured Mr Whitecomb.

"It is the only one that is relevant," Sylus replied calmly.

A faint smile passed through the table.

Lord Harroway exhaled lightly, as though confirming a conclusion already reached some time ago.

"That word has been carefully chosen," he remarked.

"It has," Sylus admitted.

Silvia shook her head, smiling despite herself.

"I suspect it has been chosen to preserve everyone's dignity."

"Particularly his own," said Sophie.

Sylus did not deny it.

Instead, after a brief pause, he added with quiet simplicity, "Before that, there was only admiration."

His gaze shifted toward her.

The room, without becoming silent, seemed to settle into a softer attentiveness.

"Unspoken," he corrected himself, as though precision mattered more than sentiment.

She found, unexpectedly, that she was smiling.

"I believe yours was far less unspoken than mine," she said lightly.

"That is probable."

"Probable?" Nessie echoed.

"Certain," Miss Penbury corrected, amused.

Sylus inclined his head.

"Substantially so."

A ripple of quiet laughter moved through the table—not loud, not theatrical, but warm with recognition rather than surprise.

Sophie sighed.

"At least there is honesty."

"There is no advantage in denying what is already understood," Sylus replied.

The ease of the statement seemed to settle something rather than provoke it.

For a moment, the conversation softened again into ordinary warmth.

Yet when she looked up once more, she found his gaze already upon her. As if the rest of the table had receded into something politely distant.

And in that quiet understanding, she felt, more than heard, the continuation of everything that had already begun long before anyone had thought to name it.

In the midst of all the easy laughter and settled happiness that filled the table, there was one figure who spoke far less than the rest. Her sister, usually so quiet that her presence might have been mistaken for stillness itself, had been heard only on rare occasion throughout the evening, and yet her silence did not seem to draw attention away from her. More than once, when her gaze drifted toward her sister’s, she would find her looking back—not with hesitation or scrutiny, but with that same gentle, untroubled smile she offered so freely to everyone else at the table. It was a smile that revealed nothing specific, and yet somehow conveyed everything that needed to be understood. 

The evening did not so much conclude as gently loosen its hold upon the household, one guest at a time.

Candles were carried away, coats retrieved, and farewells exchanged in the soft, unhurried manner of people reluctant to acknowledge that a pleasant gathering had come to its natural end. Outside upon the front porch, the night air had grown cooler, carrying with it the faint scent of the gardens and the last trace of warmth from the day that had been.

It was there, beneath the dim lantern light, that Sylus paused with her as the final carriage drew to a halt.

There were no grand declarations in the manner of their parting, nor any need for them. The happiness of the evening seemed to settle quietly between them, unspoken but entirely understood. When he turned toward her, there was the familiar calm in his expression that had become, over time, more reassuring to her than anything else.

He lifted a hand and, with a restraint that was almost tender in its deliberation, brushed a brief kiss against her cheek.

It was a gesture so simple that it might have been mistaken for nothing more than courtesy, had it not been for the slight pause that followed, as though neither of them quite wished to move first.

Behind them, Mr Harroway cleared his throat in a manner that suggested both patience and long-suffering familiarity with such scenes.

Sylus straightened at once, the ease of his expression giving way to respectful composure as he turned slightly and offered a bow that acknowledged both affection and propriety in equal measure. Mr Harroway responded with a look that was not disapproval so much as resigned acceptance of what had already been thoroughly established.

With another quiet glance toward her, Sylus stepped down from the porch and into the waiting carriage, and only when it began to move did the remaining silence feel complete.

Her gaze lingered for a moment on the empty space he had left behind before she turned back toward the house.

Mr Harroway gestured lightly with his hand, a subtle indication that she ought to go inside before the night grew colder, and she obeyed without protest, though her thoughts remained briefly upon the fading sound of wheels upon gravel.

The house, once lively with company, now seemed larger in its quietness.

She made her way through the corridor without hesitation, her steps soft against the polished floor, and paused only when she reached her sister’s door. After a moment’s uncertainty, she knocked gently and entered.

The room beyond was dimmer still, lit only by a single lamp that had been left burning low upon a table near the bed. Her sister was seated there, though not in her usual composed manner. Instead she lay slightly back against the pillows, her hands resting loosely in her lap, her gaze lowered in a way that suggested her thoughts were elsewhere entirely.

For a brief moment, she simply observed her sister, noticing the absence of the easy attentiveness she usually carried, before she closed the door softly behind her and approached the bed.

She sat beside her without announcing herself, as sisters often do when words feel unnecessary at first.

“You have been very quiet since this evening,” she said at last, her voice gentle rather than accusatory. “I cannot help but wonder if Sylus is truly so disagreeable in your eyes that his happiness should trouble you so.”

Her sister’s head lifted at once, as though the thought itself had startled her from some distant place. There was confusion in her expression, quickly followed by a quiet, almost offended shake of the head.

“No,” she said softly, with a certainty that seemed genuine enough to ease immediate concern. “Of course not. That is not the reason at all.”

The answer, however, did not entirely settle the matter. She studied her for a moment longer, noting the slight tension in her hands, the way her gaze did not quite hold steady, and the careful way she seemed to choose her next words.

“Then why,” she asked more quietly, “have you been so withdrawn ever since we spoke of our courting?”

A pause followed, longer than was comfortable but not unkind.

Her sister reached out then, taking her hand in her own. The gesture was gentle, almost protective in its familiarity, and when she spoke again her voice had softened considerably.

“I could not be happier for you,” she said, and for a moment it seemed as though that alone was all she intended to say. But then she hesitated, her fingers tightening slightly around her sister's as if gathering courage from the contact itself. “It is only… I would rather certain things remain where they are now. In the past. And not be brought forward again.”

she frowned slightly at that, a small confusion forming in her thoughts, though she did not press further. Something in her sister’s expression, something fragile and carefully contained, made her decide that understanding would not come from insistence.

So instead, she simply squeezed her hand in return.

“I understand,” she said softly, though she did not entirely.

For a moment, neither of them spoke. Then, as if the heaviness of the previous subject had softened with silence, they leaned into each other and embraced. It was not a dramatic gesture, but rather the kind born of familiarity and long affection, where words are often unnecessary.

When they eventually parted, they did not fully let go of one another’s hands.

Instead, they remained seated side by side, fingers still loosely intertwined as though neither wished to sever the quiet reassurance of the contact.

“It feels too soon,” she said after a moment, her voice thoughtful rather than uncertain. “Do you think it is too soon for anything more to be announced?”

Her sister considered this in silence, her thumb tracing absent, small patterns against the younger one's hand.

“Have you and he come to such an understanding already?” she asked gently.

she gave a small, uncertain shrug.

“We both long for the same future,” she admitted. “But I would not wish to move faster than is proper. I would rather your advice than my own haste.” She hesitated, then added more softly, “And Sylus has said nothing of it yet. He waits, as he always does, when it is something that concerns both of us.”

At that, her sister’s expression softened in a way that was almost imperceptible, though it reached her eyes fully.

“That,” she said at last, “is a very good sign in a man. That he waits. That he is patient, and kind, and considers your comfort before his own certainty.”

she looked down at their joined hands, a quiet warmth settling in her chest at the words, and for a moment the room felt less heavy than it had before.

Outside, the house remained still.

And within it, two sisters sat together in the soft quiet of understanding, though not yet complete understanding, each holding something unspoken between them with a care neither quite knew how to name.

The following morning announced itself to her not through sunlight, but through birds.

Long before she opened her eyes, their songs had already begun. They gathered somewhere beyond her windows amongst the trees and climbing roses that surrounded the house, filling the summer air with a hundred different calls that seemed to overlap without ever becoming disorderly. Some sang brightly and insistently, while others answered from farther away, hidden amongst leaves still heavy with the coolness of dawn. It was the sort of morning that belonged entirely to early summer even though they were very well in the middle of, when the world appeared eager to begin the day before any sensible person had considered doing the same.

For several moments she remained comfortably beneath her covers, listening.

The sounds drifted through the open windows alongside the scent of freshly watered gardens. Somewhere below, she could hear the distant movement of servants beginning their work, doors opening and closing softly, footsteps crossing corridors, the quiet rhythms of a household waking for the day.

Eventually, duty prevailed over comfort.

By the time her maid arrived, she had already risen and crossed to the washstand. The familiar routine followed naturally. Fresh water was brought. Her hair was brushed and arranged. A morning gown was selected. Small decisions were made regarding ribbons and collars with far more consideration than such matters probably deserved.

It was all wonderfully ordinary.

Ordinary enough that she found herself smiling more than once for no reason at all.

Or perhaps there was a reason.

The previous evening lingered pleasantly in her thoughts.

The dinner.

The laughter.

Sylus seated beside her.

His quiet smile.

The kiss he had pressed against her cheek before departing.

At that particular memory she found herself abruptly interested in the arrangement of her sleeve.

Her maid noticed immediately, she woman wisely said nothing.

Breakfast was served in the morning room shortly thereafter.

The table had already been laid when she arrived. Fresh tea waited in silver pots, accompanied by toasted bread, butter, preserves, boiled eggs, cold slices of ham, and a dish of summer berries gathered from the gardens. There were also small cakes left over from the previous day, which the cook had apparently deemed too good to waste.

Mr. Harroway had already disappeared into his office.

Her sister had elected to take breakfast in her room.

Thus she found herself dining in relative peace, accompanied only by the occasional turning of a newspaper page and the soft sounds of the house beyond the room.

She had nearly finished her tea when a servant entered carrying a letter.

The sight immediately caught her attention.

"From the post office, miss."

Her brows lifted slightly.

She accepted it with mild curiosity.

The seal was official.

The handwriting unfamiliar.

And as she unfolded the contents and began to read, that curiosity gradually vanished. By the time she reached the end of the page, her appetite had disappeared entirely. The letter was brief and formal.

It informed her that a further review had been conducted regarding the missing correspondence she had previously inquired about. The results of that review confirmed what earlier investigations had already suggested.

The letters sent by Mr. Sylus had arrived correctly. His correspondence had entered the postal system without issue and had reached its intended destination.

Her letters, however, had not.

No record existed of them ever arriving at the postal office. No clerk had received them, and no registry contained them.

She read the final paragraph twice. Then a third time before slowly lowering the page, she stared instead at the untouched remains of her breakfast.

A peculiar feeling settled inside her.

It was not sorrow. Nor was it quite anger. It was something more unsettling than either of those emotions, something that refused to fit neatly into a single category. The matter should have been resolved by now. She and Sylus were together. They had survived misunderstandings, months of distance, unanswered questions, and the painful confusion caused by those missing letters. The household knew of their attachment. Her family approved. Mr. Harroway approved. Her sister approved. Even Miss Penbury approved. The future before her appeared brighter than it had in years.

So why did this still trouble her?

Why could she not simply allow it to remain an unsolved mystery and move forward?

Her fingers tightened slightly around the letter as the answer presented itself.

Because someone had stopped them.

Someone had taken those letters.

Someone had ensured they never reached their destination.

And whoever had done so had not been a stranger.

The realization settled heavily in her thoughts. No outsider could have intercepted every letter before it reached the postal office. No random thief could have selected only those particular pieces of correspondence from amongst countless others. Whoever had done it must have possessed opportunity, access, and knowledge. They would have needed to know the letters existed in the first place. They would have needed regular access to the household. They would have needed the ability to remove them without attracting attention.

Someone close.

Someone within the household.

A faint unease crept along her spine as she followed that line of reasoning. Immediately she disliked where her thoughts were heading.

The maid was the first possibility that occurred to her, largely because it was the easiest explanation. Perhaps the letters had simply been misplaced. Perhaps one had been forgotten, then another, and eventually the mistake had repeated itself enough times to create the confusion they now faced. It would be an innocent explanation. A comfortable explanation. A reasonable explanation.

Grateful for any possibility that did not involve deliberate interference, she sent for the woman at once.

The maid arrived only a few minutes later.

"Miss?"

She hesitated briefly before holding up the letter.

"I have received another response from the post office."

The maid looked concerned immediately.

"About the missing correspondence?"

"Yes."

The younger woman nodded slowly.

"They still cannot find it?"

"They have found the problem."

A brief pause followed.

"They believe my letters never arrived there at all."

Confusion crossed the maid's face.

"Never arrived?"

"No."

The maid frowned deeply.

"But I always delivered them."

"You are certain?"

The question escaped more sharply than she intended, and she regretted it immediately. The maid, however, appeared more puzzled than offended.

"Yes, miss. Always."

"You never forgot one?"

"No."

"You never misplaced one?"

"No, miss."

The certainty in her voice was immediate and unwavering. She did not sound defensive or nervous. She sounded genuinely confused by the suggestion.

After a moment's thought, the maid continued.

"I always placed them beneath the outgoing correspondence in the entrance hall. Cook's orders, household accounts, invitations, everything together."

She frowned.

"And after that?"

"They were collected."

"By whom?"

"The footman usually."

The maid paused, appearing to search her memory before adding carefully,

"Though there was one occasion."

Her attention sharpened immediately.

"What occasion?"

"Miss Penbury asked for one."

The answer surprised her.

"Miss Penbury?"

"Only once, miss."

The maid nodded.

"She said she would ensure it was posted personally."

"And did she?"

"I assumed she had."

The room fell quiet.

After a moment she asked, "No one else ever questioned the letters?"

"No, miss."

"No one noticed who they were for?"

The maid shook her head.

"Not that I ever saw."

Once dismissed, the woman departed, leaving her alone once more with her thoughts.

Miss Penbury became the next possibility she considered, but the idea survived only briefly. The more she examined it, the less sense it made. Miss Penbury had confronted her regarding the correspondence months ago, yet she had never condemned it. Quite the opposite. She had encouraged honesty, encouraged understanding, and encouraged her to examine her feelings rather than deny them. Why would she reveal that knowledge only to sabotage it? Why would she support the attachment now if her intention had once been to prevent it?

The theory collapsed almost immediately beneath its own contradictions.

She folded the letter slowly and set it upon the table.

Mr. Harroway came next, though that possibility survived even less time. If he had known about the letters, why permit Sylus such frequent visits? Why encourage their acquaintance? Why arrange lessons and opportunities for them to spend time together? Why spend years unknowingly helping two people fall in love if his intention had been to keep them apart?

No.

Whatever faults Mr. Harroway possessed, secret manipulation was not amongst them.

That thought vanished as quickly as it had appeared.

Leaving only one bitter possibility.

Her sister.

Immediately she wished it had not entered her mind at all.

The very suggestion felt offensive. Her sister had cared for her after every disappointment. She had comforted her through uncertainty and confusion and the mourning of their mother. She had stood beside her through every difficulty and every heartburn and want of seclusion. She loved her. Of that there had never been any doubt.

Yet the thought refused to disappear.

Her sister had disliked Sylus in the beginning. She had called him cold, unapproachable, and disagreeable. She had never understood what she saw in him. She had questioned his manners more than once and had often seemed frustrated by him long before anyone else formed a thought of him.

A strange heat rose suddenly behind her eyes.

She set the letter down and looked away.

No.

The idea was absurd.

Cruel.

Impossible.

And yet the conversation from the previous evening returned unexpectedly.

“I would rather certain things remain where they are now. In the past.”

The memory settled uneasily beside everything else she had learned that morning. A heaviness formed somewhere behind her forehead, and she pressed her fingers briefly against her temple.

Surely she was being foolish.

Surely she was allowing suspicion to create meaning where none existed.

Surely there were explanations she had not yet considered.

For what possible reason would her sister object so strongly to a match such as this? Sylus was respected wherever he went. He possessed wealth enough to ensure comfort for generations, a position in society beyond reproach, and the affection and confidence of Mr. Harroway himself. More than that, he was his closest friend. Had there been anything truly objectionable in his character, surely her brother-in-law would have seen it long ago.

The idea was absurd.

It had to be.

And yet her thoughts returned, unwillingly, to the previous evening.

To the unusual quietness that had settled over her sister throughout dinner.

To the moments when she had seemed lost in thought while everyone else laughed.

To the hesitation before certain answers.

The careful choice of words.

The request that the past remain in the past.

A faint discomfort stirred within her chest.

No. There were countless explanations for such behaviour. Her sister had always been prone to concern where she was involved. It was far more likely that she worried about the future than that she regretted the past.

And yet...

If her sister had known.

If she had known all those months ago.

If she had known why the letters vanished.

Then what?

The thought left a bitter taste behind.

It would mean that while she had waited by windows and listened for footsteps in corridors, hoping for news that never arrived, her sister had known the reason.

It would mean that while she had convinced herself Sylus no longer cared, while she had spent sleepless nights wondering whether she had somehow offended him, whether his affection had faded, whether she had imagined it all from the beginning, her sister had remained silent.

The very suggestion made her stomach twist.

No.

Her sister loved her.

Of all things in the world, that had never once been in doubt.

She could not reconcile the image of the woman who had comforted her through every disappointment with the possibility of someone capable of causing one.

It was impossible.

And yet the more firmly she declared it impossible, the more troubled she became by the fact that she could not explain away the suspicion entirely. The feeling embarrassed her. It felt disloyal. Cruel, even.

For what sort of sister immediately suspects the person she loves most?

“And what sort of sister”, a quieter voice whispered, watches another suffer for months when she possesses the power to end it?

The thought struck so sharply that she pushed back from the table at once, as though distance alone might free her from it.

Yet despite every effort to dismiss the possibility, it remained lodged stubbornly in her thoughts. Small and terrible though it was, the suspicion refused to disappear, and with every passing moment it became increasingly difficult to ignore.

The days that followed slipped past in a haze she would later struggle to remember clearly. Had anyone asked what occupied her during that time, she could not have offered a satisfactory answer. She remained almost entirely within her room, emerging only when absolutely necessary and even then only briefly. At first everyone attributed it to fatigue. The excitement of recent events, they reasoned, must have exhausted her. When she declined invitations to meals and spent entire afternoons without leaving her chambers, concern naturally followed. Yet no one pressed her. The household, perhaps believing she required solitude, granted it generously. Unfortunately, solitude proved to be the very thing she needed least.

The suspicion she had tried so desperately to dismiss refused to loosen its hold upon her. It followed her through every hour of the day, settling itself into every quiet moment until she could think of little else. She would sit with a book open in her lap only to discover several pages later that she had absorbed none of what she had read. She would stand by the window and find herself staring not at the gardens below but at some invisible point beyond them, her thoughts endlessly circling the same unbearable question. The more she attempted to reason her way out of it, the more firmly it seemed rooted. It was as though a small crack had appeared in something she had always believed unshakable, and no matter how she turned her attention away from it, she remained painfully aware that it existed.

What troubled her most was not the possibility itself, but what that possibility implied. To suspect her sister felt wrong in a way she could scarcely articulate. This was not merely someone she loved. This was the woman who had helped raise her, who had comforted her through disappointments large and small, who had stood beside her through every uncertainty of her life. Every happy memory seemed to rise immediately in protest against the accusation. Yet every attempt to dismiss the suspicion was met by the same terrible question. If not her sister, then who? Again and again she examined every other possibility only to find herself returning unwillingly to the same conclusion. It was not certainty that tormented her. It was the inability to find any explanation she believed more strongly.

By the fifth morning she felt genuinely unwell. The constant strain of her thoughts had settled somewhere deep within her body, leaving her tired no matter how much she slept. Her head ached. Her stomach seemed perpetually unsettled. Even remaining in bed, which had initially appeared comforting, now felt oppressive. The room itself had begun to seem stale around her, as though the air had grown heavy from days spent trapped inside with nothing but her own imagination for company.

When she finally opened her eyes that morning, she remained motionless for several minutes, staring at the canopy above her bed. The familiar fabric patterns had become almost absurdly familiar over the previous days. She knew every fold and every shadow. Beyond the windows, birds continued their cheerful summer songs with complete indifference to her distress. Somewhere in the house a door closed. Voices drifted faintly through distant corridors. Life continued exactly as it always had, while she remained suspended in a misery entirely of her own making.

The realization brought with it an unexpected wave of frustration.

She could not continue like this.

Whether the suspicion was justified or not, whether she was being foolish or perceptive, no answer would present itself while she remained hidden beneath blankets imagining possibilities. She had spent days constructing explanations, dismantling them, and constructing new ones. The result was always the same. She knew no more than she had known at the beginning.

Slowly she pushed herself upright.

Even that simple action felt strangely difficult. The blankets tangled around her legs as she moved, sliding partially onto the floor. For a brief moment she considered surrendering to exhaustion and lying back down. Instead she sat at the edge of the mattress, pressing her hands against her knees and gathering the determination required for the next task. When she finally rose to her feet, she felt absurdly victorious, as though standing itself constituted an achievement.

Crossing to the washstand, she caught sight of her reflection and immediately understood why her maid had spent several days looking increasingly concerned. Her hair had escaped whatever arrangement it had once possessed. Her complexion lacked its usual colour. Most alarming of all, she looked precisely as miserable as she felt.

A bath became an immediate necessity.

As servants carried hot water upstairs and preparations were made, she found herself thinking more clearly than she had in days. Perhaps it was the simple act of movement after so much inactivity. Perhaps it was exhaustion finally overcoming anxiety. Whatever the reason, the same conclusion presented itself repeatedly.

She needed to speak to her sister.

Not accuse her.

Not confront her.

Simply speak to her.

For all she knew, there existed an explanation so ordinary that she would later feel ashamed of the distress she had caused herself. The postal office could be mistaken. Records could be incomplete. There were dozens of possibilities she had not yet considered. Yet she would never discover any of them by hiding in her room.

That morning Mr. Harroway was due to depart on a brief business trip. Nothing lengthy—only a day and a half away from home—but enough to require an early departure. By the time she finally descended the stairs, she could hear voices near the entrance hall. Her sister had accompanied him to the door and was saying farewell before his carriage departed.

The sound caused a brief and unexpected ache within her chest.

There had been no years of misunderstanding between them. No lost letters. No wondering whether affection remained unanswered. No months spent questioning what the other felt. They possessed the simple certainty that comes from being able to speak openly whenever they wished. Watching them would have felt comforting on any other day. Instead it reminded her painfully of everything that had remained unsaid between herself and Sylus for so long.

She waited until the carriage had departed and the sounds of farewell had faded. Then, before her courage could abandon her once more, she crossed the corridor toward her sister's private drawing room.

The room stood empty when she entered. Morning sunlight rested across the carpet and upholstery, illuminating the familiar collection of books, embroidery supplies, and half-finished projects that always seemed to occupy one corner of the room. Everything appeared peaceful. Ordinary. Entirely untouched by the turmoil she had carried for days.

Taking a seat upon the sofa, she folded her hands together tightly in her lap and fixed her gaze upon the doorway.

Now that the moment had arrived, she found herself wishing for just a few minutes longer to prepare.

Unfortunately, she had already spent five days preparing.

There was nothing left to do except wait for her sisster to arrive.

“My dear, your face is quite pale,” her sister said at once, stepping closer with immediate concern. “I shall call for the doctor.”

“No,” she answered quickly, shaking her head as though to dismiss the very idea. “There is no need. I am simply… tired of many things. Rest will do more for me than any physician.” She paused, then reached out and gently guided her sister toward the chair beside her. “Please. Sit with me for a moment.”

Her sister complied, though with visible hesitation, watching her closely as she lowered herself back onto the sofa. For a brief moment, neither of them spoke, and the silence felt unusually heavy, as though both were waiting for the other to decide what sort of conversation this would become.

“I wished to speak with you,” she began at last, her hands tightening together in her lap. “There is something I must confess to you.”

“Oh?” her sister replied softly, though her tone had already changed, becoming more careful.

She drew a slow breath, then continued. “I have not been entirely truthful with you… nor with Mr Harroway, nor, I suppose, with anyone else. It concerns Sylus and myself.”

At once her sister leaned in slightly, her expression sharpening with concern, though not unkindly so. She did not interrupt, but the quiet attention she gave made the words feel even more difficult to speak.

“When you introduced me to him that first evening,” she said, her voice unsteady but determined, “at the dinner with Mr Harroway and his friends, I behaved as though it were the first time I had ever seen him. But that was not true. Sylus and I had already encountered one another before that. He was in the same train carriage as Miss Penbury and myself when we travelled here.”

She hesitated briefly, her gaze lowering as memory returned to her unbidden.

“We did not speak,” she continued, more softly now, “but I remember very clearly seeing him. I remember thinking—without understanding why—that my heart felt suddenly lighter. It was such a strange feeling at the time, especially since I had only just come from my mother’s funeral arrangements and was leaving behind the home in which we were raised. I did not know what to make of it then.”

Her sister remained silent, though her face had grown more intent, as though she feared interrupting something fragile.

“And afterwards,” she went on, “we met again. Not deliberately. Only by chance, here and there. Each time it felt… pleasant. Familiar, even. And then one day he returned a small pouch to me that I had lost on the train. He had kept it safely, without even knowing whether he would ever see me again.”

Her fingers tightened slightly as she spoke.

“That pouch means a great deal to me. You helped me embroider it yourself, do you remember? I had feared it lost forever. And yet he returned it to me, without expectation, without hesitation.”

Her voice softened further.

“I wrote to him after that.”

A small pause followed.

“And he replied.”

Her sister did not speak, though her expression remained steady, attentive in a way that made it impossible to guess her thoughts. When a maid entered quietly to offer tea, she lifted a hand gently to dismiss her, and the servant withdrew without a word, leaving the room even quieter than before.

“I wrote again,” she continued, “and again. And he wrote in return. At first his letters were polite, as any gentleman’s would be, but they grew more familiar with time. There was a kindness in them that I found… comforting. I cannot properly explain how much joy it gave me to receive them, but I think you might understand. You and Mr Harroway are so happy together. You know what it is to care for someone and to be cared for in return.”

Her sister’s lips pressed together faintly, as though she wished to speak but chose not to.

“But then his letters became fewer,” she continued, her voice tightening slightly. “Shorter. More irregular. And then, one day, they stopped altogether. Mr Harroway told me he had left his position, and I assumed that was the reason. I was… heartbroken, to put it simply. I thought he had left without care for what I felt, though I had never hidden it from him.”

She looked at her sister then, searching for some response, some reassurance. But none came beyond a quiet, unreadable sympathy.

“When he returned,” she said more quietly, “I was angry. At him. At myself. I told myself I had been foolish to attach so much meaning to something so uncertain. I had imagined kindness where there was only politeness. I had believed I was more important to him than I truly was.”

Her voice wavered slightly.

“But it was not true. It was all a misunderstanding. He left because he believed I was indifferent to him. That I was displeased by his circumstances, by his position, and wished for distance. He thought he was doing me a kindness.”

She reached into the folds of her dress and drew out the letter she had received that morning. Her hand trembled slightly as she placed it between them.

“I went to the postal office,” she said, more quietly now. “I asked them. And this is what they have confirmed. My letters never reached them at all.”

Her sister’s hands closed around the paper almost instinctively, though her eyes had already begun to blur as she read. She did not speak, nor did she look up.

“I have been filled with bitterness for days,” she continued, her voice beginning to break in spite of her effort to remain composed. “But I wished… I wished you would help me understand it. I wished you would help me make sense of it.”

She rose suddenly from her seat, as though remaining still had become unbearable.

“I only want to know,” she said, her voice trembling now, “who would do such a thing. Who would see me unhappy and say nothing. Who would allow me to believe myself forgotten. I want to understand why—”

Her voice cracked slightly at the end, and she stopped.

Her sister still did not look up nor did she answer at once.

The silence that followed was not empty, but dense, as though every word spoken had settled between them and now required time to be absorbed. Her fingers remained curled around the letter, though she was no longer truly reading it. The page trembled faintly in her grasp.

“I’m sorry… I did not mean for you to discover it this way,” she said at last, her voice unsteady in a manner that was unfamiliar coming from her. “I did not intend for it to become something that hurt you.”

Her breath caught.

That single sentence, more than anything, made something inside her shift painfully.

“You did not intend for it to hurt me,” she repeated slowly, as though testing whether she had understood correctly.

Her sister’s gaze lifted briefly, then fell again. “No,” she said, quieter now. “I intended… I only wished for it not to continue in the way it was.”

The words did not make sense at first, not in the way she needed them to. She took a step back, her hands tightening at her sides.

“In what way it was?” she echoed. “There was nothing wrong in it. There was nothing—nothing improper. It was letters. It was him. It was…” Her voice faltered, and she swallowed sharply. “It was the only thing that felt real to me when everything else did not.”

Her sister flinched at that, very slightly, as though struck more by the truth of it than by the accusation.

“I know,” she said quickly, too quickly. Then she hesitated, and when she spoke again her voice had softened, as though she were speaking to something fragile and already breaking. “I know it felt real to you. That is precisely why I feared it.”

Silence stretched between them again, but it was no longer calm. It was strained, waiting.

Her sister rose from her seat at last, still holding the letter loosely now, as though she had forgotten it was in her hands.

“I feared,” she continued, choosing each word carefully, “that you were building something upon a grief that had not yet settled. You had only just left home. You were still mourning. Still adjusting. And then he appeared, and the correspondence began, and it became… everything at once.”

Her voice wavered, but she did not stop.

“I thought to myself—what if this is only comfort? What if it is only distance from pain taking the shape of affection? And then what happens when time passes, and the grief softens, and you look back and realise you never truly—”

“Never truly what?” she interrupted sharply.

The question cut through the room.

Her sister stopped.

For a moment, she did not answer.

Then, more quietly, “Never truly cared for him in the way you believe you do now.”

The words landed heavily.

She shook her head once, sharply, as though trying to dislodge them from the air itself.

“That is not your decision to make,” she said, her voice beginning to break. “You do not get to decide what my feelings are worth, or whether they will survive time. You do not get to take something from me before I have even had the chance to keep it.”

Her sister’s expression tightened, and for the first time there was something like distress in it—real, unguarded.

“I was trying to protect you,” she said, softer now, almost pleading. “I thought—if it fades, if it passes naturally, then there is no harm. But if it does not, then you will know it is real without the interference of distance and uncertainty.”

“By taking it from me?” her voice rose, unsteady now. “By letting me believe I had been forgotten? By watching me spend months thinking I was nothing to him?”

“I did not watch you,” her sister said at once, the words coming faster now. “I did not stand by and enjoy it. I was trying to prevent something worse. I was trying to prevent you from being hurt when the illusion collapsed on its own.”

“An illusion?” she repeated, and now her voice trembled with something sharper. “So you decided it was an illusion. You decided what I felt was temporary. You decided I was incapable of knowing my own heart.”

Her sister opened her mouth, then closed it again, as though every defence she reached for only made it worse.

“I did not mean to decide that for you,” she said finally, her voice breaking now. “I only feared what it would do to you later.”

“And instead you did it now,” she said, stepping forward. “You made it happen now. You took away my choice. You took away him. You took away parts of my life and called it protection. Do you realise what would have happened if I did not confront him? Do you realise I would have had to mourn my love for him forever? To make myself believe that I was not worth his love or anyone else’s?”

The words seemed to fill the room until there was nowhere left for them to go.

Her sister’s composure finally cracked—not dramatically, not loudly, but in a way far more painful. Her shoulders sank slightly, and her grip on the letter loosened until it slipped half from her hand.

“You are not my mother,” she said again, but this time it was not an accusation born of shock. It was something heavier. “And you had no right to become her in my absence.”

“I never wanted to be her” she said suddenly, her voice low and shaking. “I never wanted that. I only wanted to keep you from being hurt when I thought you were too young in your heart to understand what you were stepping into. I'm sorry, I truly am.”

That sentence struck something raw and its words hung there.

Neither of them moved.

Her sister’s breath hitched, and for a moment it seemed as though she might speak again—but no sound came.

And that silence, more than anything before it, shattered what remained between them.

She stepped back slowly, as though the room itself had become unsteady beneath her feet.

“I cannot do this,” she whispered.

Her voice broke completely on the last word.

And this time, she did not wait.

She turned and left the room before either of them could fall any further into what had already become unbearable.

The remainder of the day passed beneath a silence so profound that it seemed to alter the character of the entire house. Nothing outwardly unusual occurred. Servants continued their duties with the same efficiency as always, meals appeared at their appointed hours, doors opened and closed, and somewhere in the distance a clock continued faithfully marking the passage of time. Yet every ordinary sound felt strangely subdued, as though the household itself had become aware of a wound too fresh to be spoken of. There are moments when a family experiences a grief that belongs to no funeral and no death, yet settles over everyone with the same oppressive weight. This was one of them.

No one mentioned the conversation. No one attempted to discuss what had happened. Even those who knew nothing of the particulars seemed to understand instinctively that something had fractured. The servants lowered their voices without being instructed to do so. Footsteps became quieter. Questions went unasked. It was not fear that moved through the corridors, but a sort of careful sadness, as though everyone sensed that a wrong word might cause something already broken to shatter entirely.

The library became her refuge, not because she sought books or distraction, but because it offered solitude without demanding anything from her. By the afternoon she had found herself sitting on the floor beside Mr. Harroway's desk, her back resting against its legs, her knees drawn against her chest. She could not remember lowering herself there. At some point she simply had, and afterwards had found herself incapable of moving again. The room around her was cool and quiet, lined with shelves that rose toward the ceiling and filled every wall with books whose contents might as well have belonged to another language. Sunlight filtered through the tall windows and stretched lazily across the carpet, illuminating drifting particles of dust that floated through the still air with more purpose than she herself possessed.

Earlier she had cried until her eyes ached. Now even that seemed beyond her. The tears had stopped not because the pain had lessened, but because she had exhausted herself entirely. Every thought felt distant, muffled beneath a heavy fog that seemed to have settled over her mind. Whenever she attempted to examine what had happened, the memories came only in fragments. Her sister sitting across from her. The letter trembling in her hands. The confession. The apology. Her own voice rising in hurt and disbelief. None of it felt entirely real, and yet the ache it left behind remained painfully present.

The worst part was that she could not even bring herself to hate her sister.

Had it been anyone else, anger might have been easier. Anger provides direction. Anger gives grief somewhere to go. But every accusation she made was immediately followed by a memory that contradicted it. She remembered her sister comforting her after nightmares as a child. She remembered scraped knees, illness, disappointments, and every small heartbreak that had occurred before this one. She remembered kindness. Endless kindness. And now she was expected somehow to reconcile those memories with the knowledge that the very same person had hidden the letters that might have changed months of her life.

The contradiction exhausted her.

So she stopped trying to solve it.

Resting her cheek against her knees, she allowed herself to drift into a strange emptiness where thought and feeling became equally difficult. She no longer wished to understand. She no longer wished to be angry. For a few brief hours she wished only to exist without carrying the weight of either.

Elsewhere in the house, her sister sat in her private drawing room with Miss Penbury beside her. The room remained much as it had after the conversation ended. The tea that had been brought earlier sat untouched upon the table, long since cooled beyond drinking. The letter still lay nearby, folded now, though neither woman had the strength to move it further away. It occupied the room like a third presence, silent and impossible to ignore.

Her sister's tears had not come all at once. Instead they emerged slowly, as though she had spent so much time convincing herself that she had acted out of love that she could scarcely bear confronting the damage that love had caused. She sat bowed slightly forward in her chair, one hand pressed against her mouth in a futile attempt to contain her grief. Every so often her shoulders would shake despite her efforts at composure, and another quiet sob would escape before she could stop it.

Miss Penbury remained beside her throughout it all. She asked no questions and offered no immediate reassurances. There are occasions when comfort lies not in words but in the absence of them, and she understood this well enough to leave explanations for another day. Instead she sat close enough that her presence could be felt, one hand moving slowly and gently across her friend's back. It was the sort of gesture one offers instinctively to someone who has exhausted every defence they possess.

"I only wanted to protect her," her sister whispered eventually, the words emerging between tears.

Miss Penbury closed her eyes briefly.

The tragedy of it was that she believed her.

That was what made the situation so painful to witness. There was no cruelty here. No malice. No selfish satisfaction. Only a terrible mistake made out of love and sustained for far too long. A mistake that could no longer be undone no matter how sincerely it was regretted.

Outside the windows, summer carried on exactly as it always had. Birds sang in the gardens. Leaves stirred gently in the warm breeze. Somewhere beyond the estate, life continued with complete indifference to the sorrow contained within its walls.

Inside, however, two sisters sat in separate rooms carrying the same grief from opposite sides of the wound, and neither yet knew how to bridge the distance that now existed between them.

The days that followed settled into a strange and uncomfortable rhythm, one which neither sister seemed capable of breaking. Outwardly, very little had changed. Meals continued to be served at their usual hours. Mr. Harroway returned from his business engagements and resumed his ordinary routine. Visitors came and went. The servants moved about the house with the same efficiency as always. Yet beneath that appearance of normalcy existed a distance that everyone could feel and no one wished to acknowledge.

The sisters were never openly unkind to one another. Indeed, they were unfailingly polite, and that, perhaps, made the situation worse. At breakfast, if the preserves sat too far away, she would ask quietly, "Would someone pass the jam, please?"

Her sister would reach for it immediately.

"Of course."

"Thank you."

Nothing more followed. The exchange would end there, both of them returning their attention to their plates as though the conversation had never occurred. It was painful to witness because there was not the slightest trace of hostility in it. Only restraint. The careful restraint of two people who feared that if they ventured beyond ordinary courtesies, they might once again find themselves standing amid the ruins of that terrible conversation.

Miss Penbury attempted, on several occasions, to draw them into the same activity. One afternoon, when the weather was particularly pleasant, she suggested a picnic by the lake.

"The roses are in bloom," she remarked lightly over luncheon. "It seems a pity to spend such a beautiful day indoors."

For a brief moment neither sister spoke. Miss Penbury's smile faltered almost imperceptibly. Her sister lowered her gaze to her tea while she found herself studying the pattern woven into the tablecloth.

At last she cleared her throat.

"I ought to resume my studies," she said quietly. "I have neglected several lessons lately."

No one challenged the excuse.

"Of course, my dear," Miss Penbury replied.

The subject was allowed to die there, and somehow that felt worse than if anyone had insisted upon discussing it.

The days continued in much the same manner. They occupied the same rooms, shared the same meals, and exchanged the same careful courtesies as before, yet both seemed to move cautiously around the wound that existed between them. Neither knew quite how to approach it, and perhaps more troubling still, neither knew whether the other wished them to.

One afternoon, several days later, she entered a small sitting room in search of a book she had misplaced. The room was unusually quiet, so much so that she initially believed it empty. Only after stepping farther inside did she notice her sister asleep in an armchair near the window, and the sight stopped her at once.

A book rested half-open in her lap. Her spectacles had slipped slightly down her nose, one hand remained loosely curled atop the pages, and the shawl she had been wearing had fallen from one shoulder and now hung awkwardly, threatening to slide to the floor altogether.

For several moments she simply stood there watching.

The letters did not come immediately to mind, nor did the betrayal or the painful conversation that had followed. Instead, something older and far more familiar rose quietly before her. She saw the woman who had sat beside her bed through childhood illnesses, who had patiently untangled knots from her hair while she complained the entire time. She remembered the afternoons spent addressing invitations together, both of them ending with ink-stained fingers and helpless laughter. She remembered her standing beside her at their mother's funeral, grieving no less deeply than she had herself.

The woman sleeping before her was not simply the woman who had hidden the letters. She was also the woman who had loved her for nearly her entire life.

A painful ache settled within her chest.

Quietly, she crossed the room and lifted the fallen shawl, arranging it once more around her sister's shoulders. The gesture was so familiar that she completed it before realizing what she was doing. For a moment she lingered beside the chair, looking down at her, before turning away and leaving as silently as she had come.

Nothing was said. No conversation followed.

Yet when her sister awoke later and discovered the shawl tucked neatly around her shoulders, she sat very still for a long time, because she knew she had not done it herself, and there was only one person who could have.

The following morning she sat in the library attempting to read, though the attempt proved unsuccessful. Her eyes travelled across the page while her thoughts wandered elsewhere entirely. At some point a cup of tea appeared beside her elbow. She barely noticed it at first, but several minutes later she realised it had been prepared exactly as she preferred.

Slowly she looked up.

Her sister stood across the room arranging books upon a nearby table. Neither woman spoke, and neither acknowledged the tea that had appeared beside her elbow, yet she wrapped both hands around the cup and drank it all the same.

Across the room, her sister's shoulders relaxed ever so slightly.

That evening brought another small incident. Mr. Harroway and her sister had been invited to dine with old acquaintances, and preparations for the evening occupied much of the household. She happened to be passing her sister's dressing room when she noticed the door standing partially open.

Inside, her sister stood before the mirror struggling unsuccessfully with the clasp of a necklace. After several failed attempts, a sigh escaped her lips.

Before she could properly think about it, she found herself stepping inside.

Her sister looked up immediately and their eyes met in the mirror. For one brief second neither moved.

Then she crossed the remaining distance.

"Here," she said softly.

Her sister turned without protest.

Carefully she gathered the chain and secured the clasp. The task took only moments. When it was done, she stepped back.

"Thank you," her sister said.

The words were simple, yet neither woman could quite meet the other's eyes.

"You're welcome."

She turned to leave. Halfway to the door she paused, not long enough to speak, only long enough to acknowledge something neither of them had yet found the courage to name.

Then she continued walking.

Behind her, her sister remained standing before the mirror, one hand lifting unconsciously to touch the necklace.

The wound between them had not healed. The hurt remained, and the peace they both wished for had not yet arrived. Yet something else remained as well: years of affection, years of habit, years of being sisters.

And little by little, despite everything that had happened, those things were beginning to find their way back.

The garden that afternoon carried the softened warmth of late summer, the kind of light that did not press upon the earth so much as rest upon it. Mr Harroway had chosen a shaded path where the hedges grew high enough to shield them from the distant house, and there, beneath the quiet rustling of leaves and the occasional drift of birdsong, he and Miss Penbury had settled upon a stone bench with a small tea tray between them. It was not a formal arrangement, nor had it the stiffness of social obligation; rather, it bore the ease of two people who had long since ceased to behave as employer and governess, and had become something far more uncertain and yet far more natural within the same household.

Mr Harroway poured the tea himself, as he often did when the company was small enough to permit it, and passed a cup across to her with the absent precision of habit. Miss Penbury accepted it with a soft word of thanks, though her thoughts seemed briefly elsewhere, resting not upon the present garden but upon the quieter currents running through the house behind them. For a while neither spoke, and the silence between them was not uncomfortable; it was the sort of silence that belonged to people who had learned one another’s pauses as well as their words.

At last, Miss Penbury broke it gently, her voice careful, as though she were stepping into something delicate. “And how is your wife faring?” she asked. “I have seen her about the house, of course, but I find I cannot quite judge her spirits from her manner alone.”

Mr Harroway exhaled slowly, leaning back slightly as though the question required more than a simple answer. “She is… well enough in body,” he said at length, though his tone suggested that such a statement did not reach the truth of it. “But at night she cries, though she takes great care that no one hears it. She rises in the mornings composed, speaks when spoken to, smiles when necessary, and yet there is a heaviness in her that does not leave her even when the house is at its most cheerful.”

Miss Penbury lowered her gaze to her cup, her fingers tightening faintly around the porcelain. “It is much the same with her sister,” she admitted quietly after a moment. “She performs every small duty expected of her, yet there is a certain absence in her that cannot be disguised, no matter how politely she conducts herself. I fear they are both enduring more than either of them knows how to express.”

A pause followed, longer this time, filled only with the sound of leaves shifting overhead. Mr Harroway studied the garden as though it might offer some clearer explanation than either of them could provide. Then, as though wishing to turn from the weight of the subject, he glanced back at her with a gentler expression.

“And you?” he asked, a faint return of his natural warmth in his tone. “And Mr Whitecomb—if it is not too impertinent a question to place upon you. I hope I do not presume too much in asking after your happiness.”

A faint blush rose in her cheeks at once, though she did not appear displeased. “You are not impertinent at all,” she replied softly, lowering her gaze with a small, self-conscious smile. “We are… well, I think. Better than well, in truth. It is a quiet happiness, not one that demands to be spoken of too loudly. There is something rather comforting in that. We are not rushed by expectation or watched too closely by society. We are simply… learning one another properly.”

Mr Harroway regarded her thoughtfully. “So you intend to take your time,” he said. “Before anything formal is announced.”

“Perhaps,” she admitted. “If circumstances allow it. I would not object to remaining here a little longer, if I am not imposing upon your household.”

At this, Mr Harroway immediately shook his head, as though the suggestion itself were absurd. “Imposing?” he repeated. “This is as much your home as mine. It has been so for some time now, whether anyone has given it a title or not. A house of this size was never meant to be empty of affection or laughter, and I find I am very much in favour of it being filled in precisely that way.”

Her smile softened at that, touched with something quieter than gratitude. “You are very kind,” she said simply.

He gave a small, almost dismissive gesture, though his expression remained warm. “It is not kindness,” he replied. “It is the truth. I am glad you are here.”

The conversation lingered a little after that, drifting more gently into lighter matters, before Miss Penbury, after a pause that felt almost hesitant, turned her attention once more to him. “And you, sir,” she said, more softly now, “do you intend to remain here much longer? The season in the city has drawn to a close, and I imagine your presence is required elsewhere from time to time. It must be rather tiring to travel so frequently between both places.”

Mr Harroway considered this, looking out toward the trees as a faint breeze moved through them. “Perhaps I shall remain a while longer,” he said at last. “The country seems to have become… steadier for everyone within it. Until matters settle fully, and until I am certain that peace has properly returned to the household, I think I would prefer to stay where I am most needed.”

Miss Penbury did not answer immediately, but when she did, it was with a quiet understanding that required no further explanation. The garden remained still around them, the tea growing cooler between their hands, while inside the house behind them, two sisters slowly learned how to exist in the same silence without yet knowing how to speak through it.

The drawing room was quiet in the late afternoon, filled with that subdued stillness that follows emotional storms, when even the furniture seems to have settled more carefully into place. Light filtered through the curtains in softened bands, falling across the polished table and the half-finished embroidery laid upon it. She had been sitting there for some time without truly working, the needle resting idle between her fingers, the fabric gathering faintly at her lap as though it too had grown too heavy to be properly held. Her posture was composed in the way it always was when she wished not to be disturbed, yet there was something fragile in her stillness, a weariness that seemed to have softened her entire frame into something quieter than sorrow and less certain than peace.

Her sister paused at the threshold before entering fully, her hand briefly tightening against the doorframe as though she needed the support it offered. For a moment she simply watched her, taking in the sight of her bent head and lowered gaze, the faint tension in her shoulders, and the way she seemed almost diminished beneath the weight of everything that had passed between them. Whatever words she had prepared seemed to falter before she even began, and so she crossed the room instead, slowly, carefully, as though approaching something easily startled.

She sat beside her without ceremony, close enough that their presence filled the same small space on the settee. For a moment neither spoke. The silence was no longer the hostile, brittle silence of their earlier days; it was heavier in a different way, softened now by exhaustion rather than pride. There was grief still, lingering beneath the surface, but it no longer pressed them apart so violently. It simply remained, like a bruise that had begun to fade but had not yet fully healed.

Her sister’s voice came first, low and unsteady, as though each word had to be chosen with care before it could be spoken aloud. “I have spent every day since then wishing I could undo it,” she said quietly. “But wishing is a coward’s comfort. The truth is that I did it. I believed I knew better than you. I believed I could bear your anger later if it meant protecting you now. I was wrong.”

She did not interrupt at once. Instead, she kept her gaze lowered to her hands, where the embroidery needle remained untouched, as though she needed a moment simply to allow the words to settle. When she finally spoke, her voice was softer than it had been in days, not cold but tired, and far more honest than either of them had yet managed to be.

“The worst part,” she said, swallowing slightly as her eyes stung, “is that I understand why you did it.”

That single admission seemed to loosen something between them. Not enough to erase what had happened, but enough to allow it to be looked at without flinching away. Her sister’s breath trembled faintly, and for a moment she pressed her lips together as though holding back everything she had not yet been able to say. There was still bitterness there, still a faint ache that had not fully resolved itself, but it no longer ruled them. It simply existed alongside everything else.

“I am sorry,” she said after a pause, her voice breaking just slightly at the edges. “For what I said. About you… not being my mother.”

At that, her hand stilled completely. The words struck something deeper than the rest had, not because they were cruel, but because they had been spoken in pain. Slowly, she exhaled, her eyes lowering as her own composure finally faltered.

“I can never be her,” she said quietly. “I know you miss her. I miss her too. But I am not her, and I never will be.”

A tear slipped down her cheek before she could stop it, falling silently onto her lap. She did not wipe it away. The admission was not new, but it carried a different weight now, spoken in a room where neither of them was trying to win anymore.

After a moment, her sister spoke again, more hesitantly this time, as though searching for something gentler to hold onto. “What do you think she would have thought of Sylus?”

The question lingered in the air for a moment before it could be answered. It softened the room further, shifting it away from pain and toward memory. She lifted her gaze slightly, as though looking for something beyond the present moment.

“Do you remember,” her sister began slowly, “the time we stayed too long in the forest when we were children, and it grew dark before we could find our way home, and then that stranger lead us home?”

A faint, uncertain breath escaped her as recognition stirred. “The villager,” she murmured. “The one who did not smile?”

“Yes,” her sister replied, a faint, fragile warmth entering her voice. “You were very young then, but I remember how she looked at him. She was shy at first, but she spoke to him as though he were already familiar to her. She did not scold us that day, though she easily could have. Instead, she seemed… almost pleased that he was there. I think she would have liked Sylus very much.”

A faint, hesitant smile touched her lips at that, unsteady but real. The memory did not erase what had happened, nor did it heal everything that had been broken, but it softened the edges of it just enough to make breathing easier.

“Sylus does smile,” she said after a moment, almost as though the thought had simply slipped out before she could properly contain it. “He smiles at me.”

At that, her sister let out a small, unexpected laugh, the sound breaking through whatever tension still remained. “Ah,” she said softly, wiping at her eyes, “of course he does.”

And for the first time in many days, she smiled too.

They did not speak for a while after that. There was no need to. The silence that followed was no longer filled with avoidance, but with something gentler, something uncertain yet no longer painful in the same way. The bitterness had not vanished entirely, but it had receded enough to allow something quieter to take its place.

And so they remained there together, side by side, neither fully healed, but no longer lost to each other either.

Months had passed since the house had last felt heavy with silence, and life had gradually returned to its ordinary rhythm, carrying them both forward with it. The academy now rose visibly from the ground, its pale stone taking shape beneath steady labour, scaffolding tracing its outline like a half-finished sketch brought into reality. The sound of construction filled the air in an unbroken rhythm, marking time more faithfully than any clock.

It was upon a wooden bench just beyond the working grounds that she now sat beside Sylus. The city felt distant here, softened into something almost irrelevant, leaving only the quiet presence of the moment between them. She had long since stopped trying to compose herself in his company, slipping instead into the ease of someone who no longer feared being understood too completely. She spoke, as she often did, without restraint. The conversation wandered through the upcoming wedding of Lord Gillingham and Silvia, a subject that had become a familiar thread in their days. She spoke of dresses that did not suit the flowers, of Silvia’s growing impatience with every detail, and of the maids who bore the weight of every changing decision with far more grace than they were ever credited for. Her words came easily, unguarded, as though she had forgotten she was being listened to at all.

When her voice finally softened into silence, she turned slightly and found Sylus watching her. His expression was quiet, softened in a way that made her instinctively pause, as though she had stepped briefly into something too still to disturb.

“What is it?” she asked at last, brushing a few crumbs from her fingers without thinking.

He did not answer immediately. Instead, he took her hands gently into his own, a gesture now so familiar it almost felt like habit, yet still carried a quiet weight that stilled her at once. His thumb brushed lightly over her knuckles as though confirming something only he could understand.

For a moment he simply held them there. Then, in a voice low and steady, he asked, “Are you satisfied, my beloved?”

She did not ask what he meant. She did not need to. Her gaze softened as she looked at him properly then, something steady and certain settling within her chest.

“Yes,” she said softly, her voice carrying none of its former uncertainty, only peace. “Yes, I am.”