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Content: well, oral (duh!), explicit, no swallowing, cuddles, kissing
Word count: ~1500
Author’s note: The fourth story in my Spicytober!! Caleb gets tortur- uhm spoiled again. So have fun and no we’re not gulping down that juice! 🫣
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Your hands slowly wander down along the hard ridges and valleys of Caleb’s back. Inconspicuously, pretending to massage the knots and tense muscles. But your intentions are not as pure as your earlier innocent offer.
Your boyfriend is in front of you as he sits on the bed in his house in Sky Haven, your legs slung around his hips. A comfortable silence has settled in as you press and stroke the muscles on his bare back.
The feared Colonel of the Far Space Fleet is putty in your hands, grunting and sighing in relaxed bliss as you prepare for your surprise.
You haven’t seen each other for over 3 weeks. Caleb was always busy with military matters, and you’re caught up in endless hunter missions. And now you’re hungry for more of him, aching in ways you just recently explored together. So you decided to help him get some relief in another way.
And sneaky like that, your hands are travelling around his form to find the button of his uniform pants in front of his taut abdomen.
Caleb tenses up, breath hitching, and he turns his head to look at you with widened eyes, the purple, and pink swirling in surprise and something else… Disbelief? “What are you doing?”
You only grin, breathing a feather-light kiss on his cheek. “Oh, I know that’s not your back. But there’s another muscle I can also massage to help you relax.”
The faint blush that creeps up Caleb’s face fuels your satisfaction, proof that you have him at your will. “That...” he gulps, trying to gain some focus and looking anywhere but at you, as you slowly sink a hand into the depths of his pants.
A warm hardness greets you, and your smirk widens, knowing he’s already on the edge for you.
“Pips-squeak…” he exhales instead, closing the nebulae-like eyes, and the Adam's apple bobs again in a nervous attempt to calm him down.
You nibble lightly at his ear as you start palming the huge bulge in the tight underwear. “Ssht… It’s okay. Let me do this for you, Caleb. I want that.”
Feeling him twitch and squirm under your hand only encourages you more. He likes it!
With a trace of your thumb, you notice the soft tip of his cock and start circling it, earning a helpless grunt from the man in your arms. You decide to throttle up, and with your second hand, you turn the handsome face to meet his lips in a consuming, hungry kiss.
Suddenly, a swift grab on your arm and the hand in his pants is removed, captured by trained strength. But before you can protest, your boyfriend pulls you to his lap and continues to kiss you frantically. Dry lips popping with yours, trying to devour as much as he can.
“Then I’d better help you to do your best, right?” comes his now bold statement, trying to gain at least a bit of control over the situation.
But you want this to be about him. Full of determination, you retreat from Caleb, keeping him at arm’s length as you glide down between his clothed thighs. “No, you don’t, Colonel,” comes your answer, firm and commanding. “This is about you, so lean back and enjoy.” Then a little softer, accompanied by tender pecks on his handsome face that deepen the red flush. “I want it, Caleb, so let me.”
The man you have known for nearly all your life only sighs. Defeated and still deep red. He was always helpless against your pleading eyes, knowing damn well that you are his weakness.
“Alrighty…” and Caleb finally relaxes, leaning onto the mattress, using his broad arms to support his upper back and giving you the space to fulfill your desire. But his eyes have darkened; the violet is now a deeper shade, and the pink flares into red. “Go on, pip-squeak.” His words in that deep timbre prove how much he anticipates it, despite being so reluctant at first.
And so you do. With careful fingers and his help, the pants are pulled down his butt and thighs until they’re bunched around his ankles, followed by the dark-colored boxers. His massive girth springs free immediately, angrily bouncing with the tip flushed as red as the cheeks of your colonel.
Suddenly feeling thirsty, you lick your lips, dying to get a taste of him. Caleb’s eyes go wide at this sight, his Adam’s apple bobs nervously in his throat. And beaming at him, you dive right in, giving the brown haired man no chance to prepare himself.
Your mouth closes hungrily around the hot flesh, and with a moan of satisfaction, you glide down the shaft until it tickles your throat. You didn’t even make it halfway, but you’re not sorry as Caleb flings his head back, grunting the most scandalous way you’ve ever heard. This short contact has him already blissed out, and you enjoy how his cock is twitching and pulsing between your lips. How his chest erratically moves up and down with your boyfriend’s abrupt, ragged breaths. How he’s completely taken out by this single, sinful attack.
So you move up, slowly. Torturing, drawn-out.
Lips gliding wet over the big vein at the bottom and every little bump. Feeling the heat of blood rushing through, and the smooth, soft skin that covers the hardness of his impressive manhood.
With half-lidded eyes, you watch Caleb as he loses himself in this blissful and agonizing moment. A loud, deep moan escapes his throat while you reach the eager end, and with a last lick of your tongue over the sensitive, glistening tip, he throws his head up.
A wild, nearly feral look captures you, and you grin at him. “Did you like it?” knowing damn well what he’s going to answer.
“Fuck, pip-squeak. You’re goin’ to kill me!”
A wide, proud grin grows on your face at his statement, and with a soft press of your hand against his chiseled abs, you push him into the mattress. “Then let me finish this.”
And with a helpless grunt, Caleb surrenders to your will, leaning back, but his gaze still glued to your face and lips.
You sink onto his hard pulsing cock again, cling your lips around the moistened tip, and start to suck him into oblivion. Up and down you glide along his impressive member, still not able to take him in completely without gagging, so you decide to use your hands too.
Bopping your head and stroking him with fingers simultaneously. And oh, what it does to him.
His face is heated to the point where you can see the freckles spread out on his cheeks, the purple, and pink in his eyes nearly sealed by dilated pupils, his mouth wide open. Caleb pants, wrecked and lost in the pleasure you give him. His grunts and groans fill the room along with the slurping sounds of your wet lips on his length.
He’s close now, you can sense it. His cock gets even harder, hips bucking slightly up against his control, big hands grabbing the sheets in a desperate attempt to ground him. His breath and the aroused sounds he makes are becoming more restless, frantic even.
“Hng… Piiip…” he chokes, “stop… Please… I-I’m…” he tries to wriggle out of the scandalous hold of your lips, but you don’t let him, wrapping both your hands around the delicious piece of meat you’re devouring.
“Mpf-o-baee..” You try to talk, mouth stuffed full with his girth.
“Damn...” he pants. Caleb’s eyes are squeezed shut. A few fast pumps and intense sucks later, he comes with a scream. His abdomen tightens, his thigh twitches, and then his warm load shoots into your eager mouth, hot and sticky.
You suck him a little more until the liquid ends its spilling. And with an exhausted “please... Stop..” Caleb pulls out, weak and utterly destroyed.
With a last assuring smile, you get up, keeping your mouth closed and your tongue away from the foreign liquid. Some hurried steps, and you reach the bathroom and spit into the sink what you successfully coaxed out of him.
Worried, Caleb has followed you. “Everythin’ alright?” and you only nod, while washing out your mouth.
“You didn’t swallow it?” comes his perplexed question. “Why have you…” he sighs again, running a hand through his brown hair? “If you don’t like it, why…?” Caleb adds shyly, despite his aroma still enveloping your taste buds.
You throw him a happy smile and turn to him, proud of your work and pecking his lips tenderly. “I liked it, Caleb, otherwise I wouldn’t have done it. Just didn’t want to gulp it down.” and with a more embarrassed tone, you add “The consistency freaks me out, sorry.”
“It’s okay, don’t worry, pip-squeak.” Strong arms cradling you close to his buff chest. “It was amazing, thank you.” A light kiss at the top of your head eases away all the insecure thoughts you might have had because of your dislike of swallowing his cum.
Disclaimer: This is an original fan work for ‘Love and Deepspace’. I only own the rights to the plot idea.
A little lazy cuddling with our beloved fishie because I miss him and would love to just be in his arms right now and doing exactly nothing 🥺
“It’s nice, to lounge on the sofa.” Rafayel sighs into your hair and lazily stretches underneath you, his arms wrapped tightly around your waist.
You decided to cuddle at home, taking his huge sofa in the spacious main living room to good use. The sun throws matching hues through the windows, and you relax into his chest, your head finding a comfortable place on his shoulder. And with a slight rub of your nose along the cool skin at his throat you answer “Mhmm. It was a tough day. Staying at home and let the world be the world for once is a nice change of pace.”
Right now, your painfully exhausted, and you asked your Lemurian boyfriend to not go out for once. He also had a day full of painting, and planning and preparing his next lecture at Linkon University.
“Then let’s just rest here, Cutie. After all, you have the best and comfiest pillow here.” he grins and places a kiss at the top of your head, before closing his eyes and humming a little content tune into the serenity of his place. The waves outside a nice harmony to his song.
You also close your eyes, and let your senses overruled by Rafayel. His scent that invades your nostrils, the steady heartbeat that thrums in his chest, his warm breath that glides over your cheeks and the humming that surrounds your ears.
Nothing boosts my mood more then my daughter saying, she wants to play „make pizza“ with the start off bedtime 😍
I started when she was a toddler, a game for a sense activating play to calm them down and for bonding before sleep.
Best tip I‘ve ever read!!
She‘s soooo Hard giggling, laughing and squirming, I love it 😍😍
Like… she’s the pizza dough… you‘re kneading it. Then make it flat and put various ingredients on it. (Like salami slices are a soft palm touch, and grated cheese is wiggling your fingers gently over the skin), it ends up with oven time (put her under the blanket).
We enhanced it, also „blowing the pizza cold“ and „eating it.“ the best part hrhr 🤭 that’s when the great laughter starts 🤣
Can only recommend to try it ig you have children.
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Content: cuffs, kisses, smidge of angst, suggestive, body worship, possessiveness, sexual tension
Word count: ~1200
Author’s note: Welcome to the second story for my first Spicytober Event! Caleb gets a little bit “tortured”, so still not explicit. But we’ll get there with the upcoming stories, don’t worry. Meanwhile, get warmed up with this one 🤭🩷
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You have successfully lured Caleb into your little setup trap and cuffed him to a sturdy wooden chair in the living room of your former childhood home. Or better, the exact copy he had rebuilt recently. The man who was part of the only family you ever knew is finally and officially your boyfriend.
He looks relaxed in his captured state, the muscled upper body bare to your shameless gaze, which you let roam over the buff hills of his chest and the defined valleys of his abs, mapping every little detail into your memory. The right prosthetic arm, uncovered by the artificial skin, is now bound to the chair with cuffs you found in an adult shop in Linkon.
Soft yellow sun rays from the windows set Caleb in an ethereal light, letting him look like Icarus, bathing in the sun’s corona. The last days of summer shine on smooth skin and on the metal of his augmented limb. It glistens brilliantly, while robotic fingers tap against the wood of the armrest with a clicking sound, the only proof of how nervous actually Caleb is—an unusual sight from the ruthless Colonel of the Far Space Fleet.
You get down on your knees, embraced by his thighs, thick from years of training and sports, determined to make him feel good and to take away his anxiety of touching you with his bionic arm. The result of weeks of pondering how to get it into his stubborn head that you don’t mind the artificial part of him. And finally, you came up with this.
“Don’t, pip-squeak,” he croaks. Caleb sounds weak, showing how helpless he is against your will. The waver in the rough voice is also proof of his disgust with the robotic-like replacement.
But you don’t listen as you cradle the metallic hand to your face, nuzzling into it with all the love you have for him.
And your boyfriend whines, a pained, suffering sound that makes you tear up.
“I can hardly feel you…” He whispers, feeble and disappointed by his own disability. His eyes, a deep violet with that unique tinge of pink, are blown wide, not able to hide how much it pains him. How bad he wants to sense your touch, the softness of your cheek, the heat on your skin.
“It’s okay… I feel it for both of us.” As you glide your nose along the cold steel of the fingers, towards his artificial wrist. The metal is cool to the touch, smooth, and covered with a faint smell you can’t name. It’s unfamiliar but nice in contrast to your heated face. Even if you wanted this, the intimacy of it all makes you flustered.
You place a gentle kiss in the metallic palm and let it linger, basking in the feeling of smooth hardness against the plush softness of your lips.
Caleb whines again, the grief about his lost arm audible in the pained noises. You don’t know how exactly this part of his body got injured during the explosion or how he got to Ever, where they replaced it. He never told you, and you’re not sure if you really want to know. The image that he might’ve suffered makes your heart ache, and rage wells up in your stomach.
But you swipe away these thoughts on purpose. Forcing yourself to focus on this sensual moment as you kiss your way from his wrist, along his forearm up to the crook of his elbow, steadying your body with one hand on his strong thigh.
Caleb’s eyes widen in shock, trying to pull away his arm immediately, but the cuffs are restricting his movement successfully.
You stop your administration to look up at him. Your boyfriend’s face is flushed deep red, his chest moving in frantic breaths.
“It’s okay. It feels nice.” You smile at him with all the love and adoration that has grown through all these years you have known each other, and that never vanished as he disappeared from your life.
Caleb winces, pain evident in his face. “Pips…” he inhales, before closing his eyes.
As they reopen again, all the light is gone, leaving only the dark abyss of self-disgust and remorse in the astonishing mirrors of his soul. “I don’t want you to…” he starts, but stops himself. You know he would ruffle through his brown hair now if he could, but his other hand is also restricted by the cuffs you bought with this exact intent.
“Caleb,” you whisper softly. And it works, as always, he turns his head back to you, the purple in his eyes has dimmed. He can’t resist your call, never couldn’t, and never will, that you are sure of.
You lift yourself to the broad chest, using his legs as support. Letting go of the metallic arm, you sit in his lap.
The nebulae-like eyes of your boyfriend never leave you, observing, watching, and waiting. It seems he still can’t believe that he gets your gentle touches that easily.
With a soft, tender smile, you cradle his handsome face, engulfing him in the warmth of your palms, and you lean close to his features you know so well. His muscular chest is strong and hard beneath yours.
“I love you, Caleb.” A peck on his nose. “And I love everything about you.” A tender kiss on his right shoulder, exactly where sterile titan meets warm skin. You caress both sides with your adoration and determination. A heated cheek on the cold metal as you gaze up to him, “And I love every inch of your body.”
Caleb’s breath hitches, purple eyes widen even more. Then a cat-like lick along the scarred skin of the connection of his arm to his shoulder. “Every … Inch.” As you place some more kisses on his skin and metal, now filled with more than just gentle, tender love.
A tremble rushes over Caleb’s whole body, making him squirm under you.
You smile again and decide to stop torturing him. .
After easing back, you release the cuffs and cradle his artificial hand once more between your palms, kissing the tips of the bionic fingers before sucking each of them in your wet mouth. The metal is cold at first, but it heats up quickly with the circling of your tongue around it. Caleb’s breath hitches once more and continues, ragged and desperate.
“Everything about you belongs to me,” and you turn to face him again, leaving his arm to cradle your waist. Your lips are only inches away from his. You whisper, “You’re mine, Caleb.”
His eyes show surprise, then determination and want. A need that tells of decades of love and more.
An obsession. Possession.
“I am.” As he pulls you into a devastatingly hungry kiss.
Disclaimer: This is an original fan work for ‘Love and Deepspace’. I only own the rights to the plot idea.
Knight MC X Prince Rafayel (inspired by this Tumblr post)
Tags: Mediaeval setting/AU, gender neutral mc, childhood friends, implied lovers, bratty yet reliable prince x stoic yet loyal knight, mutual pining, yearning pro max, fluff, inspired by art linked above.
Today was the much-awaited day - The beginning of the Tourney. It was more than just a bunch of fights - no, the Tourney was the most important event of the season, a week-long celeberation of chivalry and honour where warriors from across the five realms came together to showcase their valour. High knights, peasant warriors, heroes and warlords, sometimes even the nobility participated in these events to prove their strength, or to woo a lover, or even as a showcase of power.
Rafayel, however, was uninterested in this needless posturing.
Unfortunately for him, he was the prince and heir of Murias; and as a ruler, one of his duties included participating in the noble Tourney. It wasn't enough that the prince of Murias had already proved his worth as future king by winning the war against Everberg by means of stealth, nor was it enough that he was infamous among the five kingdoms as the elusive and deadly "Abysswalker", an assassin that were celeberated by the common folk for saving innocent lives, and detested by the wicked factions of the nobility for killing those indulging in trafickking (though he sulked and pouted when his knight unkindly reminded him that his secret identity should remain a secret until the end).
But the beloved prince of Murias was also known for his stubborn refusal to bend to traditions that makes no sense. Not to mention, this stealthy mind was capable of finding loopholes in literally everything, and was able to evade the gruelling chore of participating in the Tourney.
Which, to the immense misfortune of a certain knight, meant that the prince's royal knight was bound by tradition and duty to participate in the Tourney, represnting the prince's name and carrying his banner.
You sighed heavily as you donned your armour, glaring at Rafayel as the prince shamelessly lounged in your bed, watching you getting ready with a smug smile.
"If I die or lose a limb in the Tourney, it'll be your fault," you complained as you fasten your greaves.
"Oh, come on my dear knight," Rafayel chirped, looking far too pleased with himself. It made you want to hit him. Or kiss him. You hadn't decided yet. "You're sellimg yourself short. You are like a tempest at the sea when you are irritated." He winks at you, making your blood boil. This spoilt brat! He did this on purpose! "The rest of the realm won't stand a chance."
You give him a blank stare, your eye twitching violently. "I am going to knock you out," you wave your gauntlet threateningly. Were it anyone else, you would've been executed on the spot for treachery. However, Rafayel knew you like the back of his hand, which unfortunately meant he saw you as threatening as a whining pup. He gets up from the bed, taking the gauntlet from your hand with a disapproving tut that'd make Grandmaster Amund proud.
"Tch, such violence… it's unbecoming of you, my darling knight," he croons. He helps you put on your gauntlets and the rest of your armour, his calloused hands steady as he follows through with thew familiar motions.
You let yourself watch him in silence as your longtime friend dresses you up for battle. He's done this a million times, as did you for him throughout the years. His eyes were clear and sharp, accounting for each piece of your armour.
You had been the ward of a humble no-name soldier who had found you orphaned at birth during a military expedition in a small town near the borders of Murias. He had brought you to the palace and raised you as his own. You had been seven when you accidentally stumbled into the young prince's private study, after having gotten lost in the vast palace one day. That was when you had met Rafayel for the first time. You hadn't parted from his side since.
The young prince had found an unlikely friend and companion in you, and had used his charms in his favour to have you appointed as his personal bodyguard. Why an eight-year old prince protected by his father's personal knights would need a seven-year old bodyguard, none had bothered to question. But being responsibe for the heir's security meant gruelling training in combat, statecraft and diplomacy. You had to join the prince on his every tutoring session, mentored directly by Grandmaster Amund - a privilege the nobles spilled blood over. You had to accompany the prince wherever he went - be it a caual stroll in the gardens, or a visit to the acrpolis where the future ruler met his adoring subjects. Hells, you even had to share a quarters with the prince - your room seperated from Rafayel's by only a door. And when the young prince had come of age, he wasted no time in appointing you as his only knight, a constant companion throughout his life.
You would willingly die for your beloved prince. A Tourney was child's play.
"You sure you've got them all right? What if the armour falls apart the second I mount a horse?" You tease him with the privilege of someone who's grown up with a dear friend their entire life.
Your cheeky teasing makes Rafayel puff up like an angry pufferfish, making you giggle. "Hmph, ye of little faith! How could you doubt the ability of your beloved prince? This is betrayal of the highest order! Treachery, even!" His dramatics only made you laugh harder. "Oh, I see how it is," he pouted harder, pointing an accusing finger at you. "You find joy in making me suffer, don't you? Well go on then, laugh all you want! You'll regret it one day!"
You couldn't take it anymore. With a loud clang of your armour, you flop onto your bed, laughing so hard tears pool in the corner of your eyes. "Hahahahaha! You're such a wimp, Raffie!"
"I am not!" He huffs, crossing his arms and turning away. Secretly though, he's enjoying every single second of your joyous laughter, locking the moment in the depths of his heart while vowing to be the reason for your happiness. A vow he first made all those years ago, when he had coaxed out a nervous yet genuine laugh from you. A vow he keeps renewing with his every breath, and will continue to do so until his last.
"Are too!"
"Am not!"
"Are too!"
"Am not- ugh, whatever, lets go. It's time for the Joust anyway." With a huff, he grabs your helmet as you carry your lance, and the two of you leave the west wing together. The banner of the Prince of Murias - a white conch shell against the backdrop of a tempest - flutters proudly from the tip of your lance as you step into the arena. You are greeted with cheers, the common people placing their trust - and their bets - on you to uphold the honour of their beloved prince.
As the Herald reads out the rules of the Joust, you prepare your horse, talking to her in a calm, soothing tone. You move to rest your lance against a pillar to put on your helmet, when Rafayel beats you to it.
"Let me." he says, meeting your eyes. Taken aback by the sudden intensity, you nod mutely, heart fluttering rapidly as your prince gently slides the helmet onto your head. You bow slightly, letting him adjust the jawstrap. You neither ask him to tighten or loosen it, for Rafayel knows exactly how tight you prefer your halmet to be. You watch through the visor as he fusses with your armour one last time, before tucking a flame lily - gods knows where he had the flower the entire time - into your cuirass.
A token of his favour for you, signalling you as his champion.
You are about to say something - perhaps assuring him of your victory in his name - when Rafayel tugs at the decorative chain dangling from the right side of your helmet.
"Rafayel, wh-"
You felt the cool breeze against the exposed part of your cheek as the hatch opened. Before you could even blink - how did you not notice the hatch before? - you felt soft lips press against your cheek in a tender kiss. The kiss lasted longer than expected, before Rafayel pulled back, only to place another, this time quicker kiss, to the corner of your lip visible nea the lower left corner of the open hatch. He got a fleeting glimpse of your flushed skin before he closed the hatch gently. He pressed his forhead to yours, meeting your eyes through the visor.
"I trust you, my beloved knight."
Your breath catches, the fire in your heart ablaze.
Rafayel pulls away with a confident, trusting, besotted smile. "Now go. I'll wait for you at the finish line."
With that, the beloved Prince of Murias heads to the far end of the field, where you would arrive after the end of the Joust.
You press your hand over the chain on your helmet, dazed for a moment. You were thankful for the helmet, for it hid your lovesick expression and your endless yearning for your prince.
The sound of the rest of the knights getting ready snapped you out of your silent (and requited) pining, and you swiftly mounted your horse, leading your trusted companion to the start line.
And as the valiant knight of the prince of Murias got ready for the Joust to begin, head held high, lance upright and the banner of their noble prince fluttering with pride, you meet Rafayel's eyes admist the distance, and smile underneath your helmet.
You would willingly die for your beloved prince. A Tourney was child's play.
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Inspired by that one time when Rafayel greeted me wearing his lingering lust banner outfit while reminding me that it was day 1 of my period 😳😵💫 (reader is demi-ace)
Warning: 18+, reference to rippling blossoms, mention of sex, no smut but heavily suggestive, partial nudity (Rafayel and MC), reader is demisexual, in the ace spectrum.
You stir awake with a groan as the late morning sun shines into your eyes, but you're not ready to wake up and join the world of the living yet. You stretch your body with a whine, already turning your back to the window and going to sleep. However, a gentle voice and a familiar touch prevents you from entering the world of dreams - or in your case, REM sleep.
"Cutie… time to wake up~" Rafayel's voice was soft and melodic, and you could hear the smile from his voice alone. "Let's get you a nice hot bath and a lovely breakfast, how does that sound?" His hand moved from your shoulder to brush your hair from your face.
While the part of you that was waking up agreed shower and food sounded good, the part of you that wanted to sleep argues that the bed was too comfortable to move. "Mmm, Raffie… it's Saturday," you whine sleepily, rubbing your eyes. "Lemme sleep for a bit more…." You yawn widely, eyes still closed.
Rafayel's smile widened as he took in your adorable, sleepy side. You were too cute like this, he just wanted to cocoon you and tuck you securely in his arms. But as much as he wanted to let you sleep in… "Darling, is today the first day of your period?" He asks softly, still caressing your hair. "I see the mark on my calendar, it indicates you period may start today."
"Huh?" You're disoriented for a moment so the question takes you off guard. Period? Why would you- right. You counted the days of your menstrual cycle in your head, and indeed, your period was supposed to start today. "My period… yeah," you reply, sitting up while yawning. You take a moment to read your body as you're rubbing your face tiredly. Nope, still no cramps or bleeding in your underwear during the night. "I don't think it's today, 'ayel. I think it might be late this month..." Whatever you were about to say gets stuck in your throat as you opened your eyes, blessed with the sight of your handsome lover dressed in… in… body chains and a - your cheeks heated up as your eyes drifted south - a loincloth?!
"Rafayel…" you would be embarrassed with how your voice cracked, had you not been too preoccupied with processing the sight in front of you. "What….what are you wearing??"
The artist merely smiled as he sat next to you, as if he hadn't been all dolled up like a male concubine ready for a night of pleasure with his empress. "Let's get you to the bath first, darling." His hand finds your thigh, gently rubbing circles onto it through your pajamas. "Then if you're still drowsy or tired, we'll spend the afternoon in bed."
You're still staring at his dress - more like the lack of it - when Rafayel carries you to the bathroom, setting you on the sink counter. "It's good your period hasn't started yet. I hate seeing you in pain, especially dealing with the cramps on a weekend. As it is, you rarely get days off to rest and recuperate."
You finally find your voice, snapping out of your shock. "What the hell are you wearing, Rafayel?!" You recognise the outfit; it was the one he wore to the hot springs where you'd extracted a specific shade of red pigment from a rare flower. You also remembered how the night ended. Now everytime you see that specific outfit, you're reminded of the night he painted on you with his rare pigment, before bringing you to the peak of your pleasure in the floating hot springs. Your body seemed to have remembered that night too, apparently, if the dull ache of pleasure blooming in your lower abdomen was any indication.
Rafayel, who had turned to ready the bathtub, turns to you with a sneaky smile. "Cutie, don't tell me you don't remember this outfit." So he knew what he was doing, this sly fishie.
You scowl as you feel blood rush to your face. "I do- that's not the point, I mean why wear it now?!" Instead of answering, Rafayel simply steps between your legs, pulling you closer as your thighs automatically trap him in place. You squirm as his lips brush your ear.
"I wanted you to forget your pain and cramps, cutie." He kisses the spot below your earlobe, which makes you shiver. "I wanted to distract you from your cramps while we… indulged in other activities…" his kisses trail down your neck, slow and languid.
"But I'm not on my period yet." You're already breathless from your lover's gentle kisses. "Also why would you think about… that sort of things while I'm on my period?"
"Oh, my cute, confounded bride," Rafayel huffs, as if you'd just asked him why water was colourless. "You crave intimacy on your periods, and you sleep better after we've made love." He rubs your stomach gently, as if you were already experiencing cramps. "While your libido is a beautiful, fluctuant thing, I've always noticed it's more likely to be higher during your menstrual phase."
You gape at him, feeling your heart flutter. How did he notice all of these things? Even you struggled with knowing when and how frequently (or rarely) you get horny and needy, but Rafayel… he knew you better than you did.
Ever since you had come out to Rafayel that you're demi-ace, you had feared that Rafayel would be disappointed at how little you felt sexual desire. But you had no reason to be anxious, you had realised soon enough. He had never pushed you for sex, and even admitted one day, after an afternoon of leaning more about the complexity of human attraction and the asexuality sectrum, that lemurians were, to put it in simple terms, demisexual. You had been elated then, to know that Rafayel had been able to understand you intrinsically. It was liberating, to know that you didn't have to explain every time why you weren't in the mood.
"You're scary, you know that?" You whisper, voice trailing off into a silent moan as Rafayel's hands slipped underneth your tshirt. He knew exactly where and how to touch you, making your toes curl already. Gods, you really wer horny today and had no idea. "Knowing exactly when I crave you…"
"Oh, cutie…" Rafayel moaned as you trailed your hands down his back. "That's literally my job… knowing all your wants and needs, and fulfilling it all…" He pulled your tshirt lower, exposing the top of your breasts as he kissed the supple skin.
"Also, you're right, my pearl." He pulled back, enough to get you out of your shirt, looking at you with naked desire at the sight of you, bare and trembling with desire. He hadn't even touched you, had only worn the skimpy outfit (honestly, calling the body chains and the loincloth outfit was too generous if you ask him), and you were already begging for him. He were already able to smell your desire, and it was intoxicating. With a preadatory smirk that promised endless pleasure, he trailed kisses down your body, until his lips brushed the skin beneath your navel. "You shoud be terrified. I'm going to devour you."
A split second decision leads you to go to Rafayel's place 💜 (inspired by true events)
"So all I'm hearing is that you hate me, don't you cutie?" Rafayel pouts.
You pinch the bridge of your nose, sighing heavily. "No, you big baby," you say, tilting your head so that your phone is cradled between your ear and shoulder as you type out a report. "It means that it'll be very late by the time I come home, so I'm heading to my apartment tonight."
If anyone were to ask whether you regretted moving in with Rafayel, the answer will always remain an earnest no. Even before Rafayel officially asked you to move in with him, two blissful years into your relationship, you had practically lived at Mo Studio - your clothes stacked next to his in his wardrobe, your skincare and makeup on his vanity table, even your toothbrush and your favourite toothpaste brand next to his.
But to Rafayel's utter dismay, you renewed your lease for your Hunters Association issued apartment that was pretty close to your workplace. He huffed and puffed and claimed you hated him, but he never pushed you when you explained why you still wanted to retain your apartment deeds, and even offered to pay the lease (and pouting even more when you gently refused the offer).
"...ah," he sighs on the phone, dropping his theatrics. "Another long day, huh?"
You nod, typing rapidly. "Very. Probably may leave super late tonight. Sorry Raf."
"It's ok, cutie," your boyfriend reassures you in a soft tone. "This is why you have your apartment, after all. It's nearby, there's always people around and it's safe 24x7." While Mo Studio itself was pretty secure, thanks to its owner being an evolver and a secret assassin, and despite Linkon City itself being pretty busy no matter what hour it was, the distance between the association and Rafayel's house was very long, with the area around Whitesand Bay basically lonely and unsafe for anyone - let alone a young woman relying on public transport - after sunset. And as much as Rafayel yearned for your presence, he would never toy with your safety or want you to take a three-hour long commute every single day.
You sigh in relief, glad Rafayel understood. "Thank you, Raf. I promise I'll leave super early on Friday. That way, we can have a longer weekend."
"I'll hold you to that, cutie," he chuckled. "Now go eat, it's almost lunchtime. Love you!"
"Love you too Raf! And you should eat too, don't skip lunch again!"
"Sure thing!" The line cuts, and you slide the phone from between your shoulder and cheek, placing it on the desk. You save your work and head to the cafeteria, and back to work, momentarily forgetting the conversation and you plan to head to your apartment.
You're waiting at the terminal, hours later, when you remember. You head to platform D-2, waiting for the train that'd bring you to your apartment complex. A mere 30-minute commute, even counting the walk from the station to the apartment. You look at the time. 17:00. You'll be home long before dusk. You can take a long nap, even head to the new restaurant down the block for a nice dinner. You wouldn't have to endure a two-hour long commute, and you wouldn't have to navigate the dark, lonely commute between Whitesand Station and Mo Studio.
"Attention to passengers: The next train heading to Whitesand Station will depart from platform D-1 in two minutes."
The automated voice snaps you from your internal monologue. Platform D-1. It's just right across from where you're waiting. And sure enough, the train had just arrived, and passengers had de-boarded. It'll leave anytime soon. Commuters waiting for that train had already started to board.
"The next train heading to Whitesand Station will depart from platform D-1 in one minute."
The train was right there. Only a few more steps - seven, to be precise, and you'll be in front of the train.
You look at the time again. 17:02. You know this train route enough to know that it'll take two hours solid. It'll be really late, as Whitesand District basically shuts down after dusk. You will have to wait for a really long time to catch a cab from there to Mo Studio.
You look back at the train. It is about to depart.
Your body acts before your brain could rationalize. You take the seven steps to D-1, step into the car, scan your commute card, before settling into an empty seat by the window. You lean your head against the glass and the train departs. A million curses form in your head at your illogical decision, but one word from your heart drowns it all.
Rafayel.
You will deal with the consequences of your actions later. For all of it would be worth it, if it meant you get to go home to the love of your life.