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Chapter 20 is up finally. After so much writers block I told myself I need to move forward with this. I brain stormed for a long time and asked a friend for advice and finally I had an idea and I went with it. I hope you guys like it. I couldn’t do it without your support and those who are still reading and commenting and just loving this story.
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Happy Birthday to my favorite video game character Commander Shepard. I also use this canon birthday for my Shepard’s in my fics. Happy birthday my babies!
I wanted to give a little life update! I've been continuing to write my fan fiction but I also want to start pursuing my teenage dream of becoming a writer. I've been working on a romance fantasy book where a vampire hutress falls in love with a vampire in an enemies to lovers story. Our main characters name is Seraphina and she is born and raised in an organization called The Order where they train hunters to fight and kill vampires. Our vampire male main character is named Lucien and he see's something very special in Seraphina, he convinces her to put her blade down for one day so he can show her the truth. Without giving too much away I want to show you guys the first chapter of this novel to get opinions and see if people like the story. So if vampires and romance aren't your thing then this story isn't for you. I want to thank anyone who reads this post because this project has been meaningful to me and I hope for this story to get published one day and you guys will have been her for the start! So thank you!
Book Title: When Shadow Meets Flame
Chapter 1. The Vampire
Who the hell is this tall, brooding vampire that keeps evading my knife, and springing my traps? He’s smart. I'll give him that. I’ve been trying to kill him for months. The Order has sent several hunters to take him out, none have returned after being sent to find him, yet he manages to evade me every time—never killing me.
Taunting me—always leaving me alive while those around me end up dead, such as my fellow hunters, and even his own kind this time around.
When it was just me and him I held my knife up ready to strike, but he moved with supernatural speed. Grabbing my arms when I tried to swing at him, twisting and binding them together, and pinning them above my head. All in a matter of heartbeats. So here I stand. Back against the wall, arms pinned above my head—one of them bleeding—and bodies of both human and vampire lay in front of me. And…him…
If he broke my knife shoving it into this wall, I swear I will slice him apart with the pieces of it. This weapon was given to me by the only person I’ve trusted as a hunter—my mentor. It’s made of pure silver, magical sigils hand carved in the hilt. Forged to kill vampires. I remember the first time I set my eyes on it. I was just assigned as his trainee and he put the blade in my hand and taught me how to hold it properly, I admired the sigils he placed in the hilt, hand drawn and glowing faintly. The last time he put this blade in my hand was as he passed it down to me—as he was dying.
I’ve killed twenty-nine vampires, and this mysterious one would be my thirtieth . I don’t even know his name, they just call him The Shadow Born. History says he was born in an old age, back during the first vampire wars. A product of shadow and rage.
Tonight, I was on a scouting mission with my team as we were ambushed by the group of vampires in an old cathedral. The Shadow Born, plus two younger looking vampires—I could tell by their lack of restraint, their impatience. The bricks in this temple are falling down everywhere, the roof is half gone. The bright light of the moon shines through the holes and reflects off the stone floor.
The Shadow Born paces back and forth—partially obscured in the darkness provided from what part of the stone work still stands. Even though I can't see his eyes, I know they're watching me. I watch his movements carefully as he assesses me. The hood of his cape is up, concealing half of his face, but I can see his lips just barely catching the light. Dark pink, curving just the right way to make them look so…devilishly handsome. As his lips part I see his fangs glint in the moonlight; fangs used to kill. And here I am offered up on a silver platter for him. Arms pinned, no weapon to grab…
My heart hammers against my ribs, I can feel my arms going numb from being held above my head, and the bleeding wound burns from the blood loss. “Why don’t you ever kill me?” I finally ask him, breaking the long silence. This isn’t the first time I’ve fought him, and I know it won’t be the last. The first time he had the opportunity to kill me, and he didn’t take it. He let me go.
He doesn't speak, he simply stops his pacing for a moment before he starts towards me, stepping over the two bodies of my comrades as he saunters closer to me. Ronan, and Carr, they were my age, I trained with them, only they started as adults. Not born into this Order like I have been. We had just been laughing and joking only minutes ago before we were caught off guard. Ronan, was laughing saying I was going to be crowned hunter of the year this year. Joking that I was Commander Thorne’s favorite. Of course Carr agreed with him, he always did. I think he had a thing for him. My heart sinks as I think about returning to The Order without them. Just another set of names on the wall of Honor now.
The Shadow Born stalks closer to me as his cloak billows behind him like a second shadow. I narrow my eyes at him, showing no fear towards him. One speck of fear on me, and I’m dead. Vampires can smell the fear, they feed on it. And I will not be his meal tonight. The Order trains you to believe that your death is an honor to The Order. You give your life to protect those who cannot defend themselves. The Order was built to protect innocent civilians from vampires. And our mission…end them all.
He comes more clearly into view as he approaches; his long black hair falls just below his shoulders, flowing with his movement. His black eyes give no hint of emotion as he stares right into my eyes. He towers over me as he comes to a stop—just an arms length in front of me. I have to raise my chin high to keep my eyes on his. He bends over slightly to level his face with mine, I can see how blown wide his pupils are. He is so close I can feel his body just mere breaths from touching mine. My heart thunders, but I’m not afraid. I clench my jaw together, steeling my resolve. His mouth curves to a seductive smile, his fangs peek out as his mouth slowly opens and he turns towards my neck then his mouth grazes my ear as he whispers to me. “Not just yet...little huntress.” So ominous. I roll my eyes in annoyance. This is all just a game to him—and he's enjoying every second of it.
He’s still so close to me I can feel his breath against my skin as goosebumps rise over me. Could it be from his chilled skin coming closer to me? Or the fact that even though he could kill me in an instant…he doesn’t scare me. He shifts his gaze to the cut on my arm and inhales the scent of my blood. His eyes roll into his head, they snap closed and he groans as if he’s restraining himself from something he so desperately wants. “You smell amazing.” A chilled finger brushes my cheek as he draws back sending a shiver down my spine. “I’ve been fighting your kind for longer than you can fathom. I know all your fighting styles, all your hunters tricks. Evading you guys has been the game of my life since I became this way.” His voice is so deep, so husky, it causes my body to react in a way I don't want it to. He backs away from me slowly as he studies me.
I swallow the dryness in my throat, and tilt my head to the side at him. “How old are you exactly?”
I can see his face clearly now that it's out of the shadows. I can see into the depths of his eyes they’re so dark, nearly black, but I can see a hint of green behind them as if his old human eye color is covered by a black cloud. I see how his right eyebrow is partially scarred. “500 years old.” He answers, his black-emerald eyes looking deep into my own blue ones. Almost as if he’s also looking over every detail of my features—looking into my soul.
“Well, 500 years is certainly long enough to learn how to not die.” I gesture with my chin down to the floor, where his vampire comrades lay in a pool of their blood. “I can’t say the same for your friends though.” I lift an eyebrow to him in challenge.
He spares a glance to the floor quickly before he scoffs, stepping aside as we both look down at the massacre that took place here. “If you think those guys are my friends then you’re sorely mistaken. Just because they’re vampires doesn’t make me their friend. Those two were young and sloppy. Only here for a feast.” He walks over and gently kicks at one of them with his foot watching the lifeless body with a crooked, wild grin.
He’s not wrong there. Taking down the other two vampires he was with was a cake walk. But it also cost me fellow hunters. The Order is short enough on hunters as it is; losing fighters before we can train new ones. All because the new hunters think they know everything and go out unprepared for a hunt.
“You didn’t do anything during that fight." I note. "Are you the kind of guy that likes to sit in the corner and watch?” I tease him as I quirk up an eyebrow and offer him a sly smirk.
He wants to play. Let’s play.
“I was anticipating the next move; those two were all action, but no brains. They figured they could take you on and get a good feed from you all. Me on the other hand?" He comes closer to me before he continues. "I only feed from those who are willing. Never to kill, only enough to satisfy.”
Like that’s supposed to me feel any better. I’ve still seen him kill people. Good people. Yes—they were hunters—and vampires kill hunters, but I knew these people. They were my friends; my family.
“What kind of sick fuck wants to have a vampire feast on them?” The thought makes my blood run cold. Never knowing if they would be able to stop, feeling your body slowly die from blood loss. And the pain—those sharp fangs piercing your skin. How would someone be willing to give so much all on blind hope that they wouldn’t be sucked dry.
“Oh there’s several people out there who take pleasure in giving their blood to our kind. It’s a form of euphoria for them.” My body feels uncomfortable from his explanation. I give a tug on the binds on my wrists, the fabric of the cloth digging into my skin, but it's no use they're tied tight and the knife is going right through it, holding it in place in the wall.
He inches closer and closer to me, so close I can feel him. Vampires are supposed to be cold, lifeless things—but being this close to him. I swear I fell heat radiating from him, like something wild is barely leashed beneath his skin. There’s something about him that just feels…different. He takes deep breaths like I’m the only oxygen he can get. Though no matter how close he gets to me, I don’t flinch, I don’t give him the satisfaction of knowing if I’m scared or not.
“You know one of these days, one of us is going to kill the other. How about we just skip ahead to that part?” I ask in annoyance.
He’s never gotten this close to me before, then again I’ve never been captured by him before. What if he doesn’t let me go? What would he do with me? Hold me hostage and wait for The Order to pay him a handsome reward for me. Or would that not matter? No…I push that thought away immediately. Commander Thorne would make sure I came back. I’m his best hunter. There’s no way he wouldn’t go to any length to get me back. Thorne trained me—ever since I was a kid and my parents died. He took me in like I was his own child.
I pull out of my thoughts as I note how close he is to me. Seeing him up close, seeing all his features, the small glimpse of his human life still in his eyes. It makes me wonder. He was once human, once lived a normal life until he was changed. It makes me curious about how he changed, was it to save him from death? Was he only changed for someone else's benefit? To create an army?
The closer he gets to me the more I can smell him—the blood, the cedar, the leather—like temptation wrapped in death.
Gods am I scenting a vampire?!
“Now," His breath gently caresses my skin as he speaks. "Let’s not rush what’s proving to be an entertaining hunt.” A single finger comes up to move a strand of my hair out of my face. The gesture makes me flinch, but not from fear, from what an intimate gesture it is. A chill runs up my spine at the cool touch of his finger against my cheek, causing the hairs on my neck to stand.
“Do I at least get to know your name since you keep evading me? It wouldn't be very gentlemanly given we keep running into each other like this.” I narrow my eyes to him. Giving him a seductive look in the hopes it will make him crack; give me some information I can take back to The Order.
His throat bobs as he swallows, and he pulls his hand off me. His eyes hardening on mine—but revealing nothing. No hint of emotion behind those shadowed emeralds gleaming in his eyes—like secrets buried in a cave. He glances up to my bonded hands above my head before he grabs hold of my arm, the uninjured one thankfully, and pulls the blade out of the wall. Lowering my hands in front of me he slashes the cloth binding my wrists. I can feel the blood flowing back into my arms and hands, tingling through my finger tips as he holds out my hand and puts my knife’s handle in my palm. His cold fingers wrap around mine sending goosebumps up my arm as he closes my hand around the hilt of my weapon. Our eyes meet, and I swear I feel my heart change beats.
What is this feeling?
“Lucien.” He rasps, releasing my hands and turning on his heel and walking away, disappearing into the shadow of the night. I could go after him, but that would just make me more of a monster than he is. He let me live tonight, so I can at least extend the same courtesy.
Natasha's version of Mass Effect is a bit different than what we know as Canon. I've been working on this ME1 novelization for over two years now, and it is definitely a labor of love! If you'd like to catch up on what I already have completed (both Part One and Part Two), here's the link to the whole thing on AO3! I'm currently working on Part Three and it's coming along beautifully!
Part One: Prologue/Eden Prime
Ch. 1: "29"
Ch. 2: Arcturus Station
Ch. 3: Final Preparations
Ch. 4: Departure
Ch. 5: Paradise
Ch. 6: SitRep
Ch. 7: Witnesses
Ch. 8: The Rogue Spectre
Ch. 9: In the Aftermath
Ch. 10: Nightmares and Apologies
Part Two: The Citadel
Ch. 11: The Citadel
Ch. 12: The Presidium
Ch. 13: Down Time
Ch. 14: The Council
Ch. 15: Searching for Proof
Ch. 16: The Quarian
Ch. 17: The First Human Spectre
Part Three: Therum
Ch. 18: Assassination Attempt
Ch. 19: Special Tactics and Reconnaissance
Ch. 20: The Trade of Secrets
Ch. 21: The Past is History
Ch. 22: The Chase Begins
Ch. 23: Rescuing Dr. T'Soni
Ch. 24: Reservations
Ch. 25: Questionable Ally
Had to give a shout out to one of my favorite Shenko pairs with such a sweet story to them. Natasha and Kaidan have such a heartwarming story and Britt the author of this fic she does an amazing job creating their story and telling it so if you’re wanting a new Shenko obsession go read Taking On The Universe
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Writing a story about a character going through grief has been a challenge. Until recently in my life I never experienced a loss that crushed my soul like Kaidan would have gone through. Until this time last year when I was pregnant and found out my 18 week old fetus no longer had a heartbeat. I was handed the words no parent ever wants to hear and my whole world came crashing down. That day I went into labor and delivered the tiniest little baby. A baby that fit in the palm of my hand at just 4 inches long. A baby who was smiling, even though he wasn’t even alive. A beautiful little boy we named Arthur.
I’ve taken a step back from my writing to be with my family and go through my grief in my own way. Some days that meant I just wanted to be alone and some days I just held my other two boys and laid on the couch with them and just enjoyed their presence. I think about Arthur everyday and think about what he would have looked like and how our family would look with him in it. We can only guess because the universe took him from us before he could even take a breath.
I’ve recently been trying to start up writing again and continue my main fic 2 Years, 8 Weeks, 4 Days which follows Kaidan through his grief after Shepard died. I’ve experienced some loss in life, enough to write how he would have felt during this time, but experiencing a loss of someone who was so significant—my own child—that is a kind of loss that cannot be explained. A loss that never stops hurting. Even now a year later I still cry when I think of him. And I connect with my character so much more now because I can feel that heart breaking grief that he must have felt. I can express my grief through Kaidan in this story.
I asked an AI generator to create a picture of what Arthur would have looked like based off the pictures of him we took. The image it gave me melted my heart and gave me something to visualize and imagine when I think of Arthur. I’m posting it here for you all to see the beautiful boy that could have been.
I wanted to give you guys a little peak into some of the writing I’ve been doing for Rose and Kaidan. So here is a scene from biotic fight club.
[Fist] rings the bell signaling for the fight to begin. Before Rose can throw out an attack she’s hit with a shockwave of energy from her opponent. Slamming her to the ground and knocking the wind from her lungs. She coughs and slaps her chest to get air back as she stands up, considering her next move.
If she threw a shockwave too it most likely won’t even throw her opponent down but she might be knocked back a couple steps. Rose throws her arm out releasing a long tendril of biotic energy that whips itself around Hilda’s ankle, Rose grabs hold of the energy and pulls backwards, her enemy falling to the ground.
Hilda huffs a loud groan as she sits up, trying to get back on her feet as quickly as possible. Rose uses a Throw against her to knock her back once again trying to prevent her from getting up while she comes up with another move. She’s used a great deal of her power on the whip move. Before she can act on a more defensive move, Hilda is on her feet again already throwing out another attack. Rose instinctively throws an arm up in defense trying to pull up a shield, it blocks some of the attack but not all of it. Rose is pushed back by the force, but still on her feet, she tries to use more of her power by trying to reflect it off. However the combination of the powers causes a small burst explosion, a blue burst of dark energy is released between the fighters and knocks them down.
Rose is getting tired, she’s small and the effects of the Minagen are quickly wearing off of her. Big Hilda was still going, sitting up on the floor and throwing out more attacks. She formed a big ball in her hand and threw it as hard as she could to Rose. Trying to avoid the attack Rose attempts to roll to the side. However the ball is so big it still strikes her in the side. She yells at the pain, as she kneels over again on the floor laying on her side.
She can hardly move now, that hit must have broken a rib, it became harder to breathe as she clutches at her side and tries to crawl away. Hilda stands up off the ground and starts walking towards Rose, throwing out one attack after another. Small little balls of energy coming out one hand then another back to back. Striking Rose with each hit. Rose curls up in a ball to try and save her major organs from much damage.
Kaidan watches from the sidelines waiting for Fist to call the fight. Rose is pinned down and getting hit harder and harder. She has no barrier, nothing to protect her. Kaidan runs over to John, he’s just standing and staring at the fight happening. Not even trying to stop it or do anything about it. Kaidan shakes him to grab his attention, “Fist you have to call the fight!” No response. “Fist, Rose is getting hurt, it's over.” Fist stood there with an evil grin on his face. It’s clear he set this all up to hurt Rose.
Kaidan huffs as he runs away from Fist and over to Rose. Pushing Hilda away as he gets there. She’s finally depleted of her biotic energy. She stands to the side eyeballing Kaidan with an intense gaze. Kaidan gently picks up Rose from her pool of blood that she lays in, laying a shaking hand on her face and sweeping away the hair that got caught against the blood. She’s unconscious, but still breathing. Her nose and mouth were dripping with blood. The bruises are already setting around her face and her body. The entire room stands silently watching Rose as she lays in Kaidan’s arms.
I have a friend in Chicago, I'm in the UK. We've known each other since 2003. Never met in person, we talk and face time regularly. She's my girl and she's seen me through shit when other people left.
@halesshepardn7 is one of the most important people in my life. We met here on tumblr, back in 2021. Can't believe we've been friends for so long, but we talk every day. She knows me better than some people I know IRL know me, and I wouldn't trade her friendship for anything in the world. She is my best friend. I couldn't function without her.
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Hey, this has an accompanying fic now! I took my grief and gave it to my poor babygirl, Kaidan 🥺 AO3 link: here.
Summary: The Reaper War is coming to a close. They only have one more thing to do: make it to the beam. But the mission doesn't go according to plan, and now they have to say goodbye.
I never got around to sharing with you all I was expecting my 3rd child come November. However life had different plans as his heart stopped beating at 14 weeks and he was born June 24th at 11:22 PM. He was born with a big smile on his face so he knew he was loved. This has been one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to go through in my life. But the support and love of all my friends has helped me so much during this time.
I can't thank you enough @eluvisen!! You brought my boy to life and he looks so good!!
Arthur is a very important character for my Natasha! They were childhood friends, who fell in love. He's a kind, courageous, selfless man. He sacrificed himself to save Natasha on Elysium during the Blitz without hesitation. She still feels the echoes of that decision 7 years later when she becomes the executive officer of the Normandy 💜
I’ve heard so much about this man and always tried to picture him but couldn’t get it right so I love seeing this picture so I can put a proper face to this wonderful man.
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