choso crying cause he upset you ᰔ ᩚ. cw dacryphilia lowkey, nothing sexually explicit ᰔ ᩚ. help guys i cant stop imagining choso crying RAHH ᰔ ᩚ. ~ 400 words
the first time you saw choso cry you felt absolutely terrible.
because it turned you on so bad.
you don't even remember why you were upset with him, but he couldn’t take it. it was an emotion that was much too heavy for him to sleep off.
you hadn't even noticed he was crying until he wrapped his arms around your body which was turned away from him and his chest moved against your back in a swift motion, resulting from a short intake of breath.
you sat up and were met with slightly red glossy eyes that refused to meet yours, damp eyelashes, droopy eyebrows and trembling lips.
never had you ever seen something so...unfairly attractive.
you bit the inside of your cheek before straddling him after he followed suite in sitting up, hands coming up to his cheeks.
his eyes finally met yours and you watched as the water that collected at the bottom of his eyes finally slipped out. he sucked in a breath and your stomach did a humiliating backflip.
"cho..", you wiped his tears with your thumbs which made him lean into your touch as he left a kiss on your palm, a silent plea for forgiveness.
you swallowed hard and your cheeks grew warm as you adjusted your position on his lap.
"’m sorry..", he whispered, you barely caught it but you're glad you did. his whimper was music to your ears.
without much thought, you placed a kiss on his lips, one that was deeper than you had intended.
you pulled back, didn't want to come on too strong. but the more you pulled back the more choso leaned forward to chase your lips.
"you don't want to? are you still upset?", he muttered big glistening eyes looking up at you with expectation and hands firm against your waist.
you completely caved and smashed your lips against his.
eventually turning into a make out session.
you moved against him and your grip on his hair tightened, causing him to groan into your mouth.
when the two of you finally pulled apart, you examined his face. dried tears, swollen lips and half lidded eyes.
"i’m not upset anymore cho, okay?".
he nodded, head falling onto your shoulder.
you hugged him tightly. half out of shame half to comfort him further.
you opted to bury your little secret somewhere deep inside your being, never to be found out by choso.
preferably till the end of time.