Wants to take her love back

Story of my li-i-i-ife

Why-y am I such an asshole?

Everything is my fault

Happens every ti-i-i-ime

Why-y-y? Yeah-yeah

I know, I know that she hates me

I know, I know that she hates me

I know, I know she can't take me

I know she knows that it breaks me down, down, down

I know, I know she can't take me

With some tears on my pillow and there's blood on my knife.

And my soul has stained the sheets but they're pulled off to the side.

Whose blood could this be? Is it yours or is it mine?

Take the knife and twist it. Where's my heart? You missed it.

You know I don't wanna die but baby you insisted.

Breathing is a luxury that I just shouldn't have.

My heart just keeps on beating and it's more than you can stand.

Baby, please just tell me how we ever went so wrong.

We used to sing together when we used to sing a song.

We could never sing forever, 'cause now my voice is gone.

And making shitty people stay the closest

How pathetic am I, that I'm this torn up but can't fuckin' show it?

'Cause I'm worried 'bout how Y'ALL think, and what Y'ALL feel

And all my opportunities blowing

I think I need help, or maybe I just gotta toughen up

Before I really start snapping

And end up putting rounds to your bodies like a button-up

Maybe I need a vacation

Or I should just move from the state

If I tell you the truth, you'd vie for a lie

If I spilt my guts, it would make a mess we can't clean up

If you follow me, you will only get lost

If you try to get closer, we'll only lose touch

View the world in the rearview mirror

Just me and you with nothing to lose

Electric love and something to prove

So please take care of my hurt heart

'Cause trusting you is the hardest part

You might as well no matter what

They think I suck...

Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I replace

I'm in a race against myself I try to keep a steady pace

How the fuck will I escape if I never close my case?

Oh my God, I keep on stressin', every second that I waste

Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take

But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage

Yeah, it's not a fucking stage, I just wanna feel okay, okay

Motherfucker, now you got my attention

I need to change a couple things 'cause something is missin'

And what if I were to lie, tell you everything is fine?

Every single fucking day I get closer to the grave

I am terrified, I fell asleep at the wheel again

Crashed my car just to feel again

I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to you

But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof

And I'm only fucking human yo, what am I supposed to do?

There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions

Begging all fucking men and women to listen

I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted

These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions

I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance

But the whole fucking system is twisted

Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian

And told you that I loved you, every time I fucked you

The future that we both drew, and all the shit we've been through,

Obsessed with the thought of you, the pain just grew and grew.

How could you do this to me?

Look at what I made for you, it never was enough and the world is what I gave to you

I used to be love struck, now I'm just fucked up,

Pull up my sleeves and see the pattern of my cuts

And I've, lost it all, fell today, it's all the same

I'm sorry oh , I'm sorry, I'm sorry, no

And I've, been abused, I feel so used, because of you

I'm sorry oh , I'm sorry, I'm sorry, no

Seems like all we had is over now you left to rest

And your tears are dried up now, you just lay without a sound

Seems like all we had is over now, you left to rest

And my fears are over now

Lament that we were deeply in love

The wind keeps blowing, while my heart

Cannot heal all the tears in it 

Watching tomorrow with one eye

While keeping the other on yesterday

If only I could peacefully sleep

In the cradle of your love, again

Someone, cry for me with parched eyes

The real folk blues

I only want to know what true sadness is

Sitting in muddy water

Isn't such a bad life

If it ends after the first time

Despair filled with hope 

And this chance with a trap set

What's right or wrong?

It's like two sides of a coin

How long must I live till I'm healed

The real folk blues

I only want to know true happiness is

All that glitters is not gold

The real folk blues

I only want to know what true sadness is

Sitting in muddy water

Isn't such a bad life