Ambivalent Ace

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jekyll and hyde

ride the cyclone

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Day ONE of filling this with aro and/or ace characters

field trip cancelled

Based off hit tumblr post:

His fatal flaw is that he panicked. Like a human being would, especially one not trained to deal with extreme pressure in extreme conditions, like astronauts in space (which is why he thought he wasn't a good fit for the mission). "well, we're all gonna die (one day in some distant future)" is veery different from "OMFG you're dying Right Now, the clock is very much ticking" The walls closed in and he panicked about it.

Just consider: you have mere hours to say goodbye to your life and to Earth. In a few days you'd be sent into space (for the first time in your life), put in a coma, so you'd wake up years later, spend months working out a solution (which may or may not even work) and then you'd just... die. Your past, present, and future. Process all that in HOURS. Like you know that moment in the movie where he scrolls and scrolls and scrolls from Tau Ceti to Earth and just gets sad? Yeah, could you schedule your existential crisis over the shear scale of the universe into the allocated time? Please and thank you

To add insult to injury, they give him time to make his decision only to reveal that the decision is already made. If the backup plan already involves lying to the public that I went willingly, then just do that. Don't give me hope that there is an option of not going

This is the same man who left the project and went back to his school for A DAY before realising he couldn’t do nothing when he had the ability to give his kids a future. As you say, he tends to need processing time, and then he commits all in.

If they’d made it clear from earlier on that he was the ‘backup backup’ or just generally given him more than a few hours to process it and make a choice, I fully believe there was every chance they could have convinced him.

go to About:config find media.mediasource.enabled and toggle it to false find media.cache_readahead_limit and change it to 9999 find media.cache_resume_threshold and change it to 9999

additionally if you'd prefer mp4 to webm

also in about:config, find: media.encoder.webm.enabled media.mediasource.webm.audio.enabled media.mediasource.webm.enabled media.webm.enabled and toggle them all to false

note! this will limit video to 1080p

Me: you will not earn what you desire by banging the cabinet door.

My cat: This is a test of wills, is it not? We shall see if your ability to put up with my incessant banging outlasts my eternal lust for snackie treats. Years of conditioning have hardened me for this purpose. bang bang bang

Me: ksst!

My cat, throwing herself to the ground like she's been shot: Oh! Oh I have been assailed in my own home! Have mercy, have pity! Surely in the cruel darkness of your heart there is some mote of goodness that might stay your hand! Do not strike me, I pray you!

Me: ok