DEATH! I just want one more breath!

I'm terrified that I won't be able to pay my rent & bills this month!!

Wednesday, June 10th: Happy Pride, everyone. I’m Gem, a bi, mentally ill, and disabled woman in desperate need of help, as I'm struggling to pay some bills, which are due before I receive my welfare!!

I'm sorry that I have to e-beg again. However, as most of you know from my previous posts, I have been struggling to make ends meet while on welfare. And due to my outstanding bills and ever-increasing debt, it has been difficult for me to make ends meet. With the rising cost of living, I have been relying on my credit cards to pay bills and simply get by on a day-to-day basis.

This has cost me a great deal, and repaying them is more than I can afford. I’ve put off making this post and tried to manage these bills on my own, but I’m really struggling because I can’t cover them with the limited welfare I receive, and I won’t be paid until the 30th.

My birthday is also on June 19th, and I’d be very grateful for any help with my bills and getting some groceries.

Again, I know this is a lot to ask, but if anyone could spare any amount to help me, even if it’s just £1/$1/€1, it would mean a lot, and sharing helps just as much. 

Thank you ❤️

£10/£150!!

Bill Gibb for Baccarat, Renaissance Pinafore Dress With Terracotta Shirt, ca. 1970. 

he looks SO shocked and taken aback and goes “what did you just say? how do you know my name?” so i sit there for a moment trying to figure out what the fuck he is talking about, and then go, “…. bitch?” and he looks so relieved and tells me his name is mitch.

This is a very unique performance of this song. It’s a lot faster than the album version, and more coordinated than a lot of the other performances of the song live. What really sets it apart to me, though, what makes the album version and the rest of the live performances incomparable, is the outro part with the “See right through”s. It’s a given since it’s so different, but it reminds me that this is terrifying. Going through life trying so hard to repress yourself, and you have to sell yourself on everything you’re saying. You can’t hurt me. There’s nothing to hurt. I’m just looking out for myself. I’m practically already dead.

This is a very unique performance of this song. It’s a lot faster than the album version, and more coordinated than a lot of the other performances of the song live. What really sets it apart to me, though, what makes the album version and the rest of the live performances incomparable, is the outro part with the “See right through”s. It’s a given since it’s so different, but it reminds me that this is terrifying. Going through life trying so hard to repress yourself, and you have to sell yourself on everything you’re saying. You can’t hurt me. There’s nothing to hurt. I’m just looking out for myself. I’m practically already dead.