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cis people can reblog this but keep it on subject, please

Happy pride month everyone always remember that the sinkhole has an ecosystem large enough to house not only insects but likely several species of small birds or mammals

I feel like no one's gotten a crush on me since I've gotten fat and hairy...

I think part of the problem is (as I've said before) that I dress and present too feminine to be hot in hairy-fat-masculine way. like that post abt how fat ppl have to perform their perceived gender in a very specific and intense way to be considered attractive. I think I would be considered more attractive as a Fat Hairy person if I presented more masculine. but I don't and I won't.

I'm literally hot and cute and awesome. !

Everyone say thank you sanitation workers we owe you our lives sanitation workers

feeling bored which makes me sad which makes me want to be... self destructive 😈

no worries everyone I just. fell asleep again.

@catgirltitties @flowerbat thank you both so much T__T but right now I have pivoted to writing one of my pornographic fanfictions, which I will finish before pride month ends. also you are both quite far away.

I’d die on the hill that “stranger danger” is a deeply unhelpful mentality to have. “Ooooh everyone is out to get me they’re all gonna perpetrate harm that’s actually more likely to come from someone I already know. I better never talk to anyone in my community who I don’t already know, just to be safe. I’m sure there are no other biases interwoven with this mentality” like oh my god human traffickers do not just randomly spawn in every parking lot. You don’t have to go solo hitchhiking across the country but you also don’t have to live in fear that every guy on the street is the knife man who’s gonna get you. Like have situational awareness, yeah. But most of the time the guy on the street is not knife man he’s actually just a guy on the street and he’s probably pretty chill, and you’re driving yourself crazy by living in a constant state of unnecessary fear.

there were a couple fics I wanted to finish writing and post before pride month ended but seeing as we are halfway thru June and I haven't written anything the chances seem. slim.

it's the sex scenes okay they're basically all that's left and I'm so bad at writing them. not that the actual scenes turn out to be bad (I hope) but more like it's hard for me to write them bc I get... embarrassed... and also a little nervous that I'm going to get a bad grade in Sex Scene Writing.

like I opened both files and am Frozen. I know what to do and what I want to write and even the WORDS I want to write it all in but I'm having trouble.