Whumpee who'd only ever been assaulted/coerced/ other situations of dubious consent, who had internalized that as just what sex feels like/is. Having consensual, loving sex with Caretaker (as friends or lovers, doesn't matter) for the first time and feeling how different it is, how this feels so electric and caring and loving and good. Now Whumpee is laying there in bed, still cuddling with Caretaker, and starts re-evaluating those past experiences...
And being Caretaker in that situation. Maybe Caretaker knew or heavily suspected Whumpee's "bad experiences" were actually assaults but kept their mouth shut because they didn't want to push Whumpee before they were ready. Maybe Caretaker didn't know but figures it out while they're having sex (seeing an old tattoo or scar) but keeps the panic and shock down so that the experience is as good for Whumpee as physically possible. Maybe Caretaker never suspected anything, but as they're cuddling together afterward, Whumpee starts asking some odd questions that leave Caretaker with a feeling of dread...
Whumpee felt like they were floating, in a way that was both pleasant and unpleasant at the same time.
Because sleeping with Caretaker for the first time had been...wow. All the things they had thought sex couldn't be -- loving, comfortable, warm, fun -- had somehow come to life. Whumpee had never experienced a feeling like that.
And it felt....good? Clarifying. Bad. Disorienting. They couldn't decide. If this was what sex was, good and healthy and loving sex....what had everything else been?
Whumpee sighed and lay their head against Caretaker's shoulder, cuddling up against them with this strange new feeling.
Caretaker adjusted themselves ever so slightly to make sure that Whumpee could be comfortable. Their mind was whirring.
Because....they had known. In a way. Or enough, anyway. The way that Whumpee had spoken about past experiences -- threats, blurry lines, coercion -- was more than enough to raise eyebrows. But Caretaker didn't push. That was the last thing Whumpee needed. Let them work through it on their own time, by their own choice.
But this was a whole new level.
The way Whumpee had tensed at first, all instinct, something that had been written into them. That scar, so high up on their thigh that Caretaker had never seen it before, in a shape that had to be deliberate....
"Is it like that every time?"
"Why did you only do the stuff I liked?"
"Is it normal for people to stop when you ask them to?"
Caretaker tried to ignore the pit in their stomach as they hugged Whumpee closer and gave them a soft kiss on the forehead. Here, at least, they could feel safe.