Watching rainbows disappear

Apparently it’s about your quality of life? health care choices? 

So heyyyyy! not been on in a while, i was hoping i’d have a break this summer but with two hospital admissions whilst fighting three infections it was sort of impossible. However since February i have been on leave of absence from university after once again getting a tract infection which progressed onto Sepsis and ended up with me in hospital really ill and now have a catheter. 

I always set out to write about whats happening etc and then my hands get tired and sore and i realise i’ll have to do it in chunks. Anyways I will be going back to university at the end of september even if my illness has progressed leaving me with respiratory,neurological, nerve, bladder, fatigue,pain, muscle weakness issues etc.