Ace

I have a very mixed feelings about my birthday. Now that it’s coming up every thought and feeling is coming up again I hate how i get excited for it each time and each time it only disappoints me.

Nobody has ever made me feel special or gave me something not even a rock. Not even my parents or the closest ppl to me and yk what thats fine idc abt yall i can give myself everything and make ‘em feel special all what I’m asking for is for them to stop ruining my day. I don’t want a cake from you and I don’t want a gift I just want you to fuck off Yall piss me offf

Does anyone else get strangely angry at someone? Even if they didn’t do or say anything wrong. Like just surprisingly boom I’m mad at you and I don’t want to talk to you hear your voice or see your face..

And then randomly again I feel like wtf was that? And even miss ‘em sometimes