The two times I (accidentally) overdosed painkillers were interesting
first time I was extremely sleep deprived and I had forgotten I had already taken the dose and took them again and got high and just started giggling at everything. I also watched the live action Cat in the Hat movie and thought it was the funniest thing I had ever seen.
the second time I got more philosophical about it. Probably. I almost failed philosophy in school. How could it happen twice? It felt nice, but was terrible for my kidneys, probably, I nearly failed biology as well so I wouldn't know. What if I start doing it on purpose? Getting addicted to painkillers would be weird. I don't want to be like that. I can't be like that. A painkiller addict is not who I am, and not who I will be. I'm not a person. I'm never going to, even accidentally, do it again. I'm not going to report that I've done it again, as I'm not going to do it ever again.
