"woman who ruins her own life" really is my favorite character every time huh
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"woman who ruins her own life" really is my favorite character every time huh

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Β Because Iβve never seen this spelt out or said out loud, Iβm gonna voice my pet take that Taylor Hebert reads like an examinationΒ of the Spider-Man Archetype.Β
Seriously, there are a shitload of parallels, from powers, to personality, to life circumstances.Β
They both are:
superpeople with a bug motif (duh)
fifteen-year-old scrawny, Gangly, Nerdy, glasses-wearing brunettes from blue-collar liberal backgrounds with grossly judgmental running commentary on everyone around them
Β relentlessly bullied by their more popular peers, with their costumed identity acting as a release valve where they get to be powerful
Are mourning the death of a beloved, idealized parental figure that they posthumously outsource a lot of their moral reasoning toΒ
Are keeping their livingΒ parental figure in the dark about their costumed career toΒ βprotectβ them (and because said parental figure finds their costumed alter ego objectionable
constantly mistaken for or smeared as malevolent criminals despite their good intentions
conducting themselves in a deeply creepyΒ and borderline inhuman manner, (itβs pretty normalized now, but Spider-Man had extremelyΒ unsettling locomotion when he debuted! He was a creepy thing to see on a wall at night!)
motivated in large part by a singleΒ βcome-to-jesusβ moment where they realized the costs of using their powers self-indulgently (Uncle Ben and Dinah)
possessed by enormous Atlas complexes, routinely breaking their own backs to save people who hate and fear them
street-level βfriendly neighborhoodβ heroes, focusing on protecting and servicing a specific localityΒ
fighters with a style built around predicative, extrasensory battlefield awareness, using wits, webs, and on-the-fly deduction of weaknesses to hit well above their weight.
Where it diverges:
For Taylor and Peter, the bullying is presented as the pre-power status quo. For Peter, this fades into the background as his costumed life picks up and as he segues into adult life; for Taylor, it irrevocably fucks up her headstateΒ from the word go and colors how she engages with literally every situation she encounters. Spider-Man is hounded as a criminal because of bad luck and bad marketing; Skitter is hounded as a criminal because sheβs actually a criminal, Β with a lot of her genuinely well-intentioned actions parsing as warlordism and cult-of-personality-building to a reasonable outside observer (because, you know, they are.) Spider-Man hides his life from Aunt May out of a sort of groundless fear sheβd stop loving him; Taylor hides her double life because her surviving parent has genuine and reasonableΒ ideological objectionsΒ to her lifestyle. And, because Worm lets the consequences of the superheroic lifestyle play out without reboots or resets, Taylorβs Atlas Complex takes all of two years to utterly destroy her as a person, which, lets face it, is what would very likelyΒ happen to Spidey if there werenβt a metanarrative mandate to keep him alive for further adventures.
Thereβs too many parallels for this not to be intentional. Itβs not as clean a line to draw as what the story does with Armsmaster (what if Batmanβs prep time just wasnβt enough to keep him competitive) or Jack Slash (What if Jokerβs metanarrative immunity was a codified power)Β or Scion (what if Superman was an alienΒ alien) but I do like to pitch Taylor asΒ βPeter Parker if the story let him be as fucked up as his traumatic life circumstances indicate he should be.β
Completely heterosexual interaction.
Started this almost a year ago π΅βπ«
Tried to experiment with style, redrew Tattletale and Grue way too many times, got burned out, and abandoned the file for months.
Opened it again today for the first time in ages. Thought I'd share the progress while I'm here.
Maybe one day I'll actually finish it
Can I humbly ask for a drawing of Citrine please? She's perfect
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Takes a guy who's obsessed with saving people even if it risks his life and a guy who is literally allergic to asking for help in any situation and puts them in My stew puts them in my fucking stew and stirs it
Amazing Worm artworks by Steph Li.
I really love the attention to detail β theyβre endlessly fascinating to look at.
whats more special than a romance between two women who both have something deeply deeply deeply deeply deeply wrong with them
in general I think I have a weak spot for sunk cost fallacy characters. no point in trying to change because there's no going back! can't stop now because the possibility of being wrong is too unbearable to face head on and would destroy me if I tried!
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To this day, one if my favorite parts of Worm is how when Taylor is first going out in costume, she describes balling up tissues in her coin purse(that she keeps in her utility pack(not a backpack))so that the change wouldn't jingle.
And then, during the Echidna arc, she's held briefly by Miss Militia, who says she needs to look at Taylor's backpack. Taylor goes Actually, It's A Utility Pack. And Miss Militia looks through it and takes an inventory of the backpack, and then finds the coin purse. And she's like Oh, A Coin Purse... With Tissue Inside Of It? Oh! So It Doesn't Jingle! and you can hear Taylor going like
Happy two years of balled up tissues
Happy two years of balled up tissues
Happy two years of balled up tissues
Happy two years of balled up tissues
if youβve been following me for 4+ years iβm certain you could make a chart of every character iβve gotten attached to and it would tell you more about me than any therapistβs notes ever could. but we donβt have the time for that. there are other things at hand. do not even worry about it. next exhibit. weβre moving along. weβre walking
this post by @intactics, and lisa wilbourn.
basically the best thing a story can have is a woman who is doomed. massive points if she destroys the people around her in response.

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Up with the chickens π
Iβm sure Lisaβs shard clocks Aiden before he even makes it into her room most days
Not enough single mother hen Lisa from the Ward era, there should be more I think
Since y'all liked my lancer meme dump, here's a more thorough intro to my character!
Say hello to FLAAC468311, the pilot of the IPS-N Blackbeard "R-S BB-L Unit No. 6! (Seriously. Please say hello, or I will cry) This drawing courtesy of the immensely talented @al3xand3r245! Long backstory below: