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@juneofdoom 2025 Day 8 “HOW MANY FINGERS AM I HOLDING UP?”: Friends (1994-2004)

1x06 - The Gang Finds a Dead Guy

7x1 // 10x9 // 11x1 // 13x8

Oscar Isaac as Poe Dameron in The Rise of Skywalker

Because I'm sorry, Carmen. I'm so fucking sorry. I'm really sorry. And I see who you are, and who Natalie is, and who Michael is... who Michael was. And people say such nice things about you and they tell me about how wonderful you are, and I hear about what you do. And I know I failed. Because I didn't do that. I hear about your life from other people. I don't know you and you don't know me and I did that. And i know that my saying this doesn't mean like anything except that I'm trying. It's my fault. What happened is my fault. And I should never've taken it out on you three. But I didn't know what to do. And I didn't know how to help him. I didn't know how to help him. Carmen, I didn't know what to do, I probably made it worse. I know I did. I know I made it worse. And I know that by saying that I know these things doesn't make it better, it's just, Carmen, my heart is broken. It's broken. And I know that there is love in there. I know there is because I know what I feel for you, and for Natalie and for Richie. And I never did anything to look at my own problems and I am now. I'm trying to. I have been sober almost a year. I know it's not a lot but it's a start. And I'm trying to be responsible and accountable. And I'm trying to apologize. And I'm trying to make things better. And I'm here asking if I can be part of your life again. Because I miss you. And I know I never said it enough. I know I didn't. But I love you, Carmen. You're my baby bear. And I love and I'm so sorry, I didn't say it enough. I just didn't.