My Bones Are Gone

my "suicidal hermit" lifestyle has been largely detrimental to my emotional wellbeing

That news story about Buc-ee’s suing an independent small town market over copyright infringement because the market is called Beaver’s Mini Market and the logo has a beaver on it as a nod to the store’s location in Beavercreek Ohio reminded me of something tangentially related that was a landmark in my home town. There was a shitty little seafood market with a huge mural of multiple SpongeBob characters on the wall. This was on the outside of the building and whoever painted it was not a very good artist. It was a pretty amusing and eye-catching sign for a seafood market but it was obviously copyright infringement and it was one of the first stores you’d drive past when you entered the town, right on the outskirts. It was up for 10-15 years. Kid me would know I was almost home because SpongeBob was there. I do not know if Nickelodeon was never aware or if they decided it just wasn’t worth it but the shitty SpongeBob mural stayed. It faded and they’d repaint it. Then, it was abruptly painted over in gray and it was like my childhood died.

"Why are my parents suddenly trying to be my friend now that I'm an adult??" Is crazymaking but putting together "oh, because children aren't seen as fully human so they're acceptable to abuse in a way that I'm not anymore. It was never actually about me as a person it was about children being property" may or may not feel Better. Makes sense though lol. Lmao. Everyone get more youthlib now

Like once you really understand Being A Minor as an axis of oppression & look at things through this framework a lot of really jarring things about the transition to adulthood start making sense. Like. Damn you guys told me there was something fundamentally wrong with me but it was just because I was a child this whole time? The fuck?

I strongly advice against anyone bulk ordering overpowered unregulated laser pointers off ebay and frying the camera sensors with them. Definitely don't do that (without eye protection).

And face protection! Don’t forget to wear a mask of some kind when you DEFINITELY DO NOT DO THIS, do not show your face or post about it on social media that you have ABSOLUTELY NOT DONE THIS.

The reason you can't be the next J R R Tolkien isn't because you don't have the talent, but because you're not the right kind of unwell. Tolkien wasn't bent for fantasy worldbuilding; he was bent for constructed languages, and got into fantasy worldbuilding in order to provide a material context in which to ground the notional evolution of the languages he invented. If you want to be the next Tolkien, you can't start with the worldbuilding; you've gotta find something extremely specific to fixate on, and develop it in such depth that inventing a world to contain it is genuinely the most logical next step.

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The feeling you have evoked is their use

I hate you epitome of innocence being represented with blonde hair I hate you lightness representing goodness I hate you "angelic features" automatically being read as blonde hair and blue eyed with pale skin I hate you whiteness as the default for morality I HATE YOU I HATE YOU

Guess who's being the most annoying on this post

this post isnt about blondes and how its so unfair to them that theyre always viewed as good healthy holy morally upright outstanding people no matter what this post is about racism its about colorism its about white supremacy making people with dark features and skin literally feel evil. this is not about your stupid disney princesses or achilles or your fave anime boys being allowed to be unhinged feral shitty awful people and this sure as hell is not an opportunity for blonde people themselves to show their entire pasty flat asses and beg praise for "breaking the stereotype" by being shitty unhinged people. fandom people you are 192% of the problem. white people in general you are 1,000% the origin of the problem. this site is so unbearably white my GOD