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Hello, we are the Oculus Pack, and this is our mental illness / schizospec blog !!

We will be posting about sensitive and potentially triggering topics, but we will try our best to tag accordingly :]] We have DID, NPD, BPD, schizoaffective (in the process of getting diagnosed), cPTSD, autism, and possibly OCD ^_^

We are bodily a minor (16+) so please nothing weird !!

We consider ourselves endels due to experiences with delusions that have changed how we view ourselves and our alterhuman identities ! We also respect physical alterhumans as we have considered ourselves that in the past (and sometimes now) ^_^

We have no DNI, so please respect your own DNI !!

Yea drawing, writing, and roleplaying rape stuff when I was a literal elementary schooler and being unable to function without NSFW content and getting extremely distressed with horrible fantasies and wanting to harm myself after stuff is definitely normal uh huh yep sure buddy

But was that hypomanic episode due to med changes ? Something else ?? What’s going on !!! /silly

Oughhhh explodes into a million pieces /silly

It fucking sucks a LOT but it’s who I am, y’know ???

Like, I wouldn’t be the same person at all if I wasn’t a silly schizospec guy, and I don’t think I want to be that version of me

Yea, I’m probably gonna have to take meds for the rest of my life, yea my reality can easily be fucked up, yea I’m semiverbal due to this shit

But it’s who I am (at least that’s how I see it) and I think I gotta accept that

I’m going to maim someone /nsrs

Maybe we’ll change this blog up a bit ?? Like make it a general schizospec blog ? Idk :PP

But I’m so scared that nobody will take me seriously

Like, why is our stomach hurting ? Is our stomach rotting ? Are the maggots eating us ? Are we not supposed to be eating ? We’re definitely not hungry. We’re dead, we can’t be hungry. Hunger doesn’t come to us.

It depends on who’s fronting. We all have delusions, but we each experience them differently.

What am I

If not an animal