Parents black dog this morning: “I do not want this treat you’re giving me right now ma’am.”
Other dogs: “Can we have it th-“
Black dog: “NO”
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Parents black dog this morning: “I do not want this treat you’re giving me right now ma’am.”
Other dogs: “Can we have it th-“
Black dog: “NO”
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Okay but wtf I have to get up at like 6am tomorrow and it's 1:20am and I still can't sleep. They work I do is exhausting and I KNOW I'm going to be sluggish and slow if I don't sleep enough.
Also learned that my stomach issues are also partly histamine related. Not entirely. But I realized I ate a lot of foods that have histamines in them and that was leading me to some worse stomach problems.
Alongside that, I possibly am gluten intolerant. I had some gluten free chips and it actually helped my stomach and after being constipated forever, made me able to somewhat go. And when checking a list of foods that include gluten, I realized a lot of them tend to be my trigger foods. And that when I avoided them, my stomach was more normal. Still problems since it's not solely gluten affecting me. But it was more stable/manageable/routine when I didn't have those things.
So like. That's a big improvement in forming a diet for me. And part of the pursuing autism stuff is also to help get meals made for me so I'm not just eating the bare minimum or a bunch of things like yogurt or eggs or oatmeal or pizza to get anything in me. Yay :)
Y'all. I got these muscle relaxer pills prescribed to me for my neck pain and like. I can actually sleep even when I have leg pain cause of that shit. I also have a prescription pain med now so I'm not just downing tons of aleve or advil constantly. Both have helped a lot.
I'm in PT for my neck issues, but I'm also gonna see doctors about my tmj and for my sinus issues. (Turns out all those things can be related funnily enough.)
Since I've literally woken up with insane pain in my neck and doing massage techniques for my tmj reduces it.
I also haven't been too sinus infectiony lately. I'm not keeping up well with my meds and inhaler, but using them for a few days consistently cut down on a lot.
But for real. Having medication to relax my muscles and deal with pain has helped me a lot since I've kinda been bedridden from my stomach problems. I haven't been able to do my pelvic PT as much or walk around cause my stomach has been so bad. (Mix of diet and just...stomach problems and stress and god knows what else.)
But man. I am like. Living. Being human. All that stuff. I've even been watching more TV shows a lot. Like. Dude. Things are like. Changing for the better.
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Since I buried it in my long mom rant post.
We are pursuing disability and are also finally trying to understand my autism. Even my mom disagree with the level 1 diagnosis I received and feels that place was not very good. It took a while. But my future is looking better. And I think I finally got through to her that I need more assistance in daily life. It is even open if I need a caretaker or aid or whatever the word for it is.
I am so glad stuff is going well. And I have really good doctors on my side including one that is dedicated to ehlers danlos and many common comorbities.
He asked me straight up if I thought I had mcas and explained how most people are usually correct when they think they have something. And there's very few instances where they might not be right, but it usually ends up being a discussion of other possibilities or things.
And there's a facebook group for eds that are local around here and even have irl meet ups. So like. There's actual things we have to understand me better and for me to find others to communicate with me. Same with an autism group that is helping us understand my autism and my needs.
Things are looking up. I'm even gonna go to a ball game for my birthday next month. Despite the heat. We are also renting me a wheelchair for it since we don't want to risk pots and heat exhaustion or heat stroke. We are even preparing things ahead of time to help me stay cool. :]
I'm finally getting somewhere. So my life won't be total hell until I move in with Mikey. Yay. :)
omg i just remembered going back home means i can have that strawberry cocktail again CAN TOMORROW COME FASTER
