EXaholics

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 I thought of a way to make myself stop idolizing him.

I asked myself: Had I read an imaginary dating site profile of my ex, would I have dated him?

If the profile was HONEST it would say the following:

Charming, handsome, professional, intelligent, articulate and well traveled man seeking companion to listen to his problems and put up with his faults. I’m a loner I’m never happy I have a controlling ex who interferes/manipulates me. I will not call you I will not tell you I love you I'll show up when it suits me I will put you last I will not make you feel loved, respected, safe or secure. I will lie to you I will cheat on you and act as if it was my right. *I will give you happy, romantic moments but they will be vastly outnumbered by moments of intense pain and sorrow I will devalue you,

If I read this truth, if I saw this profile, I would never have let myself fall in love with him.

THAT IS WHAT I MUST REMEMBER WHEN HE TRIES TO DRAW ME BACK IN. the TRUTH will never change, I have to say NO!