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half of me hates that people find me so offputting but the other half has learnt not to care at all

people can't handle me people can't handle anything about the way i am but i can't control it what the fuck do i do how do i even live like that when nobody can stand me???

having both bpd and aspd sucks ass. pw aspd don't like me. pw bpd don't like me. too sensitive for aspd communities and not sensitive enough for bpd communities.

i don't even hate myself I hate how society treats me.. i know im an asshole but i wish it was okay that im an asshole and people understood why im an asshole and i didn't have to pretend to be someone else all the time

people pleasers irritate me i think they're pathetic losers but that's just cus i don't think anybody even deserves my time. unless you serve me somehow you're genuinely worthless to me i couldn't care less if you died or some shit. like if somebody vented to me randomly id just be like hey i did not fucking give you permission. and if they went and killed themselves id be like ok. lol. ur fault not mine. do you really think you're entitled to my time and effort? who the fuck do you think you are???

i can't properly connect with anyone. nobody is capable of understanding me. it's so lonely

i hate it when people come to me with their problems when I did not give them permission. it feels like they feel entitled for me to care. my giving a fuck about your problem is a privilege, not a right.

"you can unmask around me 🥹" YOU MOTHERFUCKERS ONLY MEAN THAT FOR EGOTYPICAL AUTISTIC PEOPLE. IF I UNMASKED FULLY ID BE IN FUCKING JAIL

depressed people are so fucking annoying they're always whining and expecting me to fucking care. omg just kys already if u want to so bad💀 then I wouldn't have to deal with ur annoying ass