Hello, and welcome to our blog. We are the Event Horizon Library, a uenigenic system. We’re AuDHD and have traits of OCD and a bunch of other shit. The brain is funky. We collectively use the name Auxin, and any pronouns EXCEPT she/her. While it is unfinished, you can find our pronouns.cc here. You can find our collection of userboxes for this blog here.
Our multiple code: N++#$- | P[m/a/nb/ar/as] | A r--/^ | S.Sg+/Dr/Du/Dm/Bcc/Brv/F/C+/F/o+ | Oq | Mnd | We-~ | C(cc+/m++) | OF(r-/o+) | Fa | M-# | Rp | V-- | Xas/ar/q/g | Gm/n/nb/a/b/g/gq/o | S(ro/o+) | R^
Posts from our other blogs: #old moist carpet
Original posts from this blog: #madness of mono-yellow
Stimboards: #fluorescent lights at maximum hum-buzz
Art and system comics: #approximately six hundred million square miles of randomly segmented empty rooms
As you can probably tell from our system name and tags, we love liminal spaces! Interests likely won't come up outside of introjects, kin, et cetera, but some other things we are interested in are Animator vs. Animation, Bring Me The Horizon (Band and ARG), palaeontology, Sleep Token, Endoparasitic, and Containment Zone Management.
We also put our stimboards here, since it feels more fitting than our main blog. A list of stimboards that have been given content labels because of Tumblr’s shitty AI can be found here.
Stimboard requests are currently open, though we will take them more as suggestions. Here is a list of things we’ll make stimboards of.
We are pro-endo, pro-willo, and anti-fakeclaiming. Anti-endos, including anti-willos, DNI. We block people we are uncomfortable with and advise you do the same. If this blog isn't for you, block it.
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It really does suck as a little how you're typically treated:
Being expected to never go on the internet, never have actual opinions, never EXIST in front of anyone that isn't extremely close to the system.
Being banned/excluded from spaces, whether it be without exceptions or with rules requiring littles to have older headmates co-fronting with them.
Being criticized for doing "adult things" like you're unable to comprehend the risks they have.
Having your feelings for someone be ignored and pushed aside purely because you're a little.
People automatically baby talking to you once they know you're a little.
Being condemned and/or stopped from fronting by the system because of a minor mistake that they would've ignored for anyone else.
Being expected and pushed into being really naive and childish.
Feel free to talk about experiences and/or stuff I didn't mention, more beings need to acknowledge that young headmates are their own individuals too and should be able to choose how they are treated by others like anyone else.
(No hate to newly discovered trauma based small systems with intense amnesia, it’s just a lot of things tend to get catered just for yall when there’s so many other ways to be a system/plural that gets left out)
Also happy disability pride month to comic artists/plural comic artists who are wheelchair users but cannot for the life of them figure out how to draw a good consistent wheelchair, I am there with you currently lol
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I love the term "pluralpunk" like yes I'm punk for supporting all plurals !!! I love my plural moots !! I'm a traumagenic who supports endogenics !! It doesn't make me or anyone less or more valid because we are all equal !! Your existence is not a debate !! You matter so much and you deserve so many good things !!!
Become pluralpunk today !!! It made me 100x times happier !! It will make you 100x times happier !!!!
There are 50+ features planned for Concordia, and i can’t wait to introduce them all to you. We are still deep in the building and prototype phase, but here’s the full picture of what’s planned across every part of the app:
🏠 Home
catch-up summary when you open the app: date, time, where you are, who fronted last, anything waiting for you
see who’s fronting, switch it with a quick search-and-select
front as a group — more than one alter, or a whole subsystem, at once
shared to-do list the whole system can see
🪞 Members
full profile per member: name, pronouns, role, age, photo, banners, personal color
write your own pronouns if the defaults don’t fit
custom fields you define yourself — species, likes, triggers, anything
a private notebook, just for that member
personal habit tracker with streaks
see how each member relates to everyone else
folders for sorting members, with their own color and icon
mark someone as fronting right from their card
app simplifies itself automatically for certain members, like littles, if toggled to do so
🌙 Subsystems
real profiles: description, color, members
one member can be in multiple subsystems, no conflict
subsystems can front as a group, seperate from members
🕰️ Time & Memory
calendar for tracking plans and diary entries, with moods and tags
longer-form journal, with repliable commenting for other members
memory bank: date and categorize memories, note who was there
system-wide habit tracking, separate from personal trackers
a timeline of your system’s history, written entirely by you
🗺️ Inner World
map your headspace, drop and name pins
longer write-ups for important places
track headspace entities who aren’t system members
relationship maps — arrange members however you like, label connections, as many maps as you want
💬 Connect
DM another member, or message everyone at once in a group
polls the system can vote on
announcements and a notice board
friends list with granular sharing, close friend down to just met, or fully custom
preview exactly what any friend sees
🩹 Health
log symptoms: severity, who, notes — spot patterns over time
track meds and doses, one-tap logging, assign responsibility
shared page for body facts: allergies, conditions, blood type
📊 Stats
who’s been fronting this week, and for how long
medication history at a glance
most frequent symptoms, broken down by member experiencing them
a constellation that grows the more you check in
🧰 Tools
guided breathing exercise
5-4-3-2-1 grounding technique
quick word game for distraction
safety plan, filled in ahead of time, in the format crisis counselors use — shareable and exportable
📚 Learn & Manage
built-in guide to every section
curated links for learning about plurality
search everything at once — members, journal, meds, all of it
export your whole system as one file, restore anytime
import from Simply Plural or other plural apps
shareable intro card for introducing your system to someone new
printable switch/symptom/diary summary, ready for a therapy appointment
reset your whole system cleanly
🎨 Making It Yours
pick your own accent color
dark mode
readable fonts, including a dyslexia-friendly option
simple mode — everything in one flat list
turn off any feature you don’t use, data stays intact
🔮 Planned (further out)
an akinator-style “who’s fronting” quiz
cross-device sync
app lock
character creation (in talks!)
recurring reminders and notifications
That’s the full list so far! Obviously we can’t build everything at once, so i’d love to know: What are you most excited for? What feels like a must-have vs. a nice-to-have? What other features would you like to see? Drop a reply or send an ask — your feedback genuinely shapes what gets prioritised and what will be shared in previews next!
saying systems can’t form without a cdd is wild 2 me because the dsm literally states “but if it doesn’t bother u we can’t diagnose it”. like. it literally implies it right there cmon
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okay, you got it! i understand you don’t want them to interact and that’s okay, it’s your blog. i won’t judge! you seem like a normal person with a slight disinterest/confusion towards endos and i respect you.
Locked and Loaded / LaL System - A term for systems that lack the "cluelessness" when it comes to new headmates.
This means when new headmates are split and/or formed (or other terms) they're already aware of the situation and able to inherently adapt without assistance - whether it be external or internal help - of any sort.
New headmates may actually benefit more from the lack of help, as it helps them build individuality without the possibility of blending, bleedover and/or passive influence warping perspective and allows the solid identification of self-identity.
I think there's such a weird expectation of systems that you should be distressed when you're someone new to a system, and we just, don't experience that distress. We might be a little confused, but we still understand, and know, and are able to get by without help (help in which we don't want).
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A barking persecutor is a reference to the phrase "All bark and no bite". This is a term for persecutors who may:
Regularly threaten to or talk about harmful things, despite seldom or never doing them (E.g. "What if I fronted and cut off all our friends?") This can be in a way distressing enough to other headmates to be a persecutor or not.
Play/Make sounds or music in an intentionally or unintentionally distracting way
Regularly brag about harmful actions
These headmates, especially the first definition, can often be formed from intrusive thoughts, paraphilias, etc.
“You can’t [identify as a thing] without [negative prerequisite] because the two are intrinsically connected and if you say otherwise you’re faking.”
Transmeds:
“You can’t be trans without dysphoria because being dysphoric IS being trans, and dysphoria is a mental disorder! So being trans is a mental disorder!”
Sysmeds:
“You can’t be a system without trauma because DID and OSDD are only caused by trauma, and are the only ways to be a system! You can’t have DID or OSDD without trauma therefore you can’t be a system without a disorder!”
It’s the conflation of a normal state of existing (being trans and being plural) and disorders related to them (gender dysphoria and dissociative disorders respectively).
They will further go on to embody more similarities:
Transmed: "You aren't trans, you're just talking about your personality."
Sysmed: "You arent plural, you're just talking about your mood."
Transmed: "You need to transition if you're really trans."
Sysmed: "You need to submit to psychiatric treatment if you're really a system."
Transmed: "Brain scans prove that binary trans people exist, therefore non-binary trans people can't exist."
Sysmeds: "Brain scans prove that traumagenic systems have something going on, therefore non-traumagenic can't exist."
Transmed: "Nobody wants to be trans. Its hell and anyone who enjoys being trans is faking."
Sysmed: "Being a system is hell. Nobody wants to be a system, and anyone who says otherwise is faking."
Transmed: "If you're not dysphoric, you're probably just gay."
Sysmed: "If you didn't have trauma before a certain age, you must be mistaking your symptoms for something else."
Transmed: "These people are claiming to be trans for clout."
Sysmed: "These people are claiming to be plural for clout."
Transmed: "Fine, you're not normally cis, but what you're experience is nothing like what I experience with my gender dysphoria. Therefore you shouldn't call yourself trans. Find your own words." (Ignoring the amount of enbi folks who have been a part of the trans struggle since the beginning.)
Sysmed: "Fine, you're not a normal singlet, but what you're experiencing is nothing like what I experience with my trauma and system distress. Therefore you shouldn't call yourself a system. Find your own words." (Ignoring the fact that endogenic and non-disordered systems have been a part of the plural struggle since the beginning.)
Transmed: "Every trans person is dysphoric. Even if you think that you're not dysphoric you have to be by definition. How could anyone live in a body that doesn't match their gender without dysphoria?"
Sysmed: "Every system is distressed. Even if you think you're not distressed you have to be by definition. How could anyone live in a body with other people and not be distressed over it?"
Trans/Sysmed: "People won't accept us because of those weirdos."
The similarities between sysmeds and transmeds is vast. I think there are a lot of sysmeds get all bent out of shape about that label because they don't realize how much their position mirrors transmeds. We've noticed quite a few of these sysmeds are young. I get the feeling they just imagine transmeds as this boogeyman that's super easy to spot and obviously absurd.
But I remember it wasn't that long ago that transmeds were everywhere we looked. They were mainstream as far as trans issues. Their positions were reasonable and inviting. They offered a way to be trans without questioning the patriarchy. They provided someone to kick down on like had been done to us so frequently already. They offered explanations that justified our existence to a society whose acceptance was always conditional.
So yeah, sysmeds copy the shit out of transmeds, whether they like to or not.
