Presenting...QUEEN MATTRESS! From just a sketch to reality. I can't believe it's done.

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Presenting...QUEEN MATTRESS! From just a sketch to reality. I can't believe it's done.

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For anyone still interested in these, this is an update.
Lineart and values have been done but, no joke, I have NO IDEA where to go from here. Color has broken me. I’ve been stumped for so long, leaving them and coming back.
I’m still extremely proud of where they’re at. I just don’t know how I want to color or render these. (Feel free to make suggestions.) I just wanted to share them with y’all :)
I must guide my love through the night 🎶
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Alice Wake
You can replace [ACTIVITY YOU ENJOY] with [SCROLLING] but watch out. This sucks bad 👍
Some things about this post since getting quite a few notes:
1. If you see this post, highly recommend taking it as an opportunity to set a timer for 15 minutes and switch over to ACTIVITY YOU ENJOY. if after those 15 minutes, you want to go back to scrolling, that's okay!
2. Huge shout out to this popping up in my notifs often, bc I do go back to activity.
3. I think there are times where scrolling is fine. Right now, for example, I'm being connected to a machine for two hours to donate plasma and platelets. Yes this is a brag but it is also a time where scrolling is one of the few things I can do. (Though I will probably also read or watch something on phone lol)
hmmm, this seems to be some kind of curse breaking spell… be free ye reader
Happy Jeremy Bearimy Day!
Happy Jeremy Bearimy Month!!
Today is the every day you can never reblog this.

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Watched the guy who didn't like musicals in London a few weeks ago. It was fucking transcendent. Have been very normal about it since
If you are feeling good about yourself or situation and then your mood suddenly shifts leaving you feeling insecure, unsure, etc. try to remind yourself that nothing has truly changed but your perception. Your cute outfit did not suddenly become horrid. Your delicious meal did not tranform into a terrible one. Your peers perception of you has not radically transformed over a social misstep. Everything we experience is put through it through our mental filter, and that can convince us that everyone else sees us with the judgement we have for ourselves. Be kind to yourself.
Welp. The first YouTube video is up.
The anxiety has set in.
Babbling about shit is fun, feeling like I then have to "self promote" isn't.

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Eevee finally accepts the cone!
It is so nice to see all these hummingbirds in June this year! I always wonder where they go, I keep seeing all these people on social media who find surprise hummer nests but I think around here they are all the way up in the trees. You can nicely see how the colors of the male's gorget change with light and angle. I'll make a longer clip for the Youtube channel too. (Others are Finches and a Grosbeak.)
thinking about slay the princess. Ive seen queer readings of the game before and i respect the hustle but i feel like a lot of them miss the point of the player character being a man and the princess being a woman. Theres a very intentional gender dynamic happening and thats a chunk of the point i think?
The long quiet is constructed with more agency than the princess and the princess has to be on her guard with you because of the nature of how the Construct constricts you both to your particular roles, you as the agent with control who's been instructed to be the aggressor despite the little instinctively empathetic voice in your head telling you that its wrong, and the princess as a prisoner of your interaction despite anything she might be capable of or any hope that you'll be kind, in the same way that men are often taught to be forward and aggressive while women are taught to be on the defensive against the risk of dangerous men. Like to me thats flagrantly a metaphor for how the societal construction of patriarchy and oppositional sexism can make dating women as a man and dating men as a woman become a minefield of trust and power dynamics instead of an open, free relationship of equal comfort and agency, and the subsequent evolutions of those routes explorations of how past dating experiences can color future ones or change your perspective on the past. If your last girlfriend hurt you, you may fear the next doing the same, or if you hurt your last girlfriend, the guilt may haunt you into your next relationship, and so on.
and thats reflected by the princess as a creature of perspective warped by how you percieve her as the Other, and also reflected in how there is One Specific Way this interaction is Supposed To Go if you listen to the narrative being sold to you and the game tells you in no uncertain terms to accept and follow it without question will leave you miserable and Cold, each new voice in the long quiet's mind a new lense to see the other Through.
Which isnt me saying a queer reading shouldnt be done in fact i think its, at times, one of the bisexualest games ive ever played where nothing explicitly same gender attracted is even possible because its most hopeful and healthy endings come from choosing to say fuck allllllll that noise and learn to intimately understand eachother's perspective with compassion and respect eachother's agency as fully realized people now that you're seperate yet intertwined despite how the narrative tries to pit you against eachother and treat you as two irreconcilable opposites rather than one whole thats been split apart arbitrarily by some guy who probably never bothered to understand why his wife left him when he thought everything was perfect because they were doing what they were Supposed To and decided that meant he should put together a plan to kill the concept of change to prevent 'the end of the world' even after he's long dead, a ghost, and Echo, and now you, the inheritors of this man's decision to split you into two beings in a construct made in no uncertain terms to keep you from understanding eachother, have to navigate being separated concepts and decide what your connection ought to look like. why else would 'happily ever after' be the first and only thing to make the narrator admit maybe he'd been trying to do something horribly wrong, if an eternal ending of static, shallow, conflict-free unconditional love where youre both far too afraid to challenge your roles and change even if the spark is dying and it rots in your mouth, and even you, his god-monster crafted symbolically in his own image, could let her go, and leave together on good terms so you can both move on to experience a brighter future, whether that be together or not.
When the brain fog kicks in..

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idk why people are still trying to do "hear me out"s on tumblr
you could talk about wanting to fuck the space needle on here and people would still call you a poser for insisting on fucking "conventionally attractive architecture" as if that's a coherent, easily-recognizable category
I want to fuck Antoni Gaudi's unbuilt Hotel Attraction skyscraper design
"hear me out" and it's a picture of the most fuckable building you've ever seen. c'mon now.
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every time i sit down 2 watch a horror movie i think of that one tweet :/
rb if you too sit down in ur room and watch horror movies alone