Hey gamers. Yeah I haven't posted in a long time on this account... And I just felt like I should speak up about it.
It's just for my own mental health. As of now just logging into this account just fucking hurts. Just makes me feel guilty, disgusted with myself, etc. I won't disclose why because that is personal but I felt like it was necessary to say.
I've been active on my other account, not this one. It's just a roleplay blog so I won't link it. Roleplays are a good escape from reality and to be completely honest posting on that has been the only thing keeping me sane and happy. Anyway. You guys follow me solely for art so I don't want to like a roleplay blog with only like...5 drawings
As much as I'd like to say, "I'm fine and will get back to posting art soon," that isn't the case. I've made art but I genuinely just don't have the will to post anything. Only really on the other account, lol. I'm not ok and I can't give a time stamp of when I will be.
I love sharing my creations with others and I hope I will find the strength to post here again, but I'm not sure. I'm sorry I can't give answers.
I love you all /genuine and I appreciate every single one of you for liking my art. I cannot say how much it means to me. It means a lot! And I'm sorry I won't be providing that art anytime soon
Update. I still have not recovered in the slightest. I genuinely have no idea if I'm ever gonna post here again. It just doesn't sit right with me. It just makes me upset. I don't like it. I'm not even sure if I will be on Instagram either.
I'm sorry I've been so serious the past few months. And I'm sorry I haven't been making art or anything. I just truthfully haven't been ok. It's been months and nothing's been just... right for me. And I apologize for that.
I'm not linking my roleplay accounts. If you want to find me, find me. But you guys came for Newgrounds and I can't provide you with that on my other blogs.
Again. I'm so sorry. I wish I could continue to make art for you guys. I still get multiple notifications on this account so that shows that you guys enjoy my art. I'm grateful! I really am. And I just feel terrible not being able to do that.
I love you all so much. The support I've gotten on my art has made me so happy and I was so glad to have gotten the chance to share my creative skills with all of you.
If this is the last post I make, goodbye. If it isn't, I appreciate you sticking around. Enjoy your lives, I hope you all are doing well or at least better than I am.


















