The son of demon and the son of god.

The original push behind naming cultural appropriation and having these conversations were so that we as a society could evaluate why we were punished for our heritage while white People were not. It was supposed to be about seeking solutions. The idea was to create a society where we could celebrate our cultures with impunity. It was never about telling white people that they “weren’t allowed” to do certain things. We did ask that white People stop doing certain things because they weren’t doing them respectfully and were not invited to do them, but the primary reason we asked them to desist was to reclaim the things they had stolen and to reassign them culturally back where they belonged.

White “allies” saw these conversations happening and instead of trying to aplify our own voices or even try to learn about the complexities behind why we were saying what we were saying, they instead began screaming over us and creating a narrative that was hardly even the bones of what we originally set out to say. It was like they took the conversation we were trying to have, completely decontextualized it, and stripped it of all it’s nuance in order to gain social currency by seeming progressive.

So the conversation around cultural appropriation went from “This aspect of our heritage belongs to us and we find it egregious that we are shamed for it. What steps can we take to address the racism that’s creating this situation as well as rehome the things that have been stolen” to “you’re not allowed to do that because if you do that you’re racist, we don’t really understand why that’s racist but you’re not allowed to do that and if you do that you’re a klansman no exceptions. So you’re not allowed because because”

At the end of the day, did I like the fact that sally was wearing dreads? No. But my primary concern was not that sally was wearing dreads but rather that sally could wear dreads and I couldn’t. THAT was the intended focus of those conversations. It was about addressing the inequality. It was about us. Now the conversation is just about sally and were completely forgotten.

Incision

looking in the mirror and you don’t hate it but you do feel kinda like an alien sometimes

having a twice as many clothes because you need stuff for masculine days and stuff for feminine days but most of the time neither one is comfortable and everything looks Bad

if you do find an outfit you like that day, 8 hours later you may feel weird about it, it’s a surprise

constant debate on long vs. short hair

internal screaming about the statistical (im)probability of finding a partner who is into your gender(s)

Do I Dislike My Hips Bc I’m Trans Or Bc They’re A Weird Shape

can i even call myself trans or am i faking it

sometimes dysphoria sometimes apathy & sometimes u feel like, really hot with what u got and it’s a guessing game

not wanting to come out cause it’s hard to explain and they won’t get it, plus half the time you don’t care anyways

gender: [ ] M [ ] F

*looks into the camera like the office*

Me: