My name is Dany, and I'm a 26-year old bi and trans individual (ftm, he/they) living in the American south. I've never done this before, but I need help. I'll try not to take too much of your time!
This is a donation post, with the donation link being paypal.me/Dovaah and the goal being $500, so feel free to scroll away if you've no interest, though even a reblog or share is always helpful and appreciated. Further context under the cut:
In January, I had to leave what I know now was an abusive home (it took being away from it for more than 2 weeks to realize that, no, being screamed at and having things thrown/taken/destroyed wasn't normal). In doing so, I left the only home I've known for over two decades- left the town, even left the state. I packed what would fit in a duffel and a trash bag and ever since my leaving, I've been sleeping on the floor and couch of my siblings' apartment until I can afford my own mattress. I was employed and tried to transfer, but after two months of desperately trying to get it rolling, I've finally had to completely give up as I'm getting nothing but runaround. As my employment was primarily in another state, I can't file for unemployment, since I'm residing here now.
I'm still trying to find employment, but job hunting doesn't pay bills. I have no income for food, for water, for medicine.
I've nothing to offer for any help offered, only gratitude for any who donate, share, or even simply read. But I'm hoping if I can at least raise $500, I can use that for a down payment on an apartment with my partner, which would bring me back into a city with some guaranteed jobs to choose from.
If you can spare anything at all, even a few cents, please absolutely donate anything you can and want to. It's not an expectation or obligation to do so, but it would be so incredibly helpful. Even if you've no money yourself, just a share or reblog can help more than you may realize. The best place to donate is here:
Paypal.me/Dovaah
I have $66 to make last indefinitely, but I'm going to use a few dollars of that to Blaze this, in hopes of it reaching more people... I really hope this works.
If you're able to donate, you can do so here:
Regardless of how much or little this posts helps, please know I'm so very thankful for even reading this far, and I hope things get better soon, for all of us.
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I need a bot in stasis on earth to just likeβ¦die. I donβt mean this maliciously or anything, but I think going into stasis surrounded by organics should come with consequences, like how youβll see abandoned buildings get reclaimed by plants or even have termites eat through actively lived in homes.
I need the Autobots or Decepticons to track down someone, who went into stasis on earth for the war, only to find fungi mycorrhiza clogging their Energon lines having consumed every drop. I need lichens, mosses, and ferns sprouting from their frame, slowly absorbing the micronutrients that leech off of them as bacteria and protists excrete acid to dissolve them microscopically. I need small detritivores like snails, isopods, and insects eating those plants and bacteria. I need a nest of mice hidden under their armour. I need a clutch of mysterious eggs safely nestled away in a burrow under their arm. I need the earth to completely and entirely reclaim them.
And the worst part, the worst part is that I need them to see that this was inevitable. I need them to see that they can clean them up, remove all the plants and debris, provide them with fresh Energon, and see how their very processor has been rusted and corroded
Everything but their spark is dead and consumed, and even that is barely holding on by a thread. Theyβre functionally a living corpse. At what point do you just let the wildlife take the rest of them? At what point do you wonder if their spark will even return to the allspark?
I need them to see that this will happen in every habitat across earth. Maybe not as fast. A rainforest is hungrier than a desert: but theyβll both eat you.
I need them to see that: even with Unicron locked away, asleep for millennia more, he will still consume them if they stay.
Everytime they see an organic from here on out, I need them to shiver
[Fungal metal corrosion| Radiotrophic fungi| Plants that absorb heavy metals ]
@the-eater-of-the-snacks thanks for letting me ramble at you!
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the zineβs currently available for pre-order up until the end of this month, and all proceeds will go toward the skin cancer foundation β so please have a look if youβre interested! ^^
I think a lot about how in Morrowind you can sometimes convince people who would otherwise attack you on sight to hear you out and have an actual conversation with you by stripping naked before you talk to them. I understand its a semi-unintended consequence of the nudity lines having higher priority than they should, but its really funny to imagine that these murdering assassins are just so flabbergasted by the chosen hero of prophecy turning up naked and trying to negotiate that it just stunlocks their brains into forgetting they had to kill you.
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As my friend Julian puts it, only half winkingly: "God blessed me by making me transsexual for the same reason God made wheat but not bread and fruit but not wine, so that humanity might share in the act of creation."
This has been driving me insane because this quote is so incredibly Jewish but every time I saw it was completely divorced from Judaism in the version applying it to 'transsexual'.
The original concept that humans complete the act of creation by making bread from wheat is from the Talmud! And the specific "wheat but not bread, grapes but not wine" phrasing is from Jewish theologian Abraham Heschel but it is missing "clay but not bricks".
And among trans Jews the sentiment was already popular before I ever started seeing this specific phrasing so I knew, knew, knew a Jew and likely a trans Jew was involved.
As it happens, Ortberg's friend Julian is Jewish and they have strongly negative feelings about the way the quote has been removed from the context of their life as someone trans and Jewish. They used to have a thread up on xwitter about it but have since made their account private and only have a very terse FAQ online from which you can glean the treatment they likely received when being more open about their Jewishness, relationship to transness, and the interaction of both.
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