and i’m not even trying to be rude here but the members were literally trying to hype up the crowd and encourage them to put down their phones down even if it’s for a minute and they didn’t even try😭
of course i’m not trying to say all k-coers are like this but it’s literally the majority of them
I get wanting to take photos and videos as memories of your experience at the PYPD concert but if it’s the entire concert your phone is out then that’s the problem that the cortis members are talking about like its fine to take photos and videos but at least try to live in the moment of being at their concert you know?
I get why they’re frustrated, cause all they see in the crowd are phones constantly up, people just standing in place, and the crowd not being hyped up at all, Martin tried to get the crowd to sing along with him but no one did, Seonghyeon tried to get the crowd to jump and be excited but gave up halfway when nobody did, James literally telling the crowd to put their phones down, and the fact that their WYW fan chant didn’t even happen was really depressing to see.
This is a genuine group that actually wants to make music for people to enjoy but people aren’t giving back the same energy and effort as them during concerts.
I’m gonna be very honest right now, I feel like at lot of those people didn’t go there for the songs or to enjoy the concert, they only went just to thirst over them, and listen I get it they’re very attractive but if you only see them for their looks and not who they are as people then this definitely isn’t the group for you, and i’m not trying to discourage people from stanning them but at least pretend your enjoying to concert.
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↬featuring: ex!? (implied?) kwon ohyul x fem reader (implied)
⋮ sypnopsis
when two ex lovers reunite years later, they then reconnect over memories, their old feelings, and admist all this, a familiar hoodie that never truly left them.
warnings: english isnt my first language, inconsistent writing cause i switch between laptop and my phone, maybe there's repetition?
content: long one shot, imagine, angst (slightly soft ig?), also fluff...? kinda slow burn, comfort, open ended one shot. reader (you) are implied to be an idol however there's no specific company or group mentioned. inspired by the song "hoodie" by hey violet (if u were a gacha kid, I think you'd know) mostly written from ohyul's pov...sorry
notes: I'm begging I need req, I wanna start writing more, this is my first post for LNGSHOT, and my first post after a long time not writing. navigation.
The stage lights...still lingered behind his eyes long after the performance ended
Even after the screaming crowds, the deafening music, the cameras constantly pointed toward him from varying angles, even after stepping off stage and bowing one last time with the other members beneath blinding lights, ohyul could still feel everything buzzing faintly beneath his skin.
Tonight's performance had been exhausting. however, not in a bad way.
Actually, it was a satisfying kind of way.
The kind that left his muscles sore and his chest heaving afterward, sweat sticking uncomfortably to his skin beneath layered stage outfits.
LNGSHOT had only debuted a few months ago and yet somehow, after everything, all their hard work before their debut, all the hate, or all the flying and concerts, the packed schedules, everything already felt overwhelming in the best and but also worst ways possible.
To this day, Ohyul still finds it quite shocking how some people recognize him more often now when he crosses the street, be it in seoul it or the country he visits abroad and during their performances on stage, there are people actually screaming his name.
And honestly, it still felt unreal sometimes.
By the time the members finally returned to the dorm, everyone looked half dead.
Woojin disappeared straight into his room without even saying goodnight, Louis dramatically complained about starving before immediately lying face down onto the couch instead of actually getting food, and Ryul went to scold Louis.
Ohyul only laughed quietly at the sight before heading for the shower himself.
Warm water eased some of the tension from his body, washing away sweat, hairspray, and the lingering stickiness from performing under hot stage lights. By the time he changed into more comfortable clothes afterward, exhaustion sat heavier against his shoulders.
Now, most people, normal people at this time would've probably gone straight to sleep.
But not Kwon Ohyul.
He still reached for a hoodie.
Still slipped on his shoes.
Still left the dorm.
Because no matter how busy life became for him, Kwon Ohyul, never skipped his runs.
To him, running had always been one of the few things that cleared his head properly. Especially after long performances where adrenaline still lingered long after the stage ended.
And tonight, the weather felt nice enough for it.
The summer heat had finally calmed after today's evening rain earlier, leaving the air cool and damp instead of the unbearably humid. The streets still shimmered faintly beneath the city lights, the puddles reflecting neon signs and passing headlights as he ran through the quieter roads.
The rhythmic sound of his footsteps against the wet pavement slowly drowned out the noise in his head.
Out here, nobody could really bother him.
There were no cameras. No managers. No expectations from crowds.
Just him running through the cool air that hits against his skin, and the steady burn in his lungs as he ran.
Oh how he liked that feeling.
Liked how the city softened at this quiet night.
Eventually though, his pace slowed little by little until he finally came to a stop near a familiar street corner, his breathing heavier now as he dragged a hand through his slightly damp hair.
A nearby convenience store glowed warmly against the dark street ahead, bright lights reflecting across the rain slick pavement.
Right now....food sounded good.
Or at least a cold drink.
Something small for him to consume before heading back to the dorm.
Adjusting the face mask resting over the lower half of his face, Ohyul started walking toward the store,
Before slowing again...
There was someone sitting outside near the small tables beside the convenience store.
A girl.
A hood pulled over her head slightly, one leg tucked beneath the other as she scrolled absentmindedly through her phone.
The steam rose from the cup of ramyeon sitting in front of her, drifting upward into the cool night air. Beside it sat convenience store sushi and an opened drink can that had probably gone warm already considering how long it had...sat there.
Music leaked faintly from her earbuds whenever she shifted.
And draped around her shoulders—
Was a familiar blue hoodie.
Ohyul's steps slowed unconsciously.
Because something about it felt incredibly familiar immediately.
His chest tightened before his thoughts fully caught up.
Because he knew that hoodie all too well.
He knew the exact shade of blue faded from too many washes. Knew the sleeves stretched slightly from someone constantly pulling them over their hands.
For a second, it felt like time stopped on him. Ohyul forgot about the convenience store entirely. Forgot about the exhaustion weighing down his body. Forgot about the city around him.
Because suddenly all he could see...
was you.
And even after all this time,
he recognized you instantly.
The memory hit him quietly first.
Not like a sudden flash like you'd get when a camera clicks at you with it's flash on.
It was more like a soft tugging at the edges of his thoughts...soft, uninvited but impossible to ignore.
And suddenly
He was no longer at the convenience store.
He was back to that day.
Where it had been raining non-stop.
The kind of rain that didn't stop properly, just shifted between light drizzles and sudden heavier bursts as if the sky was indecisive that it couldn't decide what it wanted to do.
Ohyul had already walked out from Morevision's studio earlier that evening. An umbrella is hand, his navy blue jacket pulled tighter around himself than usual. He didn't mind the cold too much.
In fact, he almost preferred it like this. It was quiet, the streets were empty and there was no unnecessary street drama. If that makes sense.
A small cafe sat near the corner he passed on weekends. Warm lights spilled through its windows. Soft against the gray outside.
He only meant to stop in for a drink. Something warm, something simple. Just a small break before heading back.
The cafe was quiet when he entered. A few scattered customers. Mostly a couple of students hunched over laptops and papers. Someone reading by the window as the soft hum of music and rain tapping against the glass filled the space comfortably.
Ohyul ordered a drink without much thought and ended up choosing a seat near the window. He stared at the glass pane, looking outside, where the rain blurred into the streaks of grey and reflection.
That was when he saw you.
You, who were rushing under the rain from one stop to the cafe, head slightly ducked as if that alone could help. You, who clutched tightly around a large sling bag—pressed over your head in a failed attempt of shelter from the heavy rain.
And obviously, that didn't work and you ended up drenched. Not completely soaked enough that your clothes clung slightly to your figure. Ohyul noticed you, a stranger, your steps that looked increasingly frustrated with every second.
Eventually, the stranger stopped right outside the cafe entrance. Eventually stopping under the table outside with a large parasol attached to it.
You cursed under your breath, unbeknownst to the boy staring at you from the glass inside the cafe.
"seriously, of all days..."
Although the boy couldn't hear what you had said from inside, the irritation was obvious.
You adjusted the bag slightly, clearly debating whether to just run through the rain again or wait it out even though it didn't seem to have any plans of stopping anytime soon.
Ohyul blinked. His mind wandering in his head. Where have he seen you before. And eventually it clicked.
He did know you, though not well...or perhaps not yet but just vaguely he knew where he recognized you from.
A classmate. Someone who attended hanlim arts highschool along with him. One of his closest friends—Woonhak's friends. He never spoke to you before but he'd seen you wander around the halls enough to recognize who you were.
Eventually, his eyes caught the way you shifted again, clearly cold now, shoulders slightly tense as you looked at the reflection from one of them glass panes of the cafe as if it had personally betrayed you.
Something about that...made him pause.
And before he could overthink it—
Ohyul stood up.
The chair, scraped lightly against the wooden floor. A few people glanced over but paid no real interest to it—eventually looking away.
He grabbed his umbrella and walked towards the door. When he stepped outside the cold hit him immediately. He slowly walked to the table, to you standing under the parasol.
And you noticed him instantly.
"...uh?" she made a small sound of confusion.
Ohyul stopped right in front of you, when he realized too late that he hadn't thought this through. And for a second, there was just...silence. The sound of rain slowly muffled.
Then he cleared his throat slightly.
"you're drenched.." he said bluntly.
You blinked, confused. "I'm aware...?"
A pause.
"Right..."
That made you exhale through through nose, almost a laugh but not quite one. "Did you come out here just so you could tell me that..?"
"No.."
Another pause
"Are you...going to wait for the rain to stop?"
You chuckled before looking at the heavy rain. "I'm hoping it does." you muttered. "But clearly it had something against me...so I doubt it."
That got a small huff of air out of him. Almost a laugh.
Ohyul hesitated again...then without really thinking it through. He took off his hoodie.
"What are you doing?" you asked, perplexed at his actions. He outstretched his hands, the hoodie held out slightly for her to take it. "You're cold."
You blinked. He was right but... you've never been the type to admit vulnerability. "I'm drenched." You corrected, out of pride. "There's a difference."
"I know."
Eventually silence filled in again.
You stared at him, as if trying to figure out if he was serious or if he was just...strange.
"You don't even know me.." you pointed out.
"I know." He said simply.
That didn't help his case at all. But he still held the hoodie out, waiting for you to take it. After a few seconds of hesitation, you sighed. Your hands remained hugging your figure due to the cold.
"okay...this is either really kind of you, really weird."
"it's just a hoodie. It's not a big deal." He replied.
"From a stranger."
"Not exactly, we're classmates."
Eventually, you decided that...there was no way you could argue with him. You did recognize him, you saw him in hallways, you saw him with woonhak in class. So...he was technically not a stranger.
"Fine.." you muttered, reaching for the hoodie.
Your fingers didn't really touch him, but both of you felt something shift that day.
The hoodie was warm... probably from body heat. You immediately pulled it on, the oversized fabric swallowing you slightly.
"This is...definitely going to be weird to return." you muttered.
"Then you don't have to return it." he replied without thinking.
You paused. "That sounds even worse." That made him laugh.
"You're really strange."
"I've been told." He has, a lot. By Ryul. By Woonhak and by the staff of Morevision.
Another beat of silence.
But it wasn't uncomfortable. Just unfamiliar.
Your head tilted slightly, looking at him properly now for the first time.
"…Why did you come out here anyway?"
He glanced at the cafe behind them.
"You mean why I'm at the cafe?"
"Yes"
"…Warm coffee."
"That’s it?"
"It's cold today."
She nodded slowly like that made more sense.
"…Yeah, okay, that tracks."
Then, after a pause—
"I'll return this later," she added reluctantly. "Probably."
"You don't have to," he repeated.
"I'm going to," she insisted. “It’s basic respect.”
He didn't argue this time. Just nodded slightly.
The rain continued falling around them, softer now in the background of the café’s warm light.
"…You should go inside," he said after a moment.
"You too," she replied.
He paused.
"…Yeah."
Neither of them moved immediately.
Then finally, she stepped slightly toward the cafe door. Before entering, she looked back once.
"…Thanks, by the way."
He gave a small nod.
And somehow…
That didn’t feel like the last time they'd speak.
And it wasn't, because after that day, seeing each other somehow became normal.
At first, it happened through coincidence more than intention. You guys would pass each other through the schools hallways. There would be brief greetings exchanged during classes. Small acknowledgements whenever Woonhak dragged one of you into conversations with the other because he found out that you've conversed before and in his words it felt like he missed a whole chapter. Sometimes you'd end up walking together without really planning to, simply because they were heading the same direction anyway.
Then slowly—it stopped feeling accidental. The hoodie became an excuse at first. A reason to talk again where you kept insisting you'd return it eventually, yet every time you brought it up, something interrupted it and both of you would get distracted, be it during another shared walk with eachother or another afternoon where you two would linger around each other longer than necessary.
And somehow, somewhere between all of that—you two became close, so close it became obvious to others except the two of you. It started with little things. the shared drinks during breaks. The late night calls and messages, or the the moments of him sitting beside you during lunch while you kept rambling tiredly about something crazy you eavesdropped from someone as he rested his head on the table with you knowing well that he wasn't fully listening. But what mattered was that he cared enough to stay.
Back then, It was just you and him. Just two exhausted teenagers due to school, practices and other stuff life had offered them. Two teenagers who were trainees under different entertainment companies with big dreams who found comfort in eachother. Because somehow being with eachother felt so easy. so warm.
As time passes on, somehow and somewhere, being around each other made it easier. Like you could breathe properly for a moment.
Where some nights ended with long phone calls after practic and neither of you wanted to hang up first. There would sometimes be days where you both would barely even talk, just listening to eachother after after a long and exhausting day.
And other times, you would both talk until the sunrise threatened the edges of their windows through the blinds. You both would talk about dreams. About your hopes and wishes before and after debuting. About fears neither of you would admit to anyone else.
The closer you became, the more natural everything had felt.
Waiting outside each for eachother after school just to walk home together beneath the flickering streetlights. or the times where the both if you were sharing umbrellas during lazy rainy afternoons while his shoulder always ended up damp because he kept tilting it more towards you. The first time he held your hand happened naturally enough that neither of them even mentioned it afterward.
And when you both finally started dating, nothing really changed. Well....at least,
Not immediately.
Because you both already loved each other long before placing a lable onto it. Back then, the relationship felt soft in the way only first love could. It was messy. Young and overwhelmingly sincere.
The two of you loved each other through the exhaustion, through sore muscles after a long day of a workout or dance practice and through the nights where everything felt suffocating.
So maybe that was why losing each other later hurt so much.
Because for a while—both of you had been everything to one another. But of course growing older changed things quietly. Your schedules didnt line up with one another which led to less frequent hang outs. because when one of you had a break, the other would be busy.
Then thats where it started.
There were fewer shared walks home. Fewer late night calls with eachother. Replies became delayed, and that was not because either of you simply stopped caring and loving one another,
but because both if you were simply too exhausted to give more than what's already there.
And before you could notice, in just a blink of an eye, conversations turned into arguments. They weren't explosive. Just tired frustration and built up stress spilling onto the wrong person.
And suddenly there was a huge gap between you and him. a distance. Too many apologies spilled out from eachother. And eventually, even being together started feeling heavy. It no longer felt warm and easy. Instead it felt like trying to desperately hold onto something while slowly losing yourselves in the process. You both still loved each other dearly.
And that was the problem wasn't it?
Both you and Ohyul loved each other enough to notice how unhappy the other had become. Enough to realize neither of you knew how to keep giving without completely emptying yourselves. So both of you made a difficult decision.
Before graduation.
You chose to let go. And so did he. It was quiet. It was painful.
Because you the love for eachother never disappeared.
And afterward, life simply…kept moving. Graduation came. The preperations for debuting intensified. Your paths diverged naturally after that. That's it. No dramatic ending.
Just a distance settling where your love used to live.
And somehow—that hurt the most.
The steam from the ramyeon had started fading by the time Ohyul finally sat down across from you.
He didnt know why he chose to sat down, every part of his bone had screamed at him that it was a bad idea yet...his brain refused to listened and his instincts acted.
For a moment, neither of you spoke.
Strange isn't it?
How someone could become a stranger and still feel familiar at the exact same time.
"I see you still go out late at night to run" you pointed out eventually, pulling one earbud out completely this time.
Ohyul let out a quiet breath through his nose. "And you still have a habit of buying food but not eating it."
You glanced at the untouched ramyeon in front of you before giving a small shrug. “Fair point.”
Silence settled again. Not awkward. Just careful. It was evident that both of you were trying to figure out where to place years of distance between an attempt to have an ordinary conversation.
Then—"You debuted," you said softly.
And to Ohyul it still sounded slightly unreal coming from her. "Yeah..." Ohyul laughed quietly. "So did you."
You blinked surprised that he was aware. "You know?"
"I've seen clips online." He leaned back slightly in his chair. "Seems like you're doing pretty well."
A small sound left you, somewhere stuck between embarrassment and disbelief. "That’s… weird."
“What is?”
"You knowing that."
"You thought i wouldn't?"
"I don’t know." You looked down at your drink for a second before letting out a quieter laugh. "I guess I just didn't expect you to know about it."
Ohyul nodded slowly. Because to be frank, he understood that feeling more than he wanted to admit. There was another pause before you spoke again.
"You’ve changed." you laughed, admiring his new features now that his hood was down and so was his face mask that had concealed his face. "Your hair's longer and your braces gone..."
"Hopefully i changed in a good way..."
"Mmmm....I'm still deciding."
That made him laugh properly this time. God. How he forgot how easy talking to you used to feel.
"So how's the others? Woojin, Ryul." you asked.
"They're...well them?"
"So nothing changed."
"No not much."
A small laugh escaped your lips again. and God Ohyul found himself staring for half a second too long before looking away.
And somehow, little by little, as the night continued, the tension eased. The conversation started flowing more naturally after that. The two of you talked about schedules. About how exhausting debut life actually feels like compared to how glamorous people thought it looked online. But even so, everything felt exhilirating in a good way. At one point you started laughing while telling a story about your members and Ohyul found himself laughing hard enough that he had to lower his head slightly.
God...it felt familiar. Dangerously familiar. It was as if they were stepping into an old memory. And for a second, it almost scared both o of you, how easy it was to just slip back into this version of themselves. The version before things became complicated with eachother. Before distance they created together, before silence, before things got so exhausting.
At some point, your laughter softened.
and his gaze had drifted again. But not to your face this time. But to the familiar hoodie you were wearing. The navy blue hoodie that once belong to him.
It was subtle at first—almost absentminded. Like his eyes had simply fallen there while his mind was elsewhere. But then it lingered longer than it should've.
Until it wasn't absentminded anymore. You noticed eventually.
"…What?" you asked, glancing down at yourself before following his gaze. "What are you looking at?" Ohyul blinked once, like he had just been pulled back into the moment. Then he let out a quiet laugh. It wasn't dramatic, just...surprised.
That caught your attention immediately.
"What?" you repeated your eyes narrowed slightly.
He shook his head lightly, still smiling a little to himself. "I was just wondering…" he started slowly, voice calmer now, "…if you ever fixed that zipper."
That made you pause. Then you looked down at the hoodie too. “…Clearly not.” There was no hesitation laced in your answer. He hummed, leaning back slightly in his chair. "Yeah, I can see that."
A beat. Then, almost like he couldn’t help himself—
"You broke it, didn’t you?"
Your head snapped up immediately.
"I did NOT break it."
"Oh, you definitely did."
"I didn’t even do anything to it?!" You defended instantly. "It was already fragile when you gave it to me."
"That’s not true."
"it is so true."
He tilted his head slightly, like he was genuinely considering her argument, but the faint smile on his face ruined his seriousness.
"You used to fidget with it all the time," he said, slower now, like he was recalling it. "You'd just keep zipping it up and down while talking whenever you wore it. Like it was a habit."
"That does NOT break a zipper."
"You also never stopped doing it."
You frowned slightly. "That's not why it broke."
"Yes it was."
"How are you so sure huh?"
"It literally broke while you were doing it."
"If i don't remember it, it clearly never happened."
Ohyul laughed under his breath at that.
"Oh really...? how conveinient."
You leaned forward a little now, fully engaged in the argument despite the fact that neither of you actually sounded angry.
"I'm telling you, it was cheap ass material. wherever you bought it."
"I beg to differ...it survived me wearing it. It survived during rainy days. It survived before i gave it to you," he listed, ticking each point off casually, "but it didn’t survive you."
"That’s insulting. and very offending"
"Oh c'mon, it’s honest."
"It’s wrong."
"Is it?"
You stared at him for a second..becuase it wasn't wrong. you were just to prideful to admit it did break because of you. Eventually, you let out a small exhale through your nose, giving up on winning.
"…Whatever."
That should've been the end of it. But instead, the silence that followed didn't feel empty. It felt… reflective. Your fingers, still wrapped in the sleeve. And your eyes looked down at the hoodie again.
"…Do you… want it back?" The question hung there differently than everything before it. Ohyul sensed it. The hesitation that was laced in your question. Like you weren't sure if you should even be asking.
Ohyul didn’t answer immediately. For a second, his gaze dropped back to the hoodie too.
And suddenly—it wasn't just a hoodie.
It was the rain. The cold air biting at his skin. The cafe doorway. The memory of you standing outside, annoyed at the weather, soaked at the edges of your clothes, holding a bag over your head like it could fight the sky.
Then it was him stepping outside without much thought of it. It was warmth leaving his jacket and settling onto her shoulders. It was a stranger he didn't know then—
who somehow ended up becoming someone he couldn't really forget.
And then—memories came flooding one by one. The laughter in empty hallways. The shared beverages and snacks. The late night quiet conversations that lasted too long be it in person, through messages or calls. The running around in the rain when he had worked so hard to keep the umbrella on your side. The times where you'd share an earbud, your head resting on his shoulder. The version of life with you that felt simpler, even when it wasn't.
His gaze softened without him noticing. Then he let out a small breath. A faint smile appeared after and you can't lie, your heart still tugged because of it. That smile, that damn smile.
The smile he gives to you after a long day, the smile he'd have whenever you're feeling down telling you everything will be okay even if he wasn't sure himseld. The smile he'd show you to reassure you. It was so familiar, so warm and so genuine.
"…No," he said quietly.
You blinked confused.
"No?"
He shook his head once.
"Keep it."
A pause.
"You kept it for this long," he added, tone lighter now, almost teasing again, "why return it now?"
The tension on your shoulders, one you didn't even realize you were holding eased slightly.
and you leaned back a little. clearing you throat.
"…I was just asking."
"Mm."
There was a beat. Then he smiled faintly, eyes flicking back to you.
"Though I doubt you actually planne'd to give it back anyway."
That earned an immediate reaction. "I did."
"You didn't"
"I did!"
"You said that every time," he pointed out smoothly. "And every time, somehow you conveniently forgot."
"That was back then," you insisted. "I meant it this time..."
He raised a brow slightly. "Sure you did.."
"Don’t 'sure you' me mister."
His laugh came easier this time.
It was warm. Familiar in a way that made the moment feel less like two strangers catching up—but more like something that had briefly been paused rather than ended.
You huffed slightly, but there was a small smile tugging at your expression now too.
"You’re still annoying,"
"You're still wearing my hoodie"
"I'm wearing it."
"Same thing."
"It is not the same thing."
"Is it?"
"Yes it is—"
But you stopped yourself mid sentence. And your eyes drifted to look at him. And for a second, neither of you spoke. The laughter didn't fully disappear.
It just softened. Hung in the air a little quieter than before.
And something about it—something about sitting there like this again, arguing over something so small, so stupid, so normal—
made everything else feel strangely distant.
Like time hadn't completely erased them. Just stretched them apart. And it felt like you two were teenagers again...just a little older this time.
Until finally—
you exhaled slowly. you laughed, because god how you missed this feeling. how you missed talking to him like this even if things had clearly changed between them, even if they grew older, maturer into the perso they are now.
That caught his attention. For a brief second, neither of them said anything. But God. Ohyul missed this as much as you did.
Then quietly, unexpectedly—
"I miss this."
His gaze lifted towards you, surprised that you had chose to acknowledge the elephant in the atmosphere.
"You know…" you murmured, glancing down at the untouched food in front of you, "when it was just us."
A pause.
"Talking like this." you added.
Ohyul swallowed slowly.
"…Yeah."
Another small pause.
Then softer—
"Me too."
Silence settled between them again, but this time it wasn’t uncomfortable at all. If anything, it felt almost warm. Like finding something you thought you lost years ago. Eventually, Ohyul glanced down at his phone.The time made him exhale quietly.
"It's really late," he muttered.
"It is..."
He pushed himself up from the chair reluctantly, adjusting the mask resting beneath his chin again.
"I should probably head back before the others notices I've been gone too long."
"I can imagine the fuss they are gonna make" you chuckled.
He laughed again, shaking his head lightly.
God. There it was again. That feeling. Like no matter how much time passed, talking to you still came so naturally. He hesitated briefly before speaking again.
"…Hey."
You looked up. Ohyul rubbed the back of his neck once, suddenly feeling strangely nervous.
"Is your number still the same from back then?"
A small flicker of surprise crossed your expression. "…Yeah," she answered slowly. "Why?"
He glanced away for a second, embarassed, nervouse and hesitant before looking back at you again.
"If it’s not too much trouble…" he started quietly, "and if you’re not busy sometime…"
His voice softened slightly.
"Maybe we could catch up properly"
For a moment, you simply looked at him.
Then slowly—
"…Yeah," you said softly.
A small smile appeared afterward.
"I'd like that."
And somehow, beneath the luminiscent convenience store lights and the remains of the rare summer rain from this evening,
it felt a little like fate had decided to give them one more chance.
thanks for reading <3
edited: it didn't save my first draft I'm gonna cry, hopefully it's still good cause I ended up rushing it.
—> summary : you go to a summer camp and your high school rival happens to be there, you hate it until a truth is uncovered. loser!james x popular!reader
—> authors note : usually i do fake texts so this is my first written story, hope you guys like it and sorry for any typos. ALSO SORRY FOR TAKING SO LONG, I promise a new chapter to the Juhoon FF Aren’t you an idol? Is coming soon!!
‘Cause we both know what could go down if we get too close…
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“Okay, what is your issue with me?” You asked, putting your hands on your hips and furrowing your eyebrows at the boy in front of you. He looks back with a side eye glare, if looks could kill, you’d been dead 5 years ago.
His sharp features were intimidating but you were too angry to care. He scoffed and ignored your question, walking away back to his cabin.
“I’m speaking to you, Yufan!” You called to him and he held up his middle finger before slamming the cabin door behind him. You huffed and threw your towel over your shoulder, walking back to the lake.
Just before, the campers were split into teams and had to compete against each other in a couple games on the lake. There was a blow up obstacle course on the water, James was on your team but still decided to push you off since you were “in the way”, causing you to be eliminated.
You sat on a bench on the dock next to another eliminated camper, James’s friend, Martin. You both watched as a few of the others were still in and getting close to a winner.
“You and James have to figure something out…” Martin said catching you off guard “Excuse me?” “…you two have been meaninglessly fighting since freshmen year” He said and you scoffed “You weren’t even there freshmen year, you were in 7th grade” You snapped and he nodded with a small chuckle. “That’s true, but James told me” He commented with a smirk.
You squinted your eyes at his expression “What’s that look for?” You asked “Nothing…just…he talks about you a lot” He said and looked away, avoiding your disgusted expression.
“I don’t know what you’re trying to get at but it’s not like that and you know it, all he says about me is how annoying, stuck up, bitchy, and a waste of space I am” You said getting angrier just from reciting it.
“And despite it all, it’s even more annoying to him that he still thinks your beautiful” Martin added and you felt your heart drop, “What…?” You said in complete shock and he chuckled at your expression.
“And he can’t stop thinking about you, and won’t shut up to us about you, which pisses us off cause then when he’s with you he acts all nonchalant and rude” Martin continued, looking forward and not at you, he was remembering all the times James had complained to them about how he hated the fact he was so fascinated by you and how beautiful you were even when you were pissing him off.
You just sat there in shock and wide eyes, not thinking that those words would ever leave his mouth, it can’t be the truth. “You’re messing with me aren’t you, this is to get us to stop fighting” You said and he shook his head “No, honest” He said putting his hands up.
“James is competitive, he loves the fight you put up, as much as he acts like he hates it, anything to get your attention really” Martin said and you shook your head and crossed your arms and legs in a pout “You’re funny, if that were true, he’d be nicer and not acting like he hated my guts…for FIVE years” You pointed out.
“Well considering that he was considered a loser for not giving into you popular people, he thought that the feud you had was the only way to get your attention” He said and you didn’t know what to say, you kept looking forward and just flashed through all the memories from school.
~
“James! You’re supposed to do your slide of the project, ugh! Can’t you do anything?!” You yelled at him and he scoffed with a sarcastic smirk “Oh I’m sorry princess, didn’t realize the control freak actually wanted my help still” He snapped and you rolled your eyes.
~
“Hey, can you not park in the front by the blossom tree anymore, my car is there and Eunchae wants to park next to me” You asked nicely with a smile to James who was leaned back in his seat with his eyes closed trying to take a nap. He peeked and looked at you up and down before closing his eyes again and shaking his head “Uh uh”
“What?! Why not?” You asked annoyed “I like the front” He said bluntly and you sighed walking away. “Fine!” He called you, you stopped and turned around “Really?!” You asked excited and his face cringed “Not if you do that” He said and you immediately dropped your smile.
“I don’t want to park next you anyway so works out” He said before walking away leaving you smiling to yourself “Yes!” You said quietly and then went to tell Eunchae.
~
“What are you pouting for?” James said in a snarky annoyed tone “I don’t know who to go to prom with, five guys asked me” You said and he rolled his eyes “Unbelievable” He said under his breath “What?” You snapped with furrowed eyebrows.
“What will you ever do, princess?” He asked sarcastically and you scoffed “What are you being salty for, they asked me, that’s not my fault, you’re just jealous” You said and he raised his eyebrows with a scoff “I am NOT jealous of them” He said and you squinted your eyes “I didn’t say of them, you’re jealous I got asked and you didn’t” You mocked and he shook his head looking away and leaning back in his chair.
“I’m not going so it doesn’t matter” He said and you leaned forward “It’s senior year, your last chance to go to a school dance and you’re not going?” You asked more annoyed at his stupid decision than concerned. “What does it matter to you?” He asked and you leaned back “I need someone to go with cause those five guys that asked me…I don’t like either of them” You pouted and he looked confused.
“Isn’t one of them literally your boyfriend?” He asked and you almost threw up in your mouth “Uh no, no, no, we broke up, he’s disgusting, I denied his proposal right away” You quickly stated and he just slowly nodded and looked away.
“Can you just go with me so I don’t have to say yes to any of them? We just have to take at least one photo so I can post it and then you can go off and do whatever you want” You put her hands together and pleaded but he immediately shook his head not looking at you “Oh hell no” He said and you scoffed and sank in your chair.
“I hate you”.
~
James went anyway.
You both posed together for a quick photo which your friend took, you smiled and glanced over seeing he wast, you immediately put your hand up and forced his frown to a smile. He took that as a cue to smile, he started smiling and you quickly went back to smiling and posing.
“Alright! Done! You two are so cute!” Your friend said and his smile immediately dropped. “James! I didn’t think you’d come!” She asked smiling big and he sighed with a nod, “I didn’t think so either” He said and you hit his shoulder.
~
You were on the dance floor with your friends while James stayed back and sat with Martin who was also shocked James made an appearance. You looked back and saw them sitting together talking and sometimes James would glance at you two and you would lock eyes for a second before you both looked away.
Eventually one of your guy friends came over, “Niki! Hi!” You exclaimed with a smile and immediately started dancing with him and the others. You glanced back again and James was gone, you sighed to yourself, he couldn’t even last one night? Whatever you weren’t going to ruin your night worrying about him.
~
As you remembered all of those moments in high school along with many more, even though there was obvious rivalry, you started to see the secret that was laced in it. I mean with the car and prom alone, James didn’t have to agree to either but he did for your sake.
You sighed seeing it and then gave Martin one last look, but you didn’t say anything to him, you immediately got up and went to find James at the cabins.
~
You barged into the cabin and there he was sitting on the couch in the living room, he looked over with wide eyes, sudden slam of the door caught his attention.
“Oh it’s you” He said and looked back down at his phone, “Do you like me?” You blurted out and he looked at you like you were crazy.
“What are you talking about?” He asked and you suddenly felt embarrassed and sighed, lightly tossing your hands up before they hit your sides. “I don’t know what I’m talking about, James, I don’t even know what to think right now” You said and his judgment quickly turned into genuine confusion and concern.
“What is happening?” He asked standing up and slowly walking towards you as you just shook your head and pushed your hair back. “I talked with Martin earlier…” You started and he nodded with an understanding look, he knew exactly what Martin said and where this was going now.
“And I’m just confused, you hate me, I hate you” You stated and he nodded “That’s how it’s always been” He added “Exactly, so why?” You asked in a demanding tone and he tilted his head “Why what?” He asked, slowing his steps down now that he was close to you.
“Why is he saying those things, that it’s cause you…you like me? Cause you think you don’t have a chance? You’re a loser? I just-” You cut yourself off and groan in annoying, you looked down and pushed your hair back again, stressed out.
“That’s what he said?” James asked, his voice calm, his expression nowhere near as stressed as you, he was completely calm. “It’s stupid, I know, it makes no sense” You said finally looking him in the eye and realizing the distance between the two of you lessened a lot. “No sense” He copied in agreement.
“But it’s true” He added and your eyes widened “What?!” “It makes no sense, but it’s true, I don’t know why I feel this way, we don’t get along and bicker all the time” He said, his expression still serious and his words blunt while you were a hot mess. Your palms started sweating, your face was warm and pink, and your eyes were wide with shock.
“Even though we bicker, I don’t mind cause at least it’s with you” He said and you furrowed your eyes and shook your head “This is some sick joke you guys are playing on me isn’t it, where is this even coming from?” You said raising your a voice a bit, feeling overwhelmed.
“It’s not a joke, it’s me finally being a man and telling you, I’m sorry, but you’d never go for a guy like me so there was no other way…” He stated and looked down, his serious expression broke into an upset one, accepting he’d never get what he wanted.
“James…” “I understand that if after this, you’d never want to speak to me again, but I beg you spare me the embarrassment and just keep this private, I don’t need the other populars bothering me with this” He said looking up at you, his eyes were begging like puppy dog eyes. It made you melt.
“James…I could’ve ignored you and never spoke to you a long time ago, there’s a reason I fought back” You said, he then shared your shocked expression “Huh?” “I like you too, you idiot, how could an annoyingly cool loser like you fall for some prissy popular girl like me, it makes no sense” You said and pouted which made him chuckle.
“I mean how dare you make me hide these feelings because I thought you didn’t even-” He cut you off my kissing you, you froze from shock but quickly melted into the kiss, he held your cheek and pulled back with a smile.
“Don’t get too cocky, I’m still annoyed by you” You said, making him laugh again “I wouldn’t want it any other way”
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'One night I was bored in bed and stalked you on the Internet'
There was this boy. His hair was a deep, dark brown, short—though on some days he’d style it into a casual, spikey texture. He had warm brown eyes framed by the sharpest, most defined jawline you’d ever seen, and a pair of effortlessly perfect lips.
You knew his name. James. But that was the extent of your knowledge. The only reason his name had even registered in your mind was because a mutual friend from your college art class happened to run in the same circles as one of his buddies.
Despite being complete strangers, your paths crossed in that passive, repetitive way college campuses dictate. You’d pass each other in the crowded humanities hallway, or catch a glimpse of him cutting across the quad.
A few times, you spotted him in the quietest corner of the library, always sitting by the tall arched window but facing away from the view.
On those specific afternoons, a pair of dark rimmed glasses sat on the bridge of his nose, giving him an entirely different, focused energy. You didn’t know him.. you just observed him.
Then came a random Thursday night. After hours of draining your brain over textbooks, taking a scorching shower, and wasting an hour doom scrolling through TikTok, boredom finally morphed into curiosity.
You opened Instagram.
A quiet, rational part of your brain told you to just leave it alone, but the impulse to search for him won out. You spent twenty minutes typing variations of his name into the search bar, praying he didn’t use some obscure, unsearchable handle. Finally, a profile popped up, and the tiny circular thumbnail was the dead giveaway. It was him.
You tapped on his profile and began to scroll, sinking deeper into a digital rabbit hole. His feed was a chaotic, charming mix of blurry, goofy selfies that proved he didn't take himself too seriously, group shots hanging out with friends on weekends, and sudden, artistic snapshots of random things he’d passed on the street. He seemed genuinely chill, the kind of person who was magnetic without trying to be.
Before you could talk yourself out of it, your thumb hovered over the blue message button.
Should I?
The question hung in the quiet of your bedroom. You let out a heavy sigh. It was a shot in the dark, but what did you really have to lose? Even if he decided to click on your profile to investigate, there was enough there to show you were a real, normal person.
You pressed the button, the keyboard clicking in the silence as you typed out a sudden burst of confidence:
They say dating is a numbers game, so can I get yours?
The second your thumb hit send, a wave of intense, visceral cringe washed over you.
Why did I say that? you thought, staring at the screen in mild horror.
It was cheesy, but you reasoned it could have been worse. Desperate to escape the immediate regret, you locked your phone, tossed it face down onto the nightstand, and clicked off the bedside lamp.
Plunged into total darkness, you pulled the blankets up, determined to fall asleep before you could dwell on the terrifying reality that James might actually read it.
---
He read it. He actually read it.
You woke up to the blare of your alarm on its fifth consecutive snooze cycle. Yawning heavily, you dragged yourself into a sitting position and blindly reached for your phone on the nightstand.
The moment your screen lit up, your morning groginess completely evaporated. There, sitting right at the top of your lock screen, was a direct message notification from Instagram.
James had replied. According to the timestamp, he’d sent it just a few minutes after you’d fallen asleep the night before.
You stared at the notification, frozen in a mix of absolute horror and morbid curiosity. Your heart began to hammer against your ribs. Taking a deep breath, you tapped the screen to open the chat.
i don’t even know you 😭
Your heart rate spiked, but you didn't panic. It wasn't a brutal rejection. It was just the objective truth. Capitalizing on the sudden burst of adrenaline, you typed back before you could overthink it.
you can get to know me
As soon as it sent, the nervous energy kicked in. Your fingers anxiously fidgeted with the edge of the blanket beside you, watching the screen.
In less than a minute, the little 'Sent' text flipped to 'Read.' A wave of nervous nausea hit your stomach as the typing bubbles appeared, danced for a second, and vanished, replaced by a gray box.
ok bet
Before you could even process that, another bubble popped up immediately after.
my classes get done at two. Are you free??
A massive, uncontrollable smile broke across your face, your brain screaming,
Oh shit!
You quickly tapped out a response before he could change his mind.
yes
The second the message went through, you threw your phone onto the mattress, jumped out of bed, and let out a muffled squeal into your hands.
You ended up doing a ridiculous, victorious little celebration dance right there in the middle of your room completely forgetting about your early morning exhaustion.
🎀
'It's feminine intuition'
What started out as a connection quickly blossomed into a routine you looked forward to every single day. In the beginning, it was simple. Meeting up at the library, tucked away in a quiet corner to swap the basic puzzle pieces of your lives.
You talked about tedious lecture professors, debated the best colors, and shared your favorite weekend hobbies. It was the standard, comfortable script of two people getting to know each other.
But gradually, the casual nature of it shifted.
The brief smiles and polite waves you used to exchange in the hallways evolved.
Suddenly, James was stopping in his tracks whenever he spotted you, adjusting his pace to walk you all the way to your next class. He’d leave you at the door with a bright, effortless smile and a warm, "See you later."
Your hangouts expanded beyond the campus too. He took you to a hidden, cozy cafe he’d discovered down a side street, and in return, you showed him the dusty, nostalgic record store you liked to wander through on quiet afternoons.
By the time evening rolled around, your phone was constantly lighting up with his name. Either a text checking in on your night, a chaotic meme, or another goofy, candid picture of himself that made you laugh out loud in your room.
Which brought you to today, sitting inside that very same cafe he had introduced to you. You were tucked into a small, sunlit booth, watching him as he navigated the counter line.
When he returned, he slid a rich chocolate chocolate-chip muffin and a sweating glass of iced coffee toward you, keeping a classic glazed donut and a steaming mug of hot chocolate for himself.
Settling into the seat across from you, he immediately asked about your day before leaning forward, genuinely curious. "How’s the art portfolio coming along?"
You let out a soft sigh, stirring your drink. "I don't know... I don't want to just base it on a random mix of everything. I want to connect deeply with one specific subject and really express it."
James nodded, his expression shifting into one of total understanding. While your medium was physical art, his was captured through a lens; he knew the weight of trying to find a vision.
He looked at you, a small, gentle smile playing on his lips, and a subtle, unreadable warmth flickering in his eyes.
"Anything specific in mind yet?" he asked softly.
You shrugged, looking down at the table pattern. "I don't really have any inspiration right now."
James leaned in a bit closer, his gaze softening completely. "Then draw or paint with your heart. Just sit down with a blank page and start doodling without a plan. Sometimes letting your hands move leads to exactly what you're looking for. Sitting and overthinking just causes stress, when really, you just need to let your feelings guide you."
His words hit home, truer than he even realized. Your heart always beat a little faster whenever he was around, a constant, humming rhythm of excitement and comfort that you hoped—secretly, desperately—he might be feeling too.
As you looked up from the table and met his gaze, you realized the block was gone. You had just found your inspiration, and it was the boy with the sharp jawline and the soft smile, looking right back at you.
🎀
'Cuz I always had a vision of a standing like this'
Looking back on the trajectory of how you and James had grown together, it felt almost surreal. There had been a time, not so long ago, when he was just a striking silhouette by a library window or a name dropped casually by an art class acquaintance.
Back then, you could only imagine what it would be like to actually be a part of his world. Visualizing the quiet thrill of him asking for your number, the sound of his laugh up close, or the simple comfort of having him walk by your side.
But reality had completely eclipsed those late night daydreams. The actual, lived experience of his presence was infinitely better than anything your imagination could have manufactured. It was the unscripted, low stakes moments that really began to shift the gravity between you.
Lately, the hangouts had migrated to the quiet sanctuary of your dorm room. He would wander over after his afternoon photography labs, kicking off his shoes and settling onto your small sofa as if he belonged there.
You’d pick a random movie, pile up a ridiculous assortment of snacks between you, and spend the next two hours offering a running commentary, making fun of bad dialogue and laughing at the predictable plot twists.
During those movie nights, the space between you seemed to shrink naturally. James didn't sit on the opposite end of the couch. He sat close enough that your shoulders occasionally brushed when you laughed.
On one particularly chilly evening, without a word, he stood up, padded down the short hallway to your closet, and retrieved a thick, oversized throw blanket. When he came back, he didn't just hand it over. He sat back down and draped it carefully over both of your laps, sharing the warmth.
Halfway through a slow paced indie film, the exhaustion of a long week finally caught up to you. Your eyes grew heavy, and before you could consciously fight the fatigue, your head drifted downward, settling gently against the solid warmth of his shoulder.
When you jolted awake forty minutes later as the credits started to roll, panic immediately set in. "Oh my god, I am so sorry," you stammered, pulling back quickly and rubbing your eyes, convinced you had just crossed an unspoken line.
James didn't look bothered at all. He just shifted slightly, a relaxed, easy smile spreading across his face as he shrugged it off. "Hey, it's fine. Don't worry about it," he said softly, his voice low in the quiet room. "I really didn't mind."
As your brain scrambled to process his reassurance, a sudden swarm of butterflies erupted in your stomach. It wasn't just his words. It was the sudden awareness of where his hand was.
While you were asleep, his arm had found its way along the back of the sofa, resting gently around your shoulders to keep you comfortable. The casual intimacy of the gesture made your heart race, the heat rising rapidly to your cheeks.
Terrified that the bright blush on your face would give away exactly how deeply he affected you, you quickly turned your head away, pretending to fixate on the scrolling credits on the television screen.
You stared at the black and white text, trying to deep breathe your way back to a normal temperature, completely convinced you had successfully hidden your reaction.
But you hadn't.
In the dim light of the room, James noticed the sudden shift in your posture, the way you carefully avoided his gaze, and the unmistakable pink hue tracing your jawline.
A small, knowing smile tugged at the corner of his lips. While you were staring intently at the TV, he leaned back against the cushions, looking down at you with a quiet, lingering warmth in his eyes—a look full of unspoken affection that you missed entirely, but one that changed everything.
🎀
'Most alive I've ever been'
He had this rare, unexplainable ability to make you feel completely alive. Before James came into the picture, your world felt small, confined to the quiet hum of a dorm room shared with a barely there roommate. Most nights were a blur of endless studying or passive phone scrolling, watching strangers live these wildly happy, vibrant lives while you sat on your bed, wondering if you were even heading in the right direction.
But James changed the gravity of your routine. He made a conscious effort to always be by your side, pulling you out of your head.
He started taking you to places he easily could have gone to with his close friends, but whenever you brought it up, he’d just shrug and say he wanted it to be just the two of you. He wanted to experience things with you.
That’s how you found yourself standing in the doorway of a massive, two story entertainment complex tucked inside a mall you’d never fully explored. You were genuinely shocked you had never heard of it before.
The first floor was an absolute playground. A sprawling arcade, a neon lit mini golf course, a vibrant food court, and a bowling alley humming with energy.
Up on the second floor, the distant roar of electric go karts echoed down. Your face lit up instantly, a massive smile taking over as you looked around, wanting to try absolutely everything.
"Let's do it all," James said, matching your excitement.
He paid for the arcade card, and the next couple of hours vanished in a blur of flashing lights and competitive banter.
You played target shooting games, raced side by side on virtual motorbikes, and went head to head in air hockey—where James ruthlessly kept winning, laughing every time the puck slid past your defense.
But your comeback came at the axe throwing cages. It quickly became your absolute favorite, mostly because you completely outshone him, sticking the target almost every time while he shook his head in mock defeat.
Next was mini golf, which you quickly realized you were terrible at. James took the win again, teasingly defending himself by saying, "Hey, maybe it's just because I used to play hockey."
By the time you sat down at the mini food court to grab a bite, you were practically vibrating with leftover adrenaline. You ate your food, chatting a mile a minute, entirely happy. Sitting across from you, James just watched you, a soft, steady smile resting on his face. He leaned back, crossing his arms. "So, what's next? Bowling or go karts?"
"Bowling," you decided, pointing toward the lanes nearby.
As it turned out, you both absolutely sucked at it. You found yourself laughing until your stomach hurt at James’s impressive streak of consecutive gutter balls. You didn't do much better, but your score was just high enough to beat his abysmal run.
"Okay, how are you actually good at this?" he asked, throwing his hands up in defeat.
You laughed, nudging his shoulder. "Wii Sports."
He chuckled, bumping his shoulder back against yours, and for a second, you just leaned into him, the warmth of the moment settling deep in your chest.
But whatever gentleness you shared in the bowling alley completely evaporated the moment you strapped on your helmets at the go- art track.
All the niceness was gone. This was pure, unadulterated competition. You gripped the steering wheel, flooring the pedal around the tight corners, exchanging leading positions with him on every lap. On the final stretch, you managed to cut inside and cross the finish line just a fraction of a second ahead of him.
The second you stepped out of the kart, you ripped your helmet off, got right in his face, and playfully danced around him, chanting, "I won! I won!"
James just stood there, hands in his pockets, shaking his head with a broad, amused smile. He let you have your moment, never planning to mention the fact that he had slightly eased off the throttle on the final turn. He just loved seeing you look that cheery. Your absolute happiness had become his favorite thing to witness.
It wasn't until you were finally walking out toward the parking lot, the cool night air hitting your faces, that the shift happened. James was talking about a funny moment from the arcade when the words accidentally slipped out.
"Seriously, though... this was a really fun date."
You stopped dead in your tracks. James paused a step ahead of you, turning around to face you.
"Date?" you repeated, your voice trailing off. "Was this a date?" You looked at him, your brow furrowing in genuine confusion.
The confident, competitive guy from the racetrack vanished in an instant. James suddenly looked incredibly shy, his eyes dropping to the pavement as he kicked a loose rock with the toe of his shoe. "Um... yeah. I wanted it to be."
A small, knowing smile slowly tugged at the corners of your lips, and you tilted your head, watching him. "You know, you could’ve just asked."
He looked up, his cheeks flushing a prominent, dark red in the parking lot lights. He ran a hand through his hair, pushing it back nervously. "I know, I know. I just... I got nervous at the last second, so I called it a hangout. But really, the whole time, I wanted to say date."
It was your turn to look down at the ground, a sudden rush of butterflies invading your stomach. You nodded slowly, letting the feeling sink in. "Okay. Well... I had a really fun date, too."
You looked up just in time to see his entire expression light up, a relieved, brilliant smile breaking across his face. The tension left his shoulders as he took a step closer to you, closing the distance between you. He reached out, his fingers brushing gently against your cheek as he tucked a stray strand of hair behind your ear. His touch was warm and deliberate.
"Would you like to go on a second date then?" he asked, his voice low, his eyes locked onto yours.
You bit your lip, your smile widening as you met his gaze. "Yes."
🎀
'But kiss me now and I might drop dead'
It wasn't even the second date when he finally kissed you.
Instead, it happened on a quiet, unremarkable Tuesday night. The two of you had ended up staying late at the campus library, tucked away in your usual corner. For hours, you had just enjoyed each other's company in a comfortable, domestic silence.
James was wearing his glasses. The ones that always made your heart skip a beat because of how effortlessly good he looked in them.
The university kept the library open until ten, but by nine o'clock, your brain was completely fried. With a heavy sigh, you shut your textbook, the loud snap echoing softly in the quiet room.
You glanced out the tall arched window, noticing for the first time that a sudden, heavy downpour was slashing against the glass.
Turning back to James, you watched him for a moment. His eyebrows were slightly furrowed in deep concentration as he finished a chapter.
"Hey," you whispered, breaking the silence.
"Hmm?" he murmured, instantly looking up. The moment his gaze locked onto yours, you had his absolute, undivided attention.
"The library closes in an hour," you said, gesturing toward the window. "We should probably head out before they kick us out."
He nodded, closing his book and sliding it into his backpack while you gathered your own things. As you walked down the stairs and approached the heavy glass exit doors, you looked at the sheets of water falling outside. "Do you have an umbrella?"
You both stepped out onto the covered concrete porch, the cool, damp air hitting us instantly. James looked out at the storm, then looked back at you, rubbing the back of his neck sheepishly. "No. I really should've checked the weather forecast before leaving my dorm."
You let out a soft laugh. "Okay, well... we could always just run for it?"
James looked at you, then measured the distance of the downpour, and turned back to you with a thoughtful expression. "Your dorm is all the way across campus. Mine is much closer. How about we run to my building instead? At least we’ll be slightly less soaked."
"All right," you agreed, looking out at the deluge. "But I think we're still going to get absolutely drenched either way."
He chuckled lightly, stepping right up to the edge of the roof's shelter. "Fair point." He reached down and caught your hand, wrapping his fingers securely around yours. "Ready?"
You nodded. He tightened his grip, a playful smirk throwing itself across his face. "Don't fall."
And then he leaped out into the storm, pulling you right behind him. A shocked laugh escaped your lips as the freezing rain instantly soaked through your clothes. James let out a loud, breathless laugh, his long strides cutting through the puddles as he guided you through the dark campus pathways.
It only took a few minutes, but by the time you sprinted under the covered awning of his dorm complex, you were both completely breathless.
The rain was streaming down your face like sweat, and your clothes were plastered to your skin. James’s hair was completely flat, water dripping steadily from the dark strands, but he was staring at you with a brilliant, unbothered smile.
"Well," he panted, wiping a hand across his forehead, "guess running to my place didn't save us from the downpour after all."
You smiled, wringing out the edge of your jacket. "Not really, but at least we spent less time running in it."
James nodded slowly, his laughter fading into something much quieter. He took a deliberate step closer to you, closing the distance on the empty porch. A sudden, intense look entered his eyes. One that made your chest tighten in the best way possible.
You looked up at him, your eyebrows furrowing slightly in curiosity, a lingering smile still on your lips. "What?"
He didn't answer right away. His gaze traveled over your face, taking you in entirely, before finally lingering on your lips. "You are so beautiful," he said softly.
You scoffed gently, looking down as if you couldn't quite believe him. "James, I literally look like a drowned rat right now."
"Still beautiful," he insisted, his voice dropping an octave.
He stepped even closer, so near that a stray drop of water fell from his wet hair and splashed onto your cheek. Your breath caught in your throat. Slowly, deliberately, he leaned down, his nose grazing against yours. He looked deeply into your eyes, down at your lips, and then back up to meet your gaze, silently asking the question.
"Can I?" he whispered.
You nodded.
When his lips finally met yours, the kiss was slow and gentle, as if he wanted to savor the exact moment. His hands found their place at your waist, warm even through your damp shirt, while your arms slid naturally up his neck, pulling him closer.
The initial hesitation melted away into a deep, genuine passion. You could both feel the sheer happiness radiating between you, to the point where you both started smiling into the kiss, breaking the contact for a split second just to laugh softly against each other's lips.
Eventually, you pulled back just enough to breathe, though neither of you broke the embrace. Your arms rested comfortably around his neck, and his hands remained anchored at your waist. He leaned down, placing a tender kiss on the corner of your lips.
"I was actually planning to wait for our second date to do that," he admitted, a teasing note in his voice.
You shook your head, your smile widening as you looked at him. "I like this way much better. Kissing in the rain feels way more romantic."
He chuckled, the sound vibrating against your chest. This time, you didn't wait for him to ask. You leaned in, closing the gap between you.
The second kiss wasn't slow or hesitant. It was confident and certain. As the storm continued to rage around the covered porch, you held tightly to the boy you liked, completely grateful for the random Thursday night intuition that had told you to send that stupid pickup line.
MY TiME 𓂃🖊 ────fireboy! james x ice queen sidekick! reader (+2.9k words) | superhero academy AU, elemental powers (fire & ice), strangers-to-lovers, fluff, kissing, physical fight/violence, teasing/flirting, light swearing. ꒱ ↷ ℰditoral ! 𓂂
Zhao Yufan is hot. Literally.
As soon as classes started and the bullies found themselves with nothing to do, they took an interest in none other than James. And since every bully is a born idiot (most likely because they don’t give a single shit about listening to how he was the child of a supervillain father and a superheroine mother), they had a pleasant surprise when they saw flames coming out of him the second they tried to mess with him.
It’s safe to say that no one wanted to feel James’s fire (pun intended) since that day. To you, it was actually a surprise to see his power. As the child of overprotective superheroes, you were finally able to show your powers after they manifested at the age of six, after you woke up feverish and frightened from a nightmare, and scared the living shit out of your nanny at the time.
Your mother remembered how ice crawled over your blankets in delicate silver veins, the window frosted over despite the summer heat outside. Your father burst into the room first, radiant in his gold-and-white suit, while your mother followed close behind with panic carved into her beautiful face.
They took all the time to teach you how to control your emotions and not to use your abilities around civilians, even if they were really close to you, and you were prohibited from practicing unsupervised.
So while everyone else at Sky High learned to fly, bench-press buses, or summon storms in gym class at kindergarten, you learned to remain calm and pretend your fingers didn’t ache every time someone brushed against your skin. The good news was that, after years of asking to go to Sky High (more than a decade, at this point) since the day you found your parents’ yearbook, you were finally able to do what you always wanted to do, promising you to do your best and get along with the children of their friends, whom thankfully, you did.
Until you saw James burn the bully’s ass off. The nurse had to pull out a fire extinguisher while the poor guy screamed for, like, ten minutes.
The memory still lingered vividly in your mind as you stood near your locker two weeks later, books pressed against your chest while students flooded through the hallway around you in noisy waves. And through all of it, James walked like he hated every second.
Everyone started to make some space when they saw his usual black boots and a worn leather jacket appear in the hallways. Hands shoved into his pockets like he was physically restraining himself from punching someone.
You tried not to stare. And failed miserably every single time.
Because James was terrifying, yes, but he was also unfairly pretty.
Sharp jaw. Dark eyes. Short hair with a few red strands. Sometimes he wore a scowl that should’ve made him unattractive, but it does the exact opposite. There was always warmth radiating from him, too—you notice it because your body reacts to temperatures instinctively. He basically felt like standing too close to a bonfire in winter.
Those two weeks, you built up the courage to talk to him with the help of Martin and Keonho, backing down once you were near his table and doing a “U” turn, just like you did today once you saw how one boot propped against the chair opposite him to discourage company.
What you didn’t expect, while putting on your protective gear, was for you and him to be paired together in P.E. to play probably one of the most nerve-wracking yet interesting games: Save the Citizen.
“Partners,” Coach Boomer barked from across the gym, clipboard tucked under his arm. “Move it!”
Students scrambled across the polished floor to have a clear view of the mechanical citizen mannequin hung high above the giant metal shredder in the center of the arena swinging slightly on its cable, while warning sirens blared overhead.
You stood frozen, your peripheral vision catching James standing lazily. Coach Boomer pointed directly at you. “Cryokinesis and Fireboy. You’re Team Hero.”
“Oh my God,” Martin whispered dramatically while passing by you in his own gear. “If you two explode, I’m taking cover behind the bleachers.”
Keonho gave you two thumbs up. “Try not to die.”
You nearly choked. “What do you mean by die?”
“You gonna stand there all day?” James asked.
Your head snapped up. “What?”
“The game starts in thirty seconds.”
“Oh. Right.”
James glanced at you again, eyes flickering briefly toward the frost forming unconsciously around your fingertips. You immediately shoved your hands behind your back.
“You nervous?” he asked.
You blinked. “A little.”
“Don’t be.”
“Easy for you to say that since you could probably punch through a wall if things go south.”
The Villain Team across the arena cracked their knuckles dramatically as the countdown started. The giant shredder roared louder beneath the dangling mannequin, and James glanced sideways at you.
“Stay behind me,” he muttered.
The buzzer screamed, and almost immediately, the chaos exploded.
One of the villains launched forward with super speed while another hurled purple energy blasts across the arena. James reacted before you could even process it—fire erupted down his arms in brilliant orange waves as he stepped in front of you, knocking a blast away with sheer force.
The heat should’ve burned you, but your powers reacted instinctively as the cold air spiraled outward from your body in silver-white mist, colliding against his flames without extinguishing them completely. Steam hissed violently between you both.
James looked back at you sharply.
Your stomach dropped. “Sorry—”
“Do that again.”
“What?”
“The steam. Do it again.” Another attack came flying toward you. This time, you reacted together.
James threw fire at the same time you released ice. The collision erupted into a massive cloud of steam so thick that the opposing team immediately lost sight of you both.
“Oh,” you breathed.
“Oh,” James echoed. Then, unexpectedly, He grinned. It transformed his entire face, causing you to almost walk directly into a laser beam. “Focus,” James barked, grabbing your wrist suddenly and yanking you sideways.
The touch lasted barely a second, enough for your body to react immediately as frost crawled up his sleeve and both of you stared at it. “Oh my God, I’m so sorry—”
Flames flickered gently beneath it, melting the thin layer you did and falling into droplets almost instantly.
“Huh,” he said quietly.
The game continued around you in violent bursts of powers and screaming students, but suddenly, all you could think about was the fact that James was still standing close enough for you to feel his warmth against your skin. And it was weird, considering how most people flinched from the cold.
Your parents loved you, of course, but even they subconsciously avoided prolonged contact when your emotions got unstable, even after spending years learning how not to freeze things accidentally. Clearly, watching James step closer as if it didn’t matter has had an impact on you right now, despite the situation.
“Hey,” he said.
You blinked rapidly. “What?”
“The citizen.”
Right. The giant fake civilian was still dangling toward imminent death, and each second the cable was lowering faster now, inching closer toward the spinning blades beneath it. “I’ve got an idea.”
“Doesn’t sound so reassuring.”
“It’s not.”
Fair enough.
Before you could ask further, James grabbed your arm again and pulled you forward through the steam cloud you created. Heat engulfed you, overwhelming you. But the villains spotted you immediately.
“THERE!”
Energy blasts came flying, and James blocked the first with fire as you froze the second midair. The third almost hit you directly before James shoved you behind him hard enough that flames burst violently across his shoulders.
“James!”
“I’m fine.”
He absolutely was not fine. One blast had clipped his side, making smoke curl from his jacket. Anger flashed through you so fast that the temperature in the arena dropped several degrees at the sight of them laughing.
Ice exploded across the floor, and the villain team slipped instantly.
James stared at the frozen arena beneath your feet.
“Remind me not to piss you off.”
You winced. “Sorry.”
“Why do you keep apologizing?”
Another alarm blared overhead. “THIRTY SECONDS REMAINING!”
“The cable,” James said suddenly. You followed his gaze upward.
“I’ll freeze it, you melt the release lock.”
“That’s insane.”
“Probably, but right now, I don’t care.” Both of you sprinted forward. James launched himself upward first, using bursts of fire beneath his feet to catch one of the support beams overhead, followed by you freezing footholds along the metal structure fast enough to climb after him.
The heat from his flames met your ice continuously, steam curling around both of you like storm clouds.
Below, the villains recovered. “STOP THEM!”
You slammed your hand against the descending cable, and ice shot upward instantly in glittering crystalline veins, freezing the mechanism solid. At the same moment, James thrust both burning hands toward the release lock.
The mannequin dropped directly into James’s arms a second before the buzzer rang.
GAME OVER.
Applause exploded everywhere. Coach Boomer looked emotionally devastated to admit it, but even he seemed impressed.
“Hero Team wins!”
James dropped lightly onto the arena floor with the mannequin under one arm. You climbed down more carefully, adrenaline still hammering through your veins. The second your boots touched the ground, students crowded around both of you excitedly.
Coach Boomer ruined the moment entirely. “You two,” he barked. “Good work. Terrifying teamwork. Hate whatever this weird elemental thing is you got going on.”
“Thanks?” you offered weakly.
The bell rang, and all the students slowly began dispersing toward the locker rooms afterward, still buzzing excitedly about the match. You started gathering your things as quickly as possible after changing, heart still racing from everything that had happened. You noticed James walking away with one of his hands shoved into his pockets while the other fixed the strap of his backpack.
“Oh, hey…” You said, catching his attention. “Uhm… you did well today. Sorry if I caused any trouble today.”
“Don’t bother. I’m surprised that you are a sidekick rather than a hero. Why?”
Your gaze drifted away after the question. “I’ve never actually used my powers on command, so when Coach Bommer at the beginning of the school year told me to show them off, I got designated in that category.”
“You froze half the arena,” he said finally. “Doesn’t exactly scream sidekick.”
Heat crawled up your neck instantly. “That was an accident.”
“You say sorry a lot for someone who almost won the game by herself.”
“I did not win by myself.”
James shrugged one shoulder lazily, though you caught the corner of his mouth twitching upward. “Sure.”
From that day onward, the two of you somehow kept finding each other.
Passing each other between classes and exchanging brief conversations that stretched longer each time. Sitting near each other during lunch because every other table in the cafeteria felt too loud. Training together whenever Coach Boomer paired students for combat exercises because, according to him, your powers “made terrifyingly good chemistry.”
Nobody took the adjustment normally.
Martin nearly inhaled an entire carton of chocolate milk the first time he saw James sit beside you voluntarily during lunch and not at his usual table at the very corner. Even looking everywhere to see if it was some sort of sophomore prank, and honestly, so were you.
Keonho reacted even worse.
“Oh my God,” he whispered dramatically, staring between both of you as he’d just witnessed history unfolding in real time. “The apocalypse is real.”
Juhoon attempted to remain calm. “To be fair, James hasn’t threatened anyone in almost three days.”
“That’s progress,” Seonghyeon agreed solemnly.
James looked up from stealing one of your fries. “I can still hear you.”
“See?” Martin said, pointing aggressively. “He’s communicating.”
“You guys are unbearable,” you muttered, trying not to laugh.
James leaned back in his chair beside you, dark eyes half-lidded with annoyance. “Do you realize idiots surround you?”
“Hey! But you just joined us today. We are good.”
James didn’t answer immediately. Instead, his gaze flickered briefly toward you before he looked away again. The tips of your fingers turned cold instantly.
It became frighteningly easy to be around him after that.
James still carried that sharp edge around everyone else. He still looked intimidating, standing in hallways with his leather jacket, dark expression, and permanent aura of barely restrained violence. Most students continued moving out of his way instinctively.
Just when both of you were alone, he softened.
He waited for you outside your classrooms without mentioning it. He carried your books whenever your hands got too cold after training. During combat exercises, he instinctively stepped closer anytime your powers became unstable, his warmth grounding you before panic could spiral too far.
And James noticed everything about you, too.
He noticed when you were overwhelmed before you even spoke, and he will warm up a tea. He noticed how your powers reacted to your emotions, how frost appeared unconsciously whenever you were anxious, embarrassed, or angry. He noticed when you skipped meals after difficult training sessions and silently shoved snacks onto your desk afterward without explanation or being seen.
Being near him stopped feeling frightening, and the realization hit nearly three months later, when James showed up outside your house carrying his physics textbook with an expression that already looked irritated. Principal Power personally called you to tutor him so he can pass Mad Science with at least a D.
“You’re failing?” you asked in disbelief after analyzing all of his tests.
James took off his leather jacket, revealing that “Smashing Pumpkins” shirt, dropping heavily into the chair beside your desk. “Apparently.”
“You literally scored highest in combat strategy last week.”
“Yeah, because combat strategy is similar to P.E.” He opened the textbook as it had personally offended him, pointing at all the study cases and scientific formulas. “This doesn’t.”
You tried not to smile while sitting beside him. Outside your window, rain tapped softly against the glass while warm lamplight filled the room in a soft golden glow. The atmosphere felt strangely intimate despite the scattered papers covering your desk.
“Okay,” you said, pulling the textbook closer. “Show me what you don’t understand.”
“Everything.”
“That’s not helpful.”
“Neither is physics nor science to me.”
You laughed quietly before pointing toward one of the problems.
The hours passed by, and with each hour, you would do a decent ice cube for him to melt and have water, too lazy and focused to go down to your own kitchen.
“Oh! This is nice, we reached the columns of easy problems.”
“Are there any easy ones, or is it you being smart?”
“C’mon, you just need to calculate the force trajectory based on velocity—”
James leaned closer beside you to look at the page. The movement brought him close enough for his shoulder to brush yours, the instant cold spread sharply through your fingertips while warmth radiated from him at the same time, causing thin frost to creep unconsciously across the edge of your notebook.
James noticed immediately. “Still freezing things when you’re nervous?”
“I’m not nervous.”
“You’re lying.” Your stomach tightens before looking away to calm yourself.
“That obvious?”
“To me?” James leaned back slightly in his chair, though his arm still brushed yours. “Yeah.”
Rain continued tapping against the windows while your heartbeat became embarrassingly loud in your own ears. James sat close enough that you could feel the steady warmth radiating from his skin, close enough that your powers instinctively reacted to him without permission.
It was strange.
“You know,” he said after a moment, his voice quieter now, “you don’t apologize as much anymore.”
Your fingers tightened slightly around your pencil. “I got comfortable.”
“With me?” The question sounded casual, but the way he looked at you wasn’t.
“Maybe.”
James turned slightly in his chair until he was fully facing you now, one arm draped across the backrest while his gaze held yours steadily. The air between you felt warmer as your cold curled instinctively toward his heat until faint steam rose where frost touched the edge of the desk near his hand.
Neither of you mentioned it.
“You still get nervous around me,” he said quietly.
“A little.”
“Why?”
You stared at him for a second in disbelief. “James.”
“What?”
“You cannot seriously ask me that.”
A faint smirk tugged briefly at the corner of his mouth. “I want to hear you say it.”
Your face burned instantly. “I hate you.”
“No, you don’t.”
Unfortunately, he sounded entirely too confident about that. James’s hand moved before you could retreat completely, his fingers tilted your chin gently upward until you were forced to meet his eyes again.
The touch alone nearly destroyed your ability to think.
Heat spread across your skin while frost crept instinctively along the sleeves of your hoodie. James’s thumb rested lightly near your jaw, warm enough to melt every icy thought straight out of your head. He leaned closer, your breath tangled somewhere in your throat as the distance between you disappeared inch by inch. His forehead brushed yours first, and James inhaled sharply at the contact.
The room felt impossibly quiet now except for the rain outside and the uneven rhythm of your breathing. His gaze dropped briefly toward your mouth before lifting again, dark eyes heavy with restraint. Your hands went to the back of his neck, closing the remaining distance carefully, his lips brushing yours in a kiss so soft it almost didn’t feel real at first. Both of your powers reacted violently beneath your skins as cold air curled through the room while embers sparked faintly near James’s fingertips.
Neither of you cared.
The kiss deepened slowly after that, hesitant only for a moment before James’s hand slid gently against your waist, pulling you closer like he’d been holding himself back for weeks. Which, honestly, he probably had.
Who would’ve thought that ice and fire would go so well and look this good?
─── GUESS WHO'S SHADOWBANNED i'm very pissed since that is indeed making me go on a semi-hiatus until further notice. Still. I wanted to scratch my itch of doing James as my childhood crush Warren Peace from the movie "Sky High"... idk if some of you even watched it (maybe bc you are quite young) BUT AT LEAST I DID IT, AND I'M HAPPY.