I'd rather have you, cursed or not.

WIP of a 91 whiskey fanart, i've just started the fic (4 chapters in and very entertaining so far, pls do not spoil me gaaah) !! i'm not sure if i'll ever get motivated enough to clean it or even render, so i'll just leave it here (just in case...) they CLEARLY aren't rolled in dirt and blood enough to my liking but i'm getting zzzZzzzZz and have commisions to work on

+bonus version without all the color filters

Destiel as Spleen et ideal, based on this post by @universalcas 💙

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Tagged by @friendofcarlotta

LAST SONG: Back to Black by Amy Winehouse, because they played it at a party last night and I realized that it’s actually a perfect slow fox for ballroom dancing.

CURRENTLY WATCHING: not much. Latest season of The Legend of Vox Machina. I am on a very slow and random rewatch of Red Dwarf too.

CURRENTLY READING: you mean besides the weekly 100k of fanfic I inhale? Last Human by Doug Naylor. I’ve just finished @xev3n’s incarnation.exe which was beautifully soft and intimate. I’m following some WIPs, @sicksicksixx @duckyboos-blog and @valleydean are responsible for my weekly destiel doses.

CURRENT OBSESSION: bangs, baby! There are so many! How do people NOT click on all those delicious sign ups??? Horse riding too, never have I imagined myself as a person riding through a forest at sunset, but hey, it happened, I’m a horse girl now.

CURRENTLY WORKING ON: art for two Heated Rivalry bangs, co-arting with wonderful people for the over-40 bang, preparing my submissions for @destielaureversebb, trying to fit in some RD Rimster prompts. As for writing, I got a relatively longer fic waiting for claims, but that’s a secret for now.

CURRENTLY WEARING: I’m so glad you didn’t ask this last week when we had 41C. I’m in spouse’s t-shirt and my gray sweatpants. 🤭I’m a living, arting cliche.

LAST INTERNET SEARCH: some curry recipe I half-arsed. I almost always have one “what is a” tab open, because I learn beautiful new things every day from my reads, like what a Kraft dinner is or what kinda booze people drank in 1921.

FAVORITE FLOWER: daffodils! But sunflowers are a close second, yes, I am a yellow flower enjoyer.

Tagged by @adromelke thanks for that babe :kiss:

LAST SONG: Oh boy, sorry but that's impossible. There are so many good songs I've listened to, in, like, the past hour. Lemme just pick two okay. Currently playing is Sex by the 1975 (mind you, the live at the Manchester Arena version, that's important yeah, go listen to that album you won't regret it.) The other is Moving Day by John Floreani. If you don't know him, look him up. He's amazing and I've practically listened to him non-stop for the past month or so. I'm obsessed with the man and his band.

CURRENTLY WATCHING: I'm actually not watching anything. We've just finished the latest season of Vox Machina and I'm really just waiting for Netflix to provide me with S3 of Interview With The Vampire. I NEED MY ROCKER LESTAT BAD.

CURRENTLY READING: Do you mean, traditionally published? Cuz that answer is very short, nothing atm. Although I did order the Band of Brothers book and a similar one by the same author about WW2. If we're talking fanfic, still not a whole lot going on but I'm very invested in Big Bad Wolf by @duckyboos-blog (I love you girl, when next chapter :P), Incentive by @akaalaisabel (kiss kiss!) and almost forgot but Trailer Park Tuesday is real with Come Alive in the Heat by @sicksicksixx. Oh and I'm always invested in the fics/WIPS of @cheesecakekiss, @xev3n and @friendofcarlotta obviously.

CURRENT OBSESSION: Trying to write my second fic (How's that coming along you ask? Not that bad but it could be better I guess?) Always obsessed with WW2 and with that 91W is never far from my mind obviously. Oh and we're doing a Heated Rivalry Zine featuring AMAZING artists and writers, so a lot of my time goes into that too.

CURRENTLY WORKING ON: Well, guess working and obsessing are kind of the same for me. So see above. And I'm really trying to work on my mental health (which is admittingly a continuous work in progress)

CURRENTLY WEARING: It's 19:30 on a Sunday, so how about sweatpants and my comfiest tee.

LAST INTERNET SEARCH: 'Ways to say there's smoke coming out from under the bonnet' Can you guess what kind of job Dean has in my fic?

FAVORITE FLOWER: Foxglove. Hands down the prettiest of them all.

I now have a shop on ACGGOODS! I currently have some Destiel stickers, keychains, and phone holders in my shop.

Divinity lives within my skin and my love,

I am blessed that you let me worship at the altar of your lips

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“Please,” he says, “I need something more.”

More than life? I ask. Than pleasure?

“Yes,” he says, with clasped hands on bent knees,

“I need you”

.

He spills whiskey into his stomach, smoke into his lungs. He spill blood, his own and others’.

But he does not spill one drop of us, tongue chasing fingers so that he may take what is left of my body from my hand.

- poem by Kath @caskarass

~

Stolen moments of holy intimacy between Dean and Castiel

A Destielification

slowburn or love at first sight // fake dating or secret dating // enemies to lovers or best friends to lovers // there's only one bed or long-distance correspondence // hurt/comfort or amnesia // fantasy au or modern au // mutual pining or domestic bliss // smut or fluff // canon-compliant or fix-it // reincarnation or character death // one-shot or multi-chapter // kid fic or road trip fic // arranged marriage or accidental marriage // high-school romance or middle-age romance // time travel or isolated together // neighbors or roommates // sci-fi au or magic au // body swap or genderbent // angst or crack // apocalyptic or mundane

Ofc, I’ll go with destiel, too, cuz I’m too invested in those dorks 🥹

💜slowburn or love at first sight // fake dating or secret dating 💜// enemies to lovers or best friends to lovers 💜// 💜there's only one bed or long-distance correspondence // 💜hurt/comfort or amnesia // fantasy au or modern au💜 // 💜mutual pining or domestic bliss 💜// 💜smut or fluff 💜// canon-compliant or fix-it 💜// 💜reincarnation or character death // one-shot or multi-chapter 💜// kid fic or road trip fic 💜// arranged marriage or accidental marriage 💜// high-school romance or middle-age romance 💜// time travel or isolated together 💜// 💜neighbors or roommates 💜// sci-fi au or magic au 💜// body swap or genderbent 💜// 💜angst or crack // 💜apocalyptic or mundane

It was SO hard to choose sometimes, so I cheated and chose both for some tropes (sorry not sorry)

Personally, I enjoy mundane fics as well, but rn I’m biased cuz I’m currently reading „like they do in Babylon“ (go read it now!!!)🥹

Going with Destiel because that’s what I read most these days 🥰

💙slowburn or love at first sight // fake dating or secret dating 💚// enemies to lovers or best friends to lovers 💙// 💚there's only one bed or long-distance correspondence // 💙hurt/comfort or amnesia // fantasy au or modern au💚 // 💙mutual pining or domestic bliss 💚// 💙smut or fluff 💚// canon-compliant or fix-it 💙// 💚reincarnation or character death // one-shot or multi-chapter 💙// kid fic or road trip fic 💚// arranged marriage or accidental marriage 💙// high-school romance or middle-age romance 💚// time travel or isolated together 💙// 💚neighbors or roommates 💙// sci-fi au or magic au 💚// body swap or genderbent 💙// 💚angst or crack // 💙apocalyptic or mundane

I couldn’t choose between hurt/comfort and amnesia 😩 those are my favorite angsty categories.

Fluff and smut because balance 😌

Kidfic and honorary mention of mpreg, my beloved.

Body swap and genderbent are my guilty pleasures

And I’ll take any mundane fics because our boys have had enough apocalyptic crap for too many lifetimes even though I’ll read the apocalyptic stuff too🤣

trope tag game!! DESTIEL edition bc it changes with the ship tbh, big faves in caps

slowburn or love at first sight // fake dating or secret dating // enemies to lovers or best friends to lovers // there's only one bed or long-distance correspondence // hurt/comfort or amnesia // fantasy au or modern au // mutual pining or domestic bliss // smut or fluff // canon-compliant or FIX-IT // reincarnation or character death // one-shot or multi-chapter // kid fic or road trip fic // arranged marriage or accidental marriage // high-school romance or MIDDLE-AGED ROMANCE // TIME TRAVEL or isolated together // neighbors or roommates // sci-fi au or magic au // body swap or genderbent // angst or crack // apocalyptic or mundane

trope tag game!!

slowburn or love at first sight // fake dating or secret dating // enemies to lovers or best friends to lovers // there's only one bed or long-distance correspondence // hurt/comfort or amnesia // fantasy au or modern au // mutual pining or domestic bliss // smut or fluff // canon-compliant or fix-it // reincarnation or character death // one-shot or multi-chapter // kid fic or road trip fic // arranged marriage or accidental marriage // high-school romance or middle aged romance // time travel or isolated together // neighbors or roommates // sci-fi au or magic au // body swap or genderbent // angst or crack // apocalyptic or mundane

trope tag game!!

slowburn or love at first sight // fake dating or secret dating // enemies to lovers or best friends to lovers // there's only one bed or long-distance correspondence // hurt/comfort or amnesia // fantasy au or modern au // mutual pining or domestic bliss // smut or fluff // canon-compliant or fix-it // reincarnation or character death // one-shot or multi-chapter // kid fic or road trip fic // arranged marriage or accidental marriage // high-school romance or middle aged romance // time travel or isolated together // neighbors or roommates // sci-fi au or magic au // body swap or genderbent // angst or crack // apocalyptic or mundane

Cover for Where there is darkness by the incredible @wanderingcas!!! If you love lighthouses and destiel, run don't walk!! Typography by the one and only @treaciel!!