+~dottore and sandrone lover and wife truthfully to them only~+
I love posting short smut about my favs ll 18+ / 16+ content
I post once or twice in a week ( really busy irl )
- hi there, I go by the name of Dotyosan but you can call me by my nickname which is Chly or Dot-
Rules and DNI:
-I don't do any cest fics like fathercest/siblingcest and familial members cest, BUT I can do selfcest
-if you submit a ask/requests to me, don't expect it to be finished in a day or second, it'll either take a week or a month
-proship aren't allowed in this space, no I won't do a underage character x adult character
-I'll mostly write about gender neutral reader, but you can also ask for afab reader
If you want to request:
-you can ask for smut or fuff, your requests may take a day, a week or a month/2 months to finish since I'm really busy in real life.
-I'm not that good at writing smut fanfics yet, but I can write a smut ramble or a headcanon of it. That doesn't mean, that I will give up trying to write smut fanfics. I'll learn till I can finally write it properly, so go ahead, give me smut suggestions if you want
characters that I mostly write about:
-Dottore, Sandrone and Pantalone. For now, I mostly write hcs or short fics of them. I also write about other characters like Columbina and Arlecchino, just not that often
My preferences:
-Dottore and Sandrone my beloved <3
-spicy,sweet and sour food
-writing fics and hcs in my free time
Pronouns:
I go by She/Her
Sexuality:
Aroace/Straight/Bisexual/Aesexual
Favourite ships:
-Arlecchino x Columbina, Sandrone x Dottore x Columbina, Sandrone x Furina(self insert), Dottore x Furina(self insert), binacest, sandronecest
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Being in a poly relationship with Arlecchino and Dottore headcanon
warnings: implied sex, mentions of aphrodisiac, stalking, obsessive behavior, slight yandere content, knife play, slight angst if you squint, author first language isn't English so you may expect some inconsistence here, SMUT be warned, reader(gender neutral) is kidnapped by Dottore and Arlecchino, drugging without consent, a hint of manipulation, you can also referred this to the modern au version of them, dark romance
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Arlecchino and Dottore didn't fall in love with you in first sight, it was a series of observed behaviour
they were interested in you, so why not look out for you first without you knowing them? don't worry they just want you to be safe, who knows what kind of danger lurks out there that could harm you?
Arlecchino and Dottore don't want you to leave them and they will prevent that from ever happening
You're their sole light in this filthy world, they don't want you to be tainted by the outside
Arlecchino and Dottore... are too protective of you. The second they see someone eyes lingering for way too long at you. They'll disappear without a trance, sometimes you wonder if they really existed or are they just imaginary in your mind
They're not useful in your life so stop thinking bout them(even your family members). Anyways! you should focus on your 'lovers' instead, you can't leave them all alone
Arlecchino and Dottore take turns courting you, a span over 14 days to share you for themselves, or they'll just court you together, which is rare of them to do so
While having alone time with the each of them, they'll give you their most utmost affection! while distracting you away from a matter or a memory you should forget, stay here with them forever won't you?
Arlecchino and Dottore aren't that restrictive of you actually, instead of keeping you safe(trapped) in that manor, they'll let you travel but only with their accompany
oh and don't forget, you can take the opportunity to spend all their money, while you're shopping with them! you can only do this once in a month, so go have fun with them to the fullest! ( even though they kidnapped you), still you wouldn't mind right? their looks are quite attractive
Arlecchino and Dottore loves giving gifts to you! sometimes you'd received a cadaver or a human head- you shriek at the sight, feeling disgusted, you wonder if this is deliberate of them to make you scared or was it a test?
Perhaps. You could never think what is your 'lover' true motive(consequences of trying to leave, particularly a warning) is by doing that. Just think on the good side, look at the precious gifts they bought for you! it's to help you accompany with the loneliness while they both worked, they'll make up for the loneliness eventually, don't worry
Arlecchino and Dottore mostly spent their free time with you, it was romantic to you, the way they intertwined their hands with yours and the soft gaze they have for you
Most of the time, your time is spent by being with them. Surely you don't mind right? what about your families and friends? maybe they're okay, maybe they don't need you, maybe.
Arlecchino and Dottore loves to do their courting with you within the privacy of their mansions, they despise unnecessary disturbance while courting
Moments like this is when they get way too intimate with you, lingering touches and kisses from them that leaves a reminder of who they are
Arlecchino and Dottore are really eager to participate in an intimacy activity(sex) with you, and are even more willing when it comes to test aphrodisiac/knife play on you
The sounds of your moans and whimper leaves them breathless while simultaneously making you overstimulated. They'll surely will memorize each and every part of your body, you're the only one who can satiated their needs for sex after all. Oh how you look so delectable to them presenting your fruit and your divine body to them only
After having an intense physical stimulation with them, they'll usually handle the clean up for you. For aftercare? maybe a few kisses and a few moments with them before they leave for work
But oh my gosh, you were suffering with pleasure after that activity, you couldn't even remember what had just transpired. But you were quite sad with their aftercare they gave you, they could have spent more time with you instead they just give you a few kisses and hop on to their work as if it was a normal thing to do in their life. Unbelievable.
Despite them being your sudden lovers(kidnappers), they actually managed to keep you well and fit(medicine being hidden among your food so you can eat well), they also loves dressing you up with the perfect clothes and comfort especially for you!
They love taking care of you, you can't seem to know why. Sure, they drugged you a multiple times already, still you can't help but have true feelings with them. Or was it the drug that changed you? probably not. In the end, they have feelings for you and you have feelings for them too. And you don't seem to want to change your mind about it anymore
Standing behind Sandrone while she has her cup of tea, you took the opportunity to braid her hair, occasionally you'll give kisses at the crown of her head just for her to pester you in return ( she's slightly flustered )
after you finished braiding her hair, you then turned around to look at your masterpiece on her "[name] this is utterly absurd!" "Oh really, in fact it looks really cute on you" "you- you're going to pay for this!" You came forward to suddenly give Sandrone a kiss to stop her from talking, oh her reactions were cute! she's beyond flustered- you then went on to cupped her face to give flurry of kisses to her face
Oh you've done it, you're going to have a hard time at bed for tonight activity
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I badly want to suck all Dottore segments ( except 8, he's a kid ) cock to see what they would taste like while calling me a good girl. Imagine what would old man Zandik taste like, mf I don't care if you're 85 years old, I'm still sucking your dick to hear your moans and whimper while I taste you thoroughly
( this is written before 6.6, I made some minor altercations to it, adding a few words and correcting slight grammar to it, I didn't rewrite it since I think this is already perfect )
warning: fluff, fluff no angst, author first language isn't english, reader is labeled as gender neutral here
if you have trouble sleeping, he'll try to 'optimize' it by enforcing a schedule. Otherwise if you disobey it, he'll give you sleeping pills or an injection
he'll accompany you to bed if you have nightmares or insomnia. Or... he'll just want to sleep with you
He knows almost everything about you. He's really interested in your daily life, if you like a certain hobby he'll research it meticulously so he can do it with you or practice it together with you
He's worried about you 24/7, he'll check your sleeping schedule, work and your eating habits to see if you're healthy. When you go to public places by yourself, he'll check the security cameras to see if you're okay
He actually enjoys being called pet names, especially 'dearest' or dear. It's okay to call him 'sweetheart', but only in text. If you call him with these, during experiment's or on the phone, he get's too flustered while trying to nervously shoo you away
He prefers to call you by your real name instead of those 'pet names', but only in text, he sees it as a nonsensical labels ( he prefers that only you can call him those pet names )
If you're craving for comfort food, he'll either cook it for you or orders it from his subordinate at the lab kitchen
If you're sick or on your menstruation phase, he'll take care of you! in the meantime, he gives your favourite treat to you, sweets or chocolate. Even cuddling with you while you watch your favourite show with him
He'll get any gifts you're interested in! if you like that expensive dress, chocolate or dessert- he buys it especially for you!
Dottore is intrigued by your appearances and how you manage to captivate someone as cruel like him. He doesn't mind if you tell your weird habit or stuff, he won't mock it, after all he wants to know everything about you and thoroughly
Mmm... making needy modern au Dottore whimper at the bed, couch or everywhere where you want to while you keep riding him till he's overstimulated... and him cuming inside you yummy
Vampire priest Dottore where he fucks you till you're overstimulated but don't worry, he'll be gentle with the aftercare, kissing the bite mark on your neck and a few lingering kisses <3
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Working overtime with them
feat the Fatui Harbinger
( Characters that are included: Dottore, Pantalone, Sandrone ) warning: author first time writing short fics, english is not my first language, someone had assisted me in this by correcting my grammar but unfortunately the person is gone for a while(weeks) and hasn't gave any upcoming message about their appending arrival, fluff, happy no angst, fluff forever, author is a bit inexperienced about writing this ( reader is gender neutral )
Sandrone:
-In the late hour in Nod Krai, machines humm while whirring in the background of the workshops within with it. There lies you and Sandrone in the background working with the machinery whilst repairing it. She'll give you orders to give her things, that she need in order to repair her 'robots'. While directing you around to do that and this, she'll eventually take a break. Her break consists of tea time while chatting with her. You'll try to brew the tea she taught you last time and it turns out really great compared to yesterday tea... Sandrone compliments your tea but she insists that she'd make it herself for the both of you because her brewing skills is obviously better than yours as a tea master! ( She just wants to show off )
While chatting with her you'll grab some biscuits and discuss about future plans on the machinery/robotics and further advancement on it.
After finishing break time, both of you go back to work as usual. When it's almost midnight, Sandrone asks you, to go back to your dormitory for more optimal function on sleep, so you can focus more better at work rather than tiredness/laziness. Before leaving, you secretly give Sandrone a bag of treats at her drawers. Sandrone obviously noticed that for a long time ago, instead of doing the same thing as you, she'll peck your cheeks or pinch it with both of her fingers to show her adoration for you in a seemingly teasing way
Dottore:
-Dottore had called you to his lab to finish up the final paperwork of the day. Both of you were busy analyzing it for any faults, in a awkward moment. Working for the infamous second Fatui Harbinger wasn’t so bad after all, higher paid and great working conditions overall, downside is that if you just obeyed and worked quickly. Being his assistant just meant submitting piles of report and always assisting in experiments. However, for today he seem to take his time to accompany you even assisting in your work. You began to question his motives since he rarely took break's from his work, ‘how nice of him to want company‘, what was he up to? As both of you finalized the report he’d engage in small bits of conversation. A few questions about your plans later, brief lingering touches he alleged didn’t really happen. You got bored throughout the conversations, you even brew two coffees while doing it mindlessly. After submitting for the report the two of you sat down to enjoy a calm brew. Some days a moment like this is all either of you have to appreciate in a busy schedule. Maybe, one day, you two could do nothing but spend time together, without having to worry about anything.
Pantalone:
-The hour was late at the Northland bank; paperwork had piled up due to an expensive project, which demanded to be finished. Your usual assisting of Pantalone with work while teasing him didn’t irritate him that much, he was in a good mood. Today you’d over-exerted yourself. It’s past midnight already, you’d done paperwork long enough to the point your handwriting was becoming messy and your vision had begun to falter. When you accidentally drifted off to sleep at your desk, Pantalone sat up in your office and came over. With a sigh, he scooped you up and brought you to the couch. He put his coat over you, taking a moment to admire the way your hair falls over your face, even caressing your cheek. Before he left your office, he made sure to leave behind a small ‘bonus’ for your hard work ( aka a pouch of mora )
I love you’re work! Can I request clingy reader x Dottore
Dottore stood by his work desk, a test tube in hand as he stared at the liquid bubbling inside the container.
He heard the door to his lab opened along with the sound of footsteps coming towards his figure.
He felt arms wrap around his torso along with the sudden weight being placed on his back, he can easily tell that it was your head that was laying against him.
"Dearest, did you need something from me?"
Dottore felt you move around him as you positioned yourself in front of his figure. Your head buried in his chest, he could see the way your hair would flutter against his lab coat while you nuzzle into him.
"Need your attention.." was your reply to his question.
Dottore let out a chuckle as he laid his chin on top of your head while he continued to study the chemical reactions of the substance he concocted in the test tube.
"I just gave you my attention not too long ago, dear. It has only been fifteen minutes. I'm certain the amount of attention I gave you earlier was enough to last a while longer."
He didn't receive any answer from you so he looked down at you curiously. Dottore could only smile at how adorable you looked when you were pouting up at him and tugging on his lab coat.
"Can't answer, hm? I wonder.. are you already low on battery so quick? Does my darling need a recharge?"
You could only nod in reply as you watched Dottore put the test tube back in its rack and remove any unnecessary equipment on his work desk, he could finish his work later.
Dottore picked you up with ease before placing you down on his desk, resting in between your legs.
He started to shower you with kisses. Kissing your cheeks, nose, forehead, and even your jaw, intentionally missing your lips.
"Dottore.."
"I know, dearest. I always save the best for last."
Dottore grabbed the back of your neck and pulled you closer, his lips pressing against yours.
You felt his hands slid down to your waist, squeezing and rubbing at the soft flesh, making you elicit a soft moan.
He slowly moved down to your neck, leaving a trail of kisses and nipping at your flesh.
Dottore pulled away and stared at your face, liking how easily flustered you can get just from his kisses alone.
"You got what you needed, darling. Will you let me continue my work now?"
"Mhm!"
Dottore watched as you wrap your arms around his figure before cuddling onto him. Not showing any signs of letting go.
"You're going to stay like this while I do my work, won't you? You do know that I have to move around to get things done."
He let out a sigh when he felt you nod but still didn't let him go. Dottore gently rubbed your head, running his fingers through your hair.
"You're so clingy, darling."
"But you love my clingy side."
Dottore let out a chuckle before lifting your chin up and pressing a chaste kiss to your lips.
Childhood friends AU with Dottore. Like comparing how he acted as a child towards the reader and how he acts towards the reader now.
Alright anon^^
Dottore = Zandik^^
During the time when both you and Zandik were children. You were the one that has to approach him first.
The other kids in your hometown didn't even like either of you. With you being interested in the wonders and changes of the world meanwhile Zandik being the one to find the wonders and make the changes happen.
In short, you two were pretty much bullied and made fun of.
So to be able to approach Zandik and befriend him would take a lot of time and patience. Like trying to tame a lion.
Zandik was always rude to you. He would give you the cold shoulder and even insult your intellect. But that didn't stop you from smiling and talking to him. Even after the various insults he tossed your way, he was still surprised to see hanging around him.
Then the night happened where Zandik got chased away by the villagers.
You immediately followed the tracks and found him hiding inside a hollow tree, all covered in scrapes and bruises.
At first, Zandik was afraid you were going to rat him out and hand him over to the people wanting him dead but was instead surprised when you sat beside him and cleaned his wounds with the bandages, cloths and water you hid in your bag.
"You're not going to take me back to the village..?"
"Why would I? I think they're the monsters if you ask me."
After patching him up with the best of your abilities, you stood up and held out your hand towards him.
"Wanna run away together? I don't want to live in a village where people would hurt someone because he views the world differently than them."
You didn't expect Zandik to cling onto your stomach and hug you tight. You could hear the soft sniffles and whimpers he let out and it made your heart break into pieces. You could only hug him back and comfort him.
You two were mere children. And children who knows they aren't accepted into something they thought they were part of would leave. That's what you and Zandik did. You both left without turning back, leaving without any regret.
For Zandik however, something changed about his view towards you.
You became his light, the one who led him out of the darkness of the cruelty of the world.
"Daydreaming again? Tsk, tsk, what am I going to do with you, love."
You flinched when Zandik, now known as Dottore, flicked your forehead with a grin.
"I wasn't daydreaming, I was just thinking back to the time when we ran away as kids."
"If you want to reminisce about our time together as children then you can take Kappa with you. He's oddly clingy towards you."
Zandik wrapped his arms around your waist, his mask hitting against your shoulder as he nuzzled into your neck.
"I don't see a problem with it. Aren't you that clingy back when we were kids? You wouldn't even let go of my hand whenever I was looking at the sleeping rishboland tigers."
You heard Zandik mutter under his breath as he trailed soft kisses down your neck and towards your collarbone.
"Yes, yes.. but I wasn't the one who turned on the ruin golem and got spun around the control room."
You let out a huff as you recalled the memory of you spinning inside the control room when you accidentally turned on the ruin golem you and Zandik found during your time at the Akademiya. Zandik had to carry you back to your shared home since you couldn't even walk properly.
"You should be lucky I'm married to you."
"Oh? And why is that?"
"I would have told Pantalone about all the embarrassing things you did when you were just a child."
"Hmph."
You were surprised when Zandik picked you up and placed you over his shoulder. You heard him mumble something under his breath before he began to walk to your shared bedroom in the palace. Curiosity getting the best of you, you turned your head to your husband and poked his cheek.
"Zandik? What are you mumbling about?"
You yelped when Zandik leaned towards your thigh and bit down on your soft flesh.
"Children this.. children that. How about I give you children so you have something to busy yourself with, darling."
"Don't be a tease, Zandik..."
"Who says I was teasing, dearest?"
You had to cover your reddened face from the other harbingers' gaze as they watched Dottore carry you to your bedroom. Meanwhile Dottore held a grin on his face as he thought about the various things he would do to make you scream his name throughout the palace.
u can like write one of them or mix them both?? Like i just wanna see a fic/hcs of a grumpy dottore in his big mansion how he met the reader and stuff
Their silly moments together like the reader touching his fangs ?? WHAT IF U MADE HIM TURN INTO A SMALL BAT AND MADE READER PLAY WITH HIM pls i made so many scenarios of priest/vampire dottore and i have no one to share them with i think im gonna explode *cries* sorry if i sound messy im just so excited to talk about it
You don’t remember what led you to the mansion on the hill—maybe a dare, maybe boredom, or maybe something in your bones pulled you to it, like iron to a lodestone.
The townspeople say it’s cursed. "Stay away from the old manor," they warn. “It’s where shadows crawl and the devil waits for souls too curious for their own good.”
Naturally, you go.
It’s empty at first glance. Cold stone walls, dusty chandeliers, the smell of time lingering like stale perfume. You’re not sure what you expected. Creaking ghosts? Bones in the foyer?
You don’t expect him.
He’s seated on a threadbare chaise like he belongs there, long legs crossed, pale fingers turning the pages of a crimson book. His robes aren’t the kind you’ve seen in the chapel, but they’re unmistakably holy. Priestly. A silver cross dangles from his neck, swaying as he looks up at you.
Sharp eyes, sharper smile.
“You’re not afraid,” he says. His voice is soft, but something coils beneath it—like honey over steel.
You blink at him. “Should I be?”
The smile deepens, revealing a glint of fang. “Most people are.”
You learn quickly that Father Dottore is more than the pious figure who preaches about salvation every week. He is revered, adored, followed blindly. But behind that pulpit smile, you now see what the others don’t.
Or refuse to.
You see the way his eyes flicker gold in low light. How the devout never seem to return from their "private confessions." How pale they look when they do, if they do. How he whispers to them that their blood is holy, a sacrifice to God.
You know better.
And yet… you stay.
“You’re really a vampire?” you ask one evening, legs curled under you on a church pew while he lazily lounges where the altar should be.
“Does the blood on my breath not prove it?” he murmurs, amused, dabbing his lips with a white cloth. “Or are you hoping I’ll bare my fangs again for your entertainment?”
“…Maybe.” You lean forward, eyes shining. “Can I touch them?”
He blinks, genuinely startled. “My fangs?”
You nod eagerly.
He exhales a laugh and leans closer. “You’re unbelievable.”
You poke one with your fingertip. It’s long, elegant, razor-sharp. You grin. “They’re pointier than I imagined.”
“And you’re disturbingly delighted by that.”
“You bite people with these. Of course I’m delighted. They're basically murder teeth.”
He raises an eyebrow, and despite yourself, you start giggling. His face twists like he’s both horrified and enchanted by you.
Later, you bring it up.
“So… can you turn into a bat?”
He pauses mid-sip from his chalice, definitely not wine, and gives you a look.
You shrug. “Come on. All the stories say vampires turn into bats. That’s like, half your aesthetic.”
“I do not perform parlor tricks.”
“Please?”
His eyes narrow. You pout. He groans like you’ve just asked him to renounce divinity itself.
And then—poof.
He’s gone, and in his place is a small, sleek bat, black as pitch, with little wings curled around his body like a cloak. He hovers midair, then flutters into your lap.
“Oh my god,” you whisper, cupping him in your hands. “You’re so tiny.”
He chitters indignantly.
You cradle him anyway, cooing, “You're adorable. My bloodsucking baby bat.”
More chittering. Probably swearing.
You kiss the top of his head.
He tries to bite your finger in retaliation.
You grin.
You start visiting him more after that—sometimes in the church, sometimes in the mansion where he sheds the façade of holy silk and shows you something rawer. Something real.
He never feeds on you, though.
He asks once, during a quiet moment when your pulse thuds loud in the silence.
“I could take just a little,” he whispers against your neck, voice thick and hungry. “It wouldn’t hurt. You’d feel warm. Floaty.”
You tilt your head, offering yourself freely. But he doesn't do it. His fangs graze your skin—he groans—but he pulls away.
“I don’t want to ruin you,” he says, as if he could.
Eventually, the town starts whispering. They sense something. They always do.
But you don’t care.
You sit beside him during evening hymns, your hands brushing beneath the pages of his prayer book. You clean his bloodied robes when he returns from "confession." You kiss his fangs and tease him for how dramatic he is when he's hungry.
You cuddle his bat form like a pet.
You touch the monster and find no fear.
You love him, and for once, the monster doesn’t bite.
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dottore is composed.
that is the lie everyone believes, and the truth he cultivates with surgical precision. every movement measured. every word sharpened. even without the mask, when it rests on the table beside him like a discarded face, he maintains control through posture alone.
which is exactly why you enjoy this so much.
you’re alone in his private quarters, the lab doors sealed, instruments powered down for once. dottore sits at his desk, coat folded neatly, sleeves rolled just enough to expose his wrists. he’s reviewing a report, expression neutral.
you lean against the doorway and watch him.
“…you’re staring,” he says without looking up.
“am i?” you reply innocently. “i thought i was appreciating.”
that earns you a glance. “appreciating what, exactly?”
you cross the room slowly, deliberately. “you.”
he scoffs quietly. “be specific.”
you stop behind him, hands resting on the back of his chair. you lean down, not touching yet, just close enough that he can feel your presence, your warmth, the faint brush of your breath near his ear.
“you’re beautiful,” you say.
silence.
dottore’s pen pauses mid-word.
“that is not-” he clears his throat. “that is not an accurate descriptor.”
you smile. “you don’t get to decide that.”
you reach out and tuck a loose strand of hair behind his ear. his shoulders tense. he does not pull away.
“your eyes,” you continue softly. “they get this look when you’re thinking too hard. like you’re five seconds away from either a breakthrough or committing a crime.”
“that is highly subjective.”
“and your hands,” you add, sliding your fingers over his wrist, turning his palm up. “they’re steady even when you’re tired. even when you’re emotional.”
“i am not-”
you kiss the inside of his wrist.
he inhales sharply.
there it is.
you look up in time to see it bloom, colour spreading across his cheeks, creeping down his neck.
“…do not do that,” he says, voice noticeably tighter.
you blink. “do what?”
“whatever you are attempting to accomplish,” he snaps, though the effect is ruined by the way he avoids your gaze.
you step closer, straddling the chair just enough to trap him between your knees. he stiffens, back straightening instinctively, eyes flicking up to you.
“oh,” you murmur. “you’re blushing.”
“i am not.”
“you absolutely are.”
“that is a physiological response to-” he stops. his ears are red now too.
you grin, delighted. “you’re adorable.”
that does it.
dottore looks away sharply, jaw clenched, face fully flushed now. without the mask, without the distance, there is nothing to hide behind. you can see it all, the frustration, the embarrassment, the way his control slips when you speak to him like this.
“…you are being deliberately provocative,” he says.
“yes.”
“why?”
you lean in until your noses almost touch. “because no one else gets to see this.”
his breath stutters. “see what.”
“you,” you say simply.
your thumb brushes his cheek, warm under your touch. he freezes, then slowly leans into it.
“…you are dangerous,” he murmurs.
you kiss him then, slow and unhurried. when you pull back, he looks dazed, lips parted, eyes dark and unfocused. red everywhere, his cheeks, his ears, the bridge of his nose.
“you’re completely red,” you whisper, amused. “if anyone could see you-”
“they cannot,” he interrupts immediately, hand coming up to grip your waist. “and they will not.”
his grip tightens, grounding. possessive.
“…do not do this in public,” he adds, quieter.
you smile. “because it works?”
“because,” he exhales, pressing his forehead to yours, “i cannot afford to lose composure anywhere but here.”
Celestia has fallen, ending a period of turmoil, meaning you and Dottore are free to do what you want with the rest of your lives - but both of you have trouble getting accustomed to this new, strangely peaceful life.
Seeing the sky completely clear save for puffy clouds was a sight that still took getting used to, after all, the island that had once been there was commonplace for everyone. But now, after a long and arduous war, and centuries of preparation and loss, it was over. Celestia had been defeated, the era of rebuilding was slow yet steady, and the Fatui had disbanded shortly after their victory.
... Meaning that you and Dottore, who once had much to do and worry about, now had... very little to do and worry about. His once-important experiments had reached their peak, and what's more, you were finally free from your illness. There was no need for all-nighters spent hastily writing notes, creating new concoctions for you, tending to the darker side of his work. Similarly, the days spent in anguish and sickness had now become a memory of the past, although your body was still slowly recovering.
So what was there to do now?
That was what you thought as you lay in the dark, cuddling close to Zandik's chest in your new home. It was an odd feeling - having him this close for days on end - sleeping with you from nightfall to the sun rising. It was once an exceedingly rare occurrence, from when he was once a busy Harbinger, but here he was still in bed. (Although he still had a habit of waking up early - whether he laid there and stared at you, or got up to find something to busy himself with was still a fifty-fifty chance.)
To be honest, now that you thought about it, you never had a real, fleshed-out plan on what to do after everything was over. All you had was the first step - acquire a spacious and cozy home in Sumeru to settle down. And well, that had been accomplished surprisingly easier than you anticipated - The Jester had gifted you such a house in a perfect spot - leaving it as a goodbye gift.
In the beginning, the days had been as leisurely as possible, bordering on lazy. Sleeping in late into the day, hours upon hours spent appreciating each other's presence and body. You defended it as making up for centuries of lost time, although Dottore didn't protest in the first place. Dinner was spent quietly outside, looking up at the sky that was no longer false. However, it was obvious both of you were growing a bit restless - which was why you quickly came up with a plethora of new things to do.
—
"Let's start a garden!"
And so had started a common goal between you two - although another issue that had been presented in this new relaxing life was Dottore's lingering hesitation to trust you with certain activities. Constantly he was keeping an eye on your every move or stepping in himself, even though he knew you could do some things yourself now.
Truthfully, you couldn't blame him, already aware that overprotectiveness that lasted centuries wouldn't go away so easily, but that was something that would have to be worked through slowly. He was still performing a routine check-up on your every day...
"Zandik, it's just digging up some soil. You're acting like the worms are going to attack me or something."
"... Just make sure not to scrap your knees."
"I'm also not a child- darling, what are you injecting into the plants...?" Your husband only smiled, his sharp teeth gleaming.
"This? Do not worry, we won't consume these ones. This is simply... a test to indulge my curiosity."
Well, you always knew his love of experimenting would never truly go away! Maybe you'll get some cool, fucked up, weird mutated plants!
—
"Let's get a kitty so Foxttore has a friend!"
Despite all the tragedy you'd endured, Foxttore was one of the few things that remained with you the whole time, even after the way. The creature quite liked Sumeru after surviving Snezhnaya - it was always lazily sunbathing and refused to come in. Dottore still kept his habit of locking it out.
The pufflings too of course - but they had made the two of you become the gossip of the children - turns out the black puff balls started playing with the kids and kept returning to your house, making them whisper about "the two weird grown-ups who live out in the middle of nowhere." You were amused.
Regardless of your reputation, now you and your husband were in the perfect environment to finally own a cute kitty. The lab wasn't exactly the ideal place for such an animal, after all.
... So now, an equally as lazy cat could be found sleeping on Zandik's lap as he read by the window, giving it languid tummy rubs and pets. Foxttore wasn't invited.
—
"Let's go exploring!"
When you had dropped this idea on Zandik, he had given you a strange look.
"All this time, you had been pleading with me to stay inside and relax, but now you wish to go and exert yourself?" Despite his remarks, you could tell Zandik wished to do something with his hands as well.
"Well, this is because it's going to be fun! It'll be like we're students again!"
And with that, you two were back inside the huge Ruin Golem in the forest. To be honest, there was not much to actually explore here, but... it was nostalgic. It was places like these where the two of you spent a lot of time together, and where he told you of his grand ambitions as a young scholar.
And even after all this time, the former Harbinger was still fascinated with the technology, already playing with something, to which you joined him. No doubt he already knew the answer, but it was something to keep his once-overworked mind occupied.
"Guess the two of us aren't cut out for this 'normal life' stuff, eh? Coming back here even though there's nothing left to be discovered. Think the notes we left are still here?"
"That's impossible. They must have long eroded by now," he briefly commented, hands still running over the cool metal.
"So... wanna test if you're still motion-sick?"
—
"Let's teach you how to cook... again!"
Loads of spare time had come with nothing better to do than to attempt to make the impossible become possible once again, which was why you had the Harbinger turned house husband in the kitchen with you, equipped with an apron you forced him to wear if he wanted any sweets.
This time you had decided to forget actual food and make one, singular, cupcake. Surely he couldn't mess that up, right?
You made him clean the kitchen after throwing out the burnt apron.
—
In conclusion, there were still lots of things that could fill the endless time you two were given. But there was still something you wanted, although you weren't sure how to bring it up.
The loss of the segments still remained a wound in your heart, although you moved on from all those years ago. More specifically, Zandy was someone you held extremely dear in your heart and memories. The child had changed your life, and Dottore's too - opening his own heart to softness - which was something you longed for too.
However, naturally, you were nervous asking Zandik about it. After all, becoming a father was probably not something he saw himself doing. Of course, your anxiety was quickly recognized by your lover, who beckoned you one night.
"What plagues your mind?" His question startled you, and although you knew he'd come around to asking eventually, you still weren't prepared to answer properly. But you knew you'd have to come out with it soon.
"There's... something I want."
"Tell me," Zandik quickly reassured you. "I'm sure it is within my capabilities."
"I... I don't know if you'd want to," you awkwardly admitted, to which your husband gave you a hard look, and then moved to squeeze your hand.
"I can only determine that if you tell me what it is you desire." With a sigh, you had to agree.
"I've been thinking... about our... family," the last word was uttered softly, as if you still couldn't believe things reached this point.
"There's you, me, Foxttore, the pufflings, our kitty Beaker, and I guess the crows around here could count too... and I love everyone a lot!" Dottore hummed in agreement, rubbing his fingers over your knuckles.
"But... what if we added someone else to our family? A... c-child, perhaps," you finally blurted out your confession, working up the courage to look at him directly. Speaking of, he had stopped wearing that mask of his now, so you were always subject to his brilliant red eyes. As such, you witnessed the gems widen slightly and his jaw slacken. Quickly you rushed to continue.
"I-I know it'll be a lot of work and responsibility but together we can do it! And I know it probably isn't something you thought of but I'll be here with you all the way... I know you won't let the past repeat itself," you murmured, well aware of how he was treated as a child. Dottore's gaze had moved to the stars, still silent at your words, which was making you worry at this point.
"If-"
"It is not something I am opposed to," Zandik finally admitted, and you had to hold back a sigh of relief.
"Truly?"
"Yes. However..." He trailed off, perhaps wondering how to articulate the fears you already knew full well - how could someone like him ever be a loving father? Did he even have that capability? How could he hold his child with his stained hands?
"I understand," you squeezed his hand. "We'll figure it out together," you promised, "just like how we figured everything else out. How else would we have stayed together for a couple hundred years?" You gently teased him to which he finally looked at you again, an unusually soft look in his eyes.
"We will," Zandik agreed, kissing you on your forehead.
—
Time continued to move, and from a student to Harbinger, Zandik now found himself a parent, who was now cuddled in between him and you - though you were already fast asleep, while his daughter had woken him up in the middle of the night. The fact that Dottore hadn't woken up earlier was a testament to how much he loosened up these past years...
"Go back to sleep. I won't take you out to the forest if you're too tired." The young girl pouted at her father's strictness.
"But it's not my fault! I'm too excited to watch you do your experimenting stuff!" (In reality, all they were doing was collecting samples of plants.) With a sigh, the man stroked her hair.
"Oh! Oh! How about you sing the song they always sing to you when you're grumpy! That always makes you relax!" His daughter seemed to have picked up some of your cheeky, bargaining habits...
"If you do, will you quiet down?" The girl quickly nodded.
"Very well..." And so, he began humming a tune, that was rather off-key despite you teaching it to him quite a few times, but his little girl didn't seem to notice much.
In the dark, you secretly smiled at the sweet interaction. To think after centuries of pain, you finally obtained such a life...