in the present, she’s managing emotional stress from cutting into children and comforting crying families. she’s managing seizures and the additional physical and mental toll that takes.

she’s managing a coworker who she’s smart enough to realize has internalized issues that he’s taking out on her, and she manages to placate him; make him feel seen by showing him her chart so he knows the ED is in good hands, and saying she respects him. she can do that while still standing up for herself, her students, and her patients.

she’s a mother taking on a very taxing new position where multiple staff members don’t trust her or even want her there.

in the past, she developed a devastating infection and from it lifelong symptoms: recurrent seizures which are likely still somewhat of a mystery to her as they are for many people with neurological disorders. she suffered trauma helping hopeful refugees and injured civilians in the middle of a war (many of which were pregnant women).

and she’s still somehow not only a functioning adult, but a beautiful human being with a happy child, a chief attending position, and the most patient and compassionate personality i’ve ever seen on tv

BENJAMIN POINDEXTER / BULLSEYE

da pitt women i love you 🩵

Put your favorite quote. Could be silly, inspiring, idc.

“Every new game, we adapt, we grow, and we figure out new ways to kill ourselves”

Ennis ran full throttle on all roads whether fence mending or money spending, and he wanted none of it when Jack seized his left hand and brought it to his erect cock. Ennis jerked his hand away as though he’d touched fire, got to his knees, unbuckled his belt, shoved his pants down, hauled Jack onto all fours, and, with the help of the clear slick and a little spit, entered him, nothing he’d done before but no instruction manual needed. They went at it in silence except for a few sharp intakes of breath and Jack’s choked “Gun’s goin off,” then out, down, and asleep.

NPT:

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"There's a whole Lotta ugly in this world. But there sure as hell is a lot of beauty" or something like that

love John for that, announcing his presence 😂

Sam, why did that sound so much like something Dean would say.

"Yours was life, Pale One. Do not confuse your unique creation with its absence. I have seen others make the same mistake."

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