hello tumblr friends! long time no see! felt like chatting a bit because i know i've been very away from this platform lately. i didn't exactly want to do that, but life has been life-ing and has been kicking me in the butt!! this is the first social media i've started sharing my pedro art on, i've met wonderful people through it & it felt only right to update you!! okay. long ass text incoming. i warned you.
as i was saying. i've been away. god. it feels like i've been underwater for months and i'm only now back to the surface and breathing again.
i've seen the worst of it during march-april, i could not focus, sleep, eat properly, let alone draw. i pushed through it because drawing is my job and i thought that burying myself in work would keep me distracted. in some ways it did, in others it just made me feel worse. my brain was starting to turn against me and i got scared. i don't even remember the last time i had those thoughts - or maybe i do, but that also made me terrified because i thought i got over some things. turns out i didn't i guess!
something Very Bad happened in may, but i know it was necessary. i've been bracing for impact for months now, since february i think? even before that i guess, november maybe? anyways, that turned my world upside down, but i guess it was the push i needed. i've been breathing a little better since. i'm not at my best but i'm finally not at my worst either, you know?
not to get too personal, but i've also been looking into this health issue i've had for a long while now. nothing major, just something that's been bugging me for a bit. i've met a wonderful doctor who's been helping me tons. i'm making great progress each time and going there weekly has been a pleasure (who would've ever thought i'd say that about a doctor's appointment??), and i guess the weekly routine has been helping as well :))
so yeah. that's where i've been!! also, managing 3/4 social media's at once is... hard, to say the least. i've been much more active on X/twt lately!! if you're there, hit me up. i chat and yap like crazy lol. i've also opened an edit account on tiktok??? idk. something i've been doing for fun. i like it!! keeps me entertained ! and it sent me back into a harry castillo pit oh my god
june has been treating me nice so far! i'm looking forward to seeing my fav band live with my gf and one of my long distance best friends. i'm very inspired, i finally feel rested and ready to draw :) <3 i think i've created more in the past two weeks than in the whole month of may lol
tell me something nice that happened to you lately - even the smallest, most stupid thing. i love knowing, let's share the experience!! i'll start first: yesterday i went out with my gf on a date for pizza and gelato. we celebrated 7 years of knowing each other 💗💗💗💗
